Flattered, my president is too black-bellied

After learning that I often dreamed that I was kissing boys, I started looking for things about it like crazy. Later, I stumbled upon a book about gay knowledge.

It wasn't until I read that book that I realized I was gay.when you know the word.I almost despaired, because at the time I didn't understand comrades at all.After reading the book, I found out that if one of the gay men is the subject.Then it is difficult for this person to accept marriages between men and women, and he even says that he cannot fall in love with women normally, and he must find the same gay man to live with.

What I found is not only these, but also, the feelings of gay men will never be accepted by the world, and they can only live in the darkest place. This is also the beginning of my painful life.

After understanding this, I was very disappointed and scared. What I lost was that I was gay, and I was born with [Shou].The painful thing is that I may not be able to express my feelings to the person I like for the rest of my life.

I was also at that time, tentatively asked many people, everyone had the same opinion, hated comrades, hated people like me, and thought people like me were different.

After I learned about my situation, I lived cautiously, and I was even more afraid that my parents would find out that day.My father is definitely not the kind of person who can accept gays, so I would rather die than let him know that my son is gay.

In such a shadow, I entered high school.Then, that year.I got to know Lin Xichen, a person in my life. I have been madly infatuated with this person for more than ten years, but now I find it ridiculous.

I was like so many freshman students that year.I came to this high school with strange emotions.

The students are very enthusiastic, and I am also very happy.Although I know in my heart that I like boys.But after all, I went to high school, and I was very happy.

On the first day of class, I sat with a man named Lin Xichen.

At that time, Lin Xichen had delicate features and was quite tall.His personality is also very good. He is an outgoing boy who likes to play basketball and studies well.

As for me, although I'm not the kind of person who is too introverted, I don't like playing basketball like Lin Xichen. What I like seems to be more literary things.Maybe it has something to do with being a gay [Shou]!

When the teacher arranged the seats on the first day, Lin Xichen asked me curiously, "Hey! You are also from Beijing. What is your name from that place in Beijing?"

"My name is Chen Liao, what about you?" I asked with a smile.

He smiled and said, "My name is Lin Xichen, you can call me Xichen. You are from that area of ​​Beijing. I just asked you, but you haven't said anything yet?"

"In the xxx district." He nodded when he heard me say that, and then said, "My house is also nearby."

"Really? What a coincidence."

That's how I met him. The head teacher of our class is an old man in his 30s.

On the first day of class, I briefly introduced myself.Then start class.

Lin Xichen watched the teacher lecturing on the stage, stood up the textbook in a small way, and said in a low voice, "It's really unlucky. The head teacher turned out to be an old man when he was promoted to high school. It would be great if he had a beautiful teacher."

I frowned, thinking that this buddy was too much, and it was only the first day of school.If the teacher on the stage heard this, he might be so angry that he vomited blood.