refuse to be a teacher

What is "also"?

Yan Jue hesitated a little, as if trying to ask a question repeatedly.However, half a sentence has not been uttered as he wished, and Xue Lanyin hugged him tightly with open arms when he came back to his senses.

"Don't go, okay?" Xue Lan buried her head in the crook of Yan Bully's neck, and her trembling breath brushed against his cold neck, burning hot, but desperately sad, "As long as you stay here, I will treat you well. I promise, I am willing to support you for the rest of my life, and I will give you all the delicious and fun things, I..."

"Xue Xiaomao." Yan Jue had no choice but to interrupt him, and said, "Xixin Valley is half a big place, and there is no room for a person like me. I have lived in this world all my life, not to be raised by people day and night. .”

Xue Lan's face was flushed, and her hands were still holding onto him tightly: "I don't care! Anyway, you can raise me, I'll raise it for you, you can raise it however you want!"

"Don't you understand what I said?" Yan bullied his eyes, and said solemnly, "It doesn't matter who raises whom. The important thing is that I will not stay in Xixin Valley, and I will never be. If you are really special If you want to stay with me, unless..."

There was a pause in his voice, he didn't know what he thought of again, and his face sank silently.

"Unless what?"

"Unless you go out of the valley with me, I will take you out of Guli Town completely." Yan Jue said hesitantly, "But this..."

Obviously not realistic.

Yan Jue wanted to say this at first.When he raised his head and caught a glimpse of Xue Lan's stiff face that was suddenly dyed black, he probably had a certain idea in his heart - there was no need for him to say these words himself.

"No." Xue Lan shook her head vigorously, then said with a gloomy expression, "I can't leave Xixin Valley."

His reaction was too absolute.Yan Jue was just talking about it, but now that he was opposed by him once, he felt somewhat embarrassed and frustrated for no reason.

"...Why?" He couldn't help asking.

"Anyway... I won't go."

Because Xue Lan was holding the dish with her head down, she could not help but brush past Yan Jue and rushed to the edge of the dining table.

Yan Jue followed behind him like a ghost, and didn't know what was wrong with him, so he suggested to him in a low voice tentatively: "Actually, it's not impossible at all... After a few more days, my internal strength will heal on its own." When it’s about the same time, I can try to take you out together.”

"Impossible!" Xue Lan knocked on the table almost agitatedly because of her complexion getting worse, and urged impatiently, "Come over for dinner."

... This kid has grown up.

Yan Jue was extremely astonished to find that the dog apprentice who was usually squeezed and flattened by others, had actually become tempered after going out this time!

"What's the matter with you?" The little master didn't show his stinky airs. Instead, he deliberately lowered his voice and asked him, "Why won't you go with me? Is Xixingu so easy to treat?"

Because Xue Lan didn't look at him, she just stared intently at the various dishes on the table.It seemed that he had been silent for a long time before he raised his hand and pressed the center of his brows, and responded with a faint smile, "I'm sorry, I'm a little... hey, I won't say much, Master, let's sit down and eat. We will discuss the matter of going out of the valley later, it is important to fill our stomachs first."

It was raining heavily outside Xixin Valley that day.The master and the apprentice just sat at the dining table relatively silently, wiggling the chopsticks in the bowl with disinterestedness. They didn't take a few bites of the food, and their minds were filled with the sound of the rain falling hurriedly outside the window.

Xue Lanyin didn't speak as loudly as in the past.

Yan Jue was also dumb and followed for a long time without saying a word.

He couldn't figure out why Xue Lanyin was so stubborn and refused to go out of the valley—even though he kept insinuating that he could actually give it a try, the bastard kept shaking his head persistently.

Yan Jue has a thin skin, so naturally he won't keep chasing after people to talk, and if he doesn't get a response after a few words, he can just pretend that Xue Lan is used to living comfortably at the bottom of the valley every year, and shrinks into this small nest I couldn't get out, so I didn't mention it again afterward.

After all, the two masters and apprentices who have never had a relationship, one yearns for unrestrained freedom, and the other hides in a secluded secluded place. The short-term intersection should have stopped here. After a long time, I will slowly recall it afterwards. When you wake up, it's just a vague past.

That's what Yan Jue thought at the time. He was even very confident that he could easily put down something that he had never picked up before.

However, the clues of the problem just appeared that night.

In the second half of the night, Yan Jue was awakened suddenly by the frequent sound of raindrops falling outside the wooden house.Just before he was about to turn over and fall into the bedding, he vaguely heard a trembling sound like sobbing coming from behind him.

His first reaction was that Xue Lanyin was crying softly.

It wasn't until he stood on tiptoe on the spot and groped all the way to his side in the dark, that he discovered with extreme horror that the person was not crying at all, but bent over a corner and convulsed uncontrollably.At the same time, it was accompanied by severe high fever that was almost unstoppable from the inside to the outside.

——Xue Lanyin actually had a fever.

Yan Jue made him dizzy with fright.This demon king who grew up in the wind, frost, rain and snow was basically insulated from all similar diseases.Coupled with the bad habits that came out of being pampered and pampered in the early years, it can be said that I don't know how to deal with such thorny problems that can be big or small.

Yan Jue tried to call Xue Lanyin's name a few times, but he didn't give any response other than trembling and humming a few times.Yan Jue thought he was cold, so he hurriedly moved three big quilts and stuffed him inside, completely covering him tightly.

It has to be said that it was a miracle among miracles that Xue Lan did not die at the hands of Yan Jue by chance.

It didn't take long for the silly little master to finally realize that something was wrong with the situation, and the poor apprentice was wrapped up in three layers of thick cotton quilts and swallowed most of his breath.

Yan Jue quickly and clumsily reached out to fish him out, put him in his arms hastily, and took advantage of the opportunity to light a half-lit candle lamp in front of the window, carefully inspecting his physical condition with the barely dim light.

——Unexpectedly, although Xue Lan's body temperature was so high that it was hot to the touch, his expression on the surface was still as comfortable as before.Judging from the naked eye, except for the slight twitching symptoms of his body and limbs, he is basically the same as his usual lively appearance.

Yan Jue's second reaction was that Xue Lan might have secretly poisoned someone outside the valley.

——If he was really poisoned by some deadly poison that has no cure, then he probably wouldn't be able to survive tonight.

Yan Jue, who suddenly realized this, felt that a large part of his heart had been forcibly hollowed out.

"Xue Xiaomao, are you greedy for eating outside?"

He asked the question aloud again full of fear, but still didn't get half a sentence of corresponding answer.

Because most of Xue Lan's face was nestled against his firm and powerful chest, her eyes were slightly closed, and her brows were furrowed tightly. She looked as if she had fallen asleep in an ordinary way.

In the end, there was really no other way, Yan Jue, who had no medical skills at all, could only spare a hand to try his best to feel the pulse.However, half of the arm has not been able to move down a short distance, but the long and slender fingers have been silently covered by Xue Lanyin's slowly raised palm.

In the quiet and cold winter night, the two palms touched and their fingers were tightly intertwined.

It was a sharp, subtle and strange touch from the bottom of my heart.

Because Xue Lan's skin was hot, she curled her head and squeezed into Yan Jue's soft and thin arms.Through a thin layer of clothing, Yan Jue could even vaguely feel the boiling blood rushing outwards through the meridians under the scarred flesh all over his body.

It's the blood running rampant in his body that's at work!

Yan Jue understood it in a moment. Although he couldn't find out the specific reason for this situation for the time being, he knew very well what the sudden agitation of the Huoxue meant to the Huojian tribe—a violent race that used self-mutilation all day long. If the living flesh and blood lose their rationality that is sufficient to control themselves, then a devastating backlash force will finally erupt, and even mercilessly wipe them out and swallow them up.

However, the good thing is that Yan Jue's internal strength is always yin and cold, which is enough to appease Xue Lanyin's crazily throbbing blood at this moment.

He didn't know where the stupidity came from, and without even thinking about it, he wronged himself to be a big ice cube, clinging to Xue Lanyin and hugging him for a whole night, and at the same time, the continuous internal force also It spread from the meridians of his hands and feet, and penetrated little by little into Xue Lan's limbs and bones that were hard to retreat due to the high temperature-those were all the hard work of his day and night meditation and breath adjustment.

He used almost all of it for Xue Lan to reduce his fever, and he didn't even have the slightest stinginess.

It was just such a night that no one knew about, the little master who had always rejected people thousands of miles away, embraced his unconscious little apprentice, leaned over and kissed his unstretched eyebrows over and over again.

It's just that when Xue Lan gradually woke up from the coma caused by the high fever the next morning, she still faced Yan Jue's cold face that hadn't changed for thousands of years.

But wherever people can see, Yan Jue will always maintain such an indifferent and arrogant posture, far away from the original intimate distance between the two parties.

"Tell me." Yan bullied, "What happened outside the valley, you worked so hard and didn't want me to know?"

Xue Lan has calmed down for the most part due to the surging blood in her body.At this time, he was kneeling crookedly on the edge of the grass couch, his eyes were blank, his lips were tightly pressed, and he insisted on maintaining a deliberate silence.

"Tell me, Xue Xiaomao." Yan Jue stood in front of him, bent down, and guided him with utmost patience and peace, "It is impossible for live blood to change for no reason—you tell me, don't you?" What did they do to you?"

Because Xue Lan slightly lowered her eyelashes, she tried her best to restrain the dark and embarrassing colors one by one, hiding them all in the depths of her pupils.

"No need." With a light laugh, he said suddenly.

Yan Jue's expression changed, and he said in a moment of astonishment, "...What did you say?"

"I said, no need." Xue Lan said casually, "Aren't you going to leave the valley soon? What a strange scene the outside world will be at that time, just open your eyes and see for yourself, why bother to catch ask me?"

Yan Jue's eyes suddenly turned cold, and his voice inevitably suppressed a trace of anger: "Xue Xiaomao, is this your attitude towards Master?"

"I'm sorry, my name is Xue Erjin." Xue Lan coldly raised the unusually eye-catching gilt square ring on his left thumb, Ling Ran looked directly at Yan Jue's eyes that looked like a knife, and said each and every word, "What are you doing now?" Don’t be blind, Young Master Yan, when you get out of this bottom of the bottom, who would know that you were my master?”

"you……"

"Anyway, it's been a long time, and you've been traveling all over the country by yourself, and you're sure to forget me completely—that's what you thought in your heart, didn't you?"

This time, it was really Yan Jue's turn to be speechless.He did have such a thought, and it was only yesterday, not so long ago.

It has to be said that Xue Lan has an unusually clear insight into every self-righteous thought of his.Maybe this is also the reason why Yan Jue at that time could hold back his anger for a long time.

It's just that Yan Jue is so arrogant and arrogant, he can never allow anyone to violate his bottom line of patience again and again.

Since Xue Lanyin had said nothing once and for all, he, Yan Jue, would no longer have the slightest hesitation of being sentimental.

So he sneered, grabbed Ya Lingjian and held it firmly in his hand, turned around and left without thinking.

But at this very moment, a sudden warmth came from his back.

At almost the same time, Xue Lan stretched out her arms and forcibly pulled Yan Jue into her embrace.

——The high fever that had lingered on his body all night had not yet subsided.The cruel temperature made Yan Jue's whole icy heart groan uncontrollably.

"...Don't go, don't go! I won't let you go!" Xue Lanyin tremblingly said, "Stay here and be my master for the rest of your life, and stay with me forever, okay?"

Yan Jue suddenly turned his head, his eyes were still chilling and he said: "Who gave you the power to decide the way out for others without authorization? Why should I stay in this broken valley about the size of a palm, and stay with you all my life pretending to be stupid?"

"I like you, or Yu!" Xue Lan hugged his shoulders tightly regardless of resistance, and begged in a soft voice, "Don't go... I'm happy here every day, and I don't need anything Don’t be afraid, don’t think about anything, isn’t it good?”

Yan Jue closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and after a long while, he responded clearly: "In my eyes, only animals—— would be willing to let themselves be locked in a cage and enjoy a lifetime of freedom in exchange for that." peaceful life."

Xue Lan lowered her head and buried herself in the trembling shoulders of Yan Jue, as if she was trying her best to restrain and endure some unspeakable complex emotions. If she remained silent for a long time, she didn't say a single word. answer.

Such silence made Yan Jue feel panic for no reason.

He bit his lip, trying to say something.However, before he could make a sound in time, he suddenly felt that the pair of arms around his waist became tighter for no reason.

That force made him feel unspeakably uncomfortable.

"I know... I know that we have only been together for half a year. Master has been wandering and traveling all his life. The people and things he met, whether good or bad, are countless." Xue Lan said in a shy voice, " Maybe in Master's heart, I'm like a kitten or puppy that I occasionally picked up on the side of the road, even if I have feelings, they are not deep enough to be with me for a lifetime."

Yan Jue's expression froze, and he quickly frowned and retorted: "I didn't think you were..."

"But I'm short-sighted, and I'm not as well-informed as Master. Most of the time, I was indeed kept in a cage and transported around. To me, Xixin Valley is just a relatively A safe place of house arrest."

In Xue Lan's dim eyes, all the light dimmed inch by inch.

His body was hot like a raging fire spreading and burning, but his eyes were as cold as ice of despair in the desert.

"In my whole life, I haven't met many people in total—most of them left early, or they have different levels of obscenity. Only you, Master... and you are the only one left, Master, who never thinks of anything by my side, Even if I'm always changing ways to make you angry, you won't really compete with me."

"...Master, I like you very much. It is the kind of love that I want to spend my whole life with. I can even find a way to make Xixingu become what you want in the end, and I can even give you all the most precious things in me. , as long as you are willing to stay, stay with me forever."

At that moment, even Yan Jue himself couldn't describe the strange emotions in his heart at that time.

At the beginning, he was indeed only disgusted and annoyed by Xue Lanyin's rash appearance.A piece of wood that is always quiet and introverted, and a flea that goes to the roof tiles day and night, apart from being difficult to adapt to the depression and anger in the first few days, it is more because of mutual curiosity that they get closer step by step.

His temperament is always so unreasonable and cold.

Even so, there will be a day when people will hold it in the palm of their hands meticulously and gradually warm it up.

Yan Jue raised his head, and slowly extended a hand to Xue Lanyin.

"I am willing to be your master for the rest of my life, and I don't even need you to do anything for me. Xue...Xue Xiaomao, you can try to trust me a little more. No matter what people outside the valley try to do to hurt you, I will do it for you." The ability is enough to protect you." He said softly, "So you don't have to be afraid of anything, let me take you out, and let's experience a different life outside, okay?"