Goddess routine

It is more than 100 miles from the small town to the county seat. If the car runs non-stop, it will take half an hour.

It's a pity that Mo Xiaobei's luck was bad, and his fate was too bad. In order to collect more money, the driver of this car arranged for anyone who asked to get on the car to go to the county town along the way, regardless of the people in the car who were about to be squeezed into meatloaf .Therefore, it took an hour and a half to arrive at the originally half-minute journey.

As soon as Mo Xiaobei arrived at the stop, he couldn't wait to get out of the cage-like car with an unpleasant smell. When he was exposed to the fresh air outside, he felt his whole body liberated, and he became immortal.

While breathing the fresh air to her heart's content, her old lady also came out of the car with a look of astonishment on her face.

"Xiaobei, this county is bigger than our town!" Her mother sighed, "The things sold here are so beautiful even if you can't recognize them."

Mo Xiaobei leaned on the wall and ignored her mother, she felt very dizzy and wanted to vomit.

Xu Shi saw how uncomfortable the girl was, so her mother hurried over and helped Mo Xiaobei to a restaurant not far from the station, where she ordered a bowl of noodles and rested her feet.

The mother and daughter got on the bus at eight o'clock in the morning, and it was almost eleven o'clock when they arrived at the county seat. Their stomachs were growling and they wanted to get something to eat, but after asking the restaurant staff , Knowing that a bowl of noodles costs eight yuan, he hesitated immediately.

Eight yuan ah, usually she took Mo Xiaobei and Mo Xiaobei, her brother and sister to the market to eat together, and it only cost ten yuan. This price is too high.

But seeing her daughter's face like gold paper, she was so cruel that she only wanted a bowl of noodles.She thought, she doesn't get motion sickness, she doesn't need to eat to fill her stomach, and she ate two big bowls of fried rice in the morning, and she can stay up for a while, and when Mo Xiaobei is sent to school, she will go back and eat more.

Mo Xiaobei heard that her mother only ordered a bowl of noodles, and said nothing, humming and saying, "Mom, I don't want to eat, I just want to drink water."

Her mother was taken aback for a moment, knowing that the daughter she had raised since she was a baby loved her dearly, she nodded with red eyes, "Xiaobei, good boy, mother, go and ask for a bowl of water for you."

Mo Xiaobei nodded, watching her mother's back disappear into the back kitchen, she sat blankly on the stool in the restaurant, her eyes staring at everything in the county.The traffic lights that I have only seen on TV, the magnificent supermarket, and the continuous traffic flow.Everything is like a fresh doll, attracting her attention.

After that, I will live here for three years, so in the end, will I just go to the city and become a city resident like in the book, and I will have a happy life like the one on TV?

After a while, her mother came out happily with a bowl of water. She saw her daughter staring blankly at the door, and she also looked out out of curiosity. She saw a pretty girl on the phone. She was wearing A pure white dress, the eyebrows and eyes are full of charm.

Thinking that her daughter was envious of the beautiful clothes that the girl wore, her mother felt sad for a while. Speaking of which, she hadn't bought good clothes for Mo Xiaobei since she went to middle school, and the clothes were all given by her uncle's daughter.

Mo Xiaobei's mother saw that her daughter was bewitched, so she couldn't help but said, "Xiaobei, if you want that dress, mother will take you to buy it."

Mo Xiaobei recovered from his daze and heard her mother say this endless sentence, confused, "Mom, what are you talking about? What clothes? Didn't my cousin give me a lot of clothes?"

Her mother was taken aback, and gave her the water with a shy heart, "It's okay, mother wants to buy clothes for you."

Mo Xiaobei pursed his lips, then shook his head, "No need, isn't the debt owed by the family to build the house still unpaid?"

Her parents worked frugally for half a lifetime before they built a house for her younger brother so that he could marry a wife in the future. Their family owed a lot of debts for the house now, and it was time to spend the money , How can we not use every penny wisely.

After hearing her words, her mother was both happy and sad. Her daughter knew how to love others.

At this time, the waiter brought the food, and her mother was so hungry, she looked at her face and then at her, with a face of embarrassment, Mo Xiaobei saw her, and repeatedly gave way, indicating that she didn't want to eat now, so her mother took a big bite After eating the noodles, he boasted as he ate, "This noodles are better than our homemade ones."

Mo Xiaobei agreed, "Well, mom, eat quickly, we'll go to school after we finish eating."

She picked up a full bowl of water, drank it slowly, raised her head and glanced outside the door, and a snow-white figure flew over like a feather, bringing a fragrant wind in this hot early autumn.

Standing at the gate of the school, staring at the gilded plaque with the words "No. [-] Middle School", Mo Xiaobei silently clenched his fists, vowing in his heart that he must make a way here.

On the side, her mother was talking to her new class teacher. The new class teacher was bald, around 40, her mother smiled and bowed, and sincerely asked him to take care of her, but the old man didn't care. , "Okay, okay, I understand, you guys go and pay the fee."

Mo Xiaobei hid a surge of anger in his heart, but he suppressed it so that it did not flare up.

She knew that the old man was dissatisfied because his family didn't give gifts, but she didn't tell her mother that they wanted them to give gifts.

For one thing, my family really didn't have any extra money, and in the hearts of her parents, the teacher was the most sacred existence, so it was impossible to have selfishness, and I couldn't bear to let their impression be overturned.Secondly, she hated the ugly appearance of this old man receiving presents. She believed that even without his care, she could still get good grades in the exam and stand out!

Mo Xiaobei was assigned to class No.17, a science class.The County No. [-] Middle School in Qingcheng County is different from other schools. Here, the students were preliminarily determined to be in the liberal arts class in the first year of high school, and Mo Xiaobei was assigned to the current class of the bald old man by virtue of his excellent chemistry results in the high school entrance examination. .

After her mother chatted with the bald old man, she took her to report and pay the fee, and took her to the class to familiarize herself with the environment. When she entered the door, she unexpectedly saw an acquaintance, a girl from her best friend's house when her old mother was young. .

Why do you say when you were young?Because they are rich now, after buying a house and a car, they naturally cut off contact with their own family who was still struggling with food and clothing.

When I met her mother by chance, when I heard that I was also admitted to the county No. [-] middle school, I said sarcastically, "Oh, you can come with such a low score."

Mo Xiaobei didn't want to talk to the mean daughter of her old mother's best friend when she was young, but her old mother didn't think so. She thought that the two of them would be taken care of by one person here, so that she could rest assured.

So, I went up to greet her enthusiastically, "Hey, Sun Ping, why did you come here to sign up by yourself, where are your parents?"

The daughter of her old lady's best friend, named Sun Ping, was chatting with a strange girl. When she heard someone calling her, she turned her head and saw that it was them. For studying, my family bought a house in the county town last year, my parents are all in the county, and my house is not far from the school, so I didn’t let them come over.”

As she said that, she slightly squinted at Mo Xiaobei, "It's not easy to get into high school, auntie can also rent a house in the county and take Xiaobei's younger sister to study with her."

Mo Xiaobei's old mother was embarrassed by what she said, if her family was rich, would Mo Xiaobei live in a dormitory?I have rented a house outside for a long time.

This middle school is also strange, the dormitory can only be lived in by freshman students, and they have to move out after the second and third year of high school, saying that there are not enough dormitories.

There are not enough dormitories, why not build them?Mo Xiaobei was very puzzled at first, but when she came back from morning exercises every day, she often saw the BMW car that the principal drove to dinner every day, so she found the answer.

In fact, some people moved out when they were freshmen in high school, saying that it was for a quiet study environment.

Mo Xiaobei's father originally wanted to find her a house in the county when Mo Xiaobei was in her freshman year of high school so that his daughter could study with peace of mind. However, Mo Xiaobei's father has always been unlucky. A few nights ago, because she was happy, she lost her family's one-year savings by playing cards with others. If her mother hadn't secretly hidden the money that Mo Xiaobei needed to go to school, Mo Xiaobei might not even be able to go to school.

It only costs 500 yuan a year to live in the school dormitory, but it costs 2000 yuan a year to rent a house outside.Although it is more expensive, many parents are willing to spend this money for their children.When she saw that the high school kids around her were all living outside, but her three children didn't have any decent clothes, Mo Xiaobei's father was so red-eyed that she asked Mo Xiaobei to discuss it. "Honey, why don't we stay here?"

Mo Xiaobei put down the book in hand, looked at her father's red and swollen eyes from staying up late playing cards, and nodded slightly.

Seeing her like this, her father's eyes became even redder, and he choked up and said, "Baby, are you blaming Dad? Dad is useless, he only knows how to play cards, and he agreed to find you a house and let your mother accompany you Peace of mind to study, but I lost that money again... Baby, are you blaming your father?" As she spoke, her father took out a dry cigarette and smoked, muttering his own useless words.

Mo Xiaobei didn't speak, got up and poured a cup of hot water for her father, "Dad, it's okay, where can't I study? Besides, there are many people in the dormitory, so there are more people to take care of."

Her father still felt uncomfortable hearing her say this, but looking at her daughter's pale face because she had never eaten meat, he seemed to make up his mind and said, "Daughter, don't worry, father will give his life to pay for you to go to college." !” After finishing speaking, her father put on PLA shoes and went to the brick and tile factory to move bricks.

Mo Xiaobei didn't stop her father, because she knew that her father would feel bad after losing money, and he urgently needed to vent at this moment. Although it was bad for his health, her father had such a temperament, no matter what she said, it was useless.

As for blame?Mo Xiaobei has never had it before, she can only be grateful.

Her father didn't beat up and scold the children for losing money in gambling like the one on TV. On the contrary, her father was very kind to the three of them, and he always responded to their requests since they were young.It's just that now that she's grown up, she wants too much and he can't give it anymore, but he is still a good father in Mo Xiaobei's eyes, no matter what outsiders think of him.

After hearing what the domineering girl said, Mo Xiaobei only pulled her mother's clothes and said, "Mom, hurry up and find a dormitory. It's already three o'clock in the afternoon. What if the last bus is late?"

Her mother agrees when she hears that, if she can't catch the last bus, she has to find a hotel to stay here. I heard that it costs 60 yuan a night, which is too expensive!Her mother hurried away with Mo Xiaobei, and before she left, the girl didn't forget to add, "Auntie, come to my house to play with little sister Xiaobei when you have time!"

He could still hear that annoying voice after walking a long way, but Mo Xiaobei just pretended he didn't hear it.

And her mother was still muttering, "Xiaobei, I will go to see your Aunt Huang when I have time. We were good sisters back then, but we haven't contacted her for so many years and I don't know if she is in good health. Pingping's child is you Aunt Huang’s daughter, you happen to be in the same class, so I don’t worry about taking care of each other. If you have time, you can also go to see Aunt Huang... You must be good by yourself, don’t be awkward with your classmates, and study hard. Miss home, be well."

Several "good" in succession, as if she couldn't say anything other than "good".Mo Xiaobei listened in silence, and obediently responded one by one.

When Mo Xiaobei found the dormitory, her mother helped her make the bed and bought her a lot of daily necessities. When she saw the fruit stand, she bought her three catties of apples cruelly, saying that she would keep her Eat slowly, it doesn't matter what Mo Xiaobei says, her mother is really a very stubborn person.

After everything was arranged, her mother reluctantly patted her head and left. "Xiao Bei, remember not to catch a cold, remember to eat and sleep on time."

Mo Xiaobei nodded with red eyes, looking at the back of her mother walking to the station by herself, she was so frail and lonely, as if a gust of wind could blow her away.

The shadow of her mother going away got longer and longer, and finally disappeared around the corner of the school wall. She was alone facing the towering teaching building in No. [-] Middle School, and she wanted to cry for no reason.

In this huge county, there will only be one person left in the future.

No relatives, no friends, a lonely journey alone.