I was hugged tightly by him, and I suddenly remembered the past, which flashed in my mind like a movie clip.His arms are still as strong as I can remember.

I hugged him with a wry smile and said, "What's the matter, he hugged me all of a sudden."

"I'm sorry..." He took a deep breath, rubbed the back of my head with his left hand twice, let go of my body and said, "I just feel guilty, I don't know how to express it, so I want to hug you, You won't mind!"

I nodded, looked at him and smiled, hesitantly thinking about what to say and said, "It's nothing, just hug it for a while, just don't do that. But, I think, you and I have no chance to do that either." It's over, what should be over is over, and I don't need to ruin your life anymore."

"Hmm." When he heard me say that, he seemed to have thought of something, and looked away flusteredly, but he didn't want to look at my nod.

"Actually, I'm quite envious of Xu Jie. It's really good to be with you. You should cherish her and don't destroy this relationship."

He breathed a sigh of relief and looked at me.He coughed, put his hands in his pockets and said, "No, and I didn't let her know about you and me, I'm afraid she'll think wildly."

I nodded, understanding how a woman would feel if she found out that her husband had been secretly in love with a boy in the same class as me for so many years.

I smiled wryly, seeing that he didn't want to talk about this topic, and asked deliberately, "Do you have a cigarette?"

He seemed a little surprised, looked at me in a daze for a while and said, "You smoke."

I nodded, he saw me nodding, then took out a cigarette from his pocket and handed it to me, I didn’t care about taking out a cigarette from the cigarette case, put it in my mouth and asked, “Is there a lighter? Fire up."

He took out the lighter from his pocket again, and then took the initiative to light the flame on the lighter for me, and put it on the cigarette dangling from my mouth, with a very gentle hand on his side in case the wind would blow it out, and gave it to me. Point.

Then looked at me, smoking a cigarette skillfully.He puffed out white smoke rings and asked me, "When did you start smoking, I remember you didn't smoke before."

I nodded, took a deep puff of the cigarette, exhaled white smoke from my nose, flicked the burnt cigarette with my hands skillfully, and said with a smile, "It's actually true that I started to learn to smoke when I came out of home. Smoke a few when you are upset."

"What happened to your right ring finger? When did you get hurt?" He suddenly saw the scar on my right finger and asked.

I raised my hand holding the cigarette and looked at it.With a wry smile, he said indifferently, "It's nothing, it's just a cut."

"Why...why did you cut your own hand?"

I looked at my ring finger on my right hand and was stunned for a moment. Thinking of the past, I sighed and said, "I... I couldn't figure it out before. Others can get married, and others can be with the person I like, only me No, only me, this finger will never be able to wear a wedding ring, so I couldn't think about it at the time. I tried to chop off this finger with a knife, but the bone was too hard, and I cut it twice without breaking it. It's nothing, it's just that the fingers are a little unsightly now."

After I finished speaking, I took another puff of the cigarette without paying attention, so that the smell of the smoke could be conveyed to the brain nerves thoroughly.

Lin Xichen looked at me, listened to what I said, and didn't speak for a long time.In fact, he didn't speak for a long time, and I didn't care, I stood opposite him and smoked.

It was not until he finished smoking a cigarette and threw the butt on the ground to stamp it out that Lin Xichen said, "You are so stupid, what if you really cut off your finger."

"Cut it off, isn't it just right for me?"

I don't want to talk to him about these words anymore, I looked at the sky.Then he said, "It's getting late, you and Xiaoxue, go back quickly! Don't come here again, and I don't want to see anyone again. I think you should understand what I mean, and it will be embarrassing when we meet. "

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