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Zhao Xingchuan washed his face with cold water several times before suppressing his slightly flushed face after drinking. He put on his thin pajamas and walked out solemnly.

Shi Yu's eyes moved, and he sat in a different position: "Are you sober?"

"much better."

"Do you still want to cry?"

Zhao Xingchuan shook his head embarrassingly, and said weakly: "I'm not like that usually, it's only when I'm drunk..."

Shi Yu: "I know, you... come here."

After he finished speaking, he took out a velvet box from under his pressing hand. Zhao Xingchuan glanced at it hastily, and his heart beat wildly. He felt that he might not have woken up yet, and at this moment he wanted to cry again.

He secretly raised his hand to wipe the corner of his eyes, and laughed at himself: "I am a person with too much emotion—is it a gift for me?"

For a moment, he didn't dare to take another step forward.

But in the end Zhao Xingchuan moved slowly in front of Shi Yu, Shi Yu took his hand and said softly: "I am nothing good, thank you for liking me."

While speaking, he had already put the ring on Zhao Xingchuan's ring finger: "I have already brought my own, are you willing? It's useless if you don't want to. The merchant said that the custom-made ring is sold without refund... um."

Before he finished speaking, Zhao Xingchuan suddenly leaned over and pressed against him. The smell of alcohol suppressed by the mint-flavored toothpaste seemed to be still slightly drunk, and Shi Yu, who was so drunk, lost his mind for a moment, and unexpectedly fell into a trance for a moment.

Like being drunk.

"I love you." He relaxed for a moment, then grabbed Shi Yu's waist, lifted him up and lifted him thirty centimeters from the ground, and then let him fall on the bed in two or three steps.

He buried his head in Shi Yu's neck and exhaled, muttering and repeating: "I love you...I am willing."

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Zhao Xingchuan is probably a typical example of exuberant energy, and being drunk does not prevent him from maintaining an energetic state at any time. Shi Yu was in a daze, and couldn't bear to wrong the birthday gentleman. Unexpectedly, Zhao Xingchuan was overly enthusiastic, and he was not serious all night. Let him suffer several times.

In the end, Shi Yu's voice became hoarse, and he still didn't dare to make a sound. The drunks in the two rooms next door were still playing cards together. The sound insulation here is not very good, and the slightest noise may be noticed.

"Zhao Xingchuan!" He gritted his teeth, but he had to whisper.

Zhao Xingchuan panted slightly, hugged him from behind, and replied very tenderly: "Huh?"

He misses him for so long that he is tired now and doesn't want to stop, and wants to continue to use the strength of alcohol to take possession of him openly.

Zhao Xingchuan leaned over and touched his side cheek lightly, and stepped forward one by one, and he blocked Shi Yu's lips again.After the kiss was over, Zhao Xingchuan said hoarsely: "Let me do it again, you are used to me, okay?"

Shi Yu looked away, buried her face in the pillow, and said in a muffled voice, "Be gentle."

The corner of Zhao Xingchuan's mouth raised slightly: "Okay."

After tossing around in the middle of the night, both of them were very tired. Shi Yu was wrapped in Zhao Xingchuan's arms, and his eyelids were so heavy that they slumped down, but he still didn't want to close his eyes.

Zhao Xingchuan noticed this, so he rubbed his hair thoughtfully, and asked softly, "What's the matter? Go to sleep when you're sleepy, and I won't eat you while you're asleep."

Shi Yu shook his head, then fell silent.

He was actually very scared.

I was afraid that when I closed my eyes, I would become another person.

"Don't think so much." Zhao Xingchuan kissed his hair lightly, "Guess what I was thinking just now?"

Shi Yu was temporarily distracted: "I can't guess, what are you thinking?"

"I'm thinking, even if the end of the world suddenly comes now, the tsunami roars high, and the flood floods all the land..."

All human beings have been abandoned by the creator, and the earth has become an isolated island in the universe, but as long as you are in my arms.

"But as long as you are still in my arms, I will die without regret."

Shi Yu chuckled lightly, mockingly said: "Fool."

Zhao Xingchuan hugged Shi Yu tightly, and Shi Yu's eyelids became heavier and heavier.The moonlight outside the window was cold and bright, as if frost had fallen on the treetops and branches, as well as the eaves and windows of the house.

Soon the sky turned pale, Zhao Xingchuan felt Shi Yu struggling in his arms, he half-opened his eyes, and said in a daze, "Huh?"

"I'm going to the toilet." Shi Yu replied.

Zhao Xingchuan was so sleepy that he let go subconsciously and let Shi Yu go.

Lin Zhou walked up the steps quietly, with his eyes lowered, his movements were very slow and light, as if he was thinking about something while walking.

When he reached the top floor, the sun had already climbed into the sky with him. The morning sun brought a hint of coolness, and Lin Zhou let out a breath slowly.

He stood on the low concrete wall, staring down at the still deserted world below. For a moment, he wanted to jump down with Shi Yu's body. Anyway, Shi Yu hadn't woken up yet, and it wouldn't hurt. .

But... why?

Lin Zhou closed his eyes in pain.

Finally, he said to Shi Yu who was still awake: "I killed my brother, Xiao Yu. I also... killed a lot of people, are you angry with me?"

At the end, he laughed self-deprecatingly: "A person like me will probably never go to heaven."

Death is too lonely, so I won't take you there.

Lin Zhou took two steps back, tilted his body, and fell beside the short concrete wall.Shi Yu finally woke up, Lin Zhou in his consciousness was standing on the edge of the cliff he built himself, looking at him with a smile.

"I've thought about it for a long time, it's not fun to take you to die together, why don't you remember me forever..." Whenever I think of it, I feel pain.

Shi Yu frowned, his eyes were sad, and he didn't know what emotion it was.

Lin Zhou didn't have any extra last words. After saying these words, he turned around and jumped down.He felt that he was getting lighter and lighter, and there was a kind of revenge in his heart. The moment he jumped down, he found that Shi Yu would still be in pain.

My heart aches just for him.

For a moment, he felt as if he broke free from Shi Yu's body suddenly, and saw Shi Yu for the first time without the help of a mirror.He couldn't help but touch Shi Yu's face, it felt even hot to the touch.

He opened his mouth, and a barely audible "I'm sorry" shattered into the morning light with him.

The clouds cleared and it was finally dawn.

Realizing that something was wrong, Zhao Xingchuan didn't even have time to put on his coat, and rushed out the door with a pair of slippers turned upside down. He saw Sun Xingyu who was rubbing his eyes and came out to go to the bathroom, and hurried up and grabbed his shoulder: "Did you see Shi Yu? !"

"Who?" Sun Xingyu's head was aching and dazed, his IQ was still between drunk and sober, "Senior Shi, is he here?"

Zhao Xingchuan didn't get the information, so he immediately let go and ran to the yard outside. Shi Yu didn't even wear shoes, where could he run?

His eyes were red with anxiety, Zhou Dao's wife had just made breakfast, she wiped her hands and asked, "Xiao Zhao, what's wrong? Who are you looking for? Don't worry, calm down."

Zhao Xingchuan was like a headless chicken. He scratched his messy sleeping hair: "Auntie, did you see Shi Yu? Did he go out from here?"

"Shi Yu?" She was stunned for a moment, "I don't know, but I have been making breakfast in the kitchen just now, if someone goes out, I should notice."

The kitchen is right next to the gate, and if someone wants to go out, it is not difficult to see through the large window in the kitchen.

In other words, there was a high probability that Yu didn't go out, so Zhao Xingchuan hurriedly said thank you, and then ran up the three steps to the rooftop.

As soon as he opened the door to the roof, he saw Shi Yu standing by the low concrete wall. He turned his head when he heard the sound, the wind gently blew his hair, and the corners of Shi Yu's eyes turned red.

Zhao Xingchuan walked over with relief, and immediately hugged him: "I was scared to death, I thought Lin Zhou went crazy and wanted to take you away..."

"Lin Zhou is gone."

"Hmm." Zhao Xingchuan didn't ask any more questions, but just put his arms around him.

"I don't want to say goodbye, from now on."

Zhao Xingchuan nodded and said: "There is no parting, from now on."

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