Flattered, my president is too black-bellied

My voice was loud, which surprised Lin Xichen. He looked at me for a moment, but he quickly maintained his composure, pointed at me and shouted loudly, "Then get out, get out of here Yes, don't let me see you looking so disgusting."

I was very sad when I heard his words.I never thought that Lin Xichen would be so heartless.How could he be so unfeeling to me, I...I...

I stood there in a daze for a long time, just looking at him like this, thinking of many, many things in the past, I couldn't help but want to cry, why did he and I come to this point today, I don't like Liu Yifan at all, and I Not with him... I really don't understand why Lin Xichen thinks that I have such a relationship with Liu Yifan.

Looking at his angry face, I turned and ran away without wanting to look any more.I don't know when the relationship between Lin Xichen and I became so rigid.

Lin Xichen saw me running away and ignored me.Instead, I turned around and went back to the classroom to continue the class. I also went back as if nothing had happened.

Liu Yifan, who was in the same class as me, was surprised when he saw me. When get out of class was over, he asked, "You seem to be not well. What happened?"

"It's nothing."

Regarding the relationship between Lin Xichen and me, I didn't want to bother telling him, and I was also afraid that Liu Yifan would be angry because Lin Xichen said that about me.

I remember that from that day on, the relationship between me and Lin Xichen became very rigid.He doesn't talk to me, and I don't talk to him.

I don't know when a lot of people I never knew began to gather around him. He and Xu Jie are often together.

It's just that there are no too intimate actions. Seeing him getting closer and closer to Xu Jie makes me feel very uncomfortable.I don't know why I'm jealous of that woman getting up.

Why do I still have an obsession with Lin Xichen? I don’t even know why I like a straight man, and I have followed him for such a long time. I am simply an idiot myself.

That night, when I went back to the dormitory, I saw Lin Xichen was also in the dormitory, and ignored him.He looked at me and didn't say a word. I packed up all the things that could be packed, and then officially moved into Liu Yifan's villa with my few things.

From that day on, I don't know when the school started.Rumors began to spread that Liu Yifan and I were gay.Although the rumors were true, I didn't pay much attention to these things, and Liu Yifan and I didn't have that kind of relationship either.As for whether this rumor was deliberately released by Lin Xichen, I don't want to pursue it too much.

Fortunately, Liu Yifan didn't know much about this matter, otherwise he would definitely have gotten into a fight with Lin Xichen because of his temper.I moved to Liu Yifan's side.

In fact, I am a little uncomfortable with Liu Yifan, maybe it is not the environment I live in, so I am a little slow to accept it, but fortunately Liu Yifan is not too alienated.

On the contrary, he is very good at taking care of people. Sometimes when he comes back early, he will cook for me himself. Although I don't want him to do this kind of thing for me, but he insists on doing it for me. There is nothing to do with him.

A month later, the weather has gradually cooled down, and everyone has started to wear long trousers.Lin Xichen and I haven't spoken for a month. Just when I thought I would never get in touch with him, he suddenly found me after school that day. I felt very embarrassed and looked at him and didn't know what to say.

He looked at me, seemed to be very nervous, looked at me and said, "...how are you doing recently?"

"good!"

After two sentences, they seemed very embarrassed to each other, as if they didn't know how to express their emotions.

"At the beginning, I'm sorry for saying such exaggerated words to you."

I looked at him, then turned my eyes away and said, "It's okay, I don't care too much anyway."

"So, would you mind if we go back to the way we were?"

"I've said it all, I don't mind, I've never been angry with you, let the past go! What are you talking about?"

"Chen Liao, I knew you were not such a stingy person." Didn't wait for me to react?Lin Xichen had already hugged me tightly.

Then, I met and rubbed my hair lately, although he apologized to me, but I was not happy at all, I didn't feel any emotion, I don't know why.

"How are you and Xu Jie doing now?" I asked suddenly, and Lin Xichen's expression suddenly froze.

It can be seen from his state that something may have happened between him and Xu Jie.As for what happened, I am afraid only the two of them know.

Lin Xichen was stunned for a long time before saying, "Actually, it's nothing. I scared her away because I don't know how to chase girls. You promised me to teach me how to chase her, but you ran away with Liu Yifan yourself."

"You! I really think that Liu Yifan and I have that kind of relationship..."

"..." He looked at me and sighed, "What else?"

"Don't you hate being very gay?"

He nodded, then sat down on a bench, looked at me and said, "I'm really disgusted, but I thought about it too, you and I can bear it, but seriously, do you really like Liu Yifan?"

"If you say you like it, you can like it! Anyway, it's no big deal."

"Well, but if he dares to bully you, you tell me, I will never spare him."

I smiled wryly, I will probably always be thought by him that the person I like is Liu Yifan!

But that's okay, anyway, I can avoid the embarrassment of letting you know that I like you.

"The stars today are very beautiful." He sat on the long chair, looked at the stars in the sky and said with a smile.

I nodded, and looked up at the stars in the sky, and suddenly felt that the stars in the sky were really beautiful, and I felt like I was in them.

At this moment, the phone rang suddenly. I looked at the caller and found that it was Liu Yifan. I looked at Lin Xichen with some embarrassment, and then turned to answer the phone.

"You are outside the school now, let's go back together." Hearing Liu Yifan's voice, I suddenly looked at Lin Xichen who was sitting aside.

After a pause, he said, "Go back first! I'll just take a taxi back later."

"You... what happened..."

On the other end of the phone, he paused and then said, "—Isn't it with Lin Xichen?"

When I heard him say Lin Xichen, I froze for a moment, and then responded with a natural "hmm".

Then there was a sneer on the phone, and it took a long time before he said, "It's okay, I'll just wait for you at the school gate."

After finishing speaking, before I could retort and tell him not to wait, he had already hung up the phone.

Lin Xichen who was sitting on the chair looked at me and asked, "Is it Liu Yifan?"

I nodded, sighed, then took out two cigarettes from my pocket and handed one to Lin Xichen. Lin Xichen looked at the cigarettes in my hand, and said, "Xu Jie doesn't like men who smoke, so I'm halfway through Quit smoking a month ago."

I was very surprised, the cigarettes passed in my hand were just like this, it took a long time to react and smiled wryly, then put one of the cigarettes in my mouth, lit it with a lighter and smoked.

He watched my smoking and said, "Don't smoke too, it's bad for your health."

"It's okay, I like it." (Because this is what you used to like to smoke, and you taught me to smoke, and I will never quit in my life.) You will never know these things.

He remained silent for a long time.He said, "Liu Yifan cares about you."

I nodded my head and said "yes", ignoring him and continuing to smoke, Lin Xichen saw that I didn't speak, only cared about smoking, got up and said, "It's getting late, since he asked you to go back together, you and him Let's go back together!"

I nodded and said "OK."

He nodded, followed me towards the school gate, and said as he walked, "In the future, if there are people, you should discipline yourself and take good care of yourself. Don't let Liu Yifan worry about you."

I smiled and didn't answer, because I don't know how to answer Lin Xichen, maybe he really thinks that Liu Yifan and I are together, how can I say this feeling?It's weird, the feeling of being misunderstood by someone you like.

Lin Xichen and I have already separated by a layer of distance, it seems that I am getting farther and farther away from Lin Xichen, and he repeatedly feels that it is the right thing.But I don't want to pay too much attention to it. This feeling is something I can't explain clearly.

The two came outside the school gate one after the other, and saw Liu Yifan waiting beside the car. Liu Yifan was quite surprised to see Lin Xichen following behind me. If you cook ahead of time, you can eat it when you get home.”

I nodded, and Lin Xichen who followed behind smiled, walked to Liu Yifan, looked at him and smiled and said, "Since he has followed you, take good care of him in the future."

Liu Yifan was in a state of ignorance of the whole matter, so he was still very surprised to hear this, not knowing what was going on.

"Of course I will take good care of him, and I won't let Chen Liao stay by your side like that." Liu Yifan's words were meaningful, and Lin Xichen didn't listen much, just nodded casually and smiled.

The two had a brief conversation, and then Liu Yifan turned around and sat in the driver's car, closing the door. The moment the car left, I saw Lin Xichen standing there with a slight sadness in his eyes.

It was too dark, and as to whether I could see clearly, I didn't know for sure.Liu Yifan looked at me and asked curiously, "What happened, why did Lin Xichen suddenly hate me for saying those strange things?"

"He, he misunderstood that I told you that we were already together as lovers, that's why I said that, but it's actually nothing."

Hearing my answer, Liu Yifan stared at me stunned and asked, "Why does he think so."

I explained to Liu Yifan with a wry smile, "In the past, there was a gay man in our class, and then that man died, leaving behind another man named Ding Wei. Back then, I asked Lin Xichen to help that man in order to save that man, so Lin Xichen watched When I live with you, I think you and I are lovers—"