Goddess routine

Someone once taught her that the best way to deal with those who are timid is not to argue with her, but to do what you want to do directly.

Su Ziqing has been praised for being smart since she was a child, but she thinks she is not smart.If she hadn't been forced to do so, she wouldn't have wanted to confess in such a coercive way.

But if she doesn't do this, she probably won't be able to say what she keeps in her heart in this life, and she will probably be tortured to death by depression and regret for the rest of her life.

While the wine was still strong, it was a rare time for her to be tough, as if she would jump into the Yellow River with her to die together if she didn't agree, she grabbed Mo Xiaobei's arm and refused to let her go.

Having grown up so big, he has been confessed many times, and this is the first time he has encountered such a barbaric one.Mo Xiaobei's wine hadn't fully sobered yet, but this sudden incident made her mind go blank.

I froze in place for a while trying to sort out the logic.

Why do they seem to have an anniversary of dating before they started dating?

However, the beautiful girl in front of her refused to give her a chance to think at all, and suddenly stepped forward and hugged her, shaking her arm coquettishly, "Mo Xiaobei, do you remember, Mo Xiaobei, you must not forget, Mo Xiaobei, you..."

She said it dozens of times in a row, almost to the point of brainwashing. Mo Xiaobei, who was already dizzy, became even more dizzy when she shook his head, and nodded in a daze.

Does that count as agreeing to be with her?

Su Ziqing was also a little dizzy, but that didn't stop her from being happy.

After clearly seeing her nodding, he happily hugged her face and kissed her several times, and then she might be overexcited, and she fell asleep while hugging her.

Lying in Mo Xiaobei's arms, motionless, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, the smile was so sweet that Mo Xiaobei couldn't bear to shake her awake and ask her what she meant just now.

But she still smelled of alcohol, so it was impossible to let her fall asleep like this, so Mo Xiaobei had no choice but to play the bad guy himself, shaking her awake and letting her go to wash.

The two of them quarreled until very late, and when Tang Wenxian knocked on the door the next day, no one answered for a long time. Just when Tang Wenxian wondered whether the two were both drunk in the room due to alcoholism, Mo Xiaobei yawned. He opened the door, rubbed his eyes and said, "Is there something wrong?"

"Check out, tell me there's nothing wrong." Tang Wenxian quickly glanced at her up and down, but didn't see any suspicious marks on her body. Fang said slowly, "Quickly ask the other person in your room to get up and go home. Yu’s phone is about to explode.”

"Oh good." Only then did Mo Xiaobei remember that she forgot to tell her mother that she was going to stay overnight after dinner last night, and immediately turned around to wash her hands and woke up the beauty who was still roaming in her dream.

They didn't bring any clothes. Last night, Mo Xiaobei washed the suit they wore yesterday and hung it on the balcony last night. Thanks to the high residual heat of the sun in summer, he touched it in the morning and found the suit. It was all done, so he took advantage of the opportunity to change, and followed Tang Wenxian to the front desk to check out.

Several people separated at the school gate, and everyone went back. Su Ziqing originally wanted to talk to Mo Xiaobei again, but as soon as Mo Xiaobei walked to the school gate, he saw her mother squatting at the school holding a plastic satchel bought for more than ten yuan. At the door of the side door, her face was covered with sweat under the sun. She didn't know how to avoid it, so she just squatted there and looked at the roads on both sides of the school.

"Mom." Seeing her mother like this, Mo Xiaobei felt sad for a while, his eyes couldn't help but feel a little hot, and hurried up to help her mother up, "The sun is so strong here, why are you squatting here?"

"Xiao Bei, where have you been? Mom has been looking for you all night." Her mother's eyes were dark and bloodshot, and she patted her hand and said, "I don't know many people in this county. , I don’t know where to find you, so I can only wait for you at the school gate.”

"Let's go back." After hearing her mother's words, Mo Xiaobei felt even more guilty, and helped her mother and daughter walk to the house he rented while talking softly.

Su Ziqing was standing not far from them, and Mo Xiaobei didn't look up at her during the whole process, which made her look a bit ostentatious.

"Let's go, Ziqing, how long are you going to stand here stupidly?" While sweeping straight over there, Ji Lingyu stood behind her with a dark face, patted her on the shoulder, and stared at the mother over there. Seeing the picture of a loving son and filial piety, he sighed, "It's not easy for her mother to come all the way here. Let's go back. My uncle and my mother called me more than 60 times last night, and they must have died of anxiety."

Su Ziqing didn't speak, but silently glanced at the direction they left, and went home with Ji Lingyu.

***

The college entrance examination is over, and Mo Xiaobei has no reason to continue to stay in this county.

Her mother hired a tricycle to bring all her belongings from the rented house home.

It was early in the morning when she left. An Peiyao found a summer job and was just about to go out to work. When she saw her packing her luggage, she kept watching her for a long time. When her mother was out to talk to the landlord, she said to her lightly, " You don't want to look for Su Ziqing anymore?"

The hand making the bed paused, Mo Xiaobei didn't answer her words, just smiled lightly, "You have to take good care of yourself by yourself, I'll go back first."

After finishing speaking, she continued to turn her head to pack her things.

Of course, it wasn't that she didn't want to find Su Ziqing. She had already thought about many things the night before the college entrance examination.

Determined to go back, she persuaded her mother to take a summer job in the county town and find a new house to live in.

As for why she no longer lives with An Peiyao, it may be because she has lived for too long and is a little tired of her always interfering in her private affairs.

Mo Xiaobei is a person who can do whatever she wants. After she went back with her mother that night, she has been harassing her parents to let her go out to work in summer vacation.

Although her parents were worried about her going out alone, they couldn't stand Mo Xiaobei's persistent begging, so they nodded in agreement.

Mo Xiaobei suddenly seemed to be pardoned. When her mother worriedly told her to be careful, she had happily packed all her things, packed them in a suitcase, and couldn't wait to get on the bus to the county seat. car.

After wandering around the county for a day, she found a small room with a single room of 1000 square meters in an alley not far from the school.Then I found a job of carrying dishes and washing dishes in a noodle shop on the snack street outside the school gate.Although the monthly salary is only a little over [-] and [-] including food and housing, it is enough for Mo Xiaobei who has nothing and has never made any money.

Although the third year of high school has finished the college entrance examination and the holiday, the first and second year of high school are still in class.Every day after school, the shop is crowded with people, and Mo Xiaobei is often overwhelmed.

The store closed at night, and when she walked slowly back from the side of the street, her back always ached.

But while she was walking slowly, watching the sunset slowly dye the large western sky red, with flamboyant red clouds floating around in the sky, she always felt that she was already very happy.

Contentment, she is still alive, and being able to see such a beautiful scenery is more important than anything else.

This feeling is the strongest when she takes a shower at night, stands in the yard of her rented house, feels the cool wind blowing by her side, and listens to the constant chirping of cicadas.

She has never contacted Su Ziqing, not even made a phone call.

The other party would call from time to time at first, but usually after she answered the phone, the two of them were silent for a while. She didn't know what to say, but the other party wanted to say something but dared not say it.

Because of such an embarrassing situation, she stopped calling over time.

Regarding this ending, Mo Xiaobei didn't say anything, and just stared blankly at the 200 yuan mobile phone she bought for her in the breaks between busy work.

On the day when the results were released on June 26, the weather reached a new level of heat.

There were a lot of people eating in the restaurant at noon, Mo Xiaobei was busy all the time, he didn't have time to check his grades, he was afraid he would be distracted, and his mobile phone was not turned on.When I got off work at night and went back with the cool breeze, I turned on my phone and took a closer look, only to find that there were dozens of missed calls on my phone.

Most of them belonged to her parents, probably because they were worried about her grades. There were a few Tang Wenxian's, and even Ji Lingyu's, but there was no Su Ziqing's.

I don’t know whether I should be happy or disappointed. In the class I joined, everyone’s swiping frequency is almost crazy. The content is all about my own score. In the past, I watched my score slowly jumping out very calmly.

592.

At noon, their province's liberal arts and science book marks came out, because this year's geography was particularly difficult, and the standard for liberal arts marking dropped from 554 last year to 521.

For her parents who only wanted her to pass the exam, maybe this score was enough, but for herself, for her who had worked hard for three years, she felt that these were not enough.The school she actually wanted to take the exam had a score nearly fifty points higher than this.

Some things, just relying on hard work will not result.No matter how hard you try, it will be in vain.

She is not young anymore and understands this truth, so she doesn't want to get entangled in these unnecessary things anymore, she just wants to know how Su Ziqing is doing.

But no one told her that she called Ji Lingyu and Tang Wenxian like a thief, but there was always no answer, or the caller was busy.

Sitting on the cheap bed in the rental house, she looked at the phone in a daze.

It's understandable that Ji Lingyu didn't answer her call, but why didn't even Tang Wenxian answer it?Could something be wrong?

She was very puzzled, and called their mobile phones several times, but they were all hung up.

Mo Xiaobei also gave up.After three hours of staring at my mobile phone in a daze, I dragged my tired body and went to bed.

At night, she had a dream. In the dream, before the college entrance examination, she bought a notebook with a golden wheat field on the cover. She stroked the familiar and unfamiliar ears of wheat on the painting, and said to the person who was concentrating on picking a pen with a smile. If she fails the exam, she will go back to farming.

The girl on the other side looked up at her, smiling so hard that her eyes were bent, and her voice was sweet.

You farm and I will accompany you.

She said with a smile.

When we grow old, we will find a remote village where we can grow flowers and grass, sit on wicker chairs, drink tea and read newspapers.

It's pretty good, but my dear girl, in the muddy field, under the high temperature of tens of degrees in summer, went to the field to spray pesticide and fertilize the corn, bent down and gritted her teeth to pick rice and plow the field, that is the real farming.