Goddess routine

Su Ziqing didn't say anything else, just responded softly, "Yes, I know."

Then stop talking.

Mo Xiaobei didn't know what to ask her again, so he could only awkwardly clenched the clothes on his lower body, pursed his lips and remained silent.

Both of them were unable to speak a word as if their throats were blocked by stones.

The call lasted an hour and 4836 seconds, and finally ended with Mo Xiaobei's mobile phone automatically hanging up due to arrears.

The two of them really spoke no more than thirty sentences throughout the whole process, and remained silent for the rest of the time.

Distance and time can make all the tenderness come to naught.

It was obvious that her tone on the other end of the phone was much colder.

After finishing the phone call with her, Mo Xiaobei felt a severe wound in his heart, and black blood flowed out from it.

She covered herself with a quilt, secretly hid in the bed and cried for a long time.

When she got up the next morning, several roommates saw her eyes were red and swollen, and surrounded her in surprise, "Oh my God, Xiao Bei, did you steal vegetables last night? Why are your eyes so red?"

"No, I watched a movie last night. It was so touching that I couldn't help crying." Mo Xiaobei rubbed his eyes, forced a smile, and pretended to be a top-notch sensual girl. "I have very low lacrimal glands and cry easily."

Whether this is an excuse or not, in short, she does not want to say why she is crying.Her roommates also understood this, so they didn't ask any more questions, and everyone went out to have breakfast with each other, talking and laughing.

Liu Mo Xiaobei sat on a chair in a daze like an old man who was holding his mobile phone.

Long-distance relationships are difficult to maintain, partly because they don't love each other enough.

Another part is because people have not been in contact with each other for a long time, and the memory of her has faded in their minds. People always remember the bad things better than the good things, so in the end, they only remember each other's shortcomings and remember that they are sorry for each other. place, and forget the benefits of the other party.

Forgot the throbbing and love she gave when they were so affectionate at the beginning, so that they parted ways and even turned against each other in the end.

Mo Xiaobei vaguely understood this truth.

However, she is confident that even if she is separated from her for a long time, she will still like her very much.

The reason why she is so confident is that she is a long-term lover who used the eraser used in elementary school all the way to high school.

It was in her heart that there was nothing wrong with Su Ziqing.

She is a flower that never withers in her heart.

Even if outside springs and autumns come and go, there are strong winds and waves, thunder, rain and snow, she will always be beautiful in her heart, just like the existence of clouds in a dream.

She will never let her wither in her heart for the rest of her life.

Mo Xiaobei has always believed that if two people have a strong relationship, even if they do not contact each other for a long time, there will be no cracks.

But the phone call just now made her realize that this was not the case.

She had to study hard to maintain this hard-won love.

The first is the issue of distance.

After sitting foolishly in her seat for a long time, she slowly turned on the phone, stared at the information sent by the bank card, and watched for a long time when it showed that the balance was less than 500 yuan. During the school's five-day holiday, I booked a train ticket to the north.

As the information on the mobile phone page showing that the purchase was successful came into view, the information on the balance of the bank card also followed.

Looking at the balance figure of 96.18 displayed above, Mo Xiaobei smiled wryly and called An Peiyao.

Before she went to college, her parents asked a family in the village who had also supported their son to go to college, how much they paid for the child's living expenses. After learning that it was 500 yuan, they decided to give her [-] yuan a month.

For her father, who only has a little over 2000 yuan for pulling bricks for a month, giving her 500 yuan is indeed a lot.

But they never thought that the school she attended was in the coastal area, and her consumption level was more than double that of her family.

No matter how frugal she is, the 500 yuan will not last until the end of the month.But she never told her parents that she didn't have enough money.

As her mother often told her, she is an adult, such a big person, with hands and feet, she will not starve to death no matter what.

So when she ran out of money, the first thing she did was to call An Peiyao.

It's not for borrowing money from her, but based on her understanding of An Peiyao, who also has no money, she will definitely find enough part-time jobs to earn enough to support herself at the beginning of college. She has to ask her, mainly There are several ways to find a part-time job.

At this point, she found the right person.

After calling An Peiyao to explain her intentions, the person on the other side was silent for a few minutes, and then slowly told her that she could go to the commercial street in front of their school to ask, the business was expanding there, and there might be recruitment.

After hearing her suggestion, Mo Xiaobei acted immediately, and walked around the commercial street at the exit of the school's subway station several times before asking her to find a job serving dishes in a restaurant during meal times.He also tactfully asked his senior sister who he knew in school to find a job as a tutor for him.

Including the part-time job at KFC, there are three jobs in total. Mo Xiaobei plans his itinerary one by one, and negotiates with the boss and parents about what to do when and what to do. This is considered a formal employment.

I go out to work every day when there is no class, and come back to study at about ten o'clock in the evening, and go to bed around one o'clock. I have a regular schedule and never make any mistakes.

But despite the regular schedule, after all, she is too tired, and she will not be able to bear it in a long time, but because of the three jobs, which are close to 300 yuan a day, she can only grit her teeth and hold on.

People are not made of steel, so it is inevitable that they will not be able to endure it after a long time.Seeing the thick dark circles under her eyes, even An Peiyao couldn't help but pat her twice when she saw her, and said doubtfully, "You can't do it, no matter how short of money you are, the two jobs are gone. Enough is enough, do you want to make money from this? This thing has no technical content, anyone can do it, and you want to rely on this to accumulate capital, I am afraid it is not whimsical, I advise you to give up this idea as soon as possible. "

"You don't understand." Mo Xiaobei shook his head wearily, and closed his eyes for a nap under two heavy dark circles.

She has to rely on the remaining half month to earn enough money to go to the north.What if you don't work hard.

"If you don't tell me, how would I know." An Peiyao looked at her unwillingly, and couldn't say anything, so she could only snort, and threw a bottle of yogurt to her and said, "Here, if you don't want to work so hard next semester , just study hard, the inspirational scholarship is [-] yuan, and as long as you add [-] bursaries, it will be enough for you to toss for at least half a year."

When they were in high school, their homeroom teacher kept nagging them in order to let them study hard. If you study hard now, you will be free in college. No one will control you. You can do whatever you want without studying.

Mo Xiaobei originally thought that university was heaven, but as the days passed, she gradually discovered that university is actually the beginning of the hell of life.

You have to keep trying and beat yourself to a state where you can integrate into this society, only then can you truly move towards life.

And the first step in that trial is to study hard.

That's why the illusion that college is a paradise in high school is more easily shattered.

"Why don't you tell me how many first-class scholarships are there?"

"Forget it you, look at your dark circles as heavy as a ghost now, do you think you can steal money from those elites in your college? There are only two first prizes, and the inspirational scholarship is worth five or six per class anyway. Just try your best to lean on it." An Peiyao cast her a cold look and said.

"Oh, good." Mo Xiaobei secretly remembered what she said, and asked curiously, "However, how do you know the situation of our school and college?"

"I have a lot of connections, can't I?" An Peiyao said coldly, took out a book of high-level math questions from her schoolbag, and started to do it seriously, "Don't bother me, if I don't get a scholarship, I will kill you."

Mo Xiaobei hurriedly silenced, couldn't help but glanced at her curiously, saw the formulas and numbers in his eyes, couldn't help his eyes darkened, and almost lost his breath.

It's a good thing that she doesn't need to take advanced math classes because she learns languages. Otherwise, she is not good at math since she was a child, and when the final exam is approaching, she will definitely want to jump off the building.

It has been more than a month since the school, and Su Ziqing is very busy every day.

She has been busier since she joined the student union of the college and became an officer.

Do miscellaneous things every day, such as borrowing classrooms, returning keys, and managing club application activities.

Tired enough, in addition to using her spare time to learn to drive, learn English, a small language and a musical instrument, she also joined a dance club.

Basically, I am so busy that I have to keep my eyes open and spin around like a robot.

Gradually, I don't have much time to care about other things, and sometimes I have time to spare from my busy schedule, thinking of what I said to Mo Xiaobei some time ago, I can't help but regret it.

Maybe she was too free at the time, had nothing to do, and because she was too irritable to enter the new environment, she spoke too hard to her.

Thinking about it now, she could understand why she didn't call her anymore.

It is true that the busyness of college really makes people want to die.

However, after the last phone call, she learned a lot. After asking her about her work and rest time, she called her on time in the morning to say good morning, and sent her a text message on time at night to let her have a good rest.

A letter was sent in the middle with some small gifts inside.

It is a bunch of small concentric knots that are not very pretty, with a few small light blue bells falling up and down, and after shaking a few times, they will jingle.There is also a note in it telling her not to be disgusted

When she received the gift wrapped in gift paper, her eyes were sore and she almost laughed out loud in embarrassment in front of the crowd.

She once said something, but she remembers it clearly.

But after thinking about it, I became a little scared again.

Since she remembered her words so clearly, did she also remember what she said to her last time?