Flattered, my president is too black-bellied

At that time, time passed quickly.Lin Xichen and I have known each other for more than two weeks in a blink of an eye.

A few of them also often took me to play basketball, tennis and other sports.Sometimes I often stay out at night.

In the past, I usually would not participate in this kind of school activities.But after I met Lin Xichen and the others, I was often dragged by them to participate in this kind of sports.His physical fitness was not very good before, but after being led by Lin Xichen and others to play basketball, he found that he also had less obvious abdominal muscles, and his body became much stronger.

Every day during the day, Lin Xichen is like that handsome guy Rukawa Kaede in the Japanese anime "Slam Dunk", who can't wake up no matter how hard he sleeps.

So every time the teacher assigns homework, let me help him with it.I don't know if I have accepted this friend, or what.

It has become a habit for me to help Lin Xichen with his homework, or help him copy texts, and he will take me with him wherever he goes.

This day, he crawled on the table to sleep.I listened carefully to the teacher's lecture. In fact, the teacher's lecture was not so understandable.Fortunately, my learning ability is relatively good.

After I finish writing it myself, I have to help Lin Xichen write it.It seems that the teacher saw that I helped him write the topic, but he ignored my behavior. It was later learned that Lin Xichen's parents were both teachers.

After three o'clock in the afternoon, I have to go to art class, usually they are almost finished.I'm still learning in class.

Lin Xichen is a very loyal person. Every time I have an art class, he will wait for me near the art class classroom.

Until the end of my get out of class, on this day, he was still the same.Seeing me coming out, he rubbed his long hair with a cigarette in his mouth, looked at me with a smile and said, "Why is it taking so long, doesn't it usually end 10 minutes earlier than this?"

I nodded, looked at him and said, "Today the teacher taught us something new, so the end of get out of class is late."

He threw the remaining cigarette butts on the ground and stomped them out.Nodding his head, he said, "Let's go back!"

I nodded, and then walked towards home with the two of them one after the other.We walk this road every day, but today we had a hiccup on the way home.

Originally, when the two of them were chatting about trivial matters, they walked back while walking.Suddenly I heard someone making noise in front of me. I haven't noticed what's going on?Suddenly, Lin Xichen pulled him aside and covered his mouth to prevent him from speaking.

I thought someone robbed it?Lin Xichen looked at it for a while before letting go of me and said, "It seems that a girl confessed to a boy. Come on, let's go and have a look."

Before I could react, I was pulled forward by him, and then I saw a girl, it seemed that there was a boy standing in front of her.Anyway, because the light is too dim, I can't see clearly.

I only heard the woman say, "Do you not like me?"

"Can you stop pestering me, I like whoever cares about me." The man wanted to leave after speaking.

That girl rushed over and grabbed him forcibly. I don't like this kind of lazy behavior, but Lin Xichen watched it with relish, and whispered, "What is that idiot doing? This girl begged him to do it in a low voice. You are so calm, what a waste."

As soon as Lin Xichen finished speaking, I heard the girl seem to be crying, grabbed the boy and said, "Tell me, do you like a boy named Wu Yu in our class?"

"What's the matter with you letting go. Didn't I tell you earlier? I'm gay and I like men. Can you not bother me?"

"I do not believe."

I couldn't raise my spirits at first, but suddenly I heard this boy say that he is gay, and I was inexplicably pricked in my heart.

At this moment, I looked up at Lin Xichen, feeling skeptical that Lin Xichen might not be the kind of person who doesn't accept comrades.

However, what Lin Xichen said next completely shattered the thoughts I couldn't think of in my heart.He was also surprised, and he opened his mouth completely out of emotional expression and cursed, "Fuck, what a pervert."

When I heard him say pervert, I was actually very disappointed.I originally thought that a friend like Lin Xichen who was always with me would not be too repulsive towards the same sex, but I was wrong.

After Lin Xichen finished speaking, I actually couldn't hear what the woman and the man said until they left.

Lin Xichen didn't seem to be able to calm down. He took out a cigarette from his pocket, then took out a cigarette with a lighter and put it in his mouth. He leaned against the wall in disappointment and said, "I thought it was a girl chasing a boy? I didn't expect this guy to be a pervert." , actually like men. According to me, those who like men might as well be fucking disgusting, don't be disgusting in this world. "

Although Lin Xichen just stated that he hates homosexuality, but this curse on homosexuality makes me very sad and desperate.I know he is not talking about me, but I know that I am such a person, I was born to be such a person, what can I do, I suddenly feel very hopeless.

Am I really that disgusting?Should you really die?I don't know why, when I think of this, I tremble all over, and I can't help but want to cry.

In order to hide my emotions, I lowered my head and asked without looking at Lin Xichen, "They just fell in love with the same sex, so it's not that disgusting!"

In the last tone, I especially emphasized.Lin Xichen heard what I said.He sneered and said, "A man is born to marry a woman. How could he be with a man? Isn't that ridiculous?"

I didn't comment on what he said.Because I don't know how to pervert.He saw that something was wrong with me and said, "What's wrong with you, it seems that you are not in a good mood."

I shook my head with a wry smile and said, "It's okay, this is not far from my house, you should go back soon!"

After finishing speaking, I didn't listen to his explanation, turned around and left towards home.I don't know what he thinks of me either.

When I got home, I was in my room, thinking of what Lin Xichen said, I couldn't help crying for some reason.

I curled up on my bed, thinking about Lin Xichen's words.I can cry for a long time by myself.

Could it be because Lin Xichen is my friend and I don't think he said anything about himself.Anyway, I don't want to think about anything, I just want to cry well.

That night, I had a very strange dream. I dreamed that I was with Lin Xichen, and then Lin Xichen suddenly hugged me and whispered something in my ear.And even kissed me, I don't know why I cried so sad in my heart.

The dream stopped at this time, I woke up suddenly, and found that I didn't know why I was crying, and I was crying very sadly.

Maybe I can't accept myself, and maybe I can't accept the fact that Lin Xichen likes women.

I feel so stupid, but what can I do?Who made Lin Xichen so handsome and gentle.