[Qin Shimingyue] On the development of love through improper households

Silent night.

Pure white moonlight shone in from the window, dyeing the ground with a white halo.Outside the house is a vast expanse of white snow, matching each other.

I pushed the door open and came out, wanting to warm up goat milk for Bushi, but stopped in my tracks as soon as I walked out.

Bai Feng stood in front of her with her hands folded around her chest, the white feathers on her shoulders fluttering with the wind.

Behind him, stood another person, wearing a night suit.

The man's shadow was drawn very long by the moonlight, he stretched out his white and slender hand, and slowly took off his hat.

With the light of the moonlight, I could see his face clearly.

Those ink-colored black eyes were as pure as water.

Couldn't be more familiar.

He walked over a few steps and stood in front of me with a clear and shallow smile on his face.

...It was because the moonlight was so bright that the whole world seemed to be suddenly enlightened.

"Ah Zhen, long time no see."

My nose was sore, and I almost shed tears.

"……haven't seen you for a long time."

haven't seen you for a long time.

Been gone for a year.

The heavy snowfall last year has not stopped, and he has already left.

This year's heavy snow has not stopped yet, and he is back again.

"Ah Zhen, I want to see for sure." He said softly.

The cold wind blew across my cheeks, and a cold dampness filled the air. I wiped it with my hand, and my face was already full of tears.

"Ah Zhen, don't cry...you will be fine for sure." Zhang Liang handed over a brocade handkerchief and comforted him softly, "Don't worry, no matter what price you pay, I won't let him be in trouble."

"...What if it is at the cost of life?"

"It's okay."

"..."

life for life.

Many years ago, there was a person who sacrificed his health and life for me to survive unharmed.

If it weren't for me, he would definitely be alive and well now.

"It's not certain that you will die. Don't pretend to be mutual. I can't stand it anymore." Bai Feng who stood aside for a long time looked at us coldly, half of her icy blue eyes were ridiculed, half worried.

After a long time, Bai Feng said again: "Ji Zhen, how does it feel to be in a cocoon?"

I looked down at the Jinpa in my hand.

The texture is excellent and the workmanship is excellent, but there is a crooked "true" embroidered on it, which is abrupt and ugly.

"——Baifeng, is it interesting for you to pass on what I gave you to someone else?"

Of course I know this brocade handkerchief, it was my work when I was young.

At that time, my self-confidence was overwhelming. Looking at it horizontally and vertically, I found it beautiful no matter how I looked at it. I felt that I had created a new embroidery method.Now I feel very ugly, even holding it in my hand is a shame.

"Why should I keep that kind of rotten stuff?" Bai Feng asked back.

I was speechless.

Cough... really bad stuff.

"Since he wants it, I'll throw it to him." Bai Feng glanced at Zhang Liang, and said calmly, "I didn't expect that he would treat what I discarded as a treasure."

Bai Feng is not Fu Nian, not Yan Lu, he doesn't know how to take other people's face into consideration, let alone let others step down.

Zhang Liang was not angry, he just said indifferently: "Actually Ah Zhen embroiders pretty well."

In fact, I haven't seen Zhang Liang angry for a long time.

It's been so long that I have forgotten when was the last time he was angry.

"Ah Zhen, I want to see for sure." He repeated again.

I nodded: "Busu is inside, Yinxue is also there, just the two of you, you go in, I'll warm up goat milk for Busu."

If Zhang Liang came here this time, if others saw it, it would cause an uproar again.

After Buyi fell into the Gu, except for Yin Xue and Long Qi, I can no longer trust anyone around me.

Undoubtedly, Longqie and I did the food and drink by ourselves, never by others. Tonight, Longqie is looking for famous doctors around Pengcheng again, and maybe he won't return all night.

I went to the kitchen to heat up a bowl of goat milk. During the whole process, Bai Feng stayed by my side.

Bai Feng looked at it for a long time and asked, "Why did you marry Long Qi?"

I had a meal in my hand and almost didn't hold the bowl firmly.

"Isn't it because of you?"

"Is it me? Could it be that I carried you to Long Qi?" Bai Feng said coldly, "You are at the end of your mind for blaming me for it."

"If you hadn't revealed that I was pregnant at that time, Long Qie wouldn't have said that in order to protect me. Xiang Yu was given a marriage, and he was also punished. Even if we are in name only, this relationship is still married. .”

"Then why didn't you choose to stay with Zhang Liang when you were just pregnant?"

"...Baifeng, you really don't understand me." I sighed softly and said, "It's been so many years, we've known each other for most of our lives."

"Understood?" Bai Feng played with the white feather in his hand, and suddenly sneered, "The Ji Zhen I know will never make fun of his own life, at least in these years, he should have grown, but when Pengcheng fell, What are you doing again?"

I remained silent, and Bai Feng said coldly: "I tell you, Ji Zhen, your life is not yours, it is Wan Ge's, and it was Wan Ge's in exchange for it. I have always hated him, and it hasn't changed until now, but I never thought that he would be able to do this. What about you? Will you use his life to compete with Liu Bang?"

"...I have short legs and I can't run fast."

"to be frank."

really.

As for Bai Feng, no matter whether the lie is high-sounding or short, it cannot fool him.

"Zhang Liang turned his back on so many people and joined Liu Bang's camp. I can't understand this. Can you understand?"

"It's none of my business. You don't understand why you didn't ask him?" Bai Feng put down Bai Yu and said, "If you ask, he will definitely tell you, and tell you what his choice is for."

"His reasons can't convince me, maybe I'm a bit stubborn." I took the goat's milk and walked slowly towards the backyard, "He is Xiang Yu's master, and they used to have a good relationship, but because of Liu Bang, they are enemies. "

"Can't accept the gap?"

"If it wasn't for Liu Bang, Zhang Liang and I wouldn't be enemies, we wouldn't fight each other...I know that day will come sooner or later."

"Ji Zhen, you don't have to participate in the war, it has nothing to do with you."

Bai Feng looked at me intently, I coughed lightly, and said seriously: "When an event becomes a major trend in the world, no one in the world can stay out of it, whether he wants to or not."

"...We're still friends if we don't pretend to be dead."

"Baifeng...I," I sighed, and said softly, "Fan Zeng promised me that if I fulfill all his requirements, he will return me a general's mansion, a prosperous general's mansion, just like the one in South Korea back then. ... my home."

"Your home has been empty for a long time. Is it meaningful? Even if you are given a bigger general's mansion, it is meaningless."

"For so many years, you seem to have not changed at all." I shook my head and said, "Your words are so harsh, like a knife, that will stab someone's heart hard."

"Pain is the best way to wake up."

"..."

"Ji Zhen, you will never forget Zhang Liang."

"...If that's the case," I stopped, pushed open the door, and muttered, "but so what?"

If so, so what.

The last sentence dissipated in the warmth of the room.

Yinxue was concentrating on burning the charcoal, while Zhang Liang stood by the window, holding Buyi in his arms.

He was humming an old song softly.

The fate between me and him all started because of this ballad.But until now, I still don't know if what I did was right or not, and I don't know if I will regret it after the end.

"Zhang Liang, there's no need to sing, no doubt he can't hear it."

As soon as I finished speaking, Zhang Liang stopped speaking.

He raised his head, apart from being lonely, there was actually a bit of stubbornness on his face.

"Ah Zhen."

He wanted to say that I lied to him.

"No doubt, I just called my mother."

"..."

"No doubt he will hear it."

"..."

I am speechless, this is the second time I am speechless this evening.

I stretched out my left hand, pulled Zhang Liang's hair forcefully, and asked, "Does it hurt?"

"..."

"I'm not kidding you, no doubt he can't see or hear, and he doesn't even feel pain."

I waved my fingers in front of Busu, but Busu didn't blink his eyes.

My hand reached out to Busu's little buttocks, and when I was about to pinch, Zhang Liang stopped me.

"Ah, no!"

"...he really doesn't hurt." I sighed. In just a few days, the number of times I sighed probably caught up with the number of times I sighed in my entire life.

Even though I can tell you don't feel any pain at all.

Zhang Liang was still reluctant.

I can't bear it either.

But I would even look forward to a miracle, if I pinch it, it would be so painful that I would cry non-stop, that would be great.

No mother in the world would want to hear the cry of her child, but I want to hear it.

I really want to hear it.

Buji is only one year old, his world is already pitch black, he cannot hear, see, or even feel pain.

If he cries, I feel better.

However, he does not cry.

He didn't cry a sound.

I withdrew my hand and brought the bowl forward: "I want to feed Buzhi some goat's milk."

"I come."

"……it is good."

Zhang Liang's movements were cautious and gentle to the extreme.

I was suddenly a little envious.

Long treats him as if he is his own. He travels to visit famous doctors every day, and he has no time to treat his own injuries. Zhang Liang puts down everything at hand and travels thousands of miles to the enemy camp to save him.

Since I came to this world, my father has never been so gentle to me. It is said that I have many wet nurses, but none of them can live beyond half a month.The reason for this, I can't imagine.

Sometimes I often think, why can I live until now?It turned out to be safe and sound, not deaf or blind, not missing arms or legs.

So I have such good luck, why can't I share some of it with Busu?

A little bit is fine, and he won't suffer like this.

Zhang Liang fed Busu a small bowl of goat milk, then took my handkerchief and carefully wiped the corners of Busu's lips.

"Ah Zhen."

"Ok?"

"Would it be possible to restore him to health as long as he is fed with my blood for 49 days?"

"……I have no idea."

"It's just the possibility of recovery. Are you willing to try such a chance?"

"As long as there is a little hope, I will not give up."

"As expected of a dear father." There was no sarcasm in Bai Feng's words, he said lightly, "Chi Lian uses the butterfly wing bird to send messages to me, about half a liter per day (Author Ye: Don't get excited, this is Qin Chao) The unit of measurement! Half a liter is about 49 milliliters now, and half a liter is what I think, and it is less than [-] milliliters!), for seven or seven days in a row, and finally let Buxi take a single medicine and it will be fine. "

"What medicine?"

"I don't need to tell you about this. I'll look for it, so you don't need to make trouble." Bai Feng paused, and then said, "Ji Zhen, you can't let General Chu find out that Zhang Liang is here, or something will happen. Remember Qi Qi 49 days, without a day's interruption... Also, Yan Lu lives here, tell him that I will be back soon... don't worry."

"Feng Bao." I called to stop Bai Feng who was about to leave.

"Anything else?" He paused, but did not turn around.

"You have to be careful." I sniffed and murmured, "...I tell you, I can't take any more blows."

"It's ridiculous, who do you think can hurt me?"

In the next second, Bai Feng disappeared under the moonlight.

Yinxue stood up from the charcoal stove, patted the ashes on her knees, and said quietly: "Mr. Zhang Liang, young master, please take the young master to the inner room. I will guard here, and no one will come bothering."

"Thank you, Miss Snow Song."

The inner room is inside the outer room, and usually no one will come in except me and Long Qi. There is only a small couch inside, and there is no window.

I lit the lamp, and the house finally lit up.

"Ah Zhen, go and get the dagger and the small bowl, and a basin of clean water, I'm sorry."

"……it is good."

He cleaned his hands, sterilized the dagger on the candle, and then scratched his wrist without hesitation. I suddenly reached out and held his hand.

It is an instinctive reaction of the body.

"...Is there no other way?" I asked.

Seventy-seven forty-nine days.

Seven seven 49 knives.

Just like Ling Chi.

Or do it yourself.

"I can't just stand by and watch something happen to Busu. Chi Lian said that this is the only way."

"...But you will die."

"I'm fine, I'll be fine."

"..."

"Ah Zhen, no doubt it is our child, I love him very much."

"...I know." I love him too.

extremely love.

"Even at the cost of my life, I will not let him have trouble."

"..."

He was so decisive, I silently let go of his hand slowly.

Seeing that I didn't stop me anymore, Zhang Liang scratched his wrist.Blood snaked down from the knife edge and flowed into the small white bowl.After a while, a small half bowl was filled.

"enough."

I quickly took out the bandage, pulled his wrist, and tied up the wound tightly for him.

"Ah Zhen, there is no need to tie so many loops."

"Tie it tighter, and then it won't bleed." I ignored him and continued to tie it, round and round.

"Tomorrow... still need to use it."

I stopped.

tomorrow.

Tomorrow... still need it.

——How nice it would be if tomorrow never came.

Zhang Liang fed a small bowl of blood into Buji's mouth, but luckily Buji had no sense of taste, didn't dislike the smell of blood, and finished it obediently.It was a blessing among misfortunes.

I got up suddenly, puffed out my cheeks and blew out the lamp.

It was dark again in the inner room.

"Ah Zhen, what's wrong?" Zhang Liang asked suspiciously.

"Well, let's accompany him for a while. What he sees is black now. I'm afraid he will be afraid. Let's accompany him like this, shall we?"

Really, I was locked in a dark room when I was a child, and I was afraid when I couldn’t see the light.There is no doubt that he was younger than me at that time, so he must also be very scared.

When I think of this, I just feel very uncomfortable in my heart.

After a long time, I heard Zhang Liang say softly: "No doubt, no fear."

"Ok?"

"No doubt he is a man." Zhang Liang paused, and then said, "He will protect his mother when he grows up, how can he be afraid?"

The author has something to say: "I cook medicine for my rival - BY Longqi"

"The Rival Poisoned Me - BY Zhang Liang"

"Love Rival You Spread Rumors About Me——BY Longqi"

...recycle, recycle...

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