struggle

In the spring of Romania, everything quietly wakes up. After a winter of brewing, it seems to suddenly flourish with infinite vitality.In the depths of the Carpathian Mountains, a place protected by magic is even more beautiful than the outside.The dense grass is like a green soft carpet spread out, and the flowers of various colors are gorgeous and fragrant, and the lake in the center is so blue that it contrasts with the sky.

And by the lake, there was a red-haired girl sitting quietly, absently touching the clear lake water with her hands.She was just casually wearing a long white dress, but still showed her slender and slender figure. Her light brown eyes were clear and energetic, and under the straight bridge of her nose were thin red lips. Her calm expression surprised her. Combined with the somewhat gorgeous appearance, she is not gaudy, but reveals an intellectual beauty.

When Lorian came from the depths of the dense forest, what he saw was this scene as quiet as an oil painting.He reluctantly took off his cloak, walked up to her and put it on for her: "Ginny, I knew you must be here again in a daze, and I don't know how to put on more clothes."

Hearing Lorian's voice, Ginny turned her head to look at him, and shook the wand in her hand mischievously: "It's enough to have a warming spell, so you don't have to put on clothes in cold places, and you don't have to wear clothes in hot places." It's too much trouble to take it off."

Seeing Ginny's bright smile, Lorian shook his head with a broken smile: "In the past three years, your magic has become more and more sophisticated, but people have learned to be lazy more and more. You don't think about problems that can almost be solved with magic. Use another method."

"The charm of magic makes people addicted to it unconsciously." Ginny said with a smile, stood up and took the letter from Lorian, glanced at it quickly, and said in surprise, "It's my parents and the others. Are you coming?"

Lorian nodded and fastened the strap of the cloak for her, "Yes, it seems that your youngest brother has also officially joined your 'Order of the Phoenix', and this time he is here to join your second brother Charlie, Responsible for contacting the wizard here. So, your parents and other brothers all came here together, saying they want to see you."

Hearing the name "Order of the Phoenix", Ginny's eyes darkened, but finally she smiled briskly: "Congratulations to Ron, he finally got his wish. Let's go back quickly, their speed is not enough. It will be much slower than the letter, I have to go back and prepare. Especially Ron, I haven't seen you for three years, I can't let him laugh at me as soon as we meet." Then, she walked into the depths of the jungle first, Lorian where the estate is located.

But Lorian didn't ignore the flickering shadow in Ginny's eyes. He sighed slightly and looked at Ginny's back with complicated eyes.He still remembered that night three years ago, when Ginny arrived at him with the Portkey pendant he gave him, her body was stained with blood and her face was very pale.The moment she saw him, she forced a smile and said, "I believe I can finally fool him this time and leave him completely." Then, she fainted in front of him.

He couldn't figure out what was going on at the time, but hurried forward to check on her situation.

But fortunately, her wounds were not deep, and there was no major hindrance, and the main reason why she fainted was because she used too much magic power and lost her strength all of a sudden, and she was emotionally excited.But after waking up, she didn't explain in detail what she had experienced. She could only vaguely make him guess from her few words that she should have cheated her death and left the girl she shouldn't fall in love with. By the side of that person, completely cut off the ties with that person.

During these three years, she just stayed under his protection, devoted herself to studying magic, and didn't seem to care about other issues.And he didn't ask her further why she came to Romania, and just let her live in his territory quietly.Now, her only contact with the outside world is correspondence with her family and regular meetings.He believes that with her reason and intelligence, she must make the best and most correct choice for herself. However, whether she has really let go of that relationship completely is because he is afraid of hurting her. Ask the export question.

When Ginny, who was walking in front, realized that he hadn't followed, she turned her head and called out in surprise: "Lorian, what are you thinking?" The sudden voice woke up Lorian who was in deep thought, and he rushed apologetically. She smiled, followed immediately, and walked towards his manor side by side with her.No matter what, it's good that she can be happy now. He didn't have the ability to protect Lorena back then, but now Ginny, he believes that he can give her the best protection.

Not long after returning to the manor, the Weasleys did come.George and Fred took Ron and excitedly inspected the legendary "Vampire Manor", but the Weasleys, Bill, Charlie and even Percy were not curious because it was not their first visit , just pulling Ginny to ask her recent situation.

After wandering around the manor, Ron finally sat down, looked at his sister whom he had not seen for three years, and joked excitedly: "Ginny, you look even more beautiful, no wonder Harry I still miss you. By the way, he also joined the Order of the Phoenix. In fact, he also wanted to visit you this time, but he felt that he didn’t believe you at the beginning, which caused you to suffer a lot later, so he was afraid that you would not forgive him. No Feel free to come."

Hearing Ron's words, George and Fred immediately coughed loudly, and everyone else looked at him dissatisfied.Ron, who was belatedly aware of it, immediately realized that he had said something wrong, stopped embarrassingly, and touched his nose.Ginny smiled slightly: "I'm fine. What happened back then is over long ago. Tell him for me. I don't blame him at all. Under the circumstances, I was indeed somewhat suspicious."

Seeing Ginny's innocent look, Ron hesitated for a moment, and finally couldn't help asking: "What happened back then? I was at school, and when I came back, I heard that Professor Dumbledore had contacted you , I realized that you did not betray us and left England."

"At that time, I actually absorbed a piece of Voldemort's soul piece by accident, because I didn't know what effect it would have, so I was very scared, so I had to be coerced by Voldemort to follow him." Ginny used the same as before. half-truth, and Ron looked at her in horror after hearing what she said: "You absorbed a soul piece of Voldemort? No wonder they said you could use the Unforgivable Curse. Doesn't matter, Does it still affect you now?"

Ginny shook her head and smiled consolingly at him, "It didn't have a big impact. It seems that it has improved my magic power. As for later, Professor Dumbledore finally contacted me and knew everything, so Believing that I hadn’t betrayed me, that’s why I feigned death and fled to Romania.”

Although it was not the first time she had heard her talk, Molly still hugged her sadly: "Ginny, I didn't realize your situation at the time, and I let you worry for a long time by yourself, what a poor child .” Arthur also patted her on the back guiltily.

"I'm fine, do you think I'm fine now?" Ginny held her parents' hands back and smiled at her brothers.Perhaps it is indeed as said in the original book, the Weasley family is the warmest and most united family, so they considerately did not ask her about her situation at that time, and did not care that she still has the soul piece of the Dark Lord in her body, but As long as she is safe.Looking at her family members around her and Lorian, who has been protecting her all this time, Ginny sighed softly. She believed that her original choice was indeed correct, and a pre-arranged death completely cut her off. Entanglement with Tom.

She still remembered the moments of doubt and hesitation when Snape approached her secretly at the Riddle Mansion and told her bluntly that Dumbledore wanted to hear her own explanation.But in the end, she chose to believe Dumbledore and told Snape half-truths about her situation.She concealed her time travel and deliberately using the diary to make friends with Tom, but only told him that when she was living in the Black Mansion, she accidentally found a locket and absorbed the unknown objects in it. Later, she heard what Tom said. I knew that it was Voldemort's soul piece.Because of fear and panic, she had to follow Tom temporarily.And Dumbledore finally believed her words and asked Snape to cooperate with her in all actions.

Then she was intentionally held hostage by Bella from Tom according to her own plan, and then imprisoned by the main soul, and deliberately provoked Barty Jr., and finally used Fiendfire to create a scene where she and Barty Jr. died in the dungeon together. She escaped to Romania with the Portkey pendant gifted by Lorian.Although the whole plan has certain risks, it is the best way for the main soul to confirm his death, and it is also the most likely way to successfully deceive Tom and cheat his death.Fortunately, Snape was able to come and go from both the main soul and Tom, which also allowed her to get in touch with the outside world at any time, ensuring that her plan did not deviate.

However, during the three years when she was away from the UK and stayed in Romania, apart from the correspondence with her family and some daily situations, she dared not mention all other war situations for fear of their letters being intercepted. , Therefore, this also caused her to be completely ignorant of the current situation in Britain.But this time, all the family members have finally arrived, and almost all of them have joined the Order of the Phoenix. They must be the ones who understand the situation best.Thinking of this, she suddenly raised her head and looked at Molly: "Mom, what's the situation in England now? How about the two Voldemorts?"

Before Molly could answer, Ron said first: "That main soul is still quite crazy, and he does murder and arson. Our Order of the Phoenix mainly deals with him." Speaking of "Order of the Phoenix", he deliberately He emphasized his voice, and proudly puffed out his chest, "As for the other soul piece, it seems that he is acting relatively low-key, and he still uses his identity as a descendant of Slytherin on the surface, but his power is faintly growing. Great, it seems that many nobles with a long history have joined him, so the main soul seems to hate him, but there is no way to kill him."

Hearing what Ron said, Ginny immediately understood the current situation.Obviously, under Tom's intervention, the trend of history has long been separated from the original work.Harry's soul piece had already been absorbed by him, so naturally there was no situation where he would be sacrificed to solve the main soul.The main soul was split into two parts due to the Death Eaters, and it is even possible that those who stayed on his side were some outlaws, and lacked the support of those real nobles, so there was no way to cover the sky with one hand in the magic world.As for Dumbledore, he was not injured or died like in the original book, and he is still in charge of the operation of the Order of the Phoenix.Therefore, the current magic world should be a stalemate between the three forces, restraining and fighting each other.If the Order of the Phoenix is ​​the righteous white side, and the main soul is the evil black side, then Tom should be the buffering gray area. This complicated situation made the war last for three years without a result.

Ron was still talking about the current situation, but Molly finally couldn't help interrupting him: "Ron, don't get too excited, Principal Dumbledore asked you to help your brother unite foreign wizards Yes, it’s not for you to show your credit.” She said, patted Ginny: “Ginny, you don’t have to worry about the war in England, Principal Dumbledore said, let you stay in Romania with peace of mind, what? You don't have to do anything, you can go back safely when the war is over."

Ginny smiled and nodded: "Mom, I understand, don't worry." She knew that Dumbledore was still worried about the soul piece in her body after all, so it was best for her to stay in Romania and stay out of it completely. Good choice.And she really didn't intend to disturb the war anymore, since she had already gotten away with it, she would naturally not ask for trouble again.

Since everyone decided to stay with Ginny for a few days, the Weasley family stayed at Lorian's manor that night.But after everyone fell asleep, Ginny suddenly felt that she couldn't fall asleep, so she got up quietly and walked to the window.In the ink-like sky, there are no stars, only a crescent moon hanging alone in the west.Ginny propped her body on her elbows, looked at the moon and exhaled softly. It has been three years, and she finally managed to live a peaceful life and stay away from Tom completely.From her frequent nightmares when she first arrived in Romania, to her peaceful state of mind now, she believes that she has made the most correct choice after all, so that she no longer has to struggle painfully between love and hate for Tom.After the two meet for a short time, they will eventually drift away. Perhaps this is their final ending.

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escaped for three years, so ginny finally became an adult, orz