Spirited Away Future Edition

Chihiro vaguely remembers when she was a child. At that time, she felt that the school and her home were so far away from the tunnel in another world. It took a long time in the car, lost her way, and walked for so long with her parents, as if she wanted to go back to the tunnel. It took a long time to get there, until Chihiro graduated from elementary school and her father moved again because of work, and she never went back.

From primary school to middle school, from middle school to high school, from high school to university, Chihiro also gradually grew up steadily, becoming an ordinary young girl in this world. When she was in college, she was in the same club with a senior sister. That day The club organized everyone to stay at a well-known shrine in Nehak. The host was a monk who believed in ghosts. He claimed that he had seen ghosts when he was a child, and strange things often happened in the shrine.

The president of the club took everyone to live in the shrine, hoping that the ghosts and gods would show face, and everyone would not be in vain if they showed up occasionally. The sky was extremely blue that night, especially in the middle of the night. In Lan, Chihiro climbed the hill behind the shrine with her roommate. There were many mosquitoes on the hill, full of crickets and fireflies. The two walked up the hill one after the other. Over bare ankles, sandals occasionally step on some dew, except for the sound of insects in the middle of the night, it is surprisingly quiet.

The senior sister stood on the top of the mountain with Chihiro looking up at the starry sky, and suddenly said with emotion: "From here, we are so small, maybe we have been abandoned by the gods." The senior sister's words surprised Chihiro, and gradually felt sad Come on, it seems that I was really abandoned, otherwise why hasn't he come to find me again for so long.

After that trip, Chihiro packed her clothes and missed classes on Thursday and Friday. For a total of four days, she drove to the place where she went to primary school when she was a child, and looked through the window of the high-speed rail for the vague appearance of the town in her memory.Because it was already dark when he arrived in the town, Chihiro stayed at the home of a classmate in elementary school.

It’s been a long time since we’ve seen each other, and we have endless topics to talk about. The classmates also found out the photo albums from elementary school. We sat on the bed in the bedroom and looked through it for a long time. The friend still smiled and said: “At that time, Chihiro just came to school, she was very thin, Thin and not talkative, it was only later that I slowly realized Chihiro's strengths, "I never thought that you are still so thin, and there is almost no trace of gaining weight."

"I remember when I was a child, I said that if I was too fat, I would be eaten. I don't know why I keep remembering it until now. Every time I eat, I always think of it, and I become like this unconsciously."

"We did a lot of stupid things when we were young, do you remember..." The two sat on the bed and recalled it for a long time, and Chihiro got up early the next morning and set off for the tunnel. Passing a hillside, childhood memories began to fade. Fuzzy, Dad drove through a forest, under which there were lush shade trees and rugged trails, but now there was nothing, Chihiro walked around there with a heavy travel backpack on his back.There are neither forests nor tunnels.

Until noon, a local who passed by here in the morning saw that Chihiro was still wandering there, so he kindly stepped forward to offer help. Hearing Chihiro's words, he said: "The forest was cut down a long time ago, and the hillside was moved. The ground has been leveled, the tunnel has been filled, and the back of the tunnel has also been razed. Now there are tall buildings and shopping malls. Chihiro followed the man's instructions and walked along the road. The wide grassland is full of tall buildings and shopping malls, which is completely unprecedented. look like.

Chihiro ran fast, running towards the middle of the street, looking at the shopping malls lined with high-rise buildings and the cars parked on the roadside, she ran desperately, searching desperately, round and round, this place is so big, she almost ran all over the place. But at night, when the lights first come on, the shopping mall is lit up, completely bright, and it is no longer the bustling scene under the dim lights in memory. At this time, the street is very deserted and there are no people.

Chihiro ran over and over until she couldn't run any more, and then she gradually realized that this time she really couldn't go back, or she was abandoned.Since then, Chihiro has joined the club and traveled long distances with the president who is obsessed with miracles, running and looking for all the places where ghosts and gods can appear. The senior sister in the club said that if Chihiro is not obsessed with the president, he is as obsessed with the president in miracles.Wouldn't it be nice for two people with such weird interests to come together.

"Why did you want to join this club?" Chihiro asked the senior.

The senior sister was sitting on an empty chair in the club and flipping through magazines, lazily said, "I saw gods when I was a child, and I just remembered it at that time, but it has been too long, and I almost start to think that it was me. It’s a hallucination, it’s a story I made up for myself when I was too bored when I was young. When I first entered college, the desks and chairs recruited by the club were placed in the first row of the main road, and they were very conspicuous. I said, why don’t you participate? , Maybe I can see the miracle again, so I have no regrets. But now I have given up, because I have grown up, they abandoned me, and I will not believe them again."

The words that Chihiro and the president got along well finally reached the ears of the president somehow. The president, who wears thick glasses and has a crew cut, specially invited Chihiro for coffee once, "I heard you like me?"

Chihiro was stunned, looking at the president until the single-cell president became embarrassed, "I don't hate you, Chihiro, if you like it..."

"I like..." her tears fell, "the name of the person I like is Master Fu Zaojian Amber." This is the first time she has clearly stated the person she likes, and she has clearly revealed herself The heart trace, the seed planted in the bottom of my heart during elementary school, has grown lush vines, fragrant flowers and roots deep in my heart after nine years of middle school, high school, and university. It absorbs a kind of longing. Nutrients, green onions grow in the corners that Qianxun has never noticed, and sharp thorns grow between the stems, leaves and vines.

The president didn't expect Chihiro to cry, she shed tears silently, "Maybe we will never meet again in this life." Chihiro thought sadly, "Maybe we will never meet again in this life, don't you Will come to me again."

Chihiro spent four years trying her best to search for it. The vines grew stubbornly and filled every corner of her heart. She seemed to be waiting for someone to stop her hopelessness and struggle, so her father said, "Stop Chihiro." , you should live the life that a normal girl should have, go to work normally, and live a stable life."

That night, my father came to Tokyo from his hometown far away. The two sat in a small snack room. The father sent her an interview that he had obtained through his acquaintance, and said, "Our child is going to have a job so soon. It's work, time flies, Dad hopes that you can go on like this forever." Chihiro sat at the table, looked at the interview sheet, and slowly covered it with his hands, thinking that it was time to stop, She should live the life that an ordinary girl should have.