[Qin Shimingyue] On the development of love through improper households

Bai Feng brought back the seven-color lotus, and Long Qi quickly got the Emperor Blood Grass from Fan Zeng.

Zhang Liang repaired a volume of the book and asked Bai Feng to take it to Xingyang and hand it to Hei Qilin to stop Li Shiqi and Liu Bang's absurd farce, accompanied by Yan Lu.

"Fengbao."

I stopped Bai Feng who was about to leave with Yan Lu.He stopped, but didn't look back.

"Anything else?"

"Thank you."

"No need." His tone was light, and after a pause, he said, "From now on, don't call me that stupid name again."

"Okay, don't bark."... It's strange if you don't bark.

I watched him and Yan Lu ride the white phoenix, with mixed feelings in my heart.

Bai Feng was seriously injured this time. Although he looked normal, I saw that the branch he stepped on was covered with blood, and the blood-red feather that fell on the palm of Longyang Jun.

I remembered the time when Mo Ya, Bai Feng, Wange and I lived in the General's Mansion many years ago.Every time a mission is out, Baifeng will sit alone on a high wall and eat a lot of sugar cakes.I once wanted to fly to see him, but Mo Ya stopped him, he said, Ah Zhen, Bai Feng never wants others to see him lonely.

Maybe, Bai Feng never wants to be seen hurt by others.He has an extremely stubborn personality, rejecting the sympathy and pity of others, and he has to bear everything by himself.

After the ink crow died, he was even more so.

He agreed that Yan Lu would walk with him, which should be the greatest approval.This is the only person in this world who really got his approval.

It doesn't matter that Long Yang is good, they are in love with each other, so it doesn't matter if they are not recognized by the world, it is enough for them to have mutual recognition.

During the time when Bai Feng was away, Yan Lu quietly and intensively practiced the piano every day.I only relayed Bai Feng's instructions to him, and didn't say anything else, and the first thing he said when he saw Bai Feng was not asking "Where have you been?" or "Do you know that I am very worried?" ?” Instead, he asked kindly, “Are you hungry?”

There is no doubt that the sugar cake handed over is still warm, and it tastes just right.

What Baifeng needs is exactly this, and only this.

Long Yangjun also left quickly afterwards, and before he left, he even talked to me specially.

"Ji Zhen, do you hate me?" He asked me.

I shook my head, and when he showed a surprised expression, I explained: "Actually, if Bai Feng doesn't come back, you will help Zhang Liang stop Li Shiqi, right?"

"Why do you think so?" Jun Long shrugged, "I don't have the words 'I'm a good person, so I do good deeds' written on my face."

"Instinct. You probably won't tolerate such a thing happening a second time." I paused and said, "If Zhang Liang is really similar to Mr. Xinling."

"It's not like that at all!" Lord Longyang immediately retorted when he heard this, "Ah Heng is much more handsome than Zhang Liang, and Ah Heng has so many disciples, do you know how many people he saved by stealing amulets from Zhao? ?"

"..." Then why are you forcing him to death?

"You guessed my thoughts correctly, but it's because your current situation is very similar to mine at that time." Longyang Jun leaned under the tree, turned his face away and said, "You are from Longqi, but you are thinking about Zhang Liang. I was King Wei’s male favorite back then, but the only one I liked was Ah Heng.”

"……so."

"Do you know the saying 'Longyang Weeping Fish'?"

"Is it famous?"

"Nonsense, of course it is famous." Longyang Jun seemed to dislike my ignorance, and said, "We were fishing in the same boat with King Wei. After I caught more than a dozen fish, I couldn't help but think of Ah Heng who abandoned me. The king of Wei asked me if I had something on my mind and why I was crying. I told him that I was crying for the fish I caught. I was very happy to catch fish at first, but later, the fish I caught became more and more The bigger it is, the bigger it is, it’s big enough to make me want to abandon the fish I caught before. I became his male favorite because of my appearance, and was named Lord Longyang, but there are many beauties in the world, and one day, someone will replace me position, I will definitely be abandoned like a fish. So he ordered in the entire Wei State, if anyone dares to talk about me, that person will be exterminated."

"How capricious!" King Wei was even crueler than my father.

"I think so too. It's self-willed but very happy. Wei Wang is very kind to me, so nice. After I lost Ah Heng's jade, he found a lot of beautiful jade for me to choose from. I still Feeling depressed, he sent people to search for jades similar to that piece across the country. Sometimes he would wake me up in the middle of the night and ask me, Long Yang, how is this piece of jade? I saw that he looked tired and cautious. Looking forward, I really can’t bear to leave him at all. When he was dying, he asked me if I would like to meet him again in the next life. I am very sad, even more sad than when Ah Heng left. If I could find him earlier Alright, forget about Ah Heng, try to like him, maybe we can also live happily, just like Bai Feng and Yan Lu."

"Baifeng first liked Nongyu, and Yan Lu seems to have had a sweetheart before." They were not each other's first love, but now, they are each other's true love.

"Both Long Qi and Zhang Liang treated you very well, but you have already married Long Qi, even if it was a mistake, it is now a well-known fact, so—" His eyes were flat and his words were flat , the smile was also very plain, but it was this plainness that made me feel a little at a loss, "So you forget about Zhang Liang. If you continue to break ties with him as Madam Long, it will only deepen the pain of the three of you. In fact, you don't even know Zhang Liang. Get to know Zhang Liang."

"Forget about him..." I squatted down and said softly, "It's easy to say, but..."

"But it's difficult, isn't it?" Jun Longyang also squatted down, picked up a branch, and circled it on the ground, "Although you and Zhang Liang have affection, your positions are different. Not agreeing with his choice is a kind of irony to him. Ji Zhen many years ago, even if everyone in the world opposed him, she would stand by his side regardless of everything. But now you, Why did you stand in the camp that is hostile to him?"

"Liu Bang has many shortcomings, he is lazy, greedy for life and afraid of death—" I defended in a low voice.

"Excuses." Jun Longyang interrupted me, "Don't Xiang Yu have any shortcomings?"

"Xiang Yu has fewer shortcomings than Liu Bang."

"This excuse is even worse." Longyang Jun simply threw away the branch, and looked at me with a tilted head, "If a person is always avoiding, his eyes will lose their luster before his life."

"Where did you hear such profound words?"

Long Yangjun rolled his eyes: "The point is not this, but you want to forget Zhang Liang, understand?"

"……Oh."

"Ji Zhen."

"Ok?"

"You can do it." Longyang Jun said softly, "If you can't do it, you have to do it. You have gone halfway on this road, and you can't turn back. If you don't forget him now, it will be more painful in the future. You are always not People on the same road were not in the past, not now, and will not be in the future. You can only laugh together, but you cannot share each other’s sorrows. This kind of emotion itself is very fragile and will be very tiring.”

"But I...okay, I...understand."

Different road non-phase plan.

As Long Yangjun said, I still don't agree with Zhang Liang's choice.

I was never by his side when he needed me the most.

When I need him the most, there will always be someone else by my side.

It is said that the feelings of going through hardships and twists and turns together will be unforgettable for life, but we are always absent from each other's growth.

He really never poured out his grief to me, and neither did I.

It was because I was so engrossed in thinking about things that I didn't even notice that when Longyang Jun left the backyard, he whispered to the figure in the corner: "It should be, I will live up to your trust."

With Fan Zeng's Royal Blood Grass, Zhang Liang's complexion gradually turned rosy. On sunny days, he would even hold no doubts, basking in the sun while smiling and telling me some interesting stories about his escape.He doesn't say a word about his grief, all suffering is understated.

"Ah Zhen, do you know that Douhua also has sweet Douhua, I was—" He wanted to say that he had seen it somewhere, but he couldn't remember it anymore.

These are not the key points in his memory, so he doesn't remember at all.If possible, I really hope he can tell me some of the hardships he has experienced, Zhang Liang, you are fleeing hard, not traveling in mountains and rivers.

If you can tell me clearly, tell me that you have had a hard time and that you are not as relaxed as you say, maybe I will be very happy.

Really, we could talk and laugh face to face without ever sharing each other's sorrows.

"Zhang Liang, what did you write in the letter to Hei Qilin?" I asked, changing the subject.

He recovered from thinking about the origin of the sweet bean curd, and explained: "I just asked the black unicorn to ask Pei Gong a few questions."

"Oh? What's the problem?"

"The first question, Shang Tang and King Wu defeated the tyrants Xia Jie and King Zhou, and named their descendants because they could completely control and even kill them. Can Pei Gong control Xiang Yu to such an extent? The second question, After King Wu defeated Zhou, he killed King Zhou and got his head, and whether Pei Gong can get Xiang Yu's head—" Hearing this, I quickly reached out and covered Zhang Liang's mouth.

"This is Pengcheng, don't talk nonsense." I looked around for a while, and then I remembered that the backyard had been sealed off by me, and no one would break in, so I said righteously, "Zhang Liang, we are from the opposing camp. Please don't tell me about these important matters of the military aircraft."

"But, this is the question you asked me just now, Ah Zhen."

"... Cough, okay. Your analysis is very good, but I don't want to listen to it anymore." I simply started to pull Buyi's fat chin, and played happily.

Buji waved his two fat fists, protesting dissatisfiedly.

I played more and more vigorously, until I made him cry, and then I stopped in a panic.

When I was 13 years old, I never thought that I would have a child with this man in front of me.

When I was 13 years old, I would never have imagined that even if I had a child with the man in front of me, we would not be able to be together.

After all, we have no fate.

Time takes us to run forward, and as we run, we have already deviated from our original intention and are no longer brave.

I can no longer tell Zhang Liang the love words that came out of my mouth when I was young, and I have never seen him blushing from those words again, and I will no longer stand by his side without hesitation, daring to shout Against the whole world.

I am no longer the original me, but what about him?So does he.

Perhaps it was just for the sake of survival, and the original intention was gradually forgotten.

×××

Seventy-seven and 49 days passed quickly, and on the last day, Bai Feng and Yan Lu came back to pick him up.

Zhang Liang didn't bring anything to Pengcheng, and the board and lodging belonged to the Sima Mansion, so he didn't have any soft packages to pack.

This parting is even more clear.

"Zhang Liang, I have nothing to say to you." Long Qi held no doubts, and looked at Zhang Liang coldly, "Hurry up, look at your sickly appearance, if we meet again next time, I will definitely Catch you and beat you up."

Zhang Liang ignored Long Qie's cynicism, nodded to me, and said, "Ah Zhen, I'm leaving."

"Take care." Apart from that, I have nothing else to say.

"Take care..." This is what Buji in Long Qie's arms said, Zhang Liang and I both looked at Busu in surprise.

Buji grinned, smiled at Zhang Liang, and then repeated in a childlike voice: "Take care, uncle."

Uncle.

Do not doubt call him uncle.

A trace of unknown emotion flashed in Zhang Liang's eyes, and then he regained his composure. He stretched out his blood-stained finger, scratched Buyi's round nose lightly, and finally said, "Take care, Qiuqiu."

The author has something to say: 1. Fate, this thing is bloody.When falling in love, it is a reason; when breaking up, it is an excuse.

2. Ji Zhenzhen has a disability and has recovered after giving birth to Buyi.The only one she likes from the beginning to the end is Zhang Liang (maybe she liked Zi Liang when she was a teenager, but it was many years ago), but in this case, it is impossible for her to walk away with Zhang Liang. Where is the dragon placed like that?If it is Wei Yang from another article, he can do it completely, after all, the two people have different thoughts.

3. Don't interfere with other people's feelings.Otherwise, it gets tricky.

4. Bai Feng and Yan Lu have gone through a lot, and they can only come to the end with mutual understanding and support.

Toss and turn