[Comprehensive] A good snake has a safe life

Why did she stay even though she wanted to escape?

Because there are reasons to persist.

The moment Inanna asked that sentence, Shelley's heart was indeed moved - it was not the first time she had such an idea after hearing those noises, but it was the first time she really thought about it seriously.

Really don't want to go on.

Shelley herself was also surprised by her own resistance, but at the same time another voice kept saying it.

Keep going, and when the main mission is over, you can go home.

This is the driving force that has always allowed her to look at the endless yellow sand with peace of mind and endure the boring life without modern civilization.Even though occasionally she finds it ridiculous that after she has gotten used to the pace here, she still wonders if she can adapt to the original life at once, or wonders if the system can really fulfill it promise.

But to go home, never changed.

"No."

So she said to Inanna: "I have a reason to stay on the throne. This is my agreement with Enmerka."

But Inanna said worriedly, "But I think you're going crazy."

She couldn't deny it.

Growing up, Shelley lived in disregard of what other people thought.In the eyes of adults, a child without support is like a bereaved dog. Those with bad intentions will directly say what they can and cannot say, while those with good intentions have condescending and sympathetic eyes.

Her high self-esteem and strong defensiveness were developed at the most sensitive childhood, and the attitude of arrogance and contempt from the bottom of her heart has always been with her.

Mostly because of the life concept of "I'm too lazy to talk to you, don't be cheap to talk to me", she has been living well.Occasionally, you can notice a little bit of something, just pretend you don't know it.

But now is different.

She still thinks she is right, but all the negative emotions are like mechanical repetition, and those expressing longing for God are drowned in the absolute amount of complaints like a drop in the ocean.From those voices, Shelley had gone from defending himself to ignoring them, and now listening without any response.

"You care too much about these people."

Inanna repeated, "It doesn't matter what they think."

Ah, she did that too, actually.

But at first there were some effects, and then all...

No matter what the method is, those whispering voices are like ants eating away at the dam, corroding her existence to herself until only a shell remains.

When facing the king, it looked exactly the same as before, as vigorous as the most fitting human skin mask.

"I realized that I seemed to be all wrong."

Her hollow voice was erratic: "It shouldn't even exist."

"Hey!" Inanna said angrily, "What are you thinking!"

She didn't know what she was thinking, but she hated herself more and more.

It was at this time that Shelley truly realized how powerful people are.

They destroyed her confidence and hope in herself.

"Hey, the system."

She sat alone on the steps: "Can't you help me?"

【You have to know that even being a god cannot go smoothly. 】

The system replied to her like this: [I believe you can get through it, only 13% of the progress is made, come on! 】

It rarely encouraged her: [You can do it. 】

Those who were encouraged just hugged their bent legs silently.

"Oh."

Now, are you fighting alone?

Shelley thought.

Well, that's right.

she answered herself.

That's it.

For the first time she was surrounded by despair.It was as if all the people around were enemies, and she herself could only stand still and listen to the songs of embarrassment coming from all around.

She is afraid of water, and what she is afraid of is that she can't breathe in the water at all, and after choking on water, the lung lobes are invaded by water and come out from inside.That kind of discomfort cannot be shaken off, it can only disappear after a long period of suffering.

But now she was held in the water by one, and all her spirit was fluctuating from the beginning to now like a pool of stagnant water.

Was literally strangled in resentment.

"Shelley, you are very sorry."

Enkidu said to her countless times: "Even if you can't trust me, at least tell the king."

Shelley forced a small smile.

"I can handle it myself."

Enkidu didn't believe it, his eyes were full of worry and loss - the sadness caused by not being trusted by an important creator was beyond words, but he could only change the subject.

"This year the land of Uruk is full of fruit, and the earliest dates are as sweet as honey."

He said, "Does Shelley like the sweet juice?"

"Yes, I like it."

Shelley stroked Enkidu's smooth long hair, praising the fruit she had never tasted.

But I was thinking about other things in my heart.

This year's Uruk has another bumper harvest. Even in winter, people will no longer starve to death due to lack of food—this is a big improvement compared to Enmerka's time.

But ah...

What she heard was still so much resentment.

The simple love that praised her for her wisdom and brought prosperity to Uruk was always defeated by the obsession born of resentment.

It's not that love has lost to hate, it's the problem of this group of people.

They are never satisfied.

[That's right,] The system does not deny this: [In the period when the gods are prosperous, there will be a phenomenon of blaming the gods for one's unsatisfactory.Even later, those who avoid responsibility will blame others or even fate when there is no god.Self-cognition will inevitably lead to such a result, but I am really curious, Inanna gave you so many suggestions, among which you also know that talking to Gilgamesh is the best option, but why do you Say nothing now. 】

He didn't ask either.

[Do you think he can ask anything when you don't want to say it. 】The system asked her back: 【If you are cornered, you might just lie to him. 】

Shelley thought about it carefully, and found that the system was right.

[Or you simply don't feel that the King of People can understand you. 】

no.

Like the kind of person who can hold Uruk in the palm of his hand and let the throne serve him, how could he not understand her current mood.It’s also good to be a god but the heart that gradually collapses after hearing the grievances all day long, the resentment after being bitten back, and the weakness that is about to be like a walking dead now that you keep silent.

Surely he can understand.

But he won't tolerate it.

"I have never expected that a king who respects God but disobeys, and can tolerate the Lord God of his city-state is a guy who can't even bear people's resentment."

She told both Gilgamesh and the system that she could do it.

Although he said it while wiping away tears, it was still an oath after all.

Anyone who breaks the oath, whether it is a god or a human being, should be punished.

And now she—

"He will definitely give up on me."

It's always been like this.

Whether it is the first boyfriend or the last one, everyone will leave her side for one reason or another in the end, and every time a new situation arises, Shelley will rigorously calculate the consequences of the change, So everyone answered these three words when they tried to take her along.

"I reject."

She just wants to grow up smoothly, graduate and find a job with Shirley, be able to fall in love, get married, and live a life like ordinary people.

And for those ex-boyfriends who are about to become dragons among men, let's do whatever we want.

Because it is too difficult to match the pace of another person.

This is how she never wanted to feel wronged to live, and it was only now that she found it so difficult to feel wronged.

In fact, it's not just because of going home.

And I don't want to lose the qualification to be able to stand by that person's side.

She is destined not to accompany him into the underworld, but at least she...

The white teeth that clenched his lower lip were stained with scarlet marks, and the air was filled with bits and pieces of blood.

While he was still alive...

Transparent drops of water slid down, fell silently to the ground, and melted into the brown earth.

[Don't cry. 】

The system reprimanded her: [There's nothing to cry about! 】

Shelley didn't answer, but the tears couldn't stop.

Obviously, he has always liked Uruk.

Mingming has always wished this place prosperity and prosperity.

But why.

Why do I keep hearing resentment.

Should she treat them harshly?

Should she use earthquakes and bad harvests to subdue them and win their admiration for their gods?

Why is she using a softer attitude than other gods.

But it was rewarded like this.

She clasped her hands.

She hates Uruk.

this kind of place.

【Do you really hate it? 】

There was a violent taste in the crimson eyes.

Of course it is.

I hate this place so much that I wish I had never existed here.

Disgusted to...

Can't wait to ruin this place.

[Confirm again, do you really hate Uruk? 】

Shelley was a little puzzled.

Is there anything to confirm this?

"That's right."

[The answer has been confirmed. 】

The system replied mechanically.

[Main quest: God's Gaze has been canceled by the player on its own initiative]

This news made Shelley startled, and he didn't even have time to hear the voice in his head.

"What are you kidding!!!"

The sky was so full of dark clouds that not even a ray of sunlight could be seen.The people who were still working in the fields screamed and ran, and finally the sound of resentment in their ears was replaced.

God, please save us.

The sharp pupils tightened and were embedded in the eyes like long needles.The silver-haired woman was stunned for a long time, and finally burst out laughing.

"It's actually at this time...hahaha!"

She combed her hair back with her hands: "Did you know how to beg!"

The pain in her body spread from the innermost part, making her feel a tearing pain from top to bottom.

The severe pain knocked her down, and Shelley curled up, trembling in pain.

Ultimately, the human body cannot handle such pain.

The long silver snake was paralyzed on the ground, twitching from time to time to make it look alive.It was the first time she had experienced the feeling of cells clamoring to divide, and compared to that, the pain of drowning was nothing to mention.

Shelley looked at the sky, still kept crying for help in his ears.

'I won't save you. '

She herself is inexplicably in pain now.

The prelude to the rainstorm has already sounded, and the strong wind sounds like the screams of thousands of wild animals.

It's not an ordinary storm, it's probably... Enlil, the king of the gods, who immediately took action when he realized that Uruk's divine protection had disappeared.

The snake, tormented by pain, praised briskly.

It's so fast.

Next, Uruk, which is celebrating a good harvest, probably will lose all crops due to the storm.

She spat out the letter.

pretty good.

'Just die like this, stupid human beings. '

She was extremely refreshed.

This will make it difficult for everyone.

The pain gradually subsided, and Shelley finally had the strength to struggle.As if desperately moving toward the light in the darkness, she finally broke free from what was fettering her.

[Godship has been revoked, the player has gained a new identity as Godfall]

[Passive skill Blessing Feng Chung

[Passive skill Curse Sealing Surge

She lay on the ground and breathed heavily, and then heard the message from the system.

"God fell?"

Shelley didn't understand what it meant, but she finally noticed something unusual—the snake sloughs on the ground were silvery white, shining even in the darkened sky, and she——

The ears are clean.

"It looks pretty good."

She didn't have the sadness of her own failure, and there was a happy smile in her blood-red eyes.

"... Shelley?!"

Inanna's voice came: "You..."

"Huh?" Shelley turned around and laughed, "I'm tired of playing."

As if she was finally freed, Shelley smiled very easily—she was indeed like this. After the system announced that she was in an unknown state of [Godfall], the cries for help in her ears finally stopped.

Was the main mission canceled by her?

It was a lot of time wasted, but it was worth it.

She looked around, there were not many sharp objects outside the gorgeous palace, and Shelley took a fancy to the Tiamat in Inanna's hand—after defeating Kish, Shelley casually gave it to to Inanna.

"Lend me?"

"I don't know why you removed God's Blessing, and I didn't expect Enlil to be able to do it so quickly." Inanna frowned: "But you should think of how many eyes are staring at you. The last time was Zababa himself is wrong, no matter what this time Enlil is the king of the gods, you—"

She watched as Shelley raised the sword and cut the side of her leg.

"What the hell are you doing?!"

Shelley looked down at the shining sword, and sighed in disappointment.

"Sure enough, even if he is a fallen god, he still enjoys the favor of the earth."

"God fell into a ghost, don't you still have a godhead?!"

Inanna was about to go mad with anger: "Are you out of your mind now, that's why God's Blessing has been taken away and you still say you're a Godfall?! Do you know what a Godfall is? Once it appears, it will cause conflicts between the God Realm and the God Realm." How big is the shock in the lower realm?!"

She is holding her collar.

"You don't want to die?!"

Raindrops had fallen and hit Shelley in the face.

"No."

She quickly digested Inanna's words, and then rushed to the sound of familiar footsteps in the distance.

"Inanna, do me a favor." She sighed, "I'm sure, I'll explain it to you."

A huge arc of light bloomed centered on the palace, and the golden divine power spread out in an instant, and even the dark cloud-covered sky was purified back to its original color.The black-haired goddess stood in the palace, chanting the incantation of God's blessing silently with her eyes closed.

Shelley sat in Inanna's enchantment, looking at her with some envy.

It's great, it's still possible to confront Enlil so majestically.

She deserves to be the goddess who blessed Uruk from a small village to a city-state and witnessed the establishment of the first dynasty of Uruk.

How determined was her figure.

Just like my former self.

Fingers inserted into the crevice where Tiamat was drawn into the body, and successfully separated a large enough wound - the smell of blood spread instantly, and Inanna turned her head to see Shelley throwing Tiamat away.

The sound of "kuang" made the whole earth tremble.

And Shelley put his hands into his body, as if he was looking for something.

"What are you doing……"

"I said, I'm already a fallen god." Shelley is sure that the system will not lie, but Inanna didn't need to lie just now: "So I think the reason why you still think I have a godhead is because ...this one."

She paused, stretched out her hand, and slowly unfolded it.

It was an egg lying in blood.

"I can't crush it."

Shelley took a deep breath, and the blood kept gushing from her wound: "But I don't want it to exist, but I..."

Wang's voice sounded outside the barrier.

"Shelley, come out."

She tried her best to suppress her anger, but Shelley didn't know why—but she felt that Gilgamesh was going to be angry, so she asked Inanna to use a barrier to keep the king and the warriors out.

There is only a piece of golden light in the enchantment, and everything inside cannot be seen.

"I'm out of strength."

Trembling hands stretched out, and Shelley put them in the palms of Inanna's.

"Why... do you want to do this."

Inanna held back the tears she was about to shed: "You..."

"Probably because..."

Even taking a deep breath did not have enough strength to speak, and Shelley's voice gradually weakened: "You... are more suitable than me..."

The god of Uruk, maybe it's more suitable for guys who don't care so much about their life and death.

"What about Gilgamesh, you too...you don't care at all."

The drops of water hit Shelley's palm little by little, and fell on the dark brown ground in an instant—except for the red clothes, the blood that was thrown out wantonly blended with almost everything nearby, and let them blend in. Everything is imbued with the breath of God.

"Be a little... more concerned."

[The main mission failed, the third world is over, and the new world is opening. 】

"So," she exhaled a breath of fishy sweetness and laughed.

"Before you give up..."

【Congratulations. 】

"Let go first."