Goddess routine

Although the old man's words made her uncomfortable, Su Ziqing weighed his abilities and had to admit that what he said made some sense.

But with her current social status and savings, it is simply impossible to cure her father's illness.

So, she had to find a rich and powerful relative to help her with this.

Looking at all the people around her, only one person met this condition.

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Since she was admitted to university, she has been staying in the city thousands of miles away from home, and has not returned to the small county where she studied for many years.

This time I came back to look again, only to find that the county where I had studied here for three years had changed a lot.

The campus of the No. [-] middle school they attended at the beginning moved its address, and the old school building became a private high school, but the snack street in front of the door remained unchanged.

As soon as the school bell rang, there were still many students filing out, flocking to various stalls to buy their favorite food.

The big gilt characters on the school gate have changed, and the banyan trees on both sides still stand dutifully beside the road, carrying the road ash on both sides of the street.

After Mo Xiaobei came out of the hospital, he walked around to the gate of the school unknowingly, looking at the talking and laughing students, as well as the few bookstalls at the school gate where the college entrance examination review materials remained unchanged, feeling a little empty in his heart.

Unknowingly, she walked to the rice noodle shop where she first met Su Ziqing. The layout inside has not changed after several years.

A lot of students beside her were chattering about how many points they had scored in this exam and how much they ranked, and about the most popular TV male star at the moment. She listened with great interest, and couldn't help but walk to the seat where she sat. Order a bowl of rice noodles.

After a few years, the price of rice noodles has risen a lot, but this time, she no longer needs to worry about not having enough money.

Su Ziqing asked her to help take care of Teacher Su in the hospital, while she went to various places to find famous doctors every day. When she talked with her every day, she could hear from the microphone that she was very tired.

But she had nothing to do but comfort her.

In fact, everyone is so vulnerable when facing illness.Especially poor people in their families dare not get sick at all.

When she was in her junior year, her grandma suffered from diabetes and lost her eyesight. She was sent to the hospital for less than half a month before being brought back by her parents.

The doctor said why she couldn't see the reason, she can't remember clearly, but the 2 yuan she spent in the hospital was real.

During her winter vacation, she went to see her grandma, and saw that she was such a domineering person, with messy gray hair, curled up on a wicker chair like an abandoned child, using a thick branch as a walking stick, from time to time Poking, muttering to himself, not knowing what to say.

Next to her grandfather was playing mahjong with a few people on a table, surrounded by people watching the fun, and only her grandma was sitting alone at the door basking in the sun.

Looking at it, her eyes became wet.

When she was still reading "If You Give Me Three Days of Sight" by Helen Keller, in order to experience the feeling of being blind, she once covered her eyes with a cloth for an hour.

She bumped into countless places in this hour, and her body was covered with bruises. When she finally removed the cloth from her eyes, she remembered that she was crying.

So she understands how much her grandma longs for light.She also asked why her parents didn't heal her eyes.

The answer I got was that she was already so old, anyway, she didn't have a good life for a few years, and our family has your father gambling, and your siblings are studying, how can we afford it?Anyway, she can eat even if she is blind, isn't it enough to be alive.

Therefore, it is absolutely not wrong to describe a person as a living state when they are old.

But when he was sick, she could completely understand his relatives wanting to cure him as soon as possible and wanting him to live hard.

However, there are so many hardships in life, why should we try our best to live?

"Ziqing, let's eat here."

When she lowered her head to drink the soup, she suddenly heard an unfamiliar man calling a familiar name.

She thought she had heard it wrong, and raised her head slightly, just in time to see a woman in a kudzu veil dress holding a bag and pushing open the glass door to come in from the outside.

After a few years, the youthful air and gentleness in her body completely faded away, replaced by the coldness between her brows and eyes, and the seemingly indistinct Shen Wei.Even the color of the dress she likes to wear has changed from a bright color to a calm and cool color.

She can no longer be described as a girl, but a clearly grown woman.

Behind her, a young man in casual clothes pulled the glass doorknob for her in a gentlemanly manner, and then let go of the doorknob when she came in.

When they came in, Mo Xiaobei hurriedly lowered his head, and heard them order a bowl of rice noodles for two, and then the man began to say a lot of words to greet her.

Although she didn't hear the familiar voice, Mo Xiaobei still felt as if tens of thousands of bees were buzzing in her ears.

There was still more than half of the rice noodles in her bowl, but she didn't have the desire/desire to eat any more. She got up and walked all the way to the front desk to pay, and hurried out of the shop.

It was already the end of August, and the afternoon sun was not too harsh. She stood in front of the rice noodle shop and looked at the old Beijing cloth shoe shop with a familiar plaque on the opposite side. Shoes, I think that seems to be a thing of the last century.

She walked back slowly along the side of the asphalt road step by step, watching the sun fall under her steps according to her shadow, step by step, exactly the same as when she first came to this county.

When she got to the hospital gate, she didn't go in. After waiting for about half an hour, she saw the young man talking a lot with someone she knew at the gate, and said goodbye.

After seeing the man get into a Land Rover, Mo Xiaobei slowly walked out from the alley next to the hospital.After Su Ziqing watched him leave, he happened to meet her gaze.

It is as calm as a turquoise lake with no waves under the warm sun, and there is no trace of waves.

The afternoon sun was warm enough to make her feel sleepy even with her eyes open.The feeling of wanting to sleep anywhere without any care is very urgent.

However, it is precisely because people have restraint that they feel tired after living this life.

"Aren't you going to ask me who that person is?"

"I just want to know, do you still need me to help you guard Teacher Su?"

What she said was very cryptic, and she was actually very restrained.

Usually, I never say sweet words, the most I do is smile gently with her, cook for her when she is busy reading documents, and read a book by myself.

It was as light as water, and it was impossible for her to make any waves.

"My father's illness is not optimistic, so I went to my mother."

She didn't want to ask, but Su Ziqing said anyway.

With dark circles under the eyes that are very thick and can't be concealed even after applying concealer, at the entrance of the hospital, looking at the people who come and go who don't know their future life and death, and gently said to her, "I can break up with my mother regardless of her mood, But, let me leave my dad alone, I really can't do it. So... I agreed to some of her conditions. Xiaobei... I'm sorry."

When she broke up with her mother back then, Mo Xiaobei had a vague premonition that such a day would come, but she never imagined that it would come so soon.

In the past two years, the Internet has become more and more developed, and there are often posts about a certain gay couple breaking up with their parents because they confessed their relationship to them.

Whenever she sees it, she feels incredible.For his biological parents, Mo Xiaobei has always been grateful.Even if her father was addicted to gambling and made their family feel very uncomfortable, she never blamed him, she was still a caring little padded jacket.

Whether you are foolish or filial, or blind, blood relationship, which has been rooted in the blood of Chinese children for thousands of years, is something you can't get rid of even if you want to.

She believed that Su Ziqing was definitely the same.She is also clear about her situation and Teacher Su's current state.

So even if she wanted to blame her, what could she blame her for?

Mo Xiaobei's heart was very peaceful.She looked up at the extraordinarily blue sky, and forced down the hot tears in her eyes.

Then he lowered his head and smiled softly at her, "Ms. Su is still asking where you have been recently. I told him that you are busy with work. Later... If he asks where I have been, you will follow me like this." He said it. I have to hurry back, go back now, maybe I can catch the last flight."

That's all for now, there's no need to say anything more.Su Ziqing nodded slightly, as if a large piece of sweet-scented osmanthus cake was stuck in her throat, making her unable to speak.

After holding back for a long time, I smiled softly, the light in my eyes was like fine gemstones under the sun, "These days, thank you for taking care of my dad for me."

"You're welcome, you... and Mr. Su have to be good... remember... eat on time."

After saying these words, without waiting for her to say anything else, she turned around and walked away slowly step by step.

She didn't fly back to work in the company immediately, but still ran to the Internet cafe where she checked the information.

She didn't bring an ID card, but she looked young, and the uncle of the network administrator thought she was a little girl who skipped class and ran away, and thoughtfully gave her a black account.

Mo Xiaobei spent 38 yuan in his wallet overnight, went to the supermarket to buy a lot of food, and went to the second floor in a hurry.

When the door was opened inside, it was still smoky.There are many boys who play games yelling that their teammates are too bad, and swearing a few dirty words from time to time.The smell of smoke soaked into her cotton clothes for a long time, making people feel uncomfortable.

She felt a little nauseous when she smelled it, but she still held her breath, went to the machine under the window sill, and turned on the computer.

Her mind was chaotically scrolling through all kinds of messy TV dramas and musicals, and when she looked at the heroines in them, she looked like Su Ziqing no matter what she looked at.

Her mind slowly became heavy, and she slowly turned off all kinds of TV series, staring at the blank webpage computer in a daze.

She stayed like this all night, during which the phone rang dozens of times, but she didn't answer it once.

After an unknown amount of time, the sounds of boys playing games gradually subsided, and the aunt who came up to clean opened the curtains, and a ray of transparent sunlight came in from outside.

Only then did Mo Xiaobei wake up from the dream.

Before I knew it, it was already the second day.

The author has something to say: I prefer to go to an Internet cafe in winter to wrap up the night, hahahahaha, buy a few pieces of roasted sweet potatoes and wrap the night in it, it is very warm, and I can have enough fun without any scruples.Hahahahaha, the stubbornness of an internet-addicted girl.