What should I do if the double 11 express is sent to my ex-girlfriend?
Chapter 20 V3 in 1
The water droplets fell on the cooking table, then pooled and flowed down, dripping on Shi Jing's shoes.
She put down the kettle, frowning tightly, she looked at Chen Yumu and said, "What are you talking about?"
Chen Yumu looked at her calmly and said, "Let's break up, let's break up thoroughly."
Shi Jing looked at her, pursed her thin lips, knowing that she owed her. Three years ago, the Gu family appeared unexpectedly, and the only thing she could think of was to force her to leave.
She doesn't know how long it will take to have enough ability to fight against the Gu family. Instead of making her wait uncertainly, it is better to let her leave the center of the vortex to grow by herself. This is the best way she can think of at that time, so she can only force Watching her leave coldly.
She knew very well how important she was to the little guy at that time, and it was really cruel to let her go. She walked over, looked at her, and said seriously: "Little guy, three years ago, something happened to me, and I left you behind." around, it will be dangerous."
"Sorry, I used that method to force you to leave, but this is the best and most direct method I can think of."
Chen Yumu listened quietly. She got the answer and explanation from Shi Jing, who was stubbornly paranoid three years ago, but found that besides the heart-piercing pain, she also felt a little bit of relief, as if a The shackles that only lay in my heart were finally untied.
She pursed her lips, nodded slightly, and said, "I know."
Shi Jing sighed, as if thinking of his suffering for the past three years, shook his head with a wry smile, and then looked at Chen Yumu: "Little guy, you are more important to me than you think, in these three years, every time When I am cornered, I will think of your carefree smile nestled in my arms."
"You always love to laugh. Every time I see you laugh, I think, I have to work harder to make you laugh so carefree for the rest of your life."
"When I first met you, you were like an insecure kitten, always..."
Chen Yumu felt as if the whole world was silent at once. During the silent time, she looked at the time like a bystander and seemed to be talking to herself. In all her memories, Shi Jing always liked to plan strategies He controls everything, and when two people are together, Shi Jing always controls all the rhythms.
She is a very taciturn person in nature, and she is a cold rose on the outside, but she occasionally teases herself in front of her, and always likes to watch herself blow up and get angry.
The tired and sentimental woman in front of her seems to be completely different from her teacher. Her lips are moving when she looks at her. She always liked to look at her stupidly before. She remembers her face Every arc and every detail of the external contour.
Shi Jing's lips are very thin. She used to study physiognomy and said that people with thin lips were ruthless. She was always very happy because Shi Jing was an exception. She was doted on by Shi Jing, but she didn't feel that Shi Jing was ruthless.
Shi Jing's nose bridge is very high, his eyes are slender phoenix eyes, his thick eyebrows are like ink, he looks very heroic, he is tall and thin.
Just such a person with good looks, good figure, good IQ and high IQ was met by me. She became the lucky one and met the world's number one first love.
For Chen Yumu, Shi Jing is not only a lover, but also a family member, friend, and teacher... Shi Jing is too beautiful, so when she suddenly lost it, Chen Yumu's world collapsed instantly...
"Little guy, let's start over, okay? I want to hold you in my palm again and pamper you wholeheartedly."
When Chen Yumu could hear the voice again, she heard what Shi Jing said. She was not exaggerated and sensational, as if she was just explaining her inner thoughts calmly. She never made promises easily, but Chen Yumu Knowing that after saying it, she will work hard to do it.
This is the teacher's scene that Chen Yumu is familiar with, and it is also the teacher's scene that Chen Yumu finds strange.
Chen Yumu: "Shi Jing, did you really love me?"
Shi Jing said all the things she wanted to say to her that had been accumulated in her heart for three years. Hearing this question, the little guy's reaction was too calm. She felt a little palpitation for no reason. She wanted to hold Chen Yumu's hand, but was Chen Yumu dodged subconsciously.
"Before this, I always thought that you were the person who knew me best in the world, but just now, I found out that you are not. You just know the me you want to know."
Shi Jing knew that she had hurt her deeply, every word of Chen Yumu was a knife in her heart, she knew that the little guy had too much grievance in his heart, she didn't want to refute her, because the little guy needed to vent.
"Actually, when you suddenly said you were going to get engaged to someone else three years ago, I knew you might have encountered some problems, so I kept waiting."
"Although you have always spoiled me, I think I am quite strong, so as long as you give me a reason, I think I can accept it."
"But you didn't. You just watched me go crazy. I smashed a lot of things. I stopped every time I smashed something, because I always felt that you were coming to coax me."
"I smashed and waited, and when I smashed everything in the house, you just stood aside and looked at me."
"Later I left, and I have been waiting for three whole years, wondering when you will come back to me, and thinking about the answer I couldn't get at that time."
"Now, I finally got the answer, and found another question. It turns out that you don't understand as well as I thought, and I don't seem to be as strong as you think."
Shi Jing felt that her heart was being crushed and crushed constantly, the calmer the little guy was, the more she knew how deep the pain was left to her, and she couldn't help wondering if she had done something wrong.
Seeing the little guy standing in front of her now, she couldn't help but say, "No, my little guy is great and strong."
Chen Yumu shook his head: "Look, you misunderstood me again."
Shi Jing wanted to walk over again, but Chen Yumu took another step back: "I have evidence, do you want to see it?"
Seeing her determined appearance, Shi Jing instantly had a bad premonition, as if the next thing would make her irreparable, she stopped: "Little guy, stop talking."
Chen Yumu looked at her sideways, with Shi Jing's familiar cunning in her eyes, she raised her left hand, which carried the bracelet of the angel covenant she gave her, Chen Yumu pushed the bracelet away, and tore off the top A layer of flesh-colored adhesive tape, on which... there is a neat scar...
Realizing what it was, Shi Jing felt as if she lost all her strength and almost staggered backwards. She didn't stand firm until she leaned against the cooking table. She felt that the air in her whole body seemed to be evacuated. She breathed hard and stared wide-eyed. His eyes looked at Chen Yumu.
Chen Yumu was smiling, with tears in her smile. She tore off the tape, and there were traces of concealer and foundation on the edge of the tape, and then she saw a section of abnormally fair skin under the tape, showing that slender line The scars are particularly shocking.
"Look, I'm really not as strong as you think."
"So, Shi Jing, let's break up."
When Chen Yumu came out of Shi Jing's house, it was already dark, she only felt a little cold, as if the temperature had dropped suddenly, when a gust of wind blew over, she couldn't help shrinking her arms.
She remembered that three years ago, it seemed that it was the same night when she came out of Shijing's house. The difference was that at that time, she was like an abandoned child, wanting to vent her infinite pain and grievance by crying.
But now, she just feels so tired, so exhausted that she can't even say a word or cry a tear.
When she confirmed that Shi Jing still loves her, the past pain made her feel resentful to take revenge on Shi Jing, so she let her see the scar.
It's just that when she saw Shi Jing collapsed and fell, she didn't feel the thrill of revenge, she just felt very tired. Obviously they didn't love each other, why did they love so much that they were scarred?
Is the teacher wrong?Or is she wrong?She also began to be in a trance, she just wanted to escape from that place quickly, Shi Jing was always a whirlpool, and she was always in that whirlpool, easily lost herself.
When Shi Jing explained to her that she loves her, she should be happy, because that person has not forgotten her, but she dare not love her anymore. She is afraid that if there is one more time, she should lose the ability to continue living. Be brave, so she ran away... If she is so tired of loving Shijing, can she stop loving?
And at the moment when Shi Jing said she loved her, she had a momentary illusion that Shi Jing's love might only be Chen Yumu who was pampered by her before and grew up according to her preferences, not her current self.
She was sure that she couldn't go back to that carefree, heartless young man, so she didn't dare to love anymore, and she didn't dare to look back, because there was an abyss over there, and one day Shijing had no choice but to do it again, she probably would be doomed. Make sure you don't have the courage to take it again.
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She was walking numbly, and suddenly kicked something under her feet, with a bang... She was awakened, and saw a littering soda can on the ground.
She sighed, and suddenly felt the phone vibrating in her pocket, she took out the phone, and found that it was Li Yilin calling, she was stunned for a moment, and then remembered that before going out, she had made an appointment with Li Yilin.
But because Shi Jing appeared suddenly, she forgot about her. She looked at the notification on the top, and Li Yilin called her thirteen times, but she didn't pay attention.
She connected immediately, and after connecting, Li Yilin said anxiously: "Chen Yumu, are you okay?"
Chen Yumu: "I'm fine, sorry, something happened, so I didn't receive your call."
Li Yilin breathed a sigh of relief: "It's fine."
Chen Yumu: "Sorry, I missed the appointment"
Li Yilin: "It's okay, are you done with your work?"
Thinking that before leaving, she looked back at Shi Jing, and as the door slowly closed, probably they had finally made a break, she said softly: "Well... I'm done..."
There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while, and Li Yilin asked cautiously, "Then... can I invite you to have dinner together?"
Chen Yumu paused while holding the phone. If she didn't think Li Yilin was interested in her before, at this moment, she was sure that Li Yilin was probably really chasing her. She sighed: "Li Yilin..."
She was about to say that she is not suitable for dating now, but Li Yilin interrupted her: "You said before that you invited me to dinner, can I honor it tonight?"
Hearing what she said, Chen Yumu laughed. That's right, I said I would invite her to dinner, but every time Li Yilin said it, I would AA, and I really didn't have a chance to invite her out. It would be good to meet Li Yilin and explain clearly, she Said softly: "Okay..."
Li Yilin: "Should we wait at the place we just made an appointment with?"
Chen Yumu hummed, and then Li Yilin laughed. Chen Yumu asked, "What's wrong?"
Li Yilin said, "Can you raise your head, I'm here."
Chen Yumu was stunned for a moment, then looked up and saw not far away, Li Yilin waved at her, it turned out that she came back unconsciously.
And Li Yilin, probably has been waiting here?
Li Yilin walked over quickly, and then stopped in front of her. Seeing her, Chen Yumu remembered that he had let her go all night, and said apologetically, "Sorry, I missed the appointment and kept you waiting."
Chen Yumu's complexion is actually very bad now, his face is pale, his eyes are a little red and his eyelids are swollen because he cried just now, but Li Yilin didn't seem to notice it, and shook his head: "It's okay, can I eat more later, to compensate Why have I waited so long?"
Amused by her tone, Chen Yumu nodded: "Well...you can eat whatever you want..."
Li Yilin looked at her and said, "Is it okay to eat barbecue? I want to eat a lot of meat."
Chen Yumu looked at her and said, "I really can't see that you still like to eat so much meat."
Li Yilin smiled shyly: "Well...the weather here is not cold, so I eat less. I can eat quite well in the north."
The two walked slowly towards the shopping mall, and there was a Korean barbecue with a good reputation. Since it was past eight o'clock and it was not the peak season, they went in without waiting for a seat.
Li Yilin seemed to be really interested in meat. She asked Chen Yumu what he would not eat. Chen Yumu shook his head, and Li Yilin ordered a bunch of them, mostly meat. After the dishes were served, a staff member came to help roast them.
When grilling meat, the air is filled with the smell of fresh food, which makes people's index fingers twitch. Chen Yumu actually has no appetite.
The Korean-style barbecue is sliced thinly and cooked quickly. When it was done, Li Yilin smiled and said, "It smells so good, my mouth is watering."
Chen Yumu forced a smile and nodded: "Then you eat more."
Li Yilin started to eat, she ate with relish, looked up at Chen Yumu while eating, Chen Yumu also started to eat under her influence.
This barbecue restaurant is really good, and Chen Yumu was taken to eat a lot. When he was in the middle, Li Yilin asked, "Would you like some soju?"
Sure enough, if there is any unhappiness that cannot be solved by eating a good meal, then eat two meals.
After eating, Chen Yumu recovered a lot. When she saw Li Yilin suggesting to drink, she asked, "I can't tell, you still drink."
Li Yilin nodded: "Drink some warm wine when it's cold, it will be very comfortable."
Chen Yumu nodded: "Okay, let's drink some."
The shochu came up quickly, and it was placed by Chen Yumu's side. Chen Yumu picked up the bottle and poured a glass for the two of them. Li Yilin raised it and said, "Cheers?"
Chen Yumu raised his glass to clink with her: "Cheers..."
After touching it, she directly raised her head and drank the whole glass of wine. What she had in her mouth was spicy shochu. Chen Yumu drank too fast and choked on it...
Cough... She coughed violently... Li Yilin was frightened, and hurried to her side, wanting to pat her on the back, but didn't dare to touch her...
Cough cough... The shochu was choked into the trachea, she coughed hard... only the mouth, nose and eyes were full of spicy taste... just like everything about Shi Jing tonight...
"Would you like some water?"
Chen Yumu continued to cough with his head down, then shook his hands...
When she recovered a bit, she raised her head, her face was red from coughing, and there were still tears on her face. She looked at Li Yilin and shook her head in embarrassment: "I'm fine..." As soon as she said that, the tears in her eyes slid down her face ...
She wanted to find a tissue to wipe it off, when Li Yilin took out a pure cotton handkerchief from his pocket and handed it to her: "Here you..."
Seeing her handkerchief, Chen Yumu was stunned for a moment, but the next moment she coughed violently again, her face was so embarrassed, she could only take the handkerchief to wipe away the tears on her face...
Li Yilin has been standing on the side anxiously, after a while, Chen Yumu finally recovered, but coughed for too long, his voice became hoarse: "I...it's fine."
Li Yilin hurriedly asked the waiter for a glass of warm water. Seeing that Chen Yumu didn't seem to be coughing violently, she handed her the glass, and Chen Yumu took a sip to moisten his throat.
Li Yilin looked at her apologetically: "Sorry, I shouldn't have suggested drinking."
Chen Yumu shook his head: "It has nothing to do with you, I want to drink it." Looking at Li Yilin's apologetic expression, Chen Yumu was afraid that she would not play anymore, so he said, "Hurry up and eat, it won't taste good if it gets cold. .” As she spoke, she also picked up some meat for herself.
Li Yilin saw that she had started to eat, so she went back to sit. Chen Yumu wrapped some roasted pork belly with lettuce. Seeing that Li Yilin was still looking at her, she urged, "Hurry up, eat more, you have agreed to eat more." Just a little, not enough for us to order more."
Seeing that she seems to be fine, Li Yilin nodded: "Okay."
The two of them ate hard again, and when they couldn't eat anymore, Chen Yumu felt like he was about to vomit, so the two of them stopped eating. This time, Li Yilin didn't ask for AA, and Chen Yumu went to pay the bill. When the two of them left the mall, it was past ten o'clock, and there was no one else in the mall, and they were basically the last two tables.
After leaving the shopping mall, there was no one at the gate of the shopping mall. It was quite cold just now, but now I have eaten enough and it is not cold anymore. Moreover, the moon is very bright today. Under the moonlight, everything looks deserted and chilly. pale.
Li Yilin rubbed his stuffed stomach, and asked, "Can I take you home? I'm full, and I want to take a walk to digest my food."
Chen Yumu nodded, she was too full, and it was very uncomfortable, probably because of the physical discomfort, but there was no heart-piercing suffocation in her heart.
The two walked side by side without speaking. When they reached the gate of Chen Yumu's community, Li Yilin said, "You're here."
Chen Yumu nodded: "Well, it's here."
Li Yilin: "Go to bed early, good night." After she finished speaking, she turned her head and was about to leave, when Chen Yumu called her: "Li Yilin..."
Li Yilin turned around, Chen Yumu pursed his lips and said, "I think it's fine to be alone."
After hearing her words, Li Yilin paused for a moment, and then said, "Mmm..."
Chen Yumu said again: "Li Yilin, I'm sorry."
Li Yilin shook his head: "Go back to rest early, if you are too full, you can take some digestion tablets."
Chen Yumu thought that she probably understood what he meant, and waved her hand: "Okay, goodbye..." She turned around and entered the community, she walked a few steps, Li Yilin called her, and when Chen Yumu turned her head, under the moonlight, Li Yilin greeted her. She waved her hand: "Chen Yumu, good night."
Chen Yumu smiled: "Li Yilin, good night."
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When Chen Yumu got home, she got out of the elevator. Chen Yumu saw that the lights in the house were on. She opened the door and walked in, only to see Lin Yueyue sitting on the sofa.
Seeing her coming back, Lin Yueyue looked a little complicated, Chen Yumu looked at her with pursed lips: "Why are you here?"
Lin Yueyue stood up, walked in front of her, reached out and grabbed her left hand, the bracelet slid down, and saw the scar on it, Lin Yueyue bit her lip, and asked, "When did it happen?"
She held it a little hard, and Chen Yumu felt that it was hurting from her grip, so he withdrew his hand forcefully: "In the third month after moving here, you went on a business trip for a week."
After hearing her words, Lin Yueyue smiled wryly: "I said, why did you suddenly buy so many cosmetics and start to learn makeup? I thought you finally came out a little bit, but I didn't expect that you just wanted to cover up this scar to prevent me Know."
Chen Yumu looked at her: "I'm sorry."
Lin Yueyue shook her head: "You didn't apologize to me."
The atmosphere was silent for a while, Lin Yueyue said: "I thought you would hate me now."
Chen Yumu shook her head: "I don't hate it. After all, without you, I might not have been able to wait for the third month." If Lin Yueyue hadn't helped her in time, maybe she would have collapsed that night.
Even now that she knows that Lin Yueyue may have always been in contact with Shi Jing, she still can't hate her, because in the past three years, she has been the one who has been with her to walk out slowly.
Lin Yueyue leaned on the back of the sofa and sighed: "Little Feather, how long have we known each other?"
Chen Yumu: "More than ten years, from junior high school to high school to university to now... It's been a long time."
Lin Yueyue: "Yeah, it's been a long time... Ever since you were with Shi Jing, basically your world revolves around Shi Jing, and our contact is really quite small. The number of contacts in a year, I can probably count on one hand."
Chen Yumu nodded and said yes, indeed, at that time she felt that her world only needed to have a teacher scene, and the teacher scene was her whole world.
Lin Yueyue sighed, as if recalling what happened three years ago, and then said: "At that time, it was not accidental that I appeared in front of you."
"One week before you broke up, Shi Jing found me and Su Zi. She said that she might need to leave for a while, but she didn't know when she would come back. She was afraid that you would do something alone, so please me and Su Zi Look at you. She has rented two rooms and one living room in every community within ten kilometers of the community you live in."
"The night you came out of her house, she actually followed you all the time. I was in this direction, and Su Zi was in the other direction. No matter where you go, you will definitely meet a roommate who just moved away and can take you in. friend."
"She asked both of us to promise not to tell you the truth. She said that she didn't know if she could come back. Instead of making you a illusory person who might not come back, it is better to let you grow freely. In case she really If you can’t come back, you can live freely.”
Chen Yumu lowered her eyes, this is really Shi Jing's style, she always planned very carefully to protect herself well, to be loved wholeheartedly, she only felt sore eyes, and It's astringent, her former love has not been let down, she is still the girl in that person's palm.
Then I felt sad again, because Shi Jing thought too carefully about everything, her love broke Chen Yumu's wings, but it drove her to the edge of the abyss, pushing her down all at once, letting her use the broken wings The wings struggled to fly by themselves.
Finally said what she had been holding back for three years, Lin Yueyue breathed a sigh of relief: "Little Feather, I don't want to speak for Shi Jing, nor do I want to interfere in the future of the two of you. No matter what decision you make, I will support you , if you still consider me your friend."
Chen Yumu laughed and cried all of a sudden, she hammered Lin Yueyue's shoulder: "Get out, when will I say you are not my friend anymore, and you still want to break up with me?"
Seeing the tears on her face, Lin Yueyue took out a tissue and gave it to her. Chen Yumu took it, cried a bit, and felt that her nose was blocked again, which made her dizzy and could only breathe hard.
Seeing her embarrassed appearance, Lin Yueyue couldn't help scolding her: "Fool..."
Chen Yumu grinned stupidly, and Lin Yueyue asked, "Do you want me to stay tonight?"
Chen Yumu shook his head: "No need, go back quickly, don't let Sister Cat stay alone in the empty boudoir."
Lin Yueyue looked at her and said doubtfully, "Are you sure?"
Chen Yumu nodded: "Sure, didn't you see my back?"
Seeing her nervousness, Lin Yueyue said: "Is there another backside behind you?"
Chen Yumu: "There is no back spirit, but you see, my wings have grown again, and I can toss about myself without falling."
Seeing her mentally retarded explanation, Lin Yueyue couldn't help but rolled her eyes and scolded her: "Nervous."
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Lin Yueyue left, Chen Yumu took a shower, sat on the bed and hugged her knees, staring at the big moon outside in a daze, many images flashed through her mind, all about Shi Jing, about her, about two people together scene...
She looked at the wound on her wrist. Before cutting, she thought about using a little more force, but the moment the blade touched the skin, it hurt so much...the pain made her tremble...so she didn't dare to use force.
Seeing the scarlet blood flow out of her wrist, it immediately stained the washbasin red... She cried... Then she picked up a towel and wrapped the wound tightly before going to the hospital by herself.
The seven years together are really long, and many things can happen. At that time, Shi Jing was the whole world, and all her memories of those seven years were Shi Jing, acting like a baby with Shi Jing, losing her temper with Shi Jing...
The three years of separation are really long. In the three years of being left behind, in addition to pain and injuries, there are also longings... suddenly know the truth of everything, and then what?
Fly up, and then get back together as if nothing had happened?
On the other side, Shi Jing is sitting on the bed, every corner of this room is very familiar, it seems that she can see every moment with the little guy in this room.
On the bay window, the little guy likes to lie on her lap as a pillow. In the sun, she is lazy like a cat, reading a book by herself, and the little guy will occasionally raise his head playfully and pout and say kisses.
When she wakes up in the morning, she likes to lie on her body, put her ears to her chest, listen to her heartbeat foolishly, and then smile with crooked eyebrows.
In the closet, she always likes to let two people wear couple outfits, so she takes the clothes from the closet every morning.
On the bed, the two are entangled, she always enjoys watching the little guy moan|moan wantonly under her body, watching her fully bloom for herself, when she is emotional, she raises her head and shows her beautiful neck .When she reaches the top, she hugs herself and screams and trembles, and she always kisses her lovingly, her little one, she never loves enough.
Yue means axe. She was born with high hopes. She is the product of the marriage of two families. The elders of the Gu family hoped that she would be a sharp axe and lead the aging Gu family out of the shattered predicament. .It's a pity that she was born as a daughter, and she became a tool of profit in an old family where patriarchy was deeply rooted.
The little guy appeared in the darkest time of her life. At that time, in an accident planned by her uncle, she was brought out of the rotten Gu family by feigning death, and changed from Gu Yue to Shi Jing.
The little guy seems to be a ray of light, illuminating his life. In the little guy's world, he is not an ax that hurts others, but only belongs to her teacher. She will feel that it is very important for her to be alive, because she is needed all the time.
So, in order not to lose the warmth of this light, she worked hard to grow herself into a tree, supporting a piece of sky for the little guy.
She thought that he had given her the best love and the most careful arrangements, but that shocking scar shattered all her hopes and confidence.
She couldn't imagine that the little guy who was always full of energy would draw that scar on his wrist in such a desperate and painful situation.
Thinking of this, she felt suffocated as if she couldn't take another breath of air. What did she do?
What the hell did she do to her beloved little one?
The pain in her whole body made her unable to sit still, she collapsed and curled up as if she was exhausted, like a wounded cub, sobbing in the dark night.
As a result of a night of insomnia, Chen Yumu felt as if she had been hollowed out, thinking wildly all night, she didn't sleep until five or six o'clock, and the alarm clock rang after seven o'clock.
When she woke up, her head exploded in pain. She patted her head. When she stood up, she felt dizzy and almost fell. She quickly sat on the bed to let herself relax.
After a little relief, she couldn't help but smile wryly, what's the matter, as soon as she swallowed her saliva, she found that her throat was also burning with pain.
She stood up, her head still hurting badly, thinking that she still had a few days of annual leave to be useless, she simply took her mobile phone, and then sent a message to Big Stomach King to ask for leave.
Now that the project has just completed a milestone, many people in the project team will take annual leave at this time, so it is not difficult to ask for leave, just send a message to PM first, and then register on the system.
After asking for leave, Chen Yumu got up and went to the toilet by the way, then put the phone aside and continued to sleep, and woke up again because of hunger.
She took out her phone and saw that it was past twelve noon, and there were more than a dozen WeChat messages on it, Lin Yueyue asked how she was doing, and Li Yilin asked her if she didn't go to work because she had something to do or because she didn't feel well. A free sheep asked her if she was going out on her annual leave... There was nothing urgent to return, so she just put the phone aside again.
After sleeping for a few more hours, although the head still hurts, it is not that uncomfortable, but because of the hunger and low blood sugar, she is a little flustered, so she quickly got up to wash.
When she was washing up, she looked in the mirror with a pale face and dark circles under her eyes, which looked like a female ghost. She smiled wryly. Fortunately, she didn't go to work, otherwise it would be bad to scare others.
After washing, I took a piece of chocolate from the refrigerator and ate it. The bitter chocolate melted in my mouth. When I swallowed it, my throat still hurt, probably because I choked too much last night.
When the heartburn subsided, she poured herself a glass of water. She still had to eat something. She didn’t cook normally. When she opened the refrigerator, she saw that there were some ham, sausage and eggs in it. If she didn’t eat it right away of.
Thinking of having to wash the dishes after cooking and eating, she simply didn't do it.
She took out her mobile phone and wanted to order takeaway, but found that none of them seemed delicious, and it was stuffy, and the sun seemed to be nice outside, so she simply changed clothes and went out to look for food, and it would be nice to bask in the sun by the way.
She took the keys from her bag, and then saw the Polaroid photos she saw on Shijing's car a few years ago.
I saw it taken off in Shijing’s car yesterday, and stuffed it into the bag for some reason.
Rubbing the image that was already a bit blurred with her fingers, it was really a good time to indulge in, but it's a pity that she can't go back.
As for Shi Jing, thinking of her, Chen Yumu's heart throbbed again, and he felt as if a big piece of his heart was missing.
Last night, Lin Yueyue asked her if she had thought about what to do next?
She didn't know how to answer, but since the gap of three years happened, she couldn't whitewash the peace and continue to live foolishly and sweetly.
I can only leave everything to time, maybe after a little longer, she will have another mentality.
Thinking of this, she turned the photo over and put it in the basket where the sundries were placed.
She just opened the door to go out, when she looked up, she saw the person leaning against the wall.
She probably stood for a long time, when she heard the door opening, she raised her head to look at her, and then walked slowly, holding a bouquet of red roses in her hand.
She held up the rose and handed it to her, saying: "Miss Chen Yumu, I like you very much, may I pursue you?"
Chen Yumu stared blankly at the large bouquet of roses in front of him, then stared blankly at the person in front of him, what happened, what?
She put down the kettle, frowning tightly, she looked at Chen Yumu and said, "What are you talking about?"
Chen Yumu looked at her calmly and said, "Let's break up, let's break up thoroughly."
Shi Jing looked at her, pursed her thin lips, knowing that she owed her. Three years ago, the Gu family appeared unexpectedly, and the only thing she could think of was to force her to leave.
She doesn't know how long it will take to have enough ability to fight against the Gu family. Instead of making her wait uncertainly, it is better to let her leave the center of the vortex to grow by herself. This is the best way she can think of at that time, so she can only force Watching her leave coldly.
She knew very well how important she was to the little guy at that time, and it was really cruel to let her go. She walked over, looked at her, and said seriously: "Little guy, three years ago, something happened to me, and I left you behind." around, it will be dangerous."
"Sorry, I used that method to force you to leave, but this is the best and most direct method I can think of."
Chen Yumu listened quietly. She got the answer and explanation from Shi Jing, who was stubbornly paranoid three years ago, but found that besides the heart-piercing pain, she also felt a little bit of relief, as if a The shackles that only lay in my heart were finally untied.
She pursed her lips, nodded slightly, and said, "I know."
Shi Jing sighed, as if thinking of his suffering for the past three years, shook his head with a wry smile, and then looked at Chen Yumu: "Little guy, you are more important to me than you think, in these three years, every time When I am cornered, I will think of your carefree smile nestled in my arms."
"You always love to laugh. Every time I see you laugh, I think, I have to work harder to make you laugh so carefree for the rest of your life."
"When I first met you, you were like an insecure kitten, always..."
Chen Yumu felt as if the whole world was silent at once. During the silent time, she looked at the time like a bystander and seemed to be talking to herself. In all her memories, Shi Jing always liked to plan strategies He controls everything, and when two people are together, Shi Jing always controls all the rhythms.
She is a very taciturn person in nature, and she is a cold rose on the outside, but she occasionally teases herself in front of her, and always likes to watch herself blow up and get angry.
The tired and sentimental woman in front of her seems to be completely different from her teacher. Her lips are moving when she looks at her. She always liked to look at her stupidly before. She remembers her face Every arc and every detail of the external contour.
Shi Jing's lips are very thin. She used to study physiognomy and said that people with thin lips were ruthless. She was always very happy because Shi Jing was an exception. She was doted on by Shi Jing, but she didn't feel that Shi Jing was ruthless.
Shi Jing's nose bridge is very high, his eyes are slender phoenix eyes, his thick eyebrows are like ink, he looks very heroic, he is tall and thin.
Just such a person with good looks, good figure, good IQ and high IQ was met by me. She became the lucky one and met the world's number one first love.
For Chen Yumu, Shi Jing is not only a lover, but also a family member, friend, and teacher... Shi Jing is too beautiful, so when she suddenly lost it, Chen Yumu's world collapsed instantly...
"Little guy, let's start over, okay? I want to hold you in my palm again and pamper you wholeheartedly."
When Chen Yumu could hear the voice again, she heard what Shi Jing said. She was not exaggerated and sensational, as if she was just explaining her inner thoughts calmly. She never made promises easily, but Chen Yumu Knowing that after saying it, she will work hard to do it.
This is the teacher's scene that Chen Yumu is familiar with, and it is also the teacher's scene that Chen Yumu finds strange.
Chen Yumu: "Shi Jing, did you really love me?"
Shi Jing said all the things she wanted to say to her that had been accumulated in her heart for three years. Hearing this question, the little guy's reaction was too calm. She felt a little palpitation for no reason. She wanted to hold Chen Yumu's hand, but was Chen Yumu dodged subconsciously.
"Before this, I always thought that you were the person who knew me best in the world, but just now, I found out that you are not. You just know the me you want to know."
Shi Jing knew that she had hurt her deeply, every word of Chen Yumu was a knife in her heart, she knew that the little guy had too much grievance in his heart, she didn't want to refute her, because the little guy needed to vent.
"Actually, when you suddenly said you were going to get engaged to someone else three years ago, I knew you might have encountered some problems, so I kept waiting."
"Although you have always spoiled me, I think I am quite strong, so as long as you give me a reason, I think I can accept it."
"But you didn't. You just watched me go crazy. I smashed a lot of things. I stopped every time I smashed something, because I always felt that you were coming to coax me."
"I smashed and waited, and when I smashed everything in the house, you just stood aside and looked at me."
"Later I left, and I have been waiting for three whole years, wondering when you will come back to me, and thinking about the answer I couldn't get at that time."
"Now, I finally got the answer, and found another question. It turns out that you don't understand as well as I thought, and I don't seem to be as strong as you think."
Shi Jing felt that her heart was being crushed and crushed constantly, the calmer the little guy was, the more she knew how deep the pain was left to her, and she couldn't help wondering if she had done something wrong.
Seeing the little guy standing in front of her now, she couldn't help but say, "No, my little guy is great and strong."
Chen Yumu shook his head: "Look, you misunderstood me again."
Shi Jing wanted to walk over again, but Chen Yumu took another step back: "I have evidence, do you want to see it?"
Seeing her determined appearance, Shi Jing instantly had a bad premonition, as if the next thing would make her irreparable, she stopped: "Little guy, stop talking."
Chen Yumu looked at her sideways, with Shi Jing's familiar cunning in her eyes, she raised her left hand, which carried the bracelet of the angel covenant she gave her, Chen Yumu pushed the bracelet away, and tore off the top A layer of flesh-colored adhesive tape, on which... there is a neat scar...
Realizing what it was, Shi Jing felt as if she lost all her strength and almost staggered backwards. She didn't stand firm until she leaned against the cooking table. She felt that the air in her whole body seemed to be evacuated. She breathed hard and stared wide-eyed. His eyes looked at Chen Yumu.
Chen Yumu was smiling, with tears in her smile. She tore off the tape, and there were traces of concealer and foundation on the edge of the tape, and then she saw a section of abnormally fair skin under the tape, showing that slender line The scars are particularly shocking.
"Look, I'm really not as strong as you think."
"So, Shi Jing, let's break up."
When Chen Yumu came out of Shi Jing's house, it was already dark, she only felt a little cold, as if the temperature had dropped suddenly, when a gust of wind blew over, she couldn't help shrinking her arms.
She remembered that three years ago, it seemed that it was the same night when she came out of Shijing's house. The difference was that at that time, she was like an abandoned child, wanting to vent her infinite pain and grievance by crying.
But now, she just feels so tired, so exhausted that she can't even say a word or cry a tear.
When she confirmed that Shi Jing still loves her, the past pain made her feel resentful to take revenge on Shi Jing, so she let her see the scar.
It's just that when she saw Shi Jing collapsed and fell, she didn't feel the thrill of revenge, she just felt very tired. Obviously they didn't love each other, why did they love so much that they were scarred?
Is the teacher wrong?Or is she wrong?She also began to be in a trance, she just wanted to escape from that place quickly, Shi Jing was always a whirlpool, and she was always in that whirlpool, easily lost herself.
When Shi Jing explained to her that she loves her, she should be happy, because that person has not forgotten her, but she dare not love her anymore. She is afraid that if there is one more time, she should lose the ability to continue living. Be brave, so she ran away... If she is so tired of loving Shijing, can she stop loving?
And at the moment when Shi Jing said she loved her, she had a momentary illusion that Shi Jing's love might only be Chen Yumu who was pampered by her before and grew up according to her preferences, not her current self.
She was sure that she couldn't go back to that carefree, heartless young man, so she didn't dare to love anymore, and she didn't dare to look back, because there was an abyss over there, and one day Shijing had no choice but to do it again, she probably would be doomed. Make sure you don't have the courage to take it again.
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She was walking numbly, and suddenly kicked something under her feet, with a bang... She was awakened, and saw a littering soda can on the ground.
She sighed, and suddenly felt the phone vibrating in her pocket, she took out the phone, and found that it was Li Yilin calling, she was stunned for a moment, and then remembered that before going out, she had made an appointment with Li Yilin.
But because Shi Jing appeared suddenly, she forgot about her. She looked at the notification on the top, and Li Yilin called her thirteen times, but she didn't pay attention.
She connected immediately, and after connecting, Li Yilin said anxiously: "Chen Yumu, are you okay?"
Chen Yumu: "I'm fine, sorry, something happened, so I didn't receive your call."
Li Yilin breathed a sigh of relief: "It's fine."
Chen Yumu: "Sorry, I missed the appointment"
Li Yilin: "It's okay, are you done with your work?"
Thinking that before leaving, she looked back at Shi Jing, and as the door slowly closed, probably they had finally made a break, she said softly: "Well... I'm done..."
There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while, and Li Yilin asked cautiously, "Then... can I invite you to have dinner together?"
Chen Yumu paused while holding the phone. If she didn't think Li Yilin was interested in her before, at this moment, she was sure that Li Yilin was probably really chasing her. She sighed: "Li Yilin..."
She was about to say that she is not suitable for dating now, but Li Yilin interrupted her: "You said before that you invited me to dinner, can I honor it tonight?"
Hearing what she said, Chen Yumu laughed. That's right, I said I would invite her to dinner, but every time Li Yilin said it, I would AA, and I really didn't have a chance to invite her out. It would be good to meet Li Yilin and explain clearly, she Said softly: "Okay..."
Li Yilin: "Should we wait at the place we just made an appointment with?"
Chen Yumu hummed, and then Li Yilin laughed. Chen Yumu asked, "What's wrong?"
Li Yilin said, "Can you raise your head, I'm here."
Chen Yumu was stunned for a moment, then looked up and saw not far away, Li Yilin waved at her, it turned out that she came back unconsciously.
And Li Yilin, probably has been waiting here?
Li Yilin walked over quickly, and then stopped in front of her. Seeing her, Chen Yumu remembered that he had let her go all night, and said apologetically, "Sorry, I missed the appointment and kept you waiting."
Chen Yumu's complexion is actually very bad now, his face is pale, his eyes are a little red and his eyelids are swollen because he cried just now, but Li Yilin didn't seem to notice it, and shook his head: "It's okay, can I eat more later, to compensate Why have I waited so long?"
Amused by her tone, Chen Yumu nodded: "Well...you can eat whatever you want..."
Li Yilin looked at her and said, "Is it okay to eat barbecue? I want to eat a lot of meat."
Chen Yumu looked at her and said, "I really can't see that you still like to eat so much meat."
Li Yilin smiled shyly: "Well...the weather here is not cold, so I eat less. I can eat quite well in the north."
The two walked slowly towards the shopping mall, and there was a Korean barbecue with a good reputation. Since it was past eight o'clock and it was not the peak season, they went in without waiting for a seat.
Li Yilin seemed to be really interested in meat. She asked Chen Yumu what he would not eat. Chen Yumu shook his head, and Li Yilin ordered a bunch of them, mostly meat. After the dishes were served, a staff member came to help roast them.
When grilling meat, the air is filled with the smell of fresh food, which makes people's index fingers twitch. Chen Yumu actually has no appetite.
The Korean-style barbecue is sliced thinly and cooked quickly. When it was done, Li Yilin smiled and said, "It smells so good, my mouth is watering."
Chen Yumu forced a smile and nodded: "Then you eat more."
Li Yilin started to eat, she ate with relish, looked up at Chen Yumu while eating, Chen Yumu also started to eat under her influence.
This barbecue restaurant is really good, and Chen Yumu was taken to eat a lot. When he was in the middle, Li Yilin asked, "Would you like some soju?"
Sure enough, if there is any unhappiness that cannot be solved by eating a good meal, then eat two meals.
After eating, Chen Yumu recovered a lot. When she saw Li Yilin suggesting to drink, she asked, "I can't tell, you still drink."
Li Yilin nodded: "Drink some warm wine when it's cold, it will be very comfortable."
Chen Yumu nodded: "Okay, let's drink some."
The shochu came up quickly, and it was placed by Chen Yumu's side. Chen Yumu picked up the bottle and poured a glass for the two of them. Li Yilin raised it and said, "Cheers?"
Chen Yumu raised his glass to clink with her: "Cheers..."
After touching it, she directly raised her head and drank the whole glass of wine. What she had in her mouth was spicy shochu. Chen Yumu drank too fast and choked on it...
Cough... She coughed violently... Li Yilin was frightened, and hurried to her side, wanting to pat her on the back, but didn't dare to touch her...
Cough cough... The shochu was choked into the trachea, she coughed hard... only the mouth, nose and eyes were full of spicy taste... just like everything about Shi Jing tonight...
"Would you like some water?"
Chen Yumu continued to cough with his head down, then shook his hands...
When she recovered a bit, she raised her head, her face was red from coughing, and there were still tears on her face. She looked at Li Yilin and shook her head in embarrassment: "I'm fine..." As soon as she said that, the tears in her eyes slid down her face ...
She wanted to find a tissue to wipe it off, when Li Yilin took out a pure cotton handkerchief from his pocket and handed it to her: "Here you..."
Seeing her handkerchief, Chen Yumu was stunned for a moment, but the next moment she coughed violently again, her face was so embarrassed, she could only take the handkerchief to wipe away the tears on her face...
Li Yilin has been standing on the side anxiously, after a while, Chen Yumu finally recovered, but coughed for too long, his voice became hoarse: "I...it's fine."
Li Yilin hurriedly asked the waiter for a glass of warm water. Seeing that Chen Yumu didn't seem to be coughing violently, she handed her the glass, and Chen Yumu took a sip to moisten his throat.
Li Yilin looked at her apologetically: "Sorry, I shouldn't have suggested drinking."
Chen Yumu shook his head: "It has nothing to do with you, I want to drink it." Looking at Li Yilin's apologetic expression, Chen Yumu was afraid that she would not play anymore, so he said, "Hurry up and eat, it won't taste good if it gets cold. .” As she spoke, she also picked up some meat for herself.
Li Yilin saw that she had started to eat, so she went back to sit. Chen Yumu wrapped some roasted pork belly with lettuce. Seeing that Li Yilin was still looking at her, she urged, "Hurry up, eat more, you have agreed to eat more." Just a little, not enough for us to order more."
Seeing that she seems to be fine, Li Yilin nodded: "Okay."
The two of them ate hard again, and when they couldn't eat anymore, Chen Yumu felt like he was about to vomit, so the two of them stopped eating. This time, Li Yilin didn't ask for AA, and Chen Yumu went to pay the bill. When the two of them left the mall, it was past ten o'clock, and there was no one else in the mall, and they were basically the last two tables.
After leaving the shopping mall, there was no one at the gate of the shopping mall. It was quite cold just now, but now I have eaten enough and it is not cold anymore. Moreover, the moon is very bright today. Under the moonlight, everything looks deserted and chilly. pale.
Li Yilin rubbed his stuffed stomach, and asked, "Can I take you home? I'm full, and I want to take a walk to digest my food."
Chen Yumu nodded, she was too full, and it was very uncomfortable, probably because of the physical discomfort, but there was no heart-piercing suffocation in her heart.
The two walked side by side without speaking. When they reached the gate of Chen Yumu's community, Li Yilin said, "You're here."
Chen Yumu nodded: "Well, it's here."
Li Yilin: "Go to bed early, good night." After she finished speaking, she turned her head and was about to leave, when Chen Yumu called her: "Li Yilin..."
Li Yilin turned around, Chen Yumu pursed his lips and said, "I think it's fine to be alone."
After hearing her words, Li Yilin paused for a moment, and then said, "Mmm..."
Chen Yumu said again: "Li Yilin, I'm sorry."
Li Yilin shook his head: "Go back to rest early, if you are too full, you can take some digestion tablets."
Chen Yumu thought that she probably understood what he meant, and waved her hand: "Okay, goodbye..." She turned around and entered the community, she walked a few steps, Li Yilin called her, and when Chen Yumu turned her head, under the moonlight, Li Yilin greeted her. She waved her hand: "Chen Yumu, good night."
Chen Yumu smiled: "Li Yilin, good night."
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When Chen Yumu got home, she got out of the elevator. Chen Yumu saw that the lights in the house were on. She opened the door and walked in, only to see Lin Yueyue sitting on the sofa.
Seeing her coming back, Lin Yueyue looked a little complicated, Chen Yumu looked at her with pursed lips: "Why are you here?"
Lin Yueyue stood up, walked in front of her, reached out and grabbed her left hand, the bracelet slid down, and saw the scar on it, Lin Yueyue bit her lip, and asked, "When did it happen?"
She held it a little hard, and Chen Yumu felt that it was hurting from her grip, so he withdrew his hand forcefully: "In the third month after moving here, you went on a business trip for a week."
After hearing her words, Lin Yueyue smiled wryly: "I said, why did you suddenly buy so many cosmetics and start to learn makeup? I thought you finally came out a little bit, but I didn't expect that you just wanted to cover up this scar to prevent me Know."
Chen Yumu looked at her: "I'm sorry."
Lin Yueyue shook her head: "You didn't apologize to me."
The atmosphere was silent for a while, Lin Yueyue said: "I thought you would hate me now."
Chen Yumu shook her head: "I don't hate it. After all, without you, I might not have been able to wait for the third month." If Lin Yueyue hadn't helped her in time, maybe she would have collapsed that night.
Even now that she knows that Lin Yueyue may have always been in contact with Shi Jing, she still can't hate her, because in the past three years, she has been the one who has been with her to walk out slowly.
Lin Yueyue leaned on the back of the sofa and sighed: "Little Feather, how long have we known each other?"
Chen Yumu: "More than ten years, from junior high school to high school to university to now... It's been a long time."
Lin Yueyue: "Yeah, it's been a long time... Ever since you were with Shi Jing, basically your world revolves around Shi Jing, and our contact is really quite small. The number of contacts in a year, I can probably count on one hand."
Chen Yumu nodded and said yes, indeed, at that time she felt that her world only needed to have a teacher scene, and the teacher scene was her whole world.
Lin Yueyue sighed, as if recalling what happened three years ago, and then said: "At that time, it was not accidental that I appeared in front of you."
"One week before you broke up, Shi Jing found me and Su Zi. She said that she might need to leave for a while, but she didn't know when she would come back. She was afraid that you would do something alone, so please me and Su Zi Look at you. She has rented two rooms and one living room in every community within ten kilometers of the community you live in."
"The night you came out of her house, she actually followed you all the time. I was in this direction, and Su Zi was in the other direction. No matter where you go, you will definitely meet a roommate who just moved away and can take you in. friend."
"She asked both of us to promise not to tell you the truth. She said that she didn't know if she could come back. Instead of making you a illusory person who might not come back, it is better to let you grow freely. In case she really If you can’t come back, you can live freely.”
Chen Yumu lowered her eyes, this is really Shi Jing's style, she always planned very carefully to protect herself well, to be loved wholeheartedly, she only felt sore eyes, and It's astringent, her former love has not been let down, she is still the girl in that person's palm.
Then I felt sad again, because Shi Jing thought too carefully about everything, her love broke Chen Yumu's wings, but it drove her to the edge of the abyss, pushing her down all at once, letting her use the broken wings The wings struggled to fly by themselves.
Finally said what she had been holding back for three years, Lin Yueyue breathed a sigh of relief: "Little Feather, I don't want to speak for Shi Jing, nor do I want to interfere in the future of the two of you. No matter what decision you make, I will support you , if you still consider me your friend."
Chen Yumu laughed and cried all of a sudden, she hammered Lin Yueyue's shoulder: "Get out, when will I say you are not my friend anymore, and you still want to break up with me?"
Seeing the tears on her face, Lin Yueyue took out a tissue and gave it to her. Chen Yumu took it, cried a bit, and felt that her nose was blocked again, which made her dizzy and could only breathe hard.
Seeing her embarrassed appearance, Lin Yueyue couldn't help scolding her: "Fool..."
Chen Yumu grinned stupidly, and Lin Yueyue asked, "Do you want me to stay tonight?"
Chen Yumu shook his head: "No need, go back quickly, don't let Sister Cat stay alone in the empty boudoir."
Lin Yueyue looked at her and said doubtfully, "Are you sure?"
Chen Yumu nodded: "Sure, didn't you see my back?"
Seeing her nervousness, Lin Yueyue said: "Is there another backside behind you?"
Chen Yumu: "There is no back spirit, but you see, my wings have grown again, and I can toss about myself without falling."
Seeing her mentally retarded explanation, Lin Yueyue couldn't help but rolled her eyes and scolded her: "Nervous."
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Lin Yueyue left, Chen Yumu took a shower, sat on the bed and hugged her knees, staring at the big moon outside in a daze, many images flashed through her mind, all about Shi Jing, about her, about two people together scene...
She looked at the wound on her wrist. Before cutting, she thought about using a little more force, but the moment the blade touched the skin, it hurt so much...the pain made her tremble...so she didn't dare to use force.
Seeing the scarlet blood flow out of her wrist, it immediately stained the washbasin red... She cried... Then she picked up a towel and wrapped the wound tightly before going to the hospital by herself.
The seven years together are really long, and many things can happen. At that time, Shi Jing was the whole world, and all her memories of those seven years were Shi Jing, acting like a baby with Shi Jing, losing her temper with Shi Jing...
The three years of separation are really long. In the three years of being left behind, in addition to pain and injuries, there are also longings... suddenly know the truth of everything, and then what?
Fly up, and then get back together as if nothing had happened?
On the other side, Shi Jing is sitting on the bed, every corner of this room is very familiar, it seems that she can see every moment with the little guy in this room.
On the bay window, the little guy likes to lie on her lap as a pillow. In the sun, she is lazy like a cat, reading a book by herself, and the little guy will occasionally raise his head playfully and pout and say kisses.
When she wakes up in the morning, she likes to lie on her body, put her ears to her chest, listen to her heartbeat foolishly, and then smile with crooked eyebrows.
In the closet, she always likes to let two people wear couple outfits, so she takes the clothes from the closet every morning.
On the bed, the two are entangled, she always enjoys watching the little guy moan|moan wantonly under her body, watching her fully bloom for herself, when she is emotional, she raises her head and shows her beautiful neck .When she reaches the top, she hugs herself and screams and trembles, and she always kisses her lovingly, her little one, she never loves enough.
Yue means axe. She was born with high hopes. She is the product of the marriage of two families. The elders of the Gu family hoped that she would be a sharp axe and lead the aging Gu family out of the shattered predicament. .It's a pity that she was born as a daughter, and she became a tool of profit in an old family where patriarchy was deeply rooted.
The little guy appeared in the darkest time of her life. At that time, in an accident planned by her uncle, she was brought out of the rotten Gu family by feigning death, and changed from Gu Yue to Shi Jing.
The little guy seems to be a ray of light, illuminating his life. In the little guy's world, he is not an ax that hurts others, but only belongs to her teacher. She will feel that it is very important for her to be alive, because she is needed all the time.
So, in order not to lose the warmth of this light, she worked hard to grow herself into a tree, supporting a piece of sky for the little guy.
She thought that he had given her the best love and the most careful arrangements, but that shocking scar shattered all her hopes and confidence.
She couldn't imagine that the little guy who was always full of energy would draw that scar on his wrist in such a desperate and painful situation.
Thinking of this, she felt suffocated as if she couldn't take another breath of air. What did she do?
What the hell did she do to her beloved little one?
The pain in her whole body made her unable to sit still, she collapsed and curled up as if she was exhausted, like a wounded cub, sobbing in the dark night.
As a result of a night of insomnia, Chen Yumu felt as if she had been hollowed out, thinking wildly all night, she didn't sleep until five or six o'clock, and the alarm clock rang after seven o'clock.
When she woke up, her head exploded in pain. She patted her head. When she stood up, she felt dizzy and almost fell. She quickly sat on the bed to let herself relax.
After a little relief, she couldn't help but smile wryly, what's the matter, as soon as she swallowed her saliva, she found that her throat was also burning with pain.
She stood up, her head still hurting badly, thinking that she still had a few days of annual leave to be useless, she simply took her mobile phone, and then sent a message to Big Stomach King to ask for leave.
Now that the project has just completed a milestone, many people in the project team will take annual leave at this time, so it is not difficult to ask for leave, just send a message to PM first, and then register on the system.
After asking for leave, Chen Yumu got up and went to the toilet by the way, then put the phone aside and continued to sleep, and woke up again because of hunger.
She took out her phone and saw that it was past twelve noon, and there were more than a dozen WeChat messages on it, Lin Yueyue asked how she was doing, and Li Yilin asked her if she didn't go to work because she had something to do or because she didn't feel well. A free sheep asked her if she was going out on her annual leave... There was nothing urgent to return, so she just put the phone aside again.
After sleeping for a few more hours, although the head still hurts, it is not that uncomfortable, but because of the hunger and low blood sugar, she is a little flustered, so she quickly got up to wash.
When she was washing up, she looked in the mirror with a pale face and dark circles under her eyes, which looked like a female ghost. She smiled wryly. Fortunately, she didn't go to work, otherwise it would be bad to scare others.
After washing, I took a piece of chocolate from the refrigerator and ate it. The bitter chocolate melted in my mouth. When I swallowed it, my throat still hurt, probably because I choked too much last night.
When the heartburn subsided, she poured herself a glass of water. She still had to eat something. She didn’t cook normally. When she opened the refrigerator, she saw that there were some ham, sausage and eggs in it. If she didn’t eat it right away of.
Thinking of having to wash the dishes after cooking and eating, she simply didn't do it.
She took out her mobile phone and wanted to order takeaway, but found that none of them seemed delicious, and it was stuffy, and the sun seemed to be nice outside, so she simply changed clothes and went out to look for food, and it would be nice to bask in the sun by the way.
She took the keys from her bag, and then saw the Polaroid photos she saw on Shijing's car a few years ago.
I saw it taken off in Shijing’s car yesterday, and stuffed it into the bag for some reason.
Rubbing the image that was already a bit blurred with her fingers, it was really a good time to indulge in, but it's a pity that she can't go back.
As for Shi Jing, thinking of her, Chen Yumu's heart throbbed again, and he felt as if a big piece of his heart was missing.
Last night, Lin Yueyue asked her if she had thought about what to do next?
She didn't know how to answer, but since the gap of three years happened, she couldn't whitewash the peace and continue to live foolishly and sweetly.
I can only leave everything to time, maybe after a little longer, she will have another mentality.
Thinking of this, she turned the photo over and put it in the basket where the sundries were placed.
She just opened the door to go out, when she looked up, she saw the person leaning against the wall.
She probably stood for a long time, when she heard the door opening, she raised her head to look at her, and then walked slowly, holding a bouquet of red roses in her hand.
She held up the rose and handed it to her, saying: "Miss Chen Yumu, I like you very much, may I pursue you?"
Chen Yumu stared blankly at the large bouquet of roses in front of him, then stared blankly at the person in front of him, what happened, what?
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