refuse to be a teacher

Xue Lan stared at his soft facial features under the pale skin that had long since faded, as if it took a long, long time to suppress the heavy emotions that were about to surge out of his chest.He stretched out his hands, carefully cupped Yan Jue's thin cheeks in the center of his palms, carefully wiped away the faint tears in the corners of his eyes with his dry and warm knuckles, and said softly, "...how can you suffer without blessing? "

"You never took the initiative to tell me these things. If you could tell me earlier, maybe I could try to share some pain for you. But you have chosen to keep silent, which makes me really... very uncomfortable. "

Yan Jue looked downcastly and said, "You can hate me now too."

"What do I hate you for?" Xue Lan's eyes were filled with tears, but the corners of her lips were raised slightly, intentionally squeezing out a comforting smile, "If I hate you immediately, I will hate you every day, year after year , hate you forever."

"Your life is still very long, there is no need to spend it on me alone." Yan Jue's throat was dry, and his voice was inevitably a little hoarse, "You can spend more time and energy to accomplish something that is beneficial to you Things...you can even marry a wife and have children, and feel the warmth of ordinary people."

Xue Lan suddenly felt like a knife was twisting her heart.Even with every subsequent ups and downs of breathing, it is full of unspeakable tingling and sharpness.

"But I just want to marry you, Master."

He raised his hand and pressed the corners of his eyes that were already red and sour, and said slowly, "In the past 16 years, what I saw with my eyes and what I thought of in my heart, besides you, is you—even the only one who is looking forward to and longing for you. Warmth can only come from you."

Yan Jue raised his head silently, and the pain screaming day and night in his heart swept over every corner of his body, so that when he raised his lips and tried to draw the corners of his lips, he couldn't even make any expression related to a smile.

"Don't be stupid, Xue Xiaomao." He gradually collapsed, and suddenly said weakly, "I'm a dying person, how can I talk about marriage or not..."

"I won't let you die." Xue Lan pressed her finger against his thin lips in a hurry, and said stubbornly, "Never."

Yan Jue moved his mouth, and was about to refute something, but Xue Lan was the first to say: "Don't say those unlucky words. Even if you go to heaven or earth, as long as you try your best, you will always find a way to save people! "

Yan Jue looked slightly mournful, and covered his trembling knuckles with his curled palm, and rubbed it back and forth for a moment, as if reluctantly said: "It's useless, once the Soul Sent Curse is practiced into the body, it will definitely wear you down to death .I'm afraid...I won't be able to survive this winter."

"...I said I won't let you die, but you just don't want to believe me. There is no absolute affirmation or negation in the world. You just gave up the room to choose to struggle from the beginning, so how do you know that no one will be able to save you later?" you?"

"I……"

"At any rate, put some confidence in me." Xue Lan said earnestly, "Your apprentice is not as useless as you imagined—one day he will grow up and mature, and he will take the initiative to learn to Protect the master, don't you?"

Yan Jue looked at him in a daze, and even forgot to answer for a moment.It wasn't until later that I came back to my senses that I subconsciously added: "...I'm sorry."

"Don't say I'm sorry, I just want you to try to rely on me, Master." Xue Lan touched his head with a palm, rubbed it twice as if there was nothing, and said, "What happens in the future? Don't always be bored by yourself, tell me a little bit so that I can think of a way with you, okay?"

Yan Jue hesitated for a while, but quickly nodded as he said.

Xue Lan said: "Don't just nod your head, you have to say it before counting."

Yan Jue's Adam's apple moved slightly, and then responded with one word:

"……it is good"

Hearing this once-in-a-century answer, Xue Lanyin finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"Also, don't bother with those crap things related to Jielong Yin for the time being—especially the one about returning to Changxingju, I suggest you think carefully about it." Xue Lan bent over and shook the soft pillow beside her. and the quilt, and pulled Yan Jue back to the bed on his side, and said, "It's more important to keep your spirits up right now, otherwise if you go back and forth like you, you will have a problem even if you are not sick."

"...slow down."

Before the words were finished, the seriously ill patient who was pressed down to rest with all his heart just now sat up alive again.

Xue Lan asked suspiciously, "What's the matter?"

"Can't sleep anymore."

Yan Jue asked him to remind him for no reason, and suddenly remembered that the major issues during the day had not been discussed enough to understand, so he hurriedly turned over and got out of bed to find shoes and socks: "I have to go out, the matter of Jielongyin must be discussed with you." Those old things made it clear..."

As a result, before the front toes could touch the floor, a big quilt behind him had already been covered with a clatter, softly wrapping him inward, and the warm body of the dog apprentice was very close at hand. After being greeted with a warm bed with a quilt cover, even the iron heart was melted in an instant. Xue Lan saw with her own eyes that her master squinted his eyes and leaned back on the soft pillow, like a moth planted in a cobweb in the corner, He didn't even have a basic meaning of thumping twice, so he just settled down.

"Don't go out, sleep okay?" Xue Lan leaned towards her with her arms around him, and coaxed him softly, "What's the nonsense with a bunch of old people, how can I hold you comfortably? "

"Um……"

Yan Jue shrank sideways into his arms, instinctively cuddling closer to a warmer place, so when Xue Lan lowered her head a little, the corner of her jaw just hit the top of his snowy hair, and when she moved her gaze down a little, It can even clearly describe the thin and soft curve of his lips.

Because Xue Lan quietly stared at Yan Jue's still tired and calm posture with his eyes closed, his chest felt pity and sorrow for no reason.

——For a person like him, life is really exhausting.

Some things that could obviously be discarded, but he wanted to carry them one by one on his shoulders one by one, and as time passed, it gradually became a burden that he couldn't get rid of easily.

Maybe he doesn't even know it himself. This is not greed at all, but stupidity.

He was so stupid that he lost his entire life in the end, and it was really hopeless.

Xue Lan felt bitter because of the astringency in his heart, but he didn't make a sound to disturb his sleep.At that time, the sky outside the window was completely dark, and the master and apprentice lay side by side for half an hour. Yan Jue became soft when he touched the bed, and soon fell into a drowsy sleep. It was Xue Lan who tossed and turned back and forth because of opening and closing eyes. After several times, I was stunned and couldn't fall asleep peacefully.

How could it be possible to fall asleep?

What if Yan Jue couldn't think about it and sneaked away alone?

It is also possible to fall asleep and fall asleep...and suddenly lose your breath.

Because Xue Lan's head was full of all kinds of bad ideas, he was in a mess for a while, and suddenly he didn't know where the evil spirit came from...

[Abridged, see the old place]

It was just such a faint touch, and Yan Jue in his arms suddenly turned his head outwards, as if he couldn't help it at last, he suppressed his throat and let out a heartless laugh.

Xue Lan was stunned in an instant—or to describe it more accurately, it had actually risen to panic.

I don't know how long it took him to react, he grabbed his arm and asked on the spot: "...Did you do it on purpose?"

Yan Jue leaned aside and laughed fiercely. He was about to try to answer a few words, but his eyes went dark, and Xue Lan was caught off guard by his soft lips and tongue.

It may be because of just drinking a bowl of honey water, Yan Jue's mouth was slightly sweet and seductive.Xue Lan curled the base of his tongue and sucked kisses, as if to wipe away the sweetness, and entwined and entwined countless times.

Such as kissing each other for a long time, Xue Lan let him go because of his ingenuity, obviously a little displeased: "I told you to sleep and you didn't sleep, and you pretended to be sleeping to lie to me... This is too much, do you know ?”

Yan Jue tried his best to get up and leaned against the pillow, with a flat smile still on his lips: "No, seeing that you have been unhappy, I want to try to coax you."

"You..." Xue Lan froze for a moment, but soon softened again, and complained in a low voice rather annoyed, "You are not coaxing, you are too bad at coaxing."

Yan Jue didn't understand, so he said: "...Then how to coax?"

Xue Lan stared at him for a long while, then swallowed, and said slightly, "Come here, I'll tell you."

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"Okay, okay, you don't want it." Xue Lan pinched his face with momentum, and was so thin that only a bone remained, and suddenly withdrew his hand in a sense of loss, and turned around casually in a coat bed, "Lie down obediently, and I'll fetch water for you to take a bath."

After all, he kicked a pair of boots and put them on his feet. Halfway through the boots, he was suddenly pulled gently by someone. When he turned his head, Yan Jue just looked at him hesitantly: "You..."

Xue Lan smiled and said, "What's wrong with me?"

Yan Jue deliberately turned his face away, tugged at the belt with his hands restlessly, and then slowly continued: "You don't...then what?"

Xue Lan was obviously taken aback for a moment, but fortunately she would feel better after a while, and her smile deepened immediately: "You want me to finish it?"

Yan Jue narrowed his phoenix eyes, and said with an unclear voice: "Obviously I am asking you."

Xue Lan thought about it for a while, and went forward to close the quilt for him, saying: "I won't do it today, I'm afraid your body won't be able to take it."

Yan Jue hesitated and said, "Then..."

"You just owe me once." Xue Lan leaned over and kissed his forehead, and said softly, "Let's keep this account and pay it back with your future safety and health, okay?"

Yan Jue's eyes dimmed, and he silently looked at the large blue-gray floor in front of him, but failed to give a corresponding answer.

"Oryu, trust me." Xue Lan begged again, "I won't let anything happen to you, as long as you don't think about giving up early, for me, you have to hold on, okay?"

Yan Jue breathed out a deep breath of cold air, and the sharp bayonet-like cold instantly invaded his lungs, causing a howling pain in every case.

He still didn't have the courage to give him such a solemn promise, he just struggled and hesitated and leaned forward, carefully kissing his lips.

Yan Jue made an exception and took the initiative once, but Xue Lanyin couldn't be happy at all. The corners of his eyes twitched slightly, and he almost couldn't hold back two tears. He was afraid that he would catch a glimpse when he raised his head, so he could only grit his teeth and push people aside cruelly. , as if angry: "...I won't kiss anymore, I won't give you a kiss! If you refuse to agree to a trivial matter for a long time, if you kiss me again, I will put you to sleep!"

Yan Jue really let him push the whole body backwards, and he was stunned on the spot. He was at a loss for what to do and pulled at the skirt of his clothes, and said vaguely: "I didn't say no..."

Xue Lan lost his temper because of being worn out by his master, and half of the tears were still hanging in his eyes, and now he couldn't fall out. Seeing that he was still standing and talking innocently without back pain, he healed. Fa couldn't bear the fire and said helplessly: "Do you really think I dare not?"

Yan Jue raised his hand and lifted the corner of his robe, and said lazily, "Come here."

Before the words fell, the dog apprentice rolled up his sleeves and rushed forward aggressively, saying what to do with him, but he just stretched out his two paws in a threatening manner and scratched, Yan Jue made him toss It was too bad, and she shrank into the bed next to her in a blink of an eye, Xue Lan took the opportunity to go up and spread his shoulders, and while making gestures to tear off his clothes, she said viciously: "You still have the strength to seduce me, what I just asked you is If you don’t answer, you won’t be willing to even make two perfunctory remarks!”

"No... hey..."

Yan Jue knew that the apprentice couldn't overcome this hurdle in his heart, but he could hardly even make up perfunctory words at this time, and after thinking hard for a long time, he finally closed his eyes, waved him away decisively, and said, "Go fetch water, stop nagging, it's so annoying! It's really annoying me..."

Hearing this, Xue Lan frowned, twitched her mouth, and began to take off his belt again, saying: "I won't go yet! Don't wash it up. If you don't give me an answer today, I'll just stay here." After you've been dealt with, the two of us will have a spring night, and we will never die...Don't hide, come here, don't hide!"

"...Are you sick, Xue Xiaomao, hiss? You... wait, wait, hey!"

"I don't care, just promise me." Xue Lan whispered in his ear, "Otherwise it will be spread out in the morning, and everyone in the Jianghu will hear that the big devil Yan was fucked/thrown by his apprentice and died sideways. Are you ashamed or not...?"

"Get out! I'm going to kill you now...hey?!" Yan Jue felt a chill behind him, and panicked instantly, "Don't be serious, stop! Stop!"

Xue Lan threatened every word: "Then what I said before, do you agree or not?"

Yan Jue gritted his teeth and nodded, "...Yes, I promise!"

Seeing that he was just begging for mercy against his will, Xue Lan waited to continue pressing him, and was hesitating to find something to scare him, when suddenly he heard a furious knock on the door outside the long curtain, and someone shouted loudly at the door. The gate moment disrupted the situation and said:

"Mr. Yan! Is Mr. Yan awake? Someone from Patriarch Yun's side came to report that she... said she was dying, please go and have a look!