Please expel my fan membership

"Thank you, Auntie." Shi Yu reminded himself to be polite at all times, and consciously used up his civilized language for nearly half a year since entering his house.

Only Zhao's father who was present still remembered the main topic of this New Year's Eve dinner, but Zhao Xuyi's personality was not much more cheerful than Shi Yu's, and when he was ready, he rolled a few times in his mouth, and was brought into his stomach whole by a spoonful of soup.

"Eat by yourself, you don't have to keep bringing food to me." Shi Yu watched the bowl in front of him being so full that it was about to overflow, he felt a little headache, "Pile it up like pig food..."

Speaking of this, Shi Yu suddenly got stuck, alerting that he seemed to have used an uncivilized term just now, but the couple in front of him didn't seem to respond.

Zhao's mother smiled embarrassedly: "Yes, yes, pick it up after eating - don't take offense, it's rare to experience this kind of happiness of helping my idol to pick up vegetables, and I can't control it."

Shi Yu glanced at Zhao Xingchuan inexplicably, the latter knew that he was embarrassed, and at the same time replied with an inexplicable smile: "My mother, your loyal fan, uses a Weibo account that is still popular in your fan circle. It's pretty high."

"Is that so?" Shi Yu replied smoothly.

"Don't listen to his exaggeration, he's just an ordinary fan. I like your movies and TV shows very much. You're really good at acting." Zhao's mother praised him carefully, for fear that she would not appear stable enough. It’s also very good, I saw it with my own eyes today, and found it looks even better than the one on the screen—what did you eat to grow up?”

"..."

Zhao Xingchuan continued triumphantly: "Yes, the more you look, the more attractive you are, the more attractive you are, probably only a handsome guy like me can match you in the world."

Zhao's mother and Zhao's mother gave him a blank look.

"The two of you are in a relationship. Xingchuan and his father and I don't have any objections. I just want to ask, what are your plans for the future?" Zhao's mother looked serious, and finally brought the topic to the serious part.

Shi Yu replied: "Well... I plan to officially announce my retirement after the year."

Mother Zhao and Zhao Xingchuan said in unison: "What? Why?"

"Because of my personal reasons." Shi Yu replied unhurriedly.

Zhao Xingchuan immediately understood, but Zhao's mother was still very puzzled. Now that Shi Yu's career is in full swing, at this age, with this kind of strength, he can still fight for another ten years in the entertainment industry. What about the curtain?

Mother Zhao didn't understand.

"Mom." Zhao Xingchuan looked at Zhao's mother, "This is Shi Yu's own choice, and I support him."

"Then... then you won't be acting anymore, are you going to start some business?" Mother Zhao asked.

"..." Shi Yu froze for a moment, he didn't seem to have thought about his future life, because he always felt that his life was not long and might disappear at any time, so he only grasped the beautiful things that could be grasped in front of him, and didn't think about "" Future" is such a long-term thing.

Because I am afraid of seeing the flowers wither, I prevent the germination of this seed, and because I am afraid of regret, I simply smash my expectations.Except for Zhao Xingchuan who couldn't let go, Shi Yu did this most of the time in his life.

Seeing that Shi Yu was in a daze, Zhao Xingchuan answered him in a very considerate manner: "He wants to open a few stores with me, and then he will lie at home every day to collect money, occasionally invest in a few movies, and travel around when he has time. Relax or something."

"I can also draw, and he can play a lot of musical instruments. We can write sketches and sing songs on the way of travel in the future. Wow, what a beautiful poem and a distant place, the romance is dead."

Zhao's mother was very helpless, she didn't understand what she ate wrongly when she was pregnant, so she gave birth to such a big fool who was "too ideal".

"The first part is pretty realistic, but the latter part... what are you thinking, you singing? At that time, people from all over the world will chase after our house and ask for mental damages."

"Zhao Xingchuan." Zhao's father finally said, "You mean, you are going to quit the entertainment circle too? Back then, the person who said 'I can only live for ideals in this life' is not you."

Zhao Xingchuan is very confident: "My ideal in life is to live in the way I want. The destination must be to live happily. The place Shi Yu wants to go is my destination. And I didn't say that I also quit the screen , Occasionally I will still accept a good script, hobbies and hobbies can properly improve the quality of life, and should not be lost."

What Zhao Xingchuan said was well-founded, and Zhao's father didn't know how to refute him for a while.

Zhao Xuyi couldn't say no to his son, so he turned his target on Shi Yu again. The corners of his mouth moved and he made a barely kind expression: "Is your name Shi Yu?"

"Ah."

"So Comrade Shi, does your family know about it? About the fact that you are going to spend the rest of your life with my son."

Zhao Xingchuan and Zhao's mother paused with slow-moving chopsticks, and Shi Yu replied calmly: "My parents separated when I was very young, and now they have their own families, so maybe they don't want to know me so much. news. But if you feel the need to tell them, I'll let them know."

As soon as he finished speaking, Zhao's mother immediately picked up: "Old man, you really don't want to open any pot. Shi Yu, if you don't want to, then it's not necessary. If you can, you can put Lao Zhao and him in the future." I look at it like a parent."

"Thank you." Shi Yu smiled.

Zhao Xuyi was suddenly a little curious: "You separated when you were very young, so you didn't follow anyone?"

Shi Yu told the truth: "None of them wanted me—my parents got married because of their parents' wishes. They probably didn't like each other, so they treated me relatively coldly."

Old man Zhao frowned: "What bastard parents, don't have children if you don't want to be responsible. Selfish people shouldn't choose to have children in the first place."

Zhao's mother nodded: "The birth and growth of a child will more or less consume the time and freedom of the parents, so before planning to become a parent, you should think carefully about it."

"Okay, don't talk about such a heavy topic, it's Chinese New Year, talk about something happy." Zhao Xingchuan began to ease the atmosphere, and he raised his cup, "Come on, this cup wishes your son finally found someone he likes."

The second elder raised his glass with dignity and touched him.

Zhao Xuyi originally had a lot of worries to ask, but seeing the two people in front of him, he understood that these worries were very important to him. For the two young people, it seemed that neither of them was worthy of careful consideration.

Forget it, let him go, he thought, just like no one considers whether to come to this world after careful consideration. The initial character design is forced on you by the world, and you can't help but say "no", let alone log out Again.Even Zhao Xingchuan, who seems to be always full of vitality, has only one life, so even as a father, he has no right to formulate his game route.

Thinking of this, Zhao Xuyi raised his cup and respected the two in front of him: "Father, I wish you two never regret it, never regret it."

Zhao Xingchuan knew that his father had completely let go, and his eyes lit up immediately: "Thank you, Dad."

Zhao's mother also smiled and toasted to bless: "Then mother wishes you peace and joy, and good health every year."

"By the way, the firecrackers haven't been set off yet this year." Zhao's mother said suddenly, "No wonder I feel that the atmosphere of the New Year is missing."

Suddenly, a slogan that he saw from nowhere came to Shi Yu's mind - Fifteen days of detention with a whip.

"Auntie, isn't it banned all year round?" Shi Yu asked.

"I know." Zhao's mother took out a string of plastic firecrackers, hung them on the wall, then turned on the switch, and there was a burst of "cracking" firecrackers. Zhao's mother returned to her seat with a smile and introduced, "Electronic firecrackers are convenient. And environmentally friendly."

Shi Yu turned his head and caught a glimpse of Zhao Xingchuan's smiling face beside him. The inexplicable laughter was mixed with the sound of firecrackers. In this atmosphere, Shi Yu couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth.

It is hard for a child growing up in this kind of family to be unhappy, Shi Yu thought.

Outside the window, there are exaggerated neon lights, the road that rarely stops, pedestrians rushing to their homes on the sidewalk, and the light shining through the windows of thousands of households.

Heavy snow fell towards the city from the sky, like a bizarre gift from the gods.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, Shi Yu's house.

Lin Zhou sat at the desk, flipping through the diary he had written in the past.His diary is a very ordinary thick notebook, which is not locked, and is casually thrown in the bottom drawer of the desk.

Shi Yu knew it, but he didn't seem to have peeked at his diary, but the reason why Lin Zhou insisted on writing all his thoughts in the diary was because he expected Shi Yu to peek at it.

He casually flipped through a few pages and roughly scanned the childish fonts on the diary.

2009/01/24

This year's New Year's wish is: I hope Shi Yu can be happy, last year and next year.

2014/07/19

Suddenly there are many people around him, as if he has a lot of things to do, he seems to have been ignoring me, sad.

2016/12/03

He seems to care about that person, why?

2017/12/03

It's been a year, don't think about him anymore, please, you only have me, only me!

2019/07/09

why?

why don't you look at meYou promised to be together for the rest of your life, how can you break your promise and lose weight?

The diary came to an abrupt end here, and Lin Zhou flipped through it again, his eyes finally stayed on "No matter what, don't hurt him", and then tore up these pages with his own hands.

He couldn't understand himself who wrote these words that year, protection?Does it make sense to protect someone who isn't yours?

The things he likes either belong to him or can only be destroyed.