[Rebirth] I am also saving my sweetheart today

In the dormitory where Shi Tao and Xing Qing moved together, some of their things were packed in a box.

Shi Tao only moved his own cardboard box down, forgetting that he still had something in Xing Qing's box.

Since Xing Qing didn't pack the things by himself, and the luggage had been left there untouched since it was brought over, he didn't know exactly what happened.

Shi Tao said: "Wait for me, I'll go up and get it."

Xing Qing said: "Okay."

Shi Tao ran upstairs and knocked on the door, and said to Qin Yibai, "I forgot something."

Qin Yibai nodded and let him in.

Shi Tao found the cardboard box and asked, "You just left it like this when you moved it back? Why didn't you tidy it up?"

Qin Yibai said: "It's not a necessity, I bought all the things in it for him again, and I just don't want to throw them away."

Shi Tao: "..." He shouldn't have asked.

Shi Tao took out his things, and suddenly saw a yellow thing, he took it out and looked, "You are quite romantic, writing a love letter to Qing'er."

Qin Yibai was at a loss: "I haven't written it." He took it over and looked at it, and he was also stunned. It was a letter, and on the letter there were three large characters Qin Yibai written on it, which were his own.

Shi Tao packed up his things, "I'll go first, and I will return your Xing Qing to you before dinner."

Qin Yibai was stunned for a long time holding the letter by himself. He didn't know why, but his heart suddenly beat violently. It was obviously just an ordinary letter, but his whole body was tense and he didn't move for a long time.

He took a deep breath, laughed at his inexplicable cowardice, his hands trembled almost invisible, and slowly opened the letter with curiosity.

It was indeed his handwriting, but the contents inside were strange and terrifying.

[To Xing Qing:

I will be dead when you read this letter.

I know why you don't come to see me. Lao Lu told me that you have been blaming yourself all the time. He even scolded me and asked me to explain clearly to you. Little idiot, if you don't come to see me, how can I tell you? Say it.

The day the police came looking for me, I wanted to see you for the last time, so I went to you.Originally, I wanted to leave without saying a word, and I didn’t let you down for loving me for so many years, but I didn’t expect, I saw you standing in front of me with red eyes, looking like you wanted to hug me but didn’t dare to hug me, I he For a moment, my heart softened.

Am I a scumbag?I obviously didn't feel it after watching it for so many years, but at that moment, I actually thought you were damn attractive.

So I stayed that night.

You will call Lu Yanyu in my plan, if you don't call, it will not be you, you are always like this, timid, with stupid kindness.

I used to hate this kind of people the most, I thought they were hypocritical.

But once these qualities are put on you, it seems to be cute.

Misunderstanding.

I'm writing this letter to tell you, Xing Qing, don't like me anymore, I'm not a good person, and I'm not worthy of your liking, my whole life and I have long rotted in the mud.

There is no so-called fate between us. The time I saved you, I didn’t pass by shit. I have been staring at that grandson for a long time, but I have not found any evidence. So that day, catching the prisoner was my purpose. By the way.

I've never believed in fate. Things like fate are all stinky shit, but I think you have always believed in it, so I didn't tell you.

I may be a little incoherent, Xing Qing, when you meet someone like me in the future, go around the road, as far away as you can, you have to remember, Qin Yibai is not a good person, let alone your beloved, he is a Psychopathic monster, with him, you will only be bruised and bruised.

Even if I think about it, maybe I like you too, I'm sorry I just found out now.

But even then, I can't be with you. I'm a person who only has hatred in my heart. I can't give you the love you want. I don't deserve it.

Scumbag Qin Yibai]

……

Xing Qing hadn't done physical work for a long time, and after half a day, he lay down, Shi Tao patted him on the shoulder, "Thank you brother, I'll treat you to dinner another day."

Xing Qing waved his hand: "It's easy to say, right now I just want to go home, take a shower and sleep."

Xing Qing returned home exhausted and found that the lights were not turned on.

Qin Yibai went out?

He turned on the light in the living room, and suddenly saw a figure, which made his skin crawl with fright, "Qin Yibai? Why don't you turn on the light, it scared me to death!"

As soon as he finished speaking, Xing Qing noticed that something was wrong with Qin Yibai. Qin Yibai raised his head and looked at him coldly. His eyes were bloodshot and fierce. He seemed to be holding something in his hand. Xing Qing didn't see clearly.

"What's wrong with you?" He asked cautiously.

Qin Yibai looked at him with a hoarse voice, as if crying, "Do you like me?"

"I like it!" Xing Qing said.

"Then how do you know me?"

"How could you fall in love with me?"

Qin Yibai stood up and walked towards Xing Qing slowly, aggressively.

He walked very slowly, but every step seemed to be stepping on Xing Qing's heart.

"Xing Qing, who are you?" Qin Yibai stopped in his tracks, stood condescendingly in front of Xing Qing and asked, gnashing his teeth word by word.

"You... why did you ask this suddenly..." Xing Qing resisted the urge to retreat, and his voice became smaller and smaller.

Looking down, he saw something in Qin Yibai's hand. It was a... letter?

letter!

Xing Qing's eyes widened in an instant, as if his whole body was drenched by cold water, his whole body became cold from body to heart.

This is the letter Qin Yibai wrote to him back then!

At that time, because he was too sad and scared, he never had the opportunity to open the letter. Later, he met Qin Yibai and got along with him until now. Xing Qing's desire to open this letter became less and less, and then he gradually forgot up.

It's just that Xing Qing didn't expect that he would face Qin Yibai's last words to himself in this way.

Qin Yibai saw Xing Qing's emotional changes in his eyes, he snorted coldly, and suppressed the splitting pain in his heart, "Do you have anything to explain? Who is this Qin Yibai?"

After reading this letter, the only reasonable explanation Qin Yibai could think of was that Xing Qing liked another Qin Yibai at the beginning, and that person failed him and died, so Xing Qing found him and made him the That Qin Yibai's substitute.

The idea is simply ridiculous!

But Qin Yibai really couldn't think of a second possibility.

Xing Qing's heart was in a mess at the moment, he looked at Qin Yibai in front of him, and seemed to see Qin Yibai in his previous life through him, the two overlapped together, and broke Xing Qing's psychological defense all at once.

His legs softened and he almost knelt down, tears streaming out uncontrollably.

Qin Yibai caught him subconsciously, Xing Qing hugged Qin Yibai's waist, and said with sobs: "I like you, I have always liked you, you don't even know how much I like you... But I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Qin Yibai stroked Xing Qing's black hair lightly, after a while, he was silent for a long time, then suddenly raised Xing Qing's head and forced him to look at him, seeing Xing Qing's eyes full of tears, Qin Yibai brain Suddenly there was nothing, he kissed Xing Qing's face, and said in a mysterious way: "Xing Qing, I love you, and, no matter what you have done, I will forgive you."

Xing Qing looked like a prisoner who had received an amnesty order, crying loudly, as if wanting to vent all the grievances and pain in his heart.

Qin Yibai didn't say a word, just patted Xing Qing's back lightly, letting him cry.

After a long time, Xing Qing gradually calmed down, and his sanity gradually returned.

Getting up from Qin Yibai's arms sobbing, he secretly scolded himself for being so old and out of control.

"I want to read that letter first, and I'll tell you everything after I read it." Xing Qing said hoarsely.

His face was covered with tears, and his little face was so red from crying that he looked pitiful and cute.

Qin Yibai suddenly wanted to pinch it, "Haven't you seen it?" He asked strangely.

Xing Qing nodded, "You are the first person to see it."

Qin Yibai didn't know what to say for a while, and handed the letter over with a complicated expression.

Xing Qing took a deep breath, just opened it and then closed it, he held Qin Yibai's hand, "I dare not, you watch it with me."

Qin Yibai: "..." Why did he want to accompany his boyfriend to read the letter written by his rival in love to his boyfriend?

"I've seen it." Qin Yibai said angrily.

"What's written on it?" Xing Qing raised his eyes and asked him.

Qin Yibai: "..." He suddenly wanted to beat Xing Qing up.

In desperation, he had no choice but to look down at Xing Qing and take another look at the letter written by his "rival in love".

Xing Qing looked at the tears streaming down again.After reading it, he spat out two words: "Scumbag!"

Obviously not talking about himself, Qin Yibai suddenly frowned after hearing this.

Xing Qing just cried and vented his emotions almost, so even though the content of the letter gave him a great shock, he did not lose control of his emotions as before.

"I have someone I love very much, and his name is Qin Yibai." Xing Qing spoke slowly, his hoarse voice was like fine stones rolling over Qin Yibai's heart, densely packed with pain.

Xing Qing glanced at Qin Yibai, and continued: "He is a policeman. Once he accidentally saved my life. Since then, I have fallen in love with him."

From caring at the beginning to liking later, people say that the days of unrequited love are always bitter and sweet, and Xing Qing is no exception. He talked about the stupid things he did to chase after Xing Qing, but now he recalls, even more Much of it is sweet. Speaking of these, there is a smile on the corner of his mouth.

Qin Yibai's face sank, and he made no secret of his jealousy towards that "Qin Yibai".

Xing Qing lowered his voice, and continued: "But, he made a serious mistake..." Xing Qing told Qin Yibai everything about that year.

The more Qin Yibai heard it, the more something was wrong, his brows were furrowed.

"After he was imprisoned, I never dared to see him. I didn't dare to see him until after his death, when I held his funeral."

"I have always blamed myself, because I called the police myself, and because I found out that I kept saying that I loved him, but I never tried to help him or understand him... Fortunately, God gave me a chance to start again ..."

Xing Qing's nose was a little blocked, and his voice was murmuring, "When I woke up, I found that I was 18 years old again, and I thought, if I find him first, maybe I can stop him from making mistakes, and then... what happened later , you know it all."

There was a momentary shock on Qin Yibai's face, but he seemed to accept what Xing Qing said very quickly. He spoke, more like talking to himself, "Really..."

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Chapter 58 has no content. I accidentally made a mistake before. 57 and 59 are connected.

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