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On the first day of Su Liang's return, during the daytime of New Year's Eve, the two went to the supermarket to buy ingredients together:

Su: "Do you want to eat this?"

Gu: "Eat!" (Replied happily.)

Su: "What about this one?"

Gu: "Yeah!" (Still happy.)

Su: "The one over there?"

Gu: "Okay!" (Joy without any hesitation.)

Su: "I remember, you don't have such a wide range of hobbies, do you?" (Somewhat surprised.)

Gu Hanze rolled his eyes and said very seriously: "As long as it's done by you, it's fine."

·

That night, the two of them nestled on the sofa and watched the show together.

Talk about the plots you like excitedly, and complain endlessly about the plots you don't like.

The whole process was discussed with great interest, basically without any other words mixed in.

·

A little later, after taking a bath, Su Liang hugged Gu Hanze who was obviously thinner in his arms.

This was the first time I hugged him seriously after coming back.

"Gu Hanze, I..." The words were choked in his throat, Su Liang gritted his teeth and hugged him even tighter.

He wanted to confide in the anguish of this period of time, to tell the miss of this period of time, and to know if the person in his arms missed him like him.

But he was afraid of getting an answer, which would make him hold back and not want to leave again.

"Shh~"

Gu Hanze put his fingers lightly on his lips, raised his head from his embrace, still the most gentle smile in his memory.

"I'm sleepy."

Gu Hanze said.

"Go to sleep." Su Liang calmed down, smiled softly, rubbed his head and said.

Gu Hanze shook his head, with a little willfulness: "I don't want to sleep."

After speaking, she leaned closer to him, bit her lips, and hugged him even tighter.

Su Liang understood, embraced him and deepened the kiss.

·

On the second day, it was almost the same.

On the third day...

until the end of his vacation.

The two of them seem to have everyday conversations, everyday exchanges, avoiding all the days when they are alone, and the topics that will be separated.

The day of vacation is coming, looking at Gu Hanze who is very lively every day, Su Liang certainly has some reluctance in his heart.

But he couldn't understand the person in front of him.

Gu Hanze clings to him every day, hugs him tightly, and pesters him in many things.

But never, never mentioned a word: He misses him, doesn't want him to go, wants him to stay.

Did you forget?Do you not have this self-awareness?still……

It was the day when he had to leave. It was an evening flight. The whole morning, the two of them were still as usual, but Su Liang was still hesitating in his heart.

How do I tell him that I'm going back to school?Will he keep him?If he stays, will he leave?

His body was suddenly embraced from behind, Su Liang knew it was Gu Hanze without turning his head.

These days, he would tirelessly do this kind of thing every day.

"Want to do housework with me?" Su Liang asked with a smile.

"It's almost time, isn't it? You, it's time to go." The hands on the back tightened tightly, as if they were holding his heart tightly.

Finally, this topic came up.

"Um……"

"Gu Hanze...I..."

"Let's go, I'll drive you." Gu Hanze's tone suddenly became very relaxed, and he said with a smile.

"..."

The conversation was interrupted again.

·

Outside the terminal, in the car park.

The car stopped for a while, and no one spoke first.

In the end, it was Gu Hanze who asked, "Time, aren't you in a hurry?"

"...No." Su Liang took a look, now go, go through everything, and arrive at the boarding gate, it should be half an hour earlier.

Gu Hanze opened the door first and got out of the car: "Let me help you carry your luggage. I won't let you in later."

"..."

Su Liang walked to the trunk, looked at the figure, and finally couldn't help it.

"Gu Hanze...you...why didn't you say anything?"

"Hmm..." Gu Hanze seemed to be thinking seriously, then turned around and smiled at him.

"Bon Voyage."

He said.

Su Liang clenched his fists and couldn't bear it anymore.

"...I don't want to leave. Gu Hanze, I miss you very much, I want to see you every day, I can see you as soon as I raise my eyes, I can touch you when I reach out, I want to stay by your side all the time, I don't want to go... ..."

"Why don't you say anything? Do you miss me when I'm not around... You don't say anything on the phone, even when you meet, you don't say a word of important things, I really... No I understand your thoughts! Gu Hanze, do you want me to stay?"

With his mouth covered, Gu Hanze lowered his head slightly, and after a while, he lifted it up and smiled at him.

"Is it time to go in? It's getting late."

It is still a word that is neither light nor heavy.

Su Liang clenched his fist, but finally let go.

"Okay... I'm leaving."

Swallowing all his emotions, he squeezed his luggage tightly and turned around.

After taking a step, the clothes were suddenly grabbed.

Su Liang's face instantly showed surprise. He just moved his body, but his arm was pinched.

"Don't turn around!"

The voice was very strong, mixed with emotions of extreme forbearance.

"There's a little dust on the clothes, I'll just pat it off for you, don't turn around..." Gu Hanze explained, his voice was much weaker.

"Gu Hanze..."

"Okay, it's clean, let's go." The urging words sounded again.

"..."

"I'll tell...Su Liang, when you come back, I'll tell you when you come back, so... let's go."

Gu Hanze stretched out his hand and pushed Su Liang forward a few steps, then quickly returned to the car.

Did not stop, just drove away.

But Su Liang heard his last sentence, which he said tremblingly.

He smiled softly, hating himself a little.

What is the answer and will it matter?

He was willing to abandon everything and stay here for Gu Hanze's sake, but would Gu Hanze be willing?

Obviously in Gu Hanze's heart, his future is more important!That's why he made that decision in the first place!

But he made him sad again because of his personal feelings...

Gu Hanze...

Su Liang held the luggage tightly, took a step, and walked towards the terminal building.

This time, there was more firm emotion in his eyes.

The hesitation seemed to disappear.

He understood Gu Hanze's intentions, he should have understood it long ago, but now he realized it more deeply.

It is the greater harm to him that he stays for him.

Gu Hanze, I won't be willful anymore, I want to grow up, I want to be someone who can protect you no matter what.

Gu Hanze, thank you for being willing to wait for me. I will make up for these two years with every day we spend together again in the future.

Gu Hanze, I will definitely not let you down.