Goddess routine

Her words pierced Mo Xiaobei's heart.

From childhood to adulthood, her clothes and shoes are good, most of them are from her uncle's two daughters, and occasionally her mother will take her to the market to buy some things when she is in the countryside, but the quality of those things Not so good, but the clothes are passable, and the shoes are too worn due to the morning exercise and running scheduled by the school. Usually, they can't be used after a month of wearing.

In this world, there are many things that money cannot buy, but there are more things that money can buy.

She was from one to seven years old. Because she was the only daughter, although her family was not rich, she could get a lot of love from the family.

Later, when her aunts married far away one after another, and she lost a share of love, because her father was the only son of three generations, and her grandmother had been persistent in letting her mother have a son to carry on the family line, she had younger siblings one after another.

A human heart is made of flesh, but there is only one human heart.

With three children, even a sage would have a biased heart, not to mention that her mother never even went to elementary school.

Like an ordinary rural family with two daughters and a young son, the whole family prefers the youngest son. Naturally, the degree of care for the two daughters is much weaker.

Daughters always want to marry when they grow up, and those who marry will lose money if they spend too much time on their daughters.

——This sentence was said by her grandma when she was admitted to high school.

At that time, she was helping her family harvest rice. On the huge rice drying ground, a group of parents were chatting with each other. The neighbor uncle jokingly said to her parents, "Your daughter is promising, and she was admitted to the county No. [-] middle school. I can earn my own money to support you.”

Her parents smiled and said nothing, but her grandma sighed, "It doesn't matter if you raise a daughter, only your son is for you. It would be great if it wasn't Xiaobei who passed the exam, but her younger brother."

She didn't say anything after hearing it, but suddenly remembered that when she was a guest at the eldest aunt's house, she heard her cry and complained to the eldest uncle, "It's good to raise your son, he will support you, why do you ask us for money from time to time? When I was a teenager, I was married off, and I was ignored for several years, and when we got better, I remembered that I had this daughter!"

The image of her eldest aunt crying still remained in her mind. She was young at the time and didn't understand the meaning of this sentence. Later, when her younger brother was born, she gradually understood that in this world, there are people born with unequal things.

When she was a child, she liked to eat snacks but had no money to buy them, because her mother stipulated that she could only spend [-] cents a week, and at that time a spicy stick cost [-] cents.On the way to school, she saw other children eating jelly Shaqima, so she could only swallow while pulling wild sesame seeds by the roadside.

I was really greedy, so I went around to pick up mineral water bottles and cans thrown away by others during the summer vacation. When I got a snakeskin bag, I took it and exchanged it with the waste collector. Usually, I got one to five yuan. Save it slowly, buy some ballpoint pens and comic books, and save the rest to buy bubble gum to eat, so that you can chew longer and relieve your cravings.

When it rained or snowed, there was no one to pick her up, so she wore plastic shoes bought for five yuan and held an oilcloth umbrella that she couldn't even hold the umbrella handle, and went to school step by step. 15 years old, from the first grade to the third grade.

When she was in the third year of junior high school, her younger siblings also reached the age of enlightenment. After the family sent them to elementary school, fearing that something might happen to her younger brother, they not only picked them up regularly, but also visited the school from time to time, and paid enough money to buy what they wanted. , No matter how expensive the toy you want, you can still buy it.

Even though she was studying in the junior high school next door, she had never seen her family members once, but when the whole class was cleaning together, a classmate who knew her family saw them from a distance in the elementary school and pointed them out to her. At that time, she had no choice but to smile to show that she knew and walked away quietly.

Otherwise, what should she say?In fact, they just came to see if my younger brother had quarreled with children, was anyone bullying him?

Speaking of which, her younger sister took advantage of her younger brother and lived a pretty good primary school life.

She always thought it was because her younger brother was younger and she was older than him and wanted to let him go, but one time when she went to the street, she wanted a three-yuan kite and her mother didn’t buy it for her, while her brother asked for a 15-yuan kite Mo Xiaobei's heart felt sore for the first time when her mother lost money without saying a word.

Especially when her younger brother was happily playing with the remote-controlled car in the yard, and she took a string, tied it to a plastic bag, and flew it as a kite, the feeling of heartbreak became more and more obvious.

Not to mention the fact that she wanted a book and her mother didn't pay for it, but spent hundreds of dollars to buy vitamin calcium tablets for her brother.

She has done housework since she was a child, and she is good at reading. She has a quiet personality and tries her best not to cause trouble to the family. How can she not compare to her brother?

Probably what her grandma said, she was born as a girl.

But gender is not something she can choose. Besides, since humans endow women with so much despicability and sin, why did the Creator allow such creatures to be born?

She had never understood these principles, but now Su Ziqing's words touched her even more, she was deeply moved, and she felt a little clear about the fog that suddenly cleared away.

Girls, since there are too many people targeting you in this world, too many traps set for you, too many people demanding you, and too many winds blowing your self-esteem down, besides being better to yourself, besides letting If I become strong enough to not be harmed by external forces, what other way can I go?

Trembling in her heart, she almost choked with sobs and agreed to Su Ziqing's request, "Su...Student Su, you are right, the thing...I...I have it, if you have anything to do in the future, just...come to me for help...if... If I can help."

She suddenly changed her attitude so quickly that even Su Ziqing was a little surprised. He wanted to ask why, but when he turned his gaze, he saw that tears seemed to glisten in her eyes. "Well... Mo student, as long as you want to understand."

After finishing speaking, she added with a smile, "Then...can we go now?"

Trying to suppress the ups and downs of emotions in his heart, Mo Xiaobei smiled back at her, "Mmm..."

Su Ziqing nodded with a smile, holding onto Ji Lingyu, who was still thinking about sneaking away while they were talking, to drink a cup of strong and fragrant coffee, they hurried back to the clinic.

As soon as he approached the glass door, he heard Tang Wenxian roar in a low voice, "What do you want to do! Don't dirty other people's place!"

Mo Xiaobei was startled by her loud shout, and hastily opened the heavy frosted glass door, "What's the matter, what's the matter?"

As soon as I caught my eye, I met Tang Wenxian's expressionless face, "Why are you so slow?"

"Uh...the road is a bit congested, and we have something to do...so it's delayed."

Tang Wenxian is not blind, of course he saw the shoebox she held in her hand and hid behind her back, not only her, but also Ji Lingyu, who had no good looks behind her, and Su Ziqing, who was smiling gently, saw the things in their hands, so obvious Evidence, she's not stupid, how could she not know that they just went shopping along the way, not Mo Xiaobei's lame excuse for getting stuck in the road.

Feeling her eyes turning around him, Mo Xiaobei embarrassedly hid the shoebox in his hand behind his back again, feeling a little uneasy.

They just left classmate Tang and went out for a while. Wouldn't she be very sad if she found out?

Unexpectedly, Tang Wenxian sized her up for a while, then turned his eyes away, said nothing, just nodded slightly, and looked at Ji Lingyu behind her, "Just come back, you guys take care of her, I'm impatient. "

After she finished speaking, she walked sideways, and Mo Xiaobei realized that the girl covered by her had woken up, sitting in a wheelchair, her face was very pale, her eyes were open, and she looked calmly at her. Looking at them, "Are you the ones who sent me here?"

Su Ziqing stood still, Mo Xiaobei nodded quietly, but Ji Lingyu, who is enthusiastic and lively by nature, had already stepped forward, took the porridge in Mo Xiaobei's hand, and walked in front of her with a smile, "Hey, wake up!" Oh, the doctor said that you are anemic and have low blood pressure. Is it because you often don’t eat in the morning? Let me tell you, breakfast is very important, you must eat it in the future, and you should buy more red dates eat--"

"I want to go, immediately, immediately!"

Ji Lingyu, who was about to make a long speech, was taken aback for a moment, then frowned, and pointed to the water hanging on the bracket, "Aren't you, this is not finished yet, you are leaving, where are you going?"

The girl said coldly, "Go back to the playground."

"No way." Ji Lingyu stared at her with wide eyes, "Military training is going to be exposed to the sun, now you're going back to the playground, aren't you afraid that you'll faint?"

The girl was taken aback for a moment when she heard this, and then groaned with a cold face. Seeing this, Ji Lingyu breathed a sigh of relief, and said with a smile, "Is that right? You hang up the water well here, and then let the doctor look at it." -"

"I want to go back." Before she could finish speaking, the girl stood up with her left hand on the armrest of the wheelchair, and said decisively.

"Hey, you!" She stood up with her hands on her hands, and the needles on her hands that were tightly bound by the tape were all loose. Ji Lingyu was terrified when she saw it, "Hey, there is water hanging, don't move around, you It doesn't matter if you die, are you worthy of our kind intentions to send you here!"

"Zero Rain!" Su Ziqing hurriedly yelled to stop her from continuing.

The classmate in front of her, from the point of view of her attire, was even simpler than classmate Mo. She knew that she was not in good health but insisted on not seeking medical treatment. Apart from her hidden illness, the only thing she was worried about was medical expenses.

And judging from Ji Lingyu's words that hurt self-esteem and the girl's sudden change of face, Su Ziqing was more willing to believe that the reason for this strange classmate's reluctance to be treated was the latter.

Another person who can't help himself, Su Ziqing sighed, why is there always so much hardship in the world?

The author has something to say: Let me explain in advance that I read books that are very complicated, and there are all kinds of messy things in them, so my novels also... In short, this article contains some things around me, and there are also stories that I read. , Tucao please lightly.