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"My sub-personality wants to kill me." Shi Yu sat on the soft fur sofa, and half of him sank into it. He liked coming to Dr. Xu very much. The atmosphere here made Shi Yu more relaxed than at his home.

Dr. Xu stretched out two fingers and adjusted his glasses: "Mr. Shi."

Shi Yu met his eyes: "Well, I am."

This is an agreement between them. Every time the two parties meet, this "confirmation ceremony" is required to prove that Shi Yu is still Shi Yu and has not been replaced by any personality.

"What's going on?" Dr. Xu pointed to his bandaged neck and right arm.

Shi Yu briefly recounted the accident that happened in Thieves just now, but as long as he told Dr. Xu about the details of Lin Zhou's words and facial expressions.

Dr. Xu was a little surprised after hearing this. Shi Yu came to him alone when he was 17 years old. Now the two have known each other for almost eight years, so he knows Shi Yu's situation very well.He has always positioned Lin Zhou as an extremely protective personality who wants to protect Shi Yu... and even use any means. According to Dr. Xu's understanding of him, the age and personality of the separated personality will generally remain the same. change.

So a protective personality trying to kill his protector is as absurd as a Christian trying to destroy his God with his own hands.

"He can only control your right hand. It is basically impossible to kill you with his bare hands. Moreover, if you are really dead, he will not exist."

Dr. Xu closed the translucent curtains, the harsh afternoon sun was blocked, and when it fell into the room, it became a pleasant soft light, "So rather than him wanting to kill you, I'm more inclined—he wants to give you a warning."

Shi Yu wrote lightly: "He wants to replace me, I can feel it."

"why?"

"He said I was disobedient."

Dr. Xu sat across from him, and slowly poured him a cup of freshly brewed barley tea: "Lin Zhou was born for you, and you have always needed him. He can probably find a sense of belonging and identity from you." , thinking that you are the only one for each other. Now he feels that you have become uncontrollable, probably because he found that you have other spiritual sustenance, and he interprets the loss of the sense of gap as being betrayed."

"Madman..." Shi Yu rubbed between his brows with a headache.

"If he succeeds in replacing you, he can keep you firmly in consciousness, but this method is too dangerous, and you are likely to disappear completely."

This is a mental illness. Apart from enlightening him, Dr. Xu can only prescribe some medicines that have no merit.

Shi Yu clasped his hands together, and even after listening to Dr. Xu's explanation, he still seemed calm and composed: "Is there anything...don't hurt him..."

After all, they have been together for 21 years. Even if Shi Yu is cold-tempered, he can't be truly hard-hearted. Let him deal with Lin Zhou directly... Whether and whether it is possible is another matter, the key is Shi Yuxia Not this hand.

"No." Dr. Xu said bluntly, "Unless you can persuade him, but this hidden danger is too great. The only solution is to kill him. Of course, this method is also very risky, and you are not willing to—— Having been with you for so many years, your feelings for him are probably like that of a brother, right?"

"I don't know, but he can't die." Shi Yu lowered his eyes.

Shi Yu's parents divorced when he was four years old, and he was betrayed to his father, but his father went out to socialize all year round, and Shi Yu went home every day to eat the food that the nanny had prepared earlier but had been cold.The young Shi Yu's first experience of family affection probably came from Lin Zhou.

So this personality is of great significance to him.

"Understandable. But I don't suggest you to have another conflict with him. He is already very strong, and it is too dangerous to quarrel again. You are a star anyway, and you don't want to have epilepsy when the time comes, right? Foaming at the mouth, rolling your eyes, I don't think even if it's you, it won't look so good when you're sick." Dr. Xu half-jokingly said.

Shi Yu nodded: "I understand."

"And you should be careful not to let him kill other personalities." Dr. Xu said, "He used to protect you, so I didn't think about it that much. But now I guess, every time he kills a personality, it will probably be more serious." Be stronger, don't let him grow up..."

After the follow-up consultation, Shi Yu lazily nestled on the sofa and fell asleep.

Ye Wei came in and talked with Dr. Xu for more than half an hour, and almost understood Shi Yu's situation clearly. After understanding the reason, Ye Wei looked at Shi Yu with a serious expression.

Shi Yu sighed helplessly: "I'm not going to be pushed to be cremated soon, what are you doing with a mournful face?"

"Are you just hiding it like this? It's since you were four years old... You can really hide it." Ye Wei is how old he is, and he has been with him for so long, and he has always treated him like his younger brother. Now hearing Dr. Xu explain the situation, I feel very uncomfortable, "Why didn't you tell me before?"

Shi Yu said nonchalantly: "This is my own war. I don't want to affect others, and others can't help me."

Dr. Xu nodded: "He's right."

Ye Wei already looks old, but now he looks even more ugly with his frowning and sad face. People in their 30s look like they are 40 years old.

Shi Yu kicked the chair Ye Wei was sitting on, and said coldly, "Don't think about it, it's not pretty at first, and it will be even uglier if you frown."

Ye Wei still gave him a worried look.

on the way back.

Tony carefully put the silk scarf that Shi Yu took off into the bag, and then asked, "What's wrong with Shi Yu? Are you still going to take pictures today?"

"Let's cancel it first." Ye Wei said.

Sensing that the atmosphere between the two of them was a bit weird, Tony shut his mouth sensibly.

There was nothing to say along the way, and when we got downstairs to Shi Yu's house, Ye Weicai asked again: "Do you need me to accompany you?"

"No, you should go back and spend more time with the children." Shi Yu laughed, "I have come here all these years by myself. Could it be that because you know today, I can't keep going?"

The more he understates, the more unhappy Ye Wei feels, but Shi Yu is indeed no longer a child, and he doesn't like to be clinged to... Ye Wei pondered for a moment before saying: "Then you have a good rest, what's the matter?" Call me."

Shi Yu nodded, then turned and walked upstairs.

"By the way, no matter what, the script has to be read carefully. It will start up in a week. Let's hurry up." Feeling distressed, Ye Wei still believes that work should be the first priority in life.For so many years, except for his wife's childbirth, he has never taken a leave of absence. Even if he is delirious from the fever, he has to struggle on the job with an infusion stand.

"Understood." Shi Yu waved his hand.

Back home, Shi Yu looked down at the script on the coffee table, but didn't dare to open it.

In fact, he can't control the split personality.Through in-depth understanding and learning of the characters in the script, he will inevitably give birth to a brand new personality.

Shi Yu knew this a long time ago, but even if he saw Lin Zhou kill the split personality, he couldn't give up his pursuit.

After so many years of study and practice, acting has already become a part of his body, like breathing, like every beat of the heart, and he can't be separated from these two words at all.

----

On the last night of joining the crew, Shi Yu had to face the new personality Qin Xinghe created in his consciousness.He has an independent consciousness and is another independent individual. Apart from lacking a body that is not shared with others, he is also a living person.

Although Shi Yu has no feelings for him, it doesn't mean that he can easily attack this personality.

What's more, Shi Yu couldn't keep Lin Zhou in check. It was only temporary to suppress him that day. Now Shi Yu not only has to worry about that new personality, but also guards against Lin Zhou. Zhou killed.

Dr. Xu said - he can't be allowed to kill any more.

With a "snap", Shi Yu's cell phone by the bed slipped down. He leaned a little closer to the bed, and then reached down to grab the cell phone. At the moment when he bent down——Lin Zhou suddenly jumped out of the door. Li rushed out, grabbed Qin Xinghe with his elbows, and dragged him into the "room".

As Shi Yu's newborn personality, the powerful character in this script who can ascend to heaven and descend to earth is in no way comparable to Lin Zhou. If Lin Zhou wanted to kill him, it was as easy as an adult killing a newborn baby.

When Shi Yu realized it, Qin Xinghe had already disappeared.

Lin Zhou and him looked at each other, with a sneer on the corner of his mouth: "You are too weak, if I hadn't been willing to protect you, this body would not have been controlled by you long ago."

Shi Yu turned a deaf ear to it, but didn't fall asleep all night.

Joining the group the next day, Shi Yu and Zhao Xingchuan happened to arrive together. Shi Yu snatched Tony's mirror. He didn't have dark circles under his eyes if he didn't sleep all night, but it was hard to hide his haggardness.

And if his mental state is poor, Shi Yu's whole person will look sullen. Such a listless state makes him seem to be indifferent to the world, and the whole person becomes easy to get along with.

"Let him go first," Shi Yu said.

Zhao Xingchuan, who was in the car next to him, got out of the car leisurely, and instead of rushing away, he walked to Shi Yu's car window, and knocked on the car window leisurely.

The corner of Shi Yu's mouth twitched, and he stretched out his hand to press the car window: "What's the matter?"

"It's such a rare coincidence that you didn't get out of the car to mock me?" Zhao Xingchuan said with a mean smile, "Is this illogical, or...are you repaying my life-saving grace?"