Goddess routine

Su Ziqing was able to successfully become a civil servant and receive the country's rations. A large part of the reason was due to her mother's blessing.

It's not that her mother helped her take the exam, but that in the interview, her mother, as an old fritter who has served the country for more than ten years, of course knows how to answer questions in order to satisfy other old fritters.

Therefore, when other people are busy applying for the interview class surprise training, she only needs to gather with her mother and a few friends who like to go shopping, listen to them tell some short stories about their parents, and show off the new ones her husband bought for herself recently. bags and necklaces, new manicures and skin spas, serving tea and water for them, asking them for advice and experience when they are in a good mood, and complimenting them on how well their children are raised and how well their skin is maintained. A good person, a good husband, a good son, and anywhere is good, and you can easily get some things that others can't get if they squeeze their heads.

This reality is very cruel.

When Su Ziqing saw the acceptance letter, he looked up at the sky that had become gray due to the thunderstorm, and his heart was so suffocated that tears couldn't stop streaming down his face.

Her mother formed a brand new family when she was in her sophomore year. The other party was the vice president of a state-owned enterprise that supported their city's economy. His surname was Liu. He was four years older than her mother. He wore gold-rimmed glasses and was gentle and smiling. He has the demeanor of great Confucian masters, and also has the coercion of the superiors.

His temperament and gentlemanly demeanor, as well as his salary, are of course incomparable to her father.

She was wrapping up the annual student council election when her mother told her she was remarrying.

Dressed in formal attire and light makeup, she was surrounded by several juniors and younger sisters to congratulate her on becoming the chairman of the student union. Before she had time to joke with them, she received a call from her mother.

Through the microphone of the mobile phone, although her mother's tone was very steady, she could still hear the surprise that could not be hidden.

That's right, since she divorced her father, she has been single for many years. Whether it is due to the psychological needs or physical needs of a woman who is about to enter middle age, as well as her status as a daughter, she has no way to say "Are you married?" What about my dad?"

She went to her mother's wedding and was a bridesmaid.

It was a very grand Western-style wedding. The groom found the largest church in the city as the wedding venue, which was full of his relatives, subordinates, colleagues, and bosses.

A man and a woman, two lovely young children wearing the dresses of the prince and princess in fairy tales, sprinkled romantic and passionate rose petals all over the red carpet from the church door to the ceremonial stage.

She took her mother's hand, led her to drag her long white dress, and handed her over to a man she was completely unfamiliar with.

In the future, she will call her father's man.

They talked and laughed and greeted each other with wine glasses, and praised the bride and groom for being so talented and beautiful. When the match was made in heaven, she stood quietly by the side, watching the heartfelt smile on her mother's face, and felt that her heart was cut open by the glass. One gap after another.

She really wanted to tear the fake faces of those people's smiles, so she ran to her mother now and asked her hysterically, "You are married, what about my dad? Where did you put my dad?"

But she didn't, she still had to take care of her mother's face.

Before coming, her father patted her on the arm and told her that your mother is a respectable person in the city, and I heard that she will be promoted to the province soon, you are her daughter, you can't embarrass her, you know?

Looking at her father at that time, he seemed to be ten years older.

She clearly saw tears in her father's eyes watching her eagerly, and seemed to be able to see her father's heart bleeding drop by drop.

Her dad really liked her mom.As far as I can remember, her mother often travels on business, and every time she goes on business trips, she is prone to acclimatization and loss of appetite, which easily delays her meeting itinerary.

In order to make her mother feel better, on the night before her mother's business trip, her father would pack her luggage for her, stuff a few mints into her bag, and make tonic soup for her overnight and put it in a thermos for her. with.

In this way, even if she doesn't eat, she won't lose her energy.

Her father loves her mother so much, and as their daughter, she has no right to hurt any of them.

So she had no choice but to swallow all the words she wanted to question, and said to her mother with a smile, "Mom, you are so beautiful today, you are definitely the most beautiful bride I have ever seen."

When she was very young, her father told her that if your mother could only bring two things to explore the desert, then she would probably want to bring lipstick and foundation more than food and water.

Her mother is such a woman who has a good face and loves to be brave and beautiful.

So not only is she strict with herself, but she also puts all her effort into restraining and cultivating her.

When she was about to do an internship in her junior year, she found a HR job in a foreign company by herself, helping with the company's new recruit interviews and daily personnel transfers, and occasionally doing part-time customer service.

She gets an internship salary of more than 1000 yuan a month. Although it is not much, she likes dealing with people.

Her father told her that a threesome must have my teacher, so she will seriously discover the excellent qualities in everyone she meets.

The sister Zhang who took her praised her for being diligent and hard-working and good at dealing with others. She just smiled slightly and continued to work on the materials at hand. When she was about to get off work, she took out a translated material from her bag, like a teacher Correcting homework for students is the same as correcting the above grammar mistakes word by word.

She is a Chinese language student, and her grasp of Chinese language is not very good, but it is obviously better than someone who has studied a foreign language for four years, and then the Mandarin has degenerated to the point where she can make seven or eight grammatical mistakes in a sentence.

A certain person also went to a foreign company for an internship in her junior year, and she was much more tired than she only had to do some personnel-related chores every day.Every day, I have to run around with the leaders of the company and translate materials for them. Sometimes there are some dinners where there is really no translation to correspond, so I will pull her up.

Listening to her complaining to her from time to time, what she said, the translated text, and the people in the company telling her that she couldn't understand or read, Su Ziqing thought it was funny.

Unfortunately, when I was in high school, a certain person was a Chinese class representative and won an award for composition writing.

It's funny, but Su Ziqing still felt a little distressed when she asked her aggrievedly if her Chinese skills were too bad.

So I volunteered to help her revise the materials.

A certain person has a conscience, understands that her job is not easy, and has to help her with this drudgery, so she sends her some special products and gifts from time to time.

When she has time on vacation, she will send herself to her, accompany her on a trip, take her to play, and spend another day with her back to the county to accompany her father.

Su Ziqing was very moved by her behavior of coming all the way to find her.

It is the kind of emotion that cannot be expressed in words.

People, in addition to communicating with others to express their meaning, they also have limbs that can express what they want in their hearts.

Since she couldn't express it in words, she wanted to use her body to express her inner feelings.

But a certain person, like a wall erected, or more like a flagpole erected on a flag stand, is so straight that it cannot be straighter.

At first, because of the distance, and the fact that there were many beauties in the foreign language school since ancient times, she was worried about whether she would empathize or cheat.

But after a long time, she discovered that a certain person was actually straighter than those who claimed to be straight.

Except for kissing and hugging, and when she looked at her, her eyes were still focused and affectionate, she had never done anything to her.

Originally, if she didn't do it, she sighed and thought about getting enough food and clothing by herself, but she didn't expect that when they were together at night, as soon as her hand touched the corner of her pajamas, she would retreat to the side of the bed nervously , tightly covering his clothes, looking at her as if she wanted to force her into prostitution and vowed to die.

Su Ziqing thought it was funny, and at the same time was quite depressed about this point. Finally, she couldn't help asking her curiously once, and she heard her tell her very righteously that they hadn't reached the legal age of marriage, which was wrong.

She was as shocked when she heard this answer as her mother told her that she was going to get married.

But it's okay if she doesn't want to do it, anyway, she is not the kind of person who insists on something.It's good to be plain.

The two of them lived together peacefully for three years like this. Before the first semester of her senior year started, she originally planned to find another foreign company to work in it.

As for why she didn't continue to stay in that company, it wasn't because she wanted to find someone in the south.

She had planned everything, submitted her resume in advance, and had already been hired by a well-known listed company in the south, but just as she was packing her luggage and was about to leave, her mother came to her door.

Carrying a suitcase, she stood awkwardly at the door of the house she rented, looking at her mother's face in sunglasses that was very similar to hers.I don't know if it's better to go or ask her mother to go in and drink some water.

When she was struggling, her mother smiled lightly, took off the sunglasses on her tall nose, and said to her, "Do you want to go out to play?"

"I'm going to join the company." She hated her mother's superior tone, and when she answered with a frown, her tone was much lower.

"What a messy company." Her mother didn't think much of her answer. After casually looking at the house she rented, she turned and went downstairs with some disgust, not forgetting to turn around and greet her, "Don't go, it just so happens that we are in the city. The local tax bureau is short of two clerks, I have already signed up for the exam for you, and I have stopped your ID and bank card, from today on you will live with us, prepare for the exam, and don't think about anything else."

Hearing her decisive words, Su Ziqing felt a surge of anger ignited in her heart, "Why do you make decisions for me without permission?"

Her mother didn't take it seriously, and turned to her and said, "Okay, it's decided like this, you come down with me, my car is still parked downstairs, Su Ziqing, you have something to do, okay, don't be like your father, just know Nest in that small place. The clerks of the local tax bureau and the migrant workers, you think, which one is more promising? You have to learn from your Uncle Liu and see how good he is."

It's fine if she doesn't mention her father, but when she mentions it, Su Ziqing feels even more angry in his heart.

Looking at her mother's domineering look, she felt her internal organs were burning.

She doesn't allow anyone to slander her dad.Not even her own mother.

Maybe it was out of an urgent need to prove that she was promising, maybe she wanted to prove to her mother that she would not lose to that Uncle Liu, and her father would not lose to that Uncle Liu, even though she gritted her teeth in hatred, she still agreed to her mother to take the exam.

But when she was really preparing for the exam, she gradually understood how difficult it is to be a national civil servant.Hundreds or even tens of thousands of people are staring at the position, not difficult.

But she didn't give up, she always thought that she could get what she wanted with her own strength.But in the mock exam, the results were still not satisfactory.

She always thought that she was hopeless and was about to give up.

Until her mother took her to visit the group of aunts who only knew the parents were short.

Only then did she realize that she was actually a worthless, useless person.