Goddess routine

Without giving Su Ziqing too much time, she continued, "My brother got married when I was in junior high school, but my sister-in-law couldn't give her a son until I was admitted to university. Our family As far as my brother is concerned, after he didn’t have a son, my grandma was of course very anxious, and prayed to God and Buddha for him to pray for a son. Finally, in my sophomore year, my sister-in-law gave birth to a son, but the boy was congenital. heart disease, and was born with bruises all over her body."

"Actually, the doctor told my family during the prenatal examination that the baby in my sister-in-law's stomach had some defects, and suggested that my sister-in-law abort him, but because my grandma secretly paid for a B-ultrasound, I knew it in advance. My sister-in-law had a boy in her belly, so she didn't abort the child. As a result, this happened."

While talking, she wanted to laugh, "It's stupid, isn't it? But there's no way, people of the older generation have such thinking, although it's outrageous. In order to get that child a heart replacement surgery Money, the family tried their best. My grandfather is about to retire, and he still pushes a small cart to sell snacks every night. At that time, I no longer asked for money from my family. I worked hard at school and studied hard to make up for myself. living expenses."

"At that time, I really tried my best to reduce the burden on my family, but when I had to pay tuition fees in my sophomore year, my grandma directly suggested to my parents that I should drop out of school, and my parents After hesitation, and with my sister-in-law's persuasion, I actually agreed. At that time, I really didn't know what I should say."

She lit the cigarette in her hand and held it between her fingers. The smoke was lingering, but Su Ziqing couldn't smell nicotine at all.

"This is an electronic cigarette, tasteless." Seeing her curiously looking at the cigarette in her hand, Tang Wenxian kindly explained, and at the same time said with a faint smile, "This is when I was working in a billiards club during the summer vacation of my freshman year. The proprietress there Taught me. At that time, my parents had agreed not to support me in studying, but to spend all the money on their grandson’s medical expenses. At that time, I was disheartened, so I went out to work by myself, secretly I got a student loan, and at the beginning of the semester, I ran to the school alone without saying a word to them. It happened that at that time, a brother who was studying trade was also trading in stocks. He told me and asked me to Investing in a company that has not been listed for a long time, I think what he said is quite reliable, so he invested all the money earned from part-time jobs and the remaining money from student loans."

Su Ziqing nodded, "So you made a lot of money?"

"No, on the contrary, I lost everything."

Tang Wenxian shook his head and smiled bitterly, "That company is a leather bag company at all. My brother was also cheated and invested all his money in it, and we both went bankrupt together. But I'm better than him anyway, at most it's just a pity for myself. The savings that he had accumulated for several years were all burned, but he was miserable. He not only took [-] yuan from his parents who were farming for a living, but also borrowed a lot of money. That night, he walked onto the roof of the top floor of our School of Economics where a lightning rod was installed, and jumped off the building."

"It was a big mess, and the school gave our college a three-day vacation in order to seal it off. It happened that I was physically and mentally exhausted at that time, so I went to Lingyu with the only 100 yuan left on my body. "

Speaking of this, her smile became softer, her expression was far away, as if she was missing something, "I know that I have been harassing her all the time, and I am not qualified to go to her again, but at that time, I had nowhere to go, I I don’t know who to turn to. I dare not go back home, and I feel very confused, so I can only go to her with a thick skin. I originally thought that if she kicked me out, I would go through the formalities of withdrawing from school. I didn't expect that when she saw me, she didn't drive me away as I thought. Instead, she took me in, rented an apartment outside their dormitory for me, and gave her the 6000 yuan she earned last semester. The Yuan scholarship was all given to me.”

When she went to find her by car, she was really embarrassed to compete with beggars, her face turned pale because she hadn't eaten for a few days, and her walk was floating.

When she found her through the security room of their school, she was holding books and came out of the library talking and laughing with a few classmates. When she saw her, she froze for a moment, and told those classmates to leave first, and then left Going to her side, glanced at her up and down, said coldly, "Follow me to the cafeteria."

The story of her failure to speculate in stocks had spread quietly in their school at some point. Apart from her, there were a few other high school classmates in their school who were also admitted. They must have told her the news, so seeing her in such a mess, He didn't push her away either.

She was taken to the cafeteria by her, and she saw her order a bowl of radish and beef brisket noodles that she likes, and bought her a bottle of yogurt, and a bowl of pork rib soup, sat opposite her indifferently, pointed to the things on the table and said , "Eat, slow down, don't choke you to death."

Her sharp teeth are not inferior to her, even at that time, she didn't give her a good face.But she can easily detect her kindness and kindness towards her.

At that time, she really realized what it means to have no way to go to heaven and no way to go down to earth. She felt that even the sunlight in the outside world was a stab to her, and she was so shy that she didn't even have the courage to say a word to her. ate something.Then she led her out to rent a room to rest.

She was in that apartment, all hope was lost, she only knew to lie down, and she didn't know what to do every day in a daze.She would come to see her every day, bring her food and drink, clean up the messed up room for her, give her a cold look, close the door and leave.

She lived like this for a week and didn't go to school. The counselor of the college kept calling to ask her where she went and why she didn't go to class. The family also knew that she went to school secretly by herself because of the counselor's phone call. I'm probably very angry, and I kept calling her to ask her.

Looking at the missed calls on the mobile phone, she just didn't answer them. She just watched the daily sun slowly shine light into the house through the beige curtains, and then watched the sky outside gradually darken.

At that time, it would not be an exaggeration to say that she was a walking dead.

After being so decadent for more than ten days, she was also raised by her for more than ten days.

When she climbed up to go to the bathroom one time, she happened to come in with the packed meals and saw that she finally got up from the bed, put the meals in her hand on the table, and called her, "Since you are finally willing to leave Get up on the bed, come here, let's talk about practical issues."

She thought she was asking her to pay back the rent and meals these days and kicked her out. She was ready to get out of the apartment the second she said those words.

Unexpectedly, she threw her a wallet in the air, and said with a cold face, "Here, it contains the scholarship I just gave out."

She didn't know what she meant, and looked at her blankly holding the wallet.

But seeing her take out a feather duster from the corner of the room, she said angrily, "Tang Wenxian, I thought it was boring for you to keep harassing me and finding fault with me, but since you are not bad, I don’t care about the past right and wrong with you, but I didn’t expect that you are not only boring, but also very courageous! Isn’t it because you have no money by speculating in stocks?! Can you be a little bit promising? When can’t you make money? Einstein 70 What's more, the laboratory lost millions of dollars in a fire, did they say anything! Didn't they say anything! Didn't you just lose tens of thousands of dollars just by speculating in stocks, you are dying, you are boring, are you!"

She was startled by her sudden outburst of emotion, her head was still lowered, "You don't understand..."

"Fart! I understand much better than you! Only when a person is alive can he make money, and when he dies, he will settle everything. What's the point of talking about money, you keep the money and spend it in the underworld! In the end, is it important for people or money! "

"But now I..."

"Fart now! You are only in your 20s, and you will grow in the future. If you want to make money, if you have hands and feet, will you not be able to make it? Please go out and have a look, those missing hands and feet on the side of the road are blind The beggars in the world are living more chicly than you are now! How did they come here?! You really pissed me off!"

After being scolded by her, she didn't feel remorse like the ones written in TV dramas and novels, she was still depressed.

This made Ji Lingyu, who said that the wind is the rain, very disdainful. He dragged her to run around their campus every day, and applied for a three-month leave from the school for her.

She stayed with her for almost a season before she managed to get out of the blow.

Since she was very young, she learned to observe words and expressions, so she can clearly detect when her elders are happy and when they are unhappy, and then get what she wants when they are happy.

She never takes the initiative to speak out to care about others, nor does she take the initiative to meddle in other people's business.At most, when others ask for her, she can do a little favor.

She is quite cold-blooded.

She has always known.

But she had never really liked someone that much before.

She originally thought that her endless pursuit of her would be able to be with her. After this incident, she realized that people like her were not worthy of her at all.

Regardless of gender, she is too selfish and narrow.

"Ling Yu has been with me for a long time. During this time, I gradually realized that I really like her very much, but I can't stand the character like me. I often want to throw myself into the Pacific Ocean to drown , how could I still expect to be with her. So I just planned to stay with her, and didn't want to disturb her life. I slowly regained my spirits and proposed to go back. She didn't say much at that time, just Before leaving, she took me to the train station, helped me buy food and drink, and gave me the 700 yuan she had saved."