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When he got home, Shi Yu already felt that he could fall asleep as soon as he took off his shoes, slammed on the bed and closed his eyes.But I still have to habitually insist on taking a shower, changing into pajamas and then going to bed.

"Baby, give me a kiss."

Shi Yu, who was standing in front of the door, stopped, and Zhao Xingchuan forced him to kiss the corner of his mouth.

"Good night."

Shi Yu stretched out his right hand to comb the broken hair on his forehead to the back, and then scratched his hair root, he bent his eyes tiredly and tenderly: "Good night."

Zhao Xingchuan trembled slightly, and almost froze, he blurted out: "It's late at night, you touch me like this, you are playing a hooligan, you know?"

Originally, Zhao Xingchuan wanted to play a rogue and stick to his bed, but after seeing Shi Yu's tired look, Zhao Xingchuan didn't dare to make trouble with him anymore, and obediently went to the next room.

It's not yet Zhao Xingchuan's usual rest time, he turned on the lamp by the bed, and scrolled through Weibo boredly.

The blogger he followed on his alias drew materials from today's hot searches, let his imagination run wild, and forcibly cut out a big scene of "the actor who steals his heart and runs with the ball".

And today's trending search is not to be outdone. Not long after the photo of Shi Yu hugging Ye Xiaodong exploded, the photo of Shi Yu and Zhao Xingchuan appearing together in the provincial hospital was also released to the public.Netizens were full of imagination for a while, and the stories that came out of their brains became fresher and more refined.

Zhao Xingchuan looked at it for a long time, and his face hurt from laughing.

When he had finished reading and quit the topic and wanted to sleep, he saw another title called #柏汤疑督儿童# and flew to the top of the hot search list again.

Zhao Xingchuan, who was a little sleepy, woke up immediately. He clicked on the trending search and found that someone put together the photos collected today—including the photo of Ye Wei and his wife when they came out of the hospital with their children wrapped around their heads. Coupled with a paragraph of vague words, it seems that there is something to it.

The person who posted the blog was an ordinary marketing account, Zhao Xingchuan quickly took a screenshot and sent it to Ye Wei.

-have you slept? [picture]

Of course Ye Wei didn't sleep, just coaxing Ye Xiaodong to sleep, before he had time to drink his saliva, the company over there called and told him about it.

Ye Wei: I know, now his PR is trying to find a way, I will post a clarification blog.

Zhao Xingchuan breathed a sigh of relief, and then returned to Weibo. Shi Yu's Weibo account hadn't been activated once in a hundred years. Even if he posted a post, it was basically some commercial blog that Ye Wei helped repost.

This person seems to have always had an indifferent attitude towards himself. Over time, people forget that he is also a person who loves his profession.

Even if Shi Yu didn't tell him directly, Zhao Xingchuan could guess that Shi Yu's saying that he would quit the screen was definitely not an understatement as he said. He must have made a secret decision for a long time, but he didn't want to talk to outsiders .

Seeing that Ye Wei posted a clarification blog, and the PR side was also working overtime and staying up late, Zhao Xingchuan finally let go of the stone in his heart, and sleepiness submerged his consciousness bit by bit.

At the same time, Shi Yu, who closed his eyes earlier than Zhao Xingchuan, was stuck in a treacherous deep sea. There were countless pairs of eyes staring at him in the dark, and he could see a faint light when he looked up, but no matter how he struggled, There are countless hands pulling him down on the bottom of the sea.

The cold suffocation flooded his last nerve, he stopped struggling and allowed himself to sink deeper and deeper.

Ugly sea creatures passed through his empty chest intermittently, clams and worms devoured the rest of his rotting flesh, microorganisms implanted in his bones, gently decomposing his remains...

Shi Yu didn't like it here, but his dead body could no longer move.

At this time, he heard someone shouting his name angrily, so angry that he even cried a little.Shi Yu suddenly felt very sad, even more desperate than when he died.

do not Cry……

He woke up in pain, the corners of his eyes were slightly red.For a few seconds in such a trance, Shi Yu could hardly distinguish between dreams and reality. Recently, he often suffers from insomnia, and when he finally closes his eyes, he will fall into a nightmare.

He also feels fear and anxiety for no reason. He likes to stay with Zhao Xingchuan, but he always feels that his gentleness is because he is a high-risk patient, and every smile seems to have an ulterior motive.

Shi Yu hated this kind of sentimentality of worrying about gain and loss and groundless suspicion, but he couldn't control it.He said decisively, but he couldn't help looking forward and backward in his heart.

He was afraid that Zhao Xingchuan would be unhappy because of him, so he held back a lot of words and didn't dare to say anything. He still thought he could save himself.

Shi Yu opened the window, and the chilly spring breeze blew in. He looked out of the window in the middle of the night when it finally dimmed, and heard Lin Zhou say: "Spring is also very cold."

Before Shi Yu could speak, he said again: "But don't you think it would be romantic if we fell to death together in a season of recovery of all things?"

Come on, his unlucky personality persuades him to die whenever he has time, and he often haunts the early morning when negative energy grows rapidly.

If you jump from here, your brains will explode, what a romantic fart!

Lin Zhou sensed his bad mood, so he smiled softly: "Do you think I'm particularly unreasonable? I want to torture you and make everyone around you unsafe."

Shi Yu sneered—nonsense.

"Look, it's fine if other people don't understand, even you. Do you think I should have treated you well before? Am I guilty if I don't want to give unconditionally anymore? I show up when you need it, and I don't need it." I can disappear in time - aren't you being selfish? You've never been patient with me, why don't you ask me what I need?"

He threw out so many questions at once, Shi Yu didn't know where to answer for a while, so he remained silent.

As soon as he was silent, Lin Zhou felt that he was guilty and felt an inexplicable pleasure.

Shi Yu looked into the distance and replied: "It's not that I'm begging you to treat me well. According to what you said, if my parents cared about me for 21 years, when they are unhappy, they can justifiably ruin my life." , or even kill me?"

"I can't give you the same good, I'm sorry, but it's not my obligation either, you can stop the loss in time."

Lin Zhou: "I really hate your understatement."

After he finished speaking, he paused, then changed the subject: "Actually, you are also very scared, if I suddenly take you to jump from here, just a 'bang', Zhao Xingchuan will be awakened, and then run to the red and white Alternate corpses, do you think he will cry?"

Shi Yu: "I don't want to guess, how about trying?"

Lin Zhou froze for a moment, then smiled again: "I don't think this is very interesting, why don't we change the game - wake up Zhao Xingchuan, give him a knife, and ask him if he would like to see me take you Wouldn't it be more fun to let him choose whether to jump off the body or be willing to commit suicide?"

Shi Yu's eyes turned cold: "How dare you."

"You're scared." Lin Zhou laughed loudly, "Why don't I dare? I don't have any worries, no one cares about me, and I don't care about them. Tell me, why don't I dare?"

This lunatic!

Shi Yu: "I'll jump off before he makes a choice..."

He will definitely try his best to grab the control and let himself die before Zhao Xingchuan makes a choice.

At this time, there was a slight sound outside the door.Lin Zhou stopped talking, Shi Yu also turned his head and walked back, opened the door, and looked down to see a dark shadow squatting on the ground, not knowing what to do.

Shi Yu reached out and pressed the light. Zhao Xingchuan, who was sticking paper towels on the carpet, hurriedly raised his head and met his eyes: "Sorry, I woke you up."

"What's wrong?" He knelt down and saw an empty glass on the carpet.

Hmm... There is also a strong coffee smell.

"I can't sleep, so I came out to make some drinks." Zhao Xingchuan said, "I accidentally spilled it—you go to sleep first, and I will take care of it."

Who can't sleep at night and drinks coffee?Shi Yu glanced at the lapped carpet at his door, and guessed that Zhao Xingchuan might have been sitting at his door just now. Shi Yu felt distressed and funny at once. This guy was probably worried about him, so he didn't dare to close his eyes, so he just sat there dryly. This lasted half the night.

But Shi Yu didn't intend to expose his clumsy lies.

"It's okay, I'll ask my aunt to clean up here tomorrow, don't do it, it won't be clean."

After he finished speaking, he walked back into the house. Zhao Xingchuan picked up the paper towels on the ground, threw them into the trash can, and then washed the cups and put them back where they were.

When passing by the gate of Shi Yu, Zhao Xingchuan stopped and asked, "Do you want me to close the door for you?"

"Ah."

When Zhao Xingchuan pulled the door half way, Shi Yu asked softly, "Aren't you going to come in?"

Zhao Xingchuan was startled, thinking that he was too sleepy and misheard: "Ah?"

"My bed is actually pretty big..." Shi Yu said tactfully after thinking about it, "Since you can't sleep, why don't you chat for a while?"

"It's not good..." Zhao Xingchuan said so, but the person had already entered, and quickly closed the door, and then jumped onto the bed for fear that Shi Yu would regret it.

As soon as the sound of him getting into the quilt stopped, the two of them fell silent for no reason. The room was dark and awkwardly quiet.

After a while, Zhao Xingchuan fumbled around in the quilt suddenly, grabbed Shi Yu's hand, and the two interlocked their fingers, and he broke the silence first, "Well...Actually, I just sat at your door and didn't sleep. "

Shi Yu asked, "Why?"

"Because I suddenly missed you when I was lying on the bed, and I had a premonition that I would miss you more in the next second, so I came to your door and sat thinking."

Shi Yu asked again: "What are you thinking about?"

"Thinking about whether I can express my miss without waking you up."

Shi Yu couldn't help laughing, when he was with Zhao Xingchuan, he found that he was very easy...happy.

"You man, what did you eat to grow up? Why are you so glib."

Zhao Xingchuan said thoughtfully: "Don't you like it? Then I'll change it."

Shi Yu turned around and said, "No changes are allowed."

Zhao Xingchuan suddenly wanted to kiss him, and since he thought so, he did it—he held the back of Shi Yu's head, and kissed him deeply.

Shi Yu's lips were soft but not as hot as expected, even a little cold.

He didn't know if it was his own illusion, but he thought the kiss was a bit sweet, so he instinctively lingered for a while longer.

Shi Yu could feel the hot breath of the other party and smell the fragrance of his own shower gel on the other party's body. He couldn't help reaching out and hugged him for a moment.

The sense of unreality left in his heart by the nightmare just now disappeared.

Hegel said that existence is rational.

To hold is to be real.

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The last sentence is a lyric written by Tang Yingfeng.