[Qin Shimingyue] On the development of love through improper households

In the first year of Emperor Gaozu of the Han Dynasty, the country was named Han, and the capital was Chang'an.

I settled in Xinzheng's hometown with no doubts, and the peaceful atmosphere has been restored here.It has not yet reached the age of thirty, but it has gone through three dynasties. I often feel that the end of this long war is not easy.

Buyi has a dull temper and doesn't like to talk. He often sits quietly in front of the window and wipes the half of the shiny spear.

When I was at my worst, Lord Longyang came to me and gave me all his property as a gift.I used some of the money to buy a piece of land and build a school.

At first it was just because Buji didn't want to go to the local Confucian school, so I decided to teach him myself.Later, some local children who could not afford to study often watched eagerly at the school gate, and brought them back without any doubt.

Children from poor families are well-behaved and sensible. When they come to school, they will scramble to clean and cook.Originally, I just taught casually. Later, when there were more students, I was afraid that my half-toned level would mislead the students, so I had to pay a high price to hire a teacher from the local Confucian school to come back to teach for me.

Since then, I have been free all day, either warming wine and making tea to watch the sunset, or playing with flowers and plants in the backyard and talking to the air.

Time has been moving forward, and the days are not salty or dull, and I gradually let go of many things.

After the Battle of Weishui, I wanted to die. After listening to Chen Ping's words, I killed Taiwei Guanying in front of Zhang Liang and Liu Bang.It was supposed to be executed after the La Festival, but Liu Bang let me go.

I don't know what Zhang Liang did to make him change his mind. I just remember that he said, if you want to go to hell, it depends on whether I agree or not.

The scenery of hell was not seen in the end.

Zhang Liang entrusted me with no doubts, continued to follow his lord, settled down the country, and made him Marquis of Liu...... Since then, we have never seen each other again.

×××

The new teacher is named Lin Yu. He is knowledgeable and gentle. Although he looks ordinary, the children like him very much.

When I am bored, I occasionally go to listen to his lectures.Today he is talking about "Guan Ju".

"Guanguan Jujiu, in the river continent. A fair lady, a gentleman is so good..."

The neat and clear sound of children reading books spread in the spring morning breeze.

... could not be more familiar.

My lady, my gentleman is good.

...I was never a My Fair Lady.

"I can't ask for it, I am thinking about it. You are leisurely, tossing and turning."

...that feeling has been there before.

I didn't understand this feeling when I was young. I remember that it was the summer when I was 13 years old. The watermelon was very sweet and the evening wind was very cool. I sat in Dinglan Pavilion and pretended to be eager to learn.

I don't like reading, but when I read this sentence in the scriptures, I suddenly wanted to understand its meaning.

poo.

Is there really such a feeling in the world? ——I didn’t understand at the time.

I asked everyone around me, but no one could give me an answer.I became more and more curious, and approached Zhang Liang with a playful heart, but was attracted by his stubbornness.

From then on, thousands of troops and horses could not pull back my heart that was desperately devoted to him.

Sometimes I also dream about Mo Crow, he is still handsome and charming, full of vigor and vigor.

He sat with me in old man Sun's shop to eat sugar cakes, and thoughtfully handed me a bowl of bean curd: "Ah Zhen, do you understand the feeling of 'whatever you want, what you want to do'?"

I nodded and said again: "It's really bitter."

He laughed and said, "That's why I didn't answer you back then."

"..."

"Don't regret it, there is no medicine for regret in this world." He told me again.

×××

Axiu is the only girl in the school, she gave me a box of chess pieces that day.

I stopped playing chess a long time ago, so naturally I didn't want to accept it.I just fell silent when I saw the box of chess pieces.

Many years ago, I learned riding and archery, swordsmanship, and light work because my father was Ji Wuye, and I had no choice; I learned female red, playing the piano, reading, and playing chess because I liked Zhang Liang. I thought I learned those , to be able to get closer to him.

If I comprehend the Book of Changes and he hasn't comprehended it, maybe he will ask me for advice, maybe he will look at me with admiration... Heh, this idea is so naive that it makes people sad.

Now that I think about it, what is it that I really want to do?

I already have wealth that I can't use up in my lifetime, and it is due to my uncle Longyang Jun, who is not well-known but deeply affectionate.

It's hard to imagine that a person like him, who can't be restrained by unrestrained wind, would choose to spend the rest of his life in the tomb of King Wei Anli.

"Your guilt is really dull," I said to him as I closed the tomb for him.

He answered frankly: "I'm not guilty, nor dull."

"Then what is your reason?"

"because--"

I didn't hear his words clearly, the door of the tomb has been closed - I will never see you again for the rest of my life.

In this life, I have experienced too many births, departures, deaths, and farewells.

Although I still feel melancholy, I have to admit that I am really used to it.

Axiu's chess pieces are the box I gave Zhang Liang many years ago.

...I will never admit my mistake.

I never told anyone, even Zhang Liang himself didn't know that the box of jade chess pieces was carved by myself.

Every night, a person nests in the curtain, holding a dagger and blindly engraving.I was afraid of being ridiculed by Bai Feng, so I didn't do it during the day, and I was also afraid that I would be ashamed if I couldn't hand in the work in the first place.

At that time, Zhang Liang was studying in Xiaoshengxianzhuang.During the day, I listened to spies reporting that he was praised by his master. I was so excited that I couldn't sleep at night, and I was very serious about carving chess pieces.

Although he refused to accept it, and refused again and again...

"Axiu, where come and go." I closed the chess box and returned it to her.

She hesitated to speak, but finally left.

That day, I fired Lin Yu for no reason.

×××

Summer is always the longest.

Xinzheng Street was very lively, and I was walking towards the school while biting the candy cake.

"Have you heard? Master Liuhou has returned to Xinzheng."

All the way, I was listening to others talking about him and praising him.

...I'm used to this too.

Years ago, people also talked about him and praised him.

After so many trials and hardships, he still maintains the most perfect image and integrity among others, which is commendable.

"Master Liuhou wants to rebuild the General's Mansion?"

My footsteps paused, and then I continued to walk forward.

...he must have lost his mind.

It was just established in the early Han Dynasty, where did he get the money?

What's more, the general's mansion in my house has bad feng shui, and countless innocent souls died there, and rebuilding it will not change the fact that it is a cemetery.

...Forget it, Master Liuhou, what are ordinary people like me thinking about?

"Madam, please stay." Someone called me, the voice was very familiar.

"what's up?"

"Liu Hou—"

"do not know."

"Lord Liuhou is dead."

"...Heh" I pretended to be indifferent, "Then dig a hole and bury it, can you borrow a shovel from me?"

"Ah Zhen, you—" He smiled wryly and shook his head.

I sneered: "Is it really okay for you to curse yourself like this?"

×××

I never thought that when I saw Zhang Liang again, my mood would be so peaceful.

He invited me to drink tea and told me with a smile that it was the very rare Tiangong Yunwucui.

I also told him with a smile that the lowest grade in my family is Tiangong Yunwucui.

He invited me to eat candy cakes, and told me with a smile that the newly opened candy store tasted very special.

I also smiled and told him that the newly opened candy shop was invested by me.

He took me to see the beautiful red lotus in the shimmering pond in Xinzheng. I smiled and told him that I planted it in honor of my deceased mother.

He finally stopped laughing.

"It's getting late, Zhang San, let me take you home."

"...Ah Zhen, you—"

many years ago.

"It's getting late, Zhang Xiaomei, take me home."

"...Sorry, the ovary is not the same as yours."

"You will die if you run a little longer!"

"..."

"Ah Zhen, this time it's my turn to chase you."

As the sun set, his expression melted into the glow of the sky.

I looked at the sky, and my voice sounded like a sigh: "...Let's let each other go."

The fate of yesterday, the passing of the Ming Dynasty.

How can we hear the cranes in Huating again?

The author has something to say: I haven't written for a long time, I don't know what to write about. . . .