Seductive every day

Fei Yuan turned off his cell phone, only told his father where he was going, and threw himself into the snow-capped mountains of Switzerland.

Gstaad is where Fei Yuan grew up. His English is not good, but his daily conversation in German is passable, because he comes here to ski every year.

Fei Yuan likes the feeling of flying in the white snow, the cold wind and snowflakes rushing towards him, everything is retreating rapidly, only he is moving forward. , This is a scene that will never appear in his own life.

He is always dawdling, hesitating, everyone is running towards the future, and he has no concept of the future. , His life is just going with the flow, there is nothing worth holding on to, and there is nothing to give up. , Fei Yuan finished more than 100 kilometers of off-road skiing, took off his skis, and drove back to the hotel. , The driver is very familiar with him, Fei Yuan has to go over this snow track every day, without a break for a month. , More than 100 kilometers, Fei Yuan will feel tired after skating, and he will feel drowsy when he gets in the car. This is the effect he wants, otherwise he will have insomnia all night and think about it all night.

He didn't contact anyone in the country, not even a phone call from his father. He was really afraid that he would hear any news about Fu Zhaoshui from his relatives and friends in the country. He always felt that he would receive an invitation to Fu Zhaoshui's wedding. , They probably broke up, without any concluding remarks, they just quietly became real strangers. , He leaned against the car window, looking at the cold scenery outside, his eyes were too dry to shed a tear. , He told himself, can not be entangled. , He is already an adult, so he should look like an adult. When he does it, he devotes himself wholeheartedly to it, and when he withdraws, he is free and easy. Fu Zhaoshui did not persecute him from the beginning to the end. He chose his own path, and he had to bear his own sins. Sitting in the car, Fei Yuan staggered, terribly sleepy, dreamed of Fu Zhaoshui while half asleep, dreamed that he was still in love with him, and was still lingering with him to death.

The car arrived at the destination, Fei Yuan floated out of the car, floated into the hotel, floated back to the room, floated down on the bed, and then heard a dreamlike knock on the door. , He was too tired to think about it, but the knock on the door was quite firm, so he floated to open the door.

Outside the door was a person who couldn't appear here, Fei Yuan thought, it must be a dream, this fucking dream was quite real, even the details of the injury on his face.

He changed his mind, no, who could hurt him!It really is a dream!

The man opened the door silently, squeezed in, locked it, and then asked him: "Why did you leave suddenly? Why didn't you tell me? You want to end, want to break up with me? Do you think I'm troublesome? Where am I? I hate you, tell me" He asked a series of questions, from Fei Yuan to the end, this man was so aggressive in his dream!He kept questioning, without reflecting at all that it was he who betrayed first, and went on a date with a woman, and "good things are coming soon"!

The grievances accumulated in his heart erupted in one breath, and Fei Yuan said angrily: "Yes! I've changed my mind! I fucking want to fall in love with a woman and have sex with a woman! I'm so troubled by you! I'm going to get married, and he Damn it is also able to carry on the family line and make women pregnant! Is it okay? Satisfied?!"

The haggard and sad face on the other side froze for a moment, Fei Yuan shivered, and the man took a step closer, the oppressive cold made him instantly clear.He didn't seem to be dreaming "Second Brother" Fu Zhaoshui's eyes were dead, staring at him for a moment. , Fei Yuan swallowed his saliva, and stepped back.

Fu Zhaoshui pressed him step by step, and asked him calmly: "Are you going to get married? That's why you hid? Suddenly disappeared while playing with me?"

"No" "Fei Yuan, do you think I'm easy to talk to? Start and end as you like?"

No "I seem to have given you too much freedom to misunderstand that I am a good person.

no!Second brother!You are a good person!

Fei Yuan failed to say "No!", and Fu Zhaoshui threw him on the bed. Before he could react, he was dizzy and was skinned numbly. , Fei Yuan was so tired that he didn't know how to fight for the "rights of prisoners of war" for himself. He kept apologizing, but Fu Zhaoshui pounced on him, gobbled him up and ate him.

Fei Yuan remembered that when he was a child, he loved to play with oranges. He peeled off the skin, pulled off the white silk on the top, and put his finger into the hole in the middle of the orange, poking it in and out. : The orange is very delicate, and the juice will come out after a few pokes, and then he will pick it up and lick it, until the round orange is dripping with water. , He didn't play enough like this, squeezed the orange petals, and a lot of sweet juice came out, so he inserted two fingers in, stretched the oranges, and inserted a ham sausage. , This way of eating is very abnormal, but Fei Yuan liked to do it for some reason when he was a child. , The ham sausage is very long, it will pierce the orange, Fei Yuan has to be careful, carry it into the yogurt, dip it in, let the white yogurt moisten the orange from the inside out.

The shiny white thick milk stained every petal of the orange. At this moment, Fei Yuan opened his mouth, pulled the whole orange off the sausage, and ate it together with the rich yogurt. The poor little orange was completely in his mouth. Melting, juicy, luscious taste mixed with yogurt, sometimes it can't be eaten, and it will flow out from the corner of the mouth. "Fei Yuan was beaten to death, his voice was hoarse, and he couldn't make a sound anymore, he thought in a trance of the oranges that died in his hands when he was a child. *

Because he was so unscrupulous when he was a child, he maliciously humiliated food, so that he has become someone else's "food" now.

Fei Yuan was about to lose his life, but Fu Zhaoshui tied him and refused to let him go. He rolled around in pain on the bed, begging Fu Zhaoshui to let him go once.

Fu Zhaoshui poured a glass of wine, put it in his mouth, and fed him mouthful, extremely gentle and cruel.

"Ah Yuan, are you still running?

"No, no, second brother, second brother, dear husband, please let go, I beg you, let me do whatever you want, I will never run again." Fu Zhaoshui played with him with his fingers, forcing his stomach to throb, and then Refusing to give him a way out, his bundled feet kept rubbing against the sheets, like live fish on a red-hot iron plate. , He cried so badly that he didn't want any face, and he agreed to whatever Fu Zhaoshui said. , "Are you still married to a woman?"

"No, no, never again" still dare to get involved with women? "

"Don't dare, don't dare anymore" "Are you still going to provoke women?"

"I'm not going anymore" Fei Yuan cried almost to death, his consciousness was blurred by the desire that he couldn't get rid of. , Fu Zhaoshui touched his sweaty forehead, and whispered: "Is there anything else you want to tell me? I'll let you go if I'm happy."

Fei Yuan choked with sobs, and said with an air of nonsense: "I miss you." Fu Zhaoshui finally let him go, holding him to help him climb over the peak that he had never been able to reach. , Fei Yuanda died a few times, his whole body softened into a puddle of mud, electric current surged in his body, and he collapsed on Fu Zhaoshui and trembled. , Fu Zhaoshui kissed his earlobe, and said affectionately: "Use your body to remember the consequences of trying to get rid of me, huh?"