[Qin Shimingyue] On the development of love through improper households

On a certain day of a certain year and a certain month, the sky is clear.

Songhai.

"Daddy, what's that?" The young boy in green clothes held the hand of the man in Confucian clothes, opened his round eyes curiously, and pointed curiously at the red sedan chair not far away.

The man smiled slightly and said softly, "That's a sedan chair."

"The sedan chair? What's in there?"

"It's the bride."

"And what is the bride? The man on the big white horse looks very happy."

"The one riding the white horse is the groom. He and the bride in the sedan chair will be married today."

"couple?"

"Just like father and mother, we have you because we are husband and wife." To the children's series of questions, the man still answered patiently and earnestly.

"Did dad get me after he married mother?"

"Ah."

"What about Brother Buyi? Is he Daddy's child?"

"No doubt, elder brother is of course Daddy's child."

"Then why did father and mother get married before he opened up the frontier? Do you wonder where elder brother came from?"

Hearing this, a trace of loneliness flashed in the man's eyes, but the child did not notice his father's emotional change, and still said cheerfully: "Baifeng godfather said that you were married to someone else, is this true?"

He stopped answering the children's questions, squatted down, and said softly: "Pijiang, let me tell you a story."

"what?"

"Maybe you don't understand now, but you will definitely understand later."

About getting married.

Zhang Liang was willing to marry Shuzi, but he didn't succeed. He didn't want to recall more about what happened that day.He insisted on announcing the marriage, and read a book alone in the house all night. When the next morning, it was as if everything had never happened. He seemed to have really forgotten it.

The days became dull, but it was safe, he just occasionally froze inexplicably when he looked up and saw the flowing clouds outside the window.

Before the feeling of melancholy appeared in his heart, he would lower his head and continue to look at the scroll in his hand.

Later, Qin's army and horses traveled all over Xinzheng, and the Qin's military flag floated on the city wall.

His Korea is dead.

Grandfather Zhang Kaidi had been seriously ill since the day the country was broken, and soon passed away with hatred.His father, Zhang Ping, also suffered a merciless blow, and since then he has been unable to recover, and the Zhang family, a noble family, has finally declined.Brother Zhang Kai was re-elected as the prime minister of the three dynasties of South Korea, and Zhang Ping also succeeded the prime minister of the second dynasties of South Korea.But in his time, nothing was left.He thought of the dream he shared with Han Feiwei Zhuang, and his heart felt like a knife-cut pain.

They all firmly believed that they would be able to create the most powerful South Korea together, and they would no longer be the fish and meat of other countries.

——Youth are like this.

They are full of passion, courage, talent, and ambition, but they are born at the wrong time and cannot help themselves.

That day, he was reading under the peach blossom tree in the small courtyard, and the warm wind was blowing so comfortably that he actually fell asleep—maybe he was really too tired.In a trance, he had a dream, which was very, very long.

It's all old things, old people.

At the end of the dream, he saw her laughing, she coughed lightly, and said, "Little beauty Zhang, don't cry. We will definitely have a better Korea."

He opened his eyes, but there was no one in front of him.

He reached out to touch his face, he thought it would be full of tears, but there was nothing.

Looking up, the peach blossoms have all fallen.

He left South Korea, went back to Xiaoshengxian Village, and passed by the Hanwang Palace where singing and dancing used to be peaceful, what he saw was ruins.

He didn't look much, and he didn't look back.He knew that the hatred of the country and the family would be avenged.

sooner or later.

When the Mohist institution city fell, he witnessed the six-soul curse on Yandan's arm, which was extremely terrifying.His face was calm, but his heart could not be calm.He thought of his confidant Han Fei.

When Han Feike died in a foreign land, he was also hit by the Six Souls Curse and died in a cold prison. Even his bones could not be transported back to his home country and buried in the soil for safety.

Opposing Qin is as difficult as ascending to heaven.

But he never wavered from this belief.

What is lost, one day, I will take it back with my own hands.

All.

Since he knew that Ji Zhen was not dead, he didn't look for her.He has a lot of things to do now, but in his future, there will definitely be her.This emotion is not an afterthought, but has been deliberately ignored by myself.With such a perverse personality, she has grown from a little girl to a young girl. For nearly six years, she has always followed behind him gently but seriously.He is not a cruel person, and he finally accepted this affection.

Later, they met again in Xiaoshengxian Village.

At first, it was just doubt, not certainty.Because of the boy named Zizhen, his expression is too similar to Ji Zhen... It's just that the way he looks at himself is very strange.

Zizhen was leaning against a tree basking in the sun with a weed in his mouth.He even felt that the next moment, the man was going to spit out the weeds in his mouth, and said to him with a smile: "Long time no see, Zhang Xiaomei."

What Zizhen said was: "...Hello, Third Master."

After a long time, he asked, "Your name is Zizhen?"

Zizhen nodded vigorously like a chicken pecking at rice.

"Zizhen." He walked over slowly, with an inexplicable sense of melancholy in his tone, "Zizhen...that's a good name."

It's a really good name.

When he confirmed that Zizhen was Jizhen, it was after Li Si visited Xiaoshengxianzhuang.Zheng Yin, the medical sage of Luowang, left him the answer he wanted.So he knew about her amnesia, and also about Wan Ge's life-changing.

Zheng Yin said: "Mr. Zhang, I really want to exchange Ji Zhen's life for my brother's life, if possible."

He remained silent, and in the days that followed, he treated Ji Zhen better and better in Xiaoshengxianzhuang.Ji Zhen forgot him completely, but she seemed to be happy living like this.

He even hoped that she would live in amnesia forever.

Memory is the source of pain.Country enmity, family enmity, every bit of the past, as long as he remembers it.She lost the General's Mansion and Dinglan Pavilion, lost her only relative Ji Wuye, lost Mo Crow Wange Baifeng who had been with her for many years, and lost his promise to her.

She has nothing but one life, and what is even more tragic is that this life belongs to another person.

He was afraid that when she thought of these things, she would collapse in the abyss of memory and lose her happiness completely.

He was speechless for Bai Feng's fierceness, but fortunately she still chose to stand by his side.No matter what happens, Ji Xiaobawang, who will choose to unswervingly vent his anger with him...is back.

Even though they were a pair that, through and through, never matched.

She asked him to talk about the past in Korea, and he said, okay.

I repeated those sad old stories of my homeland in my heart, but the words I said were quite different.

"Why did I appear on King Han's birthday?"

"You are the general's daughter."

"how about you?"

"My grandfather and father were both prime ministers of Korea."

"Aren't we right?" Ji Zhen regained her spirits and continued to ask, "Did you fall in love with me at first sight?"

Of course he didn't fall in love with her at first sight, but seeing her narrowing her eyes, he had no choice but to nod slowly.

"My son is really loved by everyone... Did the son of Xiangguo come to my house to propose marriage? Marry the daughter of the general you have been thinking about."

"...Hmm." His smile became more and more lonely.

"Then why didn't we get married?... Is it because I don't like you? I think it's probably the same result... I heard that you had a failed marriage experience, let me tell you about it."

"...It's all in the past."

He didn't want to mention it, but she muttered unwillingly: "Isn't it just an old lover who came to make trouble, and it would be good to tell how she ruined the situation."

"... Ah Zhen."

"what?"

"Let's not talk about it again, shall we?"

He really didn't want to recall it anymore.

That year, that day, that deep despair.

The sadness she has also experienced has become her joke at the moment, irrelevant.

Forgetting is indeed a blessing.

"Zhang San."

"Ah Zhen, what else do you want to ask?"

"Did I like you before?"

"Ah Zhen said that he would not marry if he had to, so he naturally liked it."

He was sure, but she didn't believe it.

"Don't talk about this with you, you know my family in Korea, where is it now?"

"They... have passed away."

"Then what kind of person is my father? And my mother? Do I have any brothers or sisters?"

"Azhen's father is the strongest general in South Korea. He fought all his life, and finally died in battle. Azhen's mother is the most famous Qin Ji in Korea. Zhen is a daughter, so Ah Zhen has no brothers and sisters. After the general died, his wife also went with him."

When he said these words, it was just to protect her little self-esteem, and he was willing to see her frightened.

Red beans represent lovesickness, but she didn't know...she just forgot.Forget that she told him about it.

She will not remember that when he was 15 years old, he was studying in Xiaoshengxianzhuang, and she was studying in the general's mansion. She didn't have to work hard, but she read those Confucian classics in order to have a common language with him.She asked someone to send a box of jade chess pieces, but he did not accept it.After the man left, there was still a box left on his desk.Open it, and there is a box full of red beans.

The inside of the box is engraved with words: red beans represent love, one red bean and one heart, I give you so many red beans, can you...

The word here is gone.Maybe she didn't want to talk anymore, maybe the box couldn't fit.

He simply threw away the box of red beans.

Later, he gave her ten catties of red beans, which she cooked and ate, and distributed to many people.Not his share.

Red beans mean lovesickness, they have so many red beans, why didn't they keep even one?

Zheng Yin stands in the position of a villain, but has a decent heart. He doesn't want to be his enemy, and he doesn't want to join the anti-Qin. Zheng Guo died in South Korea. As a descendant of Zheng Guo, what Zheng Yin hates is South Korea, not Qin State.He talked to him many, many things, many, many things, some things he knew, some things he didn't know.

Zheng Yin's words were heard from Wan Ge.Wan Ge has a cold temper, and he can say those words because he understands that he doesn't have much time and someone has to remember those things for him.

Ji Zhen lost her mother at the age of one, and received various trainings since she was a child. Excellent archery skills are not innate.Ji Wuye had no choice but to put all her hopes on her only daughter.Although she is rich and well-fed, she is not free.

Since she was 13 years old, she has been chasing in his footsteps, following him with a dead face, not because she fell in love with him at first sight, but just because of envy.I envy his innocent family background, and envy him that he is the proud son of heaven in others' mouths.Although she is not evil, her reputation has already spread throughout Xinzheng. Of course, as Ji Wuye's only relative and heir, she was destined to be different from others since birth.

Ji Wuye is strict and even harsh on her, because his favor is given to his women, who are concubines or even pets, but she is different, she is his daughter, if he can't protect her in the future, she will have to Hold up a sky by yourself.

The person Ji Zhen killed for the first time was someone she liked very much. She got the off-string bow and lost the friend who accompanied her to play chess and listen to music.In that person's name, Ziliang... There is also a word for Liang.

Ji Wuye didn't want Ji Zhen to stay in superficial feelings, not to mention that the other party was a weak person with no power to restrain him.The strong will always look down on the weak, because the weak will hold back, and maybe one day they will harm Ji Zhen.Ji Wuye asked Ji Zhen to kill Zi Liang, but Ji Zhen had no choice but to do so, because she knew that if she didn't give Zi Liang a happy death, Zi Liang would be tortured to death by the dark room.Ji Wuye loves her, so he asked her to do this. He would rather she be a ruthless person, and he doesn't want her to be entangled by love one day.Ji Zhen likes Zi Liang, but she hasn't grown up enough to disobey Ji Wuye. After weighing the pros and cons, she has no choice but to do so.

Ji Zhen has also been assassinated many times, so Mo Ya and Wan Ge will always be by her side. Later, Bai Feng will be fine too.There are various ways of assassination, making Ji Zhen hard to guard against, because Ji Wuye's martial arts is so strong, there are only a handful of people who dare to attack him, but there are many people who are willing to assassinate Ji Zhen.

Ji Zhen is guilty because she is Ji Wuye's only relative.

Wan Ge's most memorable assassination was not the most beautiful Nong Yu who had ever appeared in Que Ge, but Wan Fang with gentle eyebrows.Wanfang's gentleness made Ji Zhen yearn for it inexplicably.She once asked Mo Ya and Bai Feng how they felt about their mother. Both Mo Ya and Bai Feng were orphans. Even though Wan Ge had a mother, he couldn't answer, because he was used to silence, so Ji Zhen didn't give him an answer. opportunity to ask him.

Ji Zhen took out her treasure, the seven-color tourmaline, to exchange a red lotus with Princess Honglian for Wanfang.She could have refused, or she could have stolen it if she didn't refuse, but in order not to make Bai Feng angry, they asked for it openly.After some twists and turns, Ji Zhen finally got the red lotus.She came back in a hurry, and took Honglian to meet Wan Fang. She didn't even have time to eat the sugar cake Mo Ya bought. She believed that Wan Fang was a good girl, and she stood by her side. She wanted to prove it to her , she is not... an assassin.

Ji Wuye scoffed at this matter, but still had a little expectation, because Wan Fang was too much like A Wan, the woman he loved the most at first.

Man always yearns for salvation, but never gets it.The more you expect something, the less you get it.This is what one could wish for.

Ji Wuye gambled with Ji Zhen, and Ji Zhen was so badly defeated that he had to accept punishment. Wan Ge saw that branch of red lotus lying on the ground, broken, dirty and bleak.

Jizhen was in a very bad mood that day, she was in an extremely bad mood, she was always smiling, but there were always some traces looming in the gloom that she occasionally passed away, and it was set off by the smile at the next moment, making people even more sad.

That day, she and Wan Ge met Zhang Liang and Shu Zi by chance.Although Shuzi's family is poor, she is a lady of the family, and she is still pampered. She has an innocent personality, a bad temper but a kind heart. When she saw Wanfang hanging on the city wall, she couldn't help but exclaimed.

Zhang Liang treated Shuzi like his own sister, protecting her wholeheartedly, and did not want her to see that scene, but it was still too late.Maybe Ji really found fault on purpose, and the corpse was hung up by their house.Ji Zhen wrote lightly: "This woman knocked over my father's wine glass. My father was very angry and killed her."

Zhang Liang was angry with her attitude of being contemptuous of human life, and Shuzi couldn't bear it even more.Ji Zhen said even more outrageous things: "I just lied to deceive Zhi Honglian. I really don't know about my mother's memorial day. If you want to sue Mr. Han Fei, go and sue. It's just a dead man That's all, this deal shouldn't be too cost-effective. Besides, in order to achieve my goal, I will do whatever it takes."

The word mother is too important to both Zhang Liang and Shuzi, because it is the most tender memory in their hearts.

At that time, Zhang Liang was 13 years old and hated Ji Zhen extremely. He didn't want to know anything about Ji Zhen, so they missed too much.Later, when Zheng Yin relayed it to him, his face was calm, but his heart ached more and more.

Zheng Yin finally told him calmly: "I want to restore Ji Zhen's memory."

"...Okay." He nodded.

"She has recovered her memory, so she might hate you very much." Zheng Yin paused, then continued, "You have to know, she has a disabled heart and can't love anyone."

"I understand." He still nodded.

Both of them are smart people, they don't ask too many questions, he is mentally prepared, Ji Zhen may point at him and yell at him, maybe pull his hair, maybe tear his clothes... But no matter what, he will can bear.

None of the imagined scenes appeared, and Ji Zhen chose the calmest and most indifferent way.She drew a clear line between their relationship, treated each other with courtesy, and even admitted her ignorant, blind and ridiculous chasing behavior back then.

"About those youthful days when I liked you, I was ecstatic because of you, or I was secretly sad, or my heart was pierced by a knife, and I was sad, I can use one word to express it." Ji Zhen tilted her head. Looking at him, he asked with a smile, "What do you mean by that?"

He didn't answer, his eyes were serious.

"This word is definitely not love." She said, "It's stupid."

The love is deep and the relationship is not shallow, but good fortune can play tricks on others.

Fortunately, I have the following: "But since the beginning is already stupid, let it continue to be stupid. I don't like to give up halfway."

He knew that she was leaving to accompany Wan Ge, who had only two years left to live, but he still wanted to see her.She gave him another gift, hair.

"I don't have anything to leave you. Xue Yin said that Jiefa showed her determination, so I took it out of context. Here, it's all here."

Stupid...one wisp is enough, just like red beans, but one is enough.

Looking at her short-haired head, he wanted to laugh, but his heart was sour.

They didn't miss it.

Fortunately, I didn't miss it.

They still have two years left.

Two years.

In those two years, he experienced more.

Tianming's identity was exposed, Pao Ding was arrested, Liusha, and Confucianism all suffered great disasters.Zhao Gao and Li Si's goal is Xiaoshengxianzhuang. Zhang Liang's helping Confucianism is just an excuse they use to deal with Confucianism, and it is not his fault.

The plan to assassinate the Qin Dynasty failed, Gao Jianli and the big iron hammer sacrificed one after another. Later, when he burned books and buried Confucianism, he saw the soaring flames, his students, the Confucian classics he loved...even his uncle and two senior brothers, was implicated.

Zhao Gao colluded with Prime Minister Li Si, changed the imperial edict of Yingzheng, reversed black and white, bestowed the dead son Fusu, killed the general Meng Tian Mengyi, and supported the eighteenth son Hu Hai to take the throne, committing a heinous crime.

Each of these incidents made him more exhausted. Everyone pinned their hopes on him and asked anxiously, "Mr. Zhang, what should we do?"

Who can he ask?

No matter how smart he is, he is still a mortal.

He was afraid that if his decision was wrong, more people would be sacrificed.

The belief in anti-Qin will only increase, but he doesn't want to see people die.Life in exile was extremely difficult, and the declining Zhang family was even mercilessly strangled by the empire.

Zhang Yuan fell ill and died during his escape. On the day he left, the weather was very cold and it was raining heavily outside.

Zhang Yuan leaned on the bed and said softly: "Brother, I want to say sorry to Ji Zhen, but I'm afraid I won't have a chance."

With a trembling voice, he forced a smile: "There will be a chance, and A Yuan will get better."

Zhang Yuan shook his head, and coughed violently again, Zhang Liang covered Zhang Yuan's lips with a veil, and when Zhang Yuan finished coughing, he took it away, the scarlet blood on the veil hurt his eyes.

He has only one younger brother, and he really can't take any more blows.

"A Yuan, you will be fine."

He was more like convincing himself.

"Brother, the path you are on is right. You will definitely be able to realize your dream. You have to keep going and never give up."

"I know."

"It is my greatest honor to have a brother like you in my life." Zhang Yuan stretched out his bony fingers like a child, "Brother, let's continue to be brothers in the next life, okay?"

"Okay." He stretched out his finger and gently hooked Zhang Yuan's little finger.

"Brother, do you think Ji Zhen will forgive me?"

"Most definitely."

"That's great."

Zhang Yuan, who received an affirmative answer, laughed. Zhang Liang had never seen such a peaceful smile on him, and the uneasiness in his heart rapidly expanded in an instant.

"Brother, I want to talk to dad for a while, can you call him?"

"it is good."

He turned around to call Zhang Ping, and then stood guard outside the door alone.After a while, Zhang Ping came out with tears streaming down his face: "...A Yuan is gone."

Zhang Liang closed his eyes, opened them again after a long time, he opened the window, the wind was cold and the rain was pouring.

What he saw was a vast expanse of water.

The author has something to say: the make-up exam is finally over, it’s great ==Thanks to my roommate for helping to review until midnight, and finally I fell asleep, and she is still sorting out the sentence formulas memorized the next morning==

There are more than 6000 chapters written in this chapter, huh~ Burning books and pitting Confucianism, I can’t imagine, if Xuanji dares to let the second teacher get a lunch box——Please form a team to Hangzhou to send Xuanji blades ==

Qin Shixiang's Zhang San disappeared at the end of the second volume. In fact, it is impossible to imagine what would happen to him after he failed to assassinate the Qin Dynasty and burned books to confuse scholars...Thinking about it, I still feel that history is very cruel.Those who don't like abuse can just watch the end of the second volume, because it happens to be the end of Primary Four, and there is no abuse, so you can imagine for yourself that the two will meet again two years later.

It was written by the same people in Qin Shi, but at this moment, it is already in the direction of history, because the mystery will not come out in the Chu-Han dispute. Although Xiaowu is still updating, I am a little afraid to read it. Every time I read the spoiler Dare to watch it, if one day I see a spoiler about the master and the second master——I beg to form a team to go to Hangzhou to send blades to Xuanji== I can’t write Xiang Yu according to Qin Shili’s Shaoyu, if Xiang Yu is really like Shaoyu Yes, he can still be defeated by Liu Bang's grassroots team?The world belongs to the Xiang family, so what is the matter with Liu Laosan ==

Finally, Happy Lantern Festival, okay?