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The icy water pouring down from the top of his head and the ticking sound of the water falling into his ears temporarily stopped his thinking.

His body was a little stiff and he squatted under the shower, not daring to move.

I don't know how long it lasted like this.

click.

Someone tried to turn the bathroom door, but was unsuccessful because it was locked.

Naturally, this small voice could not pass through the water curtain and reach Su Liang's ears.

Like last time, most of his nerves were paralyzed.

With the sound of the key turning, the closed door was finally opened.

The well-dressed man stopped in front of him, Su Liang moved his stiff neck and looked up.

Gu Hanze seemed to have returned to his previous appearance, frowning slightly, looking at him with a complicated expression.

Su Liang frowned and smiled.

"Are you sober? Are you feeling better? Are you hungry? I'll go get something to eat."

·

Seeing his smile, Gu Hanze's expression became more and more unnatural. He didn't answer Su Liang's words, and raised his hand to turn off the water flow.

Su Liang moved his body and wanted to stand up, but fell forward uncontrollably.

Gu Hanze had already squatted down to support him.

"Uh...sorry, I'm a little overwhelmed, don't worry, it will be fine in a while." His voice was a little weak, and his lips lost some blood, but he still said with a smile.

Gu Hanze pulled him into his arms, breathed lightly, trying to help him warm up.

The heart was slowly infiltrated by the warm current, and the warmth gradually invaded the body.

Su Liang frowned slightly, and said in despair, "Don't do such a thing, Gu Hanze..."

Before he finished speaking, he was hugged even tighter.

Su Liang lay on his shoulders, once again the warmth in his eyes flashed across his cheeks.

"Don't you think it's too much for you to treat me like this..." Su Liang asked with a smile.

But her arms hugged him involuntarily, not wanting to let go.

"You have to bear the corresponding price, right?" Gu Hanze finally spoke, and smiled lightly.

"As for the price I have to bear after you leave, compared with the price I have to bear when I am with you, I realize that the former seems to be more unbearable..."

Su Liang opened his lips slightly: "Gu Hanze...but I...will..."

"That kind of thing... it's okay... just... can... give me a little more time?"

Gu Hanze seemed to be struggling in his heart, he curled up his hands holding him, his nails brushed lightly on his back, it was not painful, but trembling a little, and so was his voice.

Soft, with some requests.

"Don't go...until then...don't go..."

He said so.

"it is good."

Su Liang gently rubbed his head.

The smile finally broke all the deposited emotions.

Anxiety, timidity, hesitation, withdrawal...

These emotions were all broken by this soft request.

So, don't you hate him?

Before... just drank too much, too drunk, lost consciousness, right?

From now on, I can no longer let the person in my arms drink alcohol.

·

It was dark outside, it was already night.

Su Liang counted the utensils in the kitchen and decided what to do.

It seems that because the conversation just now was a bit difficult to talk about, after Gu Hanze came out of the bathroom, he locked himself in the room all the time, not knowing what he was doing.

"Su Liang." Gu Hanze called softly.

The man had already come out, standing behind him, just holding a notebook and a pen in his hand.

"What's wrong?" Su Liang asked.

Gu Hanze frowned, and pushed the notebook in front of Su Liang: "Can you... write me a line? Just write 'Chuanjiang Park'."

Chuanjiang Park.

It was the place he had mentioned on the phone.

"Okay." Su Liang nodded and agreed with a smile, without any change in expression.

After finishing writing, he handed the notebook back.

Gu Hanze glanced at the writing on it, frowned, and opened his mouth again: "You...you can also write with your left hand, right?"

Su Liang was startled, and immediately understood what he meant.

"Well, yes."

After responding, he took the notebook back and wrote it again with his left hand.

Gu Hanze frowned deeper: "Why don't you ask why you wrote these?"

"It doesn't matter, right? It's just two lines." Su Liang said with a smile.

"..." Gu Hanze's expression became more and more unnatural. He put away the notebook, looked around, and changed the subject lightly, "Tomorrow... I'll go shopping with you...Didn't you say last time that you would give Do you want to add something to the kitchen? Although I don’t need it, it doesn’t take up much space when I buy it back.”

"Okay." Su Liang nodded excitedly.

·

At the dining table, Gu Hanze bit his fork, facing the undisguised and passionate gaze of the person sitting opposite him, he turned his head awkwardly.

"You... don't you have anything to say?"

"Hmm..." Su Liang shifted his gaze to the glass in front of Gu Hanze, "Would you like some more orange juice?"

"...No need!" Gu Hanze moved the cup aside, "Do you really... have nothing to ask me? Regarding... why I called you... and... I have been hiding from you for so long , Today, you said so many inexplicable things, don't you have any idea? Is there nothing you want to ask me? "

"Hmm..." Su Liang thought for a while, propped his head on the table with his elbows, looked at Gu Hanze obediently and asked, "Why?"

"...Don't you care about that at all?" Gu Hanze asked angrily.

Su Liang frowned, but still smiled: "I care. But, concealing things is not always too much, right? If this kind of mood is because the truth is too difficult to tell, so for the sake of important people, concealing certain things, This is the result of too much love and unwillingness to hurt. A person who knows that the other party loves too much, even if he is bearing unimaginable suffering, must hide it, and must expose it, isn't it too much?"

"You... really leave me with nothing to do."

Gu Hanze smiled helplessly, and the next moment, his expression and tone became extremely firm.

"Give me some time. After it's over, I will definitely respond to you and my own feelings seriously."

Su Liang stretched out his little finger and shook it with a smile in front of him.

Gu Hanze realized what he meant, and shook his head helplessly: "Okay, I promise you."

Interlocking fingers is an unchangeable promise.

·

After dinner, Gu Hanze went back to his desk to read, while Su Liang was cleaning the dishes and arranging the tableware in the kitchen.

After doing all this, the mobile phone rang very appropriately.

"Hey... have you become addicted to night wandering? Are you not coming back again? What time is it?" Just after connecting, Shen Ming's indifferent tone came from the other end of the phone.

"Uh... sorry." Su Liang said with a smile.

"Wait, wait! Brother! Were you laughing just now! You actually laughed!" Shen Ming couldn't speak his shocked words.

"Uh……"

"Don't talk! Let me guess..." Shen Ming took a deep breath, and asked tentatively in a very low voice, "Could it be because of... Beibei?"

"Well. I'm at Gu Hanze's house right now, maybe I'll be back later?" Su Liang said.

"Fuck, it's real! You're reconciled! Su Liang, it's the weekend anyway, don't come back tonight, just stay there overnight! There's no room for you in the dormitory! Don't come back! No one will open the door for you! "Lu Hao grabbed the phone and finished talking excitedly, then quickly hung up.

He wanted to say something later, but was interrupted by the beep.

Su Liang sighed, these two people are really...

How do you feel happier than him?

But could he stay here for the night?

Su Liang looked at the backs of the people inside through the half-open bedroom door.

The joy of regaining what was lost made her feel more cautious.

Gu Hanze suddenly turned his head and met his eyes.

"...Is there something wrong?" Gu Hanze asked.

"No." Su Liang said, but he didn't shy away from standing in the distance and watching him from afar.

Gu Hanze walked up to him, looked a little embarrassed and said, "Then... do me a favor..."

"You said."

"I want to eat strawberry puffs! I want the ones from the one we went to last time! I want... three! Two of them are mine! The other one is for you." There was a look of anticipation on his face like a child. expression, looked at him seriously and said.

"Okay." Su Liang responded.

Gu Hanze stood where he was, thinking for a while, then ran back to the bedroom, rummaged for a while, found a scarf, hung it around his neck, then rummaged out and handed him an umbrella.

"It's snowing outside, you wear such thin clothes, you should be cold, right? Take these. By the way, there is no cold medicine at home. When you come back and pass by the pharmacy, remember to bring some. You have to take precautions after being drenched in cold water for so long. And ...Uh...you can bring whatever you want? My house is a bit too deserted, and I don't have anything. "

Gu Hanze said with some embarrassment.

"Okay, I'll go buy it." Su Liang couldn't help but reached out and rubbed Gu Hanze's head.

He was stunned for a moment, his eyes widened, as if frightened by this move, but soon, his expression became gentle, with a smile in his eyes, he took the initiative to take a step forward, and hugged him: "It's still early , don’t worry, take your time.”

Then, she let go of him, lowered her head shyly, pinched his clothes, and said, "Be careful on the road, I'll wait for you at home."

"um. Thank you."

·

It was already snowing heavily outside the house, the first snow swept across the sky, and the sides of the street were covered with silver, but the warm scarf blocked the cold wind.

Gu Hanze seemed a little concerned about the close contact between the two, but he was trying his best not to resist it.

Is it for him?

Gu Hanze, thank you.

Even if there are too many unexplained things between us, as long as you are willing, everything doesn't matter.

·

After Su Liang left, Gu Hanze returned to the desk, took out an envelope, and dumped it on the desk.

There are densely packed photos of him and Su Liang, but all the photos were taken from angles where Su Liang could not be seen clearly.

On the crumpled letter that came with the photo, there were only a few words written by hand.

"See you at Chuanjiang Park at 08:30 on Friday night."

It is indeed completely different from what Su Liang wrote in the notebook.

The moment he opened the bathroom door and saw Su Liang's smile, all hatred and doubts dissipated, and he knew that he had misunderstood...

My heart seemed to be melted away, I couldn't care about anything else, I just wanted to hug him tightly.

He knew that he was real and couldn't let go of that gentle little sun.

However, he still worried about letting him write these two lines...

Why... Su Liang didn't ask him anything?

It is clear that he has done such an excessive thing...

Why... can I be forgiven so easily...

"Ah……"

Gu Hanze smiled helplessly.

"Really, there is nothing I can do about you."

The author has something to say:

So the previous anomalies were all because Xiao Gu was threatened! ! !Xiao Gu really likes Xiao Su! ! !But because of being threatened, I didn't understand anything, and my first reaction was panic... I misunderstood... Xiao Gu already knew that he was wrong...so...