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"Why are you here?" Gu Hanze was a little suspicious.

Seeing him, Xu Wen showed an aggrieved expression on his face: "Teacher Gu, I'm here to find you."

"Looking for me? What's the matter?" Gu Hanze asked.

"Teacher Gu is so indifferent to me these days, do you hate me?" Xu Wen asked.

"...Mr. Xu has excellent grades and is a very good student. I believe that no teacher in any subject will hate you?" Gu Hanze replied.

"Mr. Gu, is this perfunctory?" Xu Wen smiled helplessly, "That's right, Mr. Gu has been focusing on Zhang Yuran recently. After all, Zhang Yuran has higher grades than me and is beautiful. , in the teacher's mind, it's normal to prefer her, right? How can you have the time to take care of me?"

Gu Hanze thought for a while, and then explained: "You misunderstood, classmate Zhang encountered some difficulties that he could not solve by himself, so your counselor and I have been trying our best to help her in the past few days. If classmate Xu encounters difficulties, As a teacher, I will definitely do my best to help Xu, and there will be no partiality."

"It turns out that Teacher Gu is kind-hearted." Xu Wen smiled lightly and said, "Recently, Teacher Gu has been busy with Zhang Yuran's affairs, and I can't catch up with Teacher Gu every time I come here. Have a meal?"

Gu Hanze looked up and glanced upstairs, but he didn't see Zhang Yuran coming down. However, he just persuaded him that nothing would happen, right?

So, Gu Hanze agreed to Xu Wen and went to eat with him.

After eating, he went home directly, and then, the bad news came.

As Zhang Yuran's teacher, and as the last person Zhang Yuran saw, he clearly knew of Zhang Yuran's anomaly, but he failed to save her... On the contrary, it is very likely that Zhang Yuran finally gave up her life because of him.

He can't shirk the blame, accept all the bad words, he should bear all the guilt, there is no excuse, and he doesn't think he has the qualifications to excuse.

After the school leaders got to know the whole story of the matter, they didn't make a clear decision on punishment. It was Gu Hanze who chose to resign himself, and it was said that he was dismissed by the school.

However, in the end, he had no choice but to follow the rumors and make amends with death.He was timid and began to avoid it.

This is probably the worst decision he has ever made, right?

It is very common to use your own life to make up for the life of your own student. This sentence is very common in other people's unkind words to him, but he still failed to follow his words in the end.

Can only live cowardly and humble.

live in eternal shadow.

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Afterwards, he also thought that Xu Wen had left the building after him, and he might have seen Zhang Yuran, but he might not have.However, with a little deduction, Gu Hanze can completely guess who wrote it by relying on the last sentence.

But when Xu Wen knelt in front of him and cried, saying that he didn't know that Zhang Yuran's psychological endurance was so poor, and he was just jealous that she had been by Gu Hanze's side all this time, so he said a few angry words.

Xu Wen said that he was very scared, and begged Gu Hanze to let him go, saying that he was still very young, and he would be ruined if it got out...

Gu Hanze's heart softened.He also knew that even if Xu Wen really said a few words that he didn't know the severity of, all the crimes were caused by him, and he had no right to shirk it, and he should have been responsible.

So, he uttered the decisive and cruel words.

He will bear all the responsibilities and let Xu Wen get out of his world from now on.

And Xu Wen really got out, although because of Zhang Yuran's letter, everyone felt that Gu Hanze and Xu Wen were dating.

To Gu Hanze's reputation, this, nominal, uncontrollable boyfriend was added.

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Xu Wengun was clean and tidy, and had no contact with him for several years.

Until that night during the November holiday last year, Gu Hanze received a strange call.

Xu Wen got his number from somewhere and contacted him.

It was the first contact, and Xu Wen didn't give his name, but asked him about the follow-up of Zhang Yuran's matter.

Gu Hanze didn't recognize it, thinking it was Zhang Yuran's relatives abroad, and after answering patiently, hung up the phone.

Gu Hanze couldn't maintain a steady state of mind when the old things that had been dusty for too long were touched, and he walked up to the roof of the hotel unconsciously, blowing the wind for a long time, until Su Liang came up to find him.

Later, the similar weather of the second snowfall brought Gu Hanze's memory about this incident again.

It never dissipated, but the self-blame suppressed in the deepest part of his heart drove him to the roof, recalling the past, he sat in despair until the snow fell all over his body, without realizing it.

Then, when he fell into the ice cellar, he was pulled back by Su Liang.

The second contact was last Friday, just after the injury, Su Liang was cooking in the kitchen, and he was alone in the bedroom.

He was slandered by rumors again because of his suspension and going home.

Even though he knew that this matter had nothing to do with Su Liang, and that someone deliberately framed him, he still couldn't control his emotions so that he didn't care at all.

And at this juncture, Xu Wen called, bringing the incident he avoided, and reappeared in his world.

As a result, it was natural that the emotions that had been pretending all along finally collapsed.

Su Liang also noticed it, right?Something was wrong with him, but Su Liang didn't ask anything, just kept guarding him.

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Gu Hanze couldn't help recalling the first time the two met.

In fact, that hotel was opened by his family.

That day, he was invited by some people he knew in the past who came to this city for personal reasons to drink in a nearby bar. Naturally, it was inevitable that he talked about the past.

He suppressed his emotions, but he was in a mess, his ID card and wallet were thrown at the front desk, but because it was his family's store, he asked the waiter to take him upstairs before going through the formalities.

But when he went upstairs, when the waiter opened the door, Gu Hanze staggered down one floor and arrived at the floor where Su Liang was.

These are all known by Gu Hanze watching the surveillance from behind.

Su Liang opened the door for him, took him in, gave him the bed, and in the end, because he was worried about his health, he kept the medicine fee.

Although this move was misunderstood by him.

Later, when they met in school, he did what he thought was the lightest punishment, but let him write a self-criticism.

But after discovering that Su Liang was the one who took him back to the room that night, the past misunderstandings released some of the suppressed emotions in his heart.

He released it cautiously, and tried to do some self-righteous "punishment" behaviors, but the closer he got, this gentle and excessive person, this person who was never angry with him no matter what he did, after dodging for the first time, made his heart ache. Momentarily moved.

He began to reflect on whether he had really done something too extreme, whether he had caused Su Liang any harm.

To make up for it, he asked Su Liang to hold his hand, because Su Liang seemed to want to, let Su Liang eat the strawberries on his favorite cake, and promised to travel.

On Su Liang’s birthday, when the kiss fell on his finger, he finally knew exactly what Su Liang was thinking. , but he didn't seem to resist.

After Su Liang made that request, he was serious and ready to bear all the consequences.

But Su Liang just kissed his hand deeply again and hugged him tightly.

Later, he didn't know how to respond to that confession, so he ran away.

The unknown envelope contained a threatening photo, which made him start to get scared, worried about Su Liang's intentions.

He drank too much again.

After waking up, he saw what he looked like, saw the last communication record on his phone, heard the sound of water in the bathroom, saw Su Liang raised his head, and showed him a face that was already cold and bloodless. Warm smile.

He spoke in a concerned greeting.

He guessed what happened.

For the first time, he clearly discovered that this warm, irresistible little sun really melted his heart bit by bit.

He found that he had no way to leave Su Liang!

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Thinking of Su Liang, Gu Hanze slightly raised his lips.

If Su Liang hadn't picked him up and brought him back to his room...

If Su Liang didn't treat him so warmly later...

Will he always sink into self-blame and darkness, maybe a certain emotional breakdown, he really can't hold it anymore?

But he can't, he wants to live.

When Su Liang woke him up from the snow and hugged him to keep him warm, he clearly understood the truest desire in his heart.

He doesn't want to die, he wants to live and be with Su Liang.

Even though self-blame and guilt will accompany him forever, he still wants to live selfishly and be with Su Liang forever.

He will not easily do anything to hurt himself, even if the pain in his heart is hard to let go.

This is the last time to meet with the past, and it is also a farewell.The past, let it remain buried in the past.He was already looking forward to the future of Su Liang.

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And now Gu Hanze finally understands that in order to live desperately, he is not only escaping from death, but also to meet redemption and meet Su Liang one day.

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It's almost the end, Xiao Gu has admitted that he likes Xiao Su~~~ After the hardships, there is a new beauty~~