Short story department

Back in the room, Situ Yan put the quiet Han Dong on the bed.Just an ordinary movement suddenly made Han Dong frantic, screaming and punching and kicking Situ Yan.Situ Yan was caught off guard, and was punched and kicked several times in succession, leaving him in a state of embarrassment.He didn't dare to shout loudly for fear of irritating Han Dong, so he could only whisper: "It's me, Han Dong! I'm Situ Yan, see clearly, I'm Situ Yan."

Han Dong ignored his calls and kicked him in the stomach. Because of too much force, he also rolled to the other side of the bed. In a panic, he crawled into the corner and hugged himself tightly.

Situ Yan panted heavily, and looked at Han Dong in disbelief: "Han Dong, you are safe now, trust me...I am Situ Yan."

No matter how hard Situ Yan tried to guide Han Dong, the latter was full of vigilance and guard against him.Situ Yan was very worried that Han Dong's condition would deteriorate if this continued.

Han Dong stared at him closely without saying a word.Situ Yan walked to the end of the bed, stopped, and slowly stretched out his hand towards Han Dong: "Look, I don't have anything." As he spoke, he continued to move forward.

Han Dong's eyes were fixed on Situ Yan's hands, as if he was looking at two weapons that could destroy him at any moment.Situ Yan knew very well that Han Dong's sense of fear did not come from death. This person wanted to die and was not afraid of death at all.So what is he afraid of?

Let me be close to you, let me dissect you, let me see your inner world.I want to know what it is that you are afraid of.

"Stay away from me!" Han Dong suddenly shouted tremblingly, "Get out, stay away from me!"

"Okay, I'm leaving, don't get excited, okay?" Situ Yan had to retreat to his original position, "I'm leaving now, don't get excited." At this time, two of Situ Yan's assistants heard the call and rushed in.

Han Dong was frightened by the assistant who rushed in, his cry could almost penetrate the eardrums of people, and he spared no effort to explode in the room.

Situ Yan was so angry that he turned his head and reprimanded in a low voice: "Who let you in? Get out!"

They have served as Situ Yan's assistants for many years, and they have a lot of experience.The male assistant has prepared a sedative: "Teacher, do you want to give him an injection?"

"No, get out!" Situ Yan drove the two assistants out, and before he could turn around, Han Dong started yelling heart-piercingly again.Calling Situ Yan to get out, don't come over.In desperation, Situ Yan had no choice but to leave with his assistant.

Situ Yan was very anxious.He went straight to his office with two assistants.Pulling the curtains to block the sun and turning on the monitoring system, Han Dong's situation was clearly reflected on the computer screen.

One of the two assistants is responsible for recording and the other is responsible for helping to collect data.Situ Yan frowned, observing Han Dong in the room.

Han Dong's yelling stopped after they left.He curled up on the ground in the corner, hugged his shivering body, and slowly lay down on the ground.Eyes full of horror, looking at the surrounding environment.

"Teacher, he seems to have calmed down." The assistant girl stood behind Situ Yan, bent over and carefully observed Han Dong in the monitor. "He calmed down so quickly, which means that his panic disorder is not serious. However, he has Aggressiveness, which is weird."

Situ Yan frowned deeply, and said, "Not only does he suffer from panic disorder, he also has insomnia and homophobia. His problems are very complicated and serious. Therefore, I don't want to use tranquilizers on him. It's useless, and it will make him reject me even more. Take your time, he can survive."

The male assistant put down the pen in his hand and looked at Situ Yan suspiciously: "Teacher, can you show us his information?"

Situ Yan hesitated for a while, but still shook his head: "This is my personal project, not the association's. I can only tell you the general situation. This patient was raped by homo//sexual//rape// more than ten years ago In about a year, an accident left him with kidney failure. His family was in a bad situation, and the man paid for his medical expenses after he went abroad. He hated him and couldn't get rid of him. After a few years, the man Returning to the country, abused him again, and asked a third person to be present. This behavior lasted for half a month, and several times, he was forced to eat human organs by that person..."

Hearing this, the assistant girl subconsciously exclaimed and quickly covered her mouth.

Situ Yan patted the assistant calmly: "So, I must be cautious and cautious when dealing with him. I am going to take him out of the association and give him an absolutely quiet environment."

The new environment is the apartment rented by Situ Yan.The condition is very good and the rental is also very good.On the day Han Dong was taken away from the association, Situ Yan told him to pack up his things and go out to live with me.

Han Dong didn't ask anything, packed his own things, and followed Situ Yan obediently.

Situ Yan chose to leave at twilight, and there were not many people on the street, which was the best time for Han Dong.

Along the way, Han Dong didn't say a word.Situ Yan was in charge of driving, and would chat with him occasionally.Several times of probing were ignored, and Situ Yan was not discouraged, and he continued to talk about irrelevant topics one by one.

Outside the new apartment is a large open-air balcony. Han Dong almost grew up on this small balcony, staying here no matter day or night.Situ Yan didn't bother him, and did his own thing in the room, or read a book, or used a notebook, or took a nap on the sofa.

They are like people living in two spaces, no one looks at the other, and no one cares about the other.Han Dong couldn't fall asleep, his mental state was getting worse, his temper was good and bad; Situ Yan would stay up late at night to read books and materials, and only when Han Dong's condition was slightly better during the day could he fall down on the sofa and sleep for a while.

Han Dong regarded him as air, ignored him, ignored him, ignored him, and ignored him.In the first few days after changing to a new environment, Situ Yan tried to communicate with Han Dong. After realizing his state, Situ Yan simply let the flow take its course and stopped disturbing him.Just watch him carefully in the same room.

When Han Dong got sick, he would yell at Situ Yan, punch and kick him.Situ Yan is often beaten into panda eyes.Normally, Han Dong was very quiet.It's as if there is no him in the room, and it doesn't even need to breathe.Situ Yan often sat in the study, looking at Han Dong who was slowly rocking in a rocking chair on the balcony.Sometimes, Situ Yan wanted to ask him: what are you thinking?

Opening the glass door of the balcony, Situ Yan put the water mixed with healing medicine by Han Dong's hand.Continue to talk to himself: "I have met Situ, I mean the one in China, Situ Qianye."

The rocking chair swayed slowly, Han Dong's eyes were dull and he didn't respond at all.Situ Yan said to himself: "I brought you back, Situ is very annoyed. In your situation, you will not go to prison if you stay in the country. They will give you a psychiatric evaluation."

The sun was warm and shrouded Han Dong's pale face.His pale and powerless expression was like a lifeless statue.

"Han Dong, don't you want to know why I brought you back? Actually, it's not all because of Mr. Wei."

The drooping eyelashes trembled slightly, and soon returned to a still state.

Situ Yan leaned against the wall and said half-jokingly: "During the years of school, almost no one noticed Wei Jun. He was handsome and attractive, but no girl pursued him. At that time, I was very special to him. Interested. I often find opportunities to contact him, and he does not reject me. Gradually, I became his only friend. Once, I asked him if he had a girl he liked, and he said..."

Situ Yan stopped on purpose, quietly waiting for Han Dong's reaction.If he is interested, then there is a chance to open a door; if he doesn't respond, Situ Yan can only find another way.

After waiting for almost a century, until Situ Yan was almost disappointed, Han Dong said slowly, "What did he say?"

There was a burst of ecstasy in my heart!Situ Yan tried his best to keep calm and said, "He is slow to respond to feelings."

Hearing this, Han Dong lowered his head slightly.

"Impossible, right?" Situ Yan smiled softly, "I believed it at the time. Thinking about it now, he should be slow to respond to his own feelings, but he is very keen to observe other people's feelings. Well, I won't bother you."

Situ Yan returned to the room and closed the balcony door again.With excitement, he came to the study, turned on the monitor, and observed the expression changes on Han Dong's face.

It's a pity that Han Dong still looked dumbfounded and continued to sway on the rocking chair.

Situ Yan recorded the situation on the computer.After typing a few words, I couldn't write any more.

Helpless, this is Situ Yan's current state.

He thought, can't go on like this.This wasn't why he brought Han Dong back!He couldn't continue to let Han Dong live without emotion, it was worse than walking dead.Therefore, Situ Yan had to come up with materials that he didn't want to use as a reference at the beginning.

The information was given to him by Wei Jun, about Han Dong's treatment.

When Wei Jun met Han Dong, his situation was similar to now.Don't want to live, and don't bother to commit suicide, use up life energy in a daze, wait for the energy to be exhausted, and swallow your last breath.Wei Jun didn't give him any treatment in time, but just took him with him.

Regarding emotions, Wei Jun rarely mentioned Han Dong.He just told Situ Yan that he has someone by his side, and when I die, you will take care of him for me.

What motivated Wei Jun, who was insensitive to him, to fall in love with Han Dong?Although Situ Yan was interested, he didn't want to be influenced by Wei Jun.He confidently formulated a new treatment plan to make Han Dong healthy.After half a month of hard work, Han Dong not only failed to recover, but developed in a completely unexpected direction.Not only did I suffer from insomnia, but the previous panic disorder also broke out.

Situ Yan had to admit that he was slightly inferior to Wei Jun.

When I opened Wei Jun's treatment materials for Han Dong, the first sentence I read was: Yan, I'm glad you finally made up your mind to read my materials.

This Wei Jun!Situ Yan gritted his teeth!

There was no treatment record in the thick dozen of printed paper, it was written about Wei Jun and Han Dong's daily life.What did he eat and what did he do today; Han Dong smiled at him, and then cried again; he prepared a gift for Han Dong, which was cut into pieces by Han Dong; he took Han Dong out to take the sightseeing cable car, and in the cable car, Han Dong Dong hugged him tightly, pale with fright.

After reading more than 30 pages, it is daily.Just when Situ Yan almost lost interest, he saw a few lines of pen writing.

"Yan, are you losing your patience seeing this? I told you when I was in school that being too concerned about ups and downs will hinder your performance. So, you can skip and watch. July 7st and August 21th. "

Situ Yan continued to grind his teeth, angrily turned to July 7st.

"He is very soft. His hair, fingers, and body are softer than I thought. His expression, if you look closely, is also soft. He disguises himself as hard. I like this fake hardness. So, I don't want to smash his falsehood.

He's smart enough to know that I know what he's pretending to be.He is well disguised.Every time he came up with a new trick, I would reward him with a candlelight dinner and a soft little gift.

He is very silent.Sometimes, he can't say a word for several days. I like his quietness. "

8 month 4 number

"He was crying all the time. I was careful not to hurt him. I let him lie in my arms and all night I served him. Be very gentle with him and he kept crying. He was never normal The feeling a person should have. He is afraid of all the strips around him. This is related to the fact that he was hurt by toys. I kissed his eyes and slowly guided him to let him understand that this thing is just a part of the human body. I hinted at him that if he felt scared, it was okay to let it go.

I'm glad he's trying to fit in with me. "

Leaving Wei Jun's information behind, Situ Yan was very worried.Wei Jun is really different!This guy actually used that kind of thing to treat Han Dong.If it was him, he would probably be punched by the instructor several times and kicked out of the association.

damn it!There is no way?

Situ Yan was not reconciled, and read some information about Mr. Wei.It was only until the end that he saw the last few words Wei Jun left for him.

"Hiko, try to enjoy him."

Damn it, I shouldn't have watched it.

In the end, Wei Jun's information was thrown into the shredder by Situ Yan.

That night, Situ Yan couldn't bear it any longer and fell asleep on the sofa.When the sun went down, Han Dong went back to the house, took a blanket and went back to the balcony, where he continued to sit in the rocking chair.He was very attached to that rocking chair and did not allow Situ Yan to touch it.

After sleeping until midnight, Situ Yan woke up because of thirst.The first thing is to go behind the balcony door and see how the people outside are doing.Perhaps it was because of his extreme lack of sleep that he didn't react when he saw the cold light.When the cold light flashed slightly, Situ Yan realized that it should be a blade.

"Han Dong!" Situ Yan woke up immediately, opened the glass door and rushed out.

The blade had cut through the wrist, and seemed to be within a hair's breadth of an artery.Situ Yan grabbed the blade in desperation, his own blood mixed with Han Dong's, exuding a dangerous smell.

Han Dong looked at Situ Yan with a numb face, as if he was asking—why did you stop me?

Situ Yan was not in the mood to speak, so he pulled Han Dong into the house.Han Dong was like a puppet, letting Situ Yan pull him around.

In the bathroom, Situ Yan put Han Dong's wrist under the faucet to wash away the blood.After making sure that no artery was cut, he let out a long breath.He didn't scold Han Dong too much, but bandaged Han Dong's wound and took him back to the balcony.

Han Dong didn't speak all the time. At this time, he was placed on the rocking chair, as if he was safe. Situ Yan sat down on the ground and said helplessly, "Han Dong, you have become active. You used to be too lazy to commit suicide. It’s been a lot of work today.”

Han Dong looked down at the gauze on his wrist, and said slowly, "I have to do something."

"There are many things besides suicide."

"I am not interested."

Situ Yan almost blurted out: "You are beside Wei Jun, why don't you seek death?" After saying that, he regretted it.

Han Dong looked at him in surprise.Although this was Han Dong's first meaningful expression here, Situ Yan couldn't be happy.

Han Dong asked him, "Yes, why didn't I want to die then?" Before Situ Yan could answer, he said to himself, "He gave me a handful of seeds."

seed?What kind of seed?Why is this paragraph of Wei Jun not recorded in the data?Situ Yan became more and more suspicious.

Han Dong slowly leaned back on the rocking chair, looking at the stars in the sky: "I planted flowers for the first time, roses. They were as red as blood. He taught me how to prune branches and build frames. I don't want to see him , just with the flowers. I like their leaves better. I thought, if I die, who will take care of them?" He paused, "If they die before me, no. A lot of flowers die Now, I feel very at ease. Wei Jun gave me another handful of seeds. I thought it was still a rose, but I realized it was a kind of weed when it germinated. I didn’t water them and left them alone. the whole garden."

Situ Yan listened quietly to Han Dong's memories...

"I like to lie among the weeds. One day, Wei Jun bought a lawn mower and got rid of all the weeds. He weeded along my body, and in the end the only thing that was not removed was the grass under me. After he was gone, I got up. I saw me turned into grass."

"I take scissors every day to trim my other 'me', I want it to stay like 'me'. I water 'me', I don't want 'me' to die. I take good care of my other self, but it still dies I was very sad. I cried and went to Wei Jun, hoping that he would give me another seed and plant another me.”

"Did he give it to you?" Unknowingly, Situ Yan was enthralled.

Han Dong shook his head: "He said, he wants me to exchange things."

"what?"

"Feeling." Han Dong looked down at Situ Yan.

Why feelings, not emotions?Situ Yan couldn't understand Wei Jun's intentions, and Han Dong couldn't understand it even more.He tried to do a few things, Wei Jun always shook his head and said with a smile: "No."

Han Dong really wanted to grow himself, so he began to work hard to find the "feeling" Wei Jun wanted.

"Did you find it?" Situ Yan said with a smile in his tone.

Han Dong nodded: "I cut his arm with a knife."

Situ Yan: "..."

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