[Qin Shimingyue] On the development of love through improper households

"I don't mean to distrust you, I just don't want you to be implicated."

indeed so.

I really don't know where to place my position.

Zheng Yin said I was from Qin, Zhang Liang said I was Korean.

Zheng Yin was on the side of the empire, but Zhang Liang was on the side of the Mohist rebels.

I don't know who is right and who is wrong.

I have no memory, everything about the past, I just heard about it.

However, opinions vary.

"When something becomes the general trend of the world, no one in the world can stay out of it, whether he wants to or not... But, I still have selfish intentions, and I don't want you to be implicated."

I turned my head, and the voice was especially clear in the dark corner.

"Zhang Liang, do you like me?"

I asked this question a few days ago.

"like."

Still yes.

"... How long will it take for you to give up on me?"

"Afterlife."

This answer is heavy enough, meaning that I will never forget it in this life?

"You should find another good relationship. The world is big and the earth is big, I don't have to." I paused, "... Zhang Liang, I am not your lover."

Zhang Liang is a smart man, his IQ is higher than mine, it is impossible for him to be ignorant of what happened to me.I never told him about Zheng Yin, but he understood so well.

Then he should also understand that I have a disability in my heart and cannot love others.

"Ah Zhen, I told you this sentence many years ago."

"Oh?"

"The position has changed now, and you are the one who said this to me." Zhang Liang stretched out his hand, brushed away my hair hanging on my forehead, looked straight into my eyes, and said word by word, "Now I, and Ah Zhen at that time made the same choice."

Why are people stupid?

It is nothing more than giving up what should not be given up, and insisting on what should not be persisted.

And Zhang Liang is so swearing, I can't refute it.

... In fact, I don't know who is right and who is wrong.

"I have a disability in my heart. If I can't heal, I may not be able to love others."

"I know."

"Won't you regret it?"

"will not."

He told me no.

later.

Later.Later we missed it again and again, and finally came to the end. I asked him if he regretted it, and he still had those two words, no.

He is such a persistent man.

Later, on a rainy day, he didn't come to me to hold an umbrella for me, but he used everything he had to try to hold up a clear sky for me, allowing me to find peace in the turbulent world.

He said no.

I won't regret it.

……Um.

I raised a naughty smile at him, picked his chin and said: "Then congratulations, Mr. Zhang Liang, for defeating all the opponents. I now declare that Zhang Liang will be my real Ji from now on, and everyone else, regardless of gender Xiao is not allowed to think about it, but those who are interested in this young master, heck, you can keep your love."

"……OK."

He nodded slightly, looking happy.

It was so unfair, but he laughed happily.

I think the reason why I choose to be with him is not because I don't dislike the taste of red bean soup, nor is it because I found the jade flute in the hands of the boy in my dream in his room, nor is it because his snoozing posture in the morning is too seductive Enchanting, just because he is Zhang Liang.

He is the Zhang Liang that I finally choose to believe in even if I lose my memory or carelessly.

"Then little Zhang Liang, let me ask you, what is the first thing you should do when you are in love?"

"...all ears."

"You don't know? You really don't know much! Little Shengxian Zhuang's education really failed."

"Zizhen said that he doesn't seem to be a student of Xiaoshengxianzhuang." Zhang Liang raised his eyebrows, "Does Zizhen know?"

"Of course I know." It seems that there is a hug in the script, "Stand still and let me demonstrate to you."

So, I squatted down and hugged Zhang Liang's waist.

Posture, a little bit weird ==

"Ah Zhen, stand up."

"Uh?"

"It's like this." He pulled me up, put his arms around my shoulders, bent down slightly, and rested his chin on my right shoulder, "That's right...just like when Bai Feng hugged you that day."

"You actually mentioned that reed chicken, you really care."

"Of course I care." Zhang Liang chuckled in my ear, "But I didn't expect Ah Zhen to give Bai Feng such an interesting nickname."

"Interesting? It's appropriate! But you can't mention this word in front of Luhuaji, or he will beat me to death."

"……Um."

"Mr. Zhang!" Just as Zhang Liang and I were hugging each other, Shopkeeper Ding ran out from behind.

Don't come early, don't come late, but why come here at this time, what a goddamn asshole!

"Uh...Mr. Zhang, you—" Shopkeeper Ding was quite frightened, and hesitated to speak several times.

"As you can see, Mr. Zhang is as good as Long Yang." I nodded with a serious face.

Shopkeeper Ding clenched his fists, as if he had made up his mind, and said in a deep voice, "Master Fu Nian must not let Master Fu Nian know about this matter, otherwise he will definitely drive Mr. Zhang out of Xiaoshengxianzhuang!"

Shopkeeper Ding is actually worried about this, is he Zhang Liang's father?

"Ah Zhenmo is messing around."

"...Okay." I reached out and tore off the mask on my face, revealing my original face, and then untied my hair, "Hi, shopkeeper Ding, my name is Ji Zhen."

Shopkeeper Ding seemed to have been greatly frightened at this moment, and couldn't say a word.

"Zhang Liang is my unmarried wife." I pointed to Zhang Liang.

"Ah Zhen, you got it wrong." Zhang Liang smiled helplessly, and then said to Shopkeeper Ding, "How is the security on the street?"

"No." Shopkeeper Ding shook his head, "I'm afraid Mr. Zhang won't be able to return to Xiaoshengxianzhuang tonight."

"If you don't come back, stay and play with me." I excitedly dragged Zhang Liang upstairs, "Shopkeeper Ding, remember to bring the dinner on time."

Jinse and Yinxue are gnawing pig's trotters in my room, each holding up two pig's trotters, their mouths are full of oil.As soon as Zhang Liang and I came in, we immediately shifted our position and ran to the next door with the trotters.

"Zhang Liang, do you want to eat pig's feet?"

"Ah really like pig's trotters?"

"I don't like it. I like sweets, such as sugar cakes." I smacked my lips and had endless aftertaste. "It would be best served with bean curd... Well, bean curd should be salty."

"Ah Zhen also liked sugar cakes and bean curds before."

"Do you often buy it for me?"

"It should be Baifeng. He often buys it for you, and others may buy it too."

"how about you?"

He fell silent.

"Haven't you ever bought one?"

After a moment of silence, Zhang Liang said firmly, "I will buy all the sugar cakes from now on."

"Still can't hide the fact that you've never bought me a candy bar before."

"..."

"Zhang San, you must accept the punishment!"

"……it is good."

"Then I'll punish you for pinching my shoulders, master, or I'll divorce you." Thinking of Zheng Yin yelling at me to pinch his shoulders, it looked so comfortable, and I really wanted to feel comfortable. ready-made candidates.

"Come here quickly." I lay lazily on the bed, and hooked my fingers to Zhang Liang who was standing still.

"Use a little strength, I know your hands are weak and boneless, but this is not playing the piano - ouch~ Take it easy! Are you making dough?... Yes, keep this strength, Zhang San, you are awesome!"

...It turns out that being pinched on the shoulder is such a comfortable thing.

No wonder Zheng Yin came all the way to find me.

I enjoyed it comfortably for a while, and even hummed a ditty, Zhang Liang felt unbalanced: "Ah Zhen, is it alright?"

"Okay, continue tomorrow."

"Tomorrow?" He seemed very displeased.

"It's your great blessing to give you the opportunity to serve me. If you don't want it, I'll find someone else!" I turned my head and gave him a provocative look.

"... Ah Zhen bullied me."

Damn, he actually pretended to be pitiful!

"Zhang Liang, can we discuss it? You should stop pretending to be cute, your age is inappropriate... Do you know that your virtue has collapsed, do you know?"

"Ah Zhen bullied me."

Nima, she even pursed her lips.

"Do Fu Nian and Yan Lu know what you look like?"

God, earth, it must be my way of opening is wrong!

"Ah Zhen bullied me."

Is this guy still Zhang Liang? ==

"You won... you don't have to do it tomorrow."

Only then did Zhang Liang raise his eyebrows proudly: "Thank you."

"Humph--"

I knew this fox was pretending to be dead, and even self-destructed for the sake of laziness!

"Ah Zhen, you have to reciprocate courtesy."

"What do you mean?"

"It's your turn to pinch my shoulder." He lay comfortably on the bed and pointed to his shoulder.

"It's ok, boy, I've learned how to put my nose on my face." I said with a half-smile, "Believe it or not, I'll tear you apart in minutes."

"Ah Zhen bullied me."

"……you win."

Hmph, how could I really pinch his shoulders obediently, Zhang Liang actually fooled me by pretending to be pitiful, so I naturally - tickle!

"Ah Zhen, let go—don't scratch—"

"Don't let it go, who told you to kick your nose and face and look pitiful-Die Zhang San, let go-don't scratch-" Zhang Liang and I refused to give in to each other, scratching into a ball.

"Mr. Zhang—"

Shopkeeper Ding always appears out of season.

Zhang Liang and I stopped what we were doing, and looked towards the door at the same time.

Shopkeeper Ding had already opened the door and came in, holding the plate with a face full of astonishment.

"Shopkeeper Ding, I made you laugh."

Zhang Liang got up, straightened his clothes, and put on a gentle and elegant smile in an instant.

Shopkeeper Ding laughed dryly: "Unexpectedly, Mr. Zhang is also a lover."

"Treasurer Ding was joking."

Thanks to Zhang Liang, Shopkeeper Ding brought us a lot of delicious dishes. Seeing the quantity, I was a little annoyed—Fatty Ding must have eaten it secretly!

Today is a full plate, usually less than half!As a result, Jinse and Yinxue often went to the street to look for food, this damn fatty Ding!

"You two take it easy, I won't disturb Fatty Ding."

"Treasurer Ding, go slowly."

I didn't even raise my head, I was angrily picking at the vegetables in the bowl, and I jumped ahead of Zhang Liang's fancy, so that he only ate a bowl of plain rice in the end.

"Ah Zhen bullied me..."

"Shut up!" I stared at him viciously, and cursed bitterly, "I've lived here for so long, and I've never eaten such a large amount of food. Fatty Ding didn't know how much food I had! You are so nice, I feel very unbalanced! I want to bite!"

Zhang Liang sighed softly, and said helplessly, "Blame me?"

The author has something to say: Many years ago

"Ovary is your word?"

"Yes." Zhang Liang paused and said, "It was taken by the teacher of Ovary."

"You sound very educated when you hear it." I sighed, "But Zifang, you still don't understand your teacher's good intentions."

"Why did Miss Ji say that?"

"Zi House Fang, the two characters are separated, Zi and Fang. Zi is a son, and Fang is a house. Doesn't it mean that you are looking forward to getting married soon?"

"...Miss Ji has a lot of imagination, and Zifang admires her. However, Zifang is not Miss Ji's beau, so please find another good match."

After all, he is disregarding the relationship between me and him... Who am I?How could the only daughter of the Ji family give up so easily?

"Xiaoliang... Cough, Zifang, if you don't want to marry into the General's Mansion, that's fine, then I'll feel wronged and marry into Xiangguo's Mansion."

"Miss Ji, marriage is not a trifling matter." Zhang Liang turned around and walked to the carriage, "Ovary is going ahead, I'm tired after a long journey."

"It's okay...the days will be long." I looked up at the sky, and the sun was already fading away.

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I always thought that Zhang Liang was a very childish boy. When Fu Nian said that Gongsun Linglong was extraordinary, he was laughing and would act like a baby to Yan Lu when he was late.There is also the small copper coin formed by the small hole when Tianming and Xunzi played chess, it must have been secretly put on by Zhang Liang at night == definitely not Er Shigong Yan!