it's sunny with you

Xiao Leqing squinted her eyes and changed to a more comfortable position. The comfortable sunlight is more dazzling and less warm, so it fits well.I wondered what time it would be now, and I felt like I didn't know what year and month it was today when I was sick for the past two days.

Forget it, it doesn't matter anyway.The point now is that Xiao Leqing is determined that she will never fall asleep if she basks in the sun for a while, so she closes her eyes with confidence.After all, I slept almost all day yesterday, and slept all night after eating.Originally, Xiao Leqing was one of those people who would suffer from insomnia after taking a short nap at noon. She had so little sleep. She slept for so long during the day yesterday, and it was her limit to be able to fall asleep at night. Unless she was a pig, she would never fall asleep.

The sound of water flowing and dishes colliding was vaguely heard, as if in a very distant place.The sound of kitchen water hitting dishes stopped.After Shen Haoyi carefully stacked the bowls together and put them away, he began to clean up the water and oil stains in the kitchen.Not all doctors have severe cleanliness and obsessive-compulsive disorder. Shen Haoyi cleans up every time just to prevent the accumulation of dirt to an unbearable level.

In Xiao Leqing's eyes just now, he may have been serious about washing dishes, but he was actually carefully watching Xiao Leqing at the door from the corner of his eye.When he turned to leave, Shen Haoyi stopped his movements and watched him leave, pouring warm water on his hands, suppressing the urge to call him.

After finishing everything in hand, wash your hands and take off your apron.Shen Haoyi walked to the living room.Seeing that there was no figure of Xiao Leqing in the living room, she frowned.Watching him disappear around the corner in the kitchen, I kept catching his voice, as if I didn't hear the sound of the door closing.Xiao Leqing's character is not very good at leaving without saying goodbye, let alone staying in a bedroom that is not her own. Could it be that she left quietly?

Shen Haoyi checked the room and found no one.The calm heart gradually collapsed, and the calmness no longer existed. I suspected that Xiao Leqing might really be gone.Lying slumped on the bed, she reflected on whether Xiao Leqing's abnormal departure without saying goodbye had anything to do with her losing control of her movements and getting close to him in the past two days.

Turning his head to sniff the pillow, Le Qing's breath is faintly lingering beside the pillow.Thinking of Yue Qing's red eyes yesterday, what made him so sad?Last night when he put his hand next to Le Qing's ear, he realized that the pillow was wet. Shen Haoyi remembered carrying Le Qing back home, until noon when he was forced to take medicine, his eyes didn't all open, and it seemed that there was no abnormality.

Yueqing looks much better today, the fragility of yesterday has faded away.Yesterday he woke up with red eyes, trying to endure the grievance. Shen Haoyi's good self-control failed in the end, and he couldn't control the urge to hug him. He recalled hugging him more than once yesterday.At that time, all he wanted was to hug Yueqing and let him know that he was not alone in life.Let him know that someone still cares about him.

Probably because Shen Haoyi, who also has a younger brother, experienced Xiao Leqing's feelings when he was a child, the feeling that as an elder brother, he always has to pretend to be strong.So when Yueqing was ill yesterday, her emotional sensitivity, restlessness, unconscious coquettishness and fragility were all her id that was deeply suppressed by her rationality.So when he helped Leqing's younger brother who was suspected of being infected with AIDS, seeing him calm down and chatting with his younger brother until he left quietly, and felt that he was almost home, Shen Haoyi called him worriedly.

During that call, Yue Qing's round and clear voice faded away, and she felt that he was hiding from his younger brother to secretly feel sad, Shen Haoyi wanted to make him happy for the first time.But Shen Haoyi, who has no talent for being cute, felt that he was offended.Haoyu has always had a problem with Yueqing.It started when Yue Qing was drugged and brought him back.Shen Haoyu insisted that Shen Haoyi didn't let go of the past and regarded Le Qing as a shadow.I also think that Yueqing's appearance is not accidental but has a purpose.Block the investigation of Zhang Shaochong's affairs.

Maybe, in Le Qing's heart, she also thinks that she is regarded as a shadow?Shen Haoyi didn't dare to tell Xiao Leqing that after Zhang Shaochong fell into the French Open, on the day that Zhang Shaochong's admirer who was mixed into the waiter took revenge and drugged him, Shen Haoyi couldn't tell the difference from that drunk when Le Qing reached out to touch her forehead to feel the temperature in front of the house. The reality is different, the brain is very clear, but it just lost control under the volatilization of the medicine, and did what I wanted to do for a long time.

I can't tell when I started to like him, probably when I saw him smiling for the first time, his heart was as warm as the warm winter sun, maybe when he was on the phone in the hotel garden when we met for the second time, or when he was in the elevator When we meet again, he smiles.When Shen Haoyi found out that he liked Le Qing, he cut off contact directly to avoid the chance of meeting Le Qing.He always knew that Leqing was straight.

Thinking that he could go on like this and use time to dilute his love, Shen Haoyi didn't expect to pass by Le Qing when passing by, and he didn't expect Le Qing to come to the door.Knowing that Yue Qing had shadows about his fainting, she came to look at him caringly.I almost couldn't restrain myself.I don't know if it's because Le Qing's charm is too great, or because Shen Haoyi's self-control has declined so he can't bear to let go, that's why he uses dinner to keep in touch with each other intermittently until now.

Later, he even thanked Le Qing for his resemblance to that person, so that he could get to know Le Qing, and later dealt with Le Qing, rationalized and concealed the fact that he liked Le Qing in the so-called shadow, and did not cause Le Qing to panic.Shen Haoyi doesn't like to deceive himself and others, he clearly knows what is the past and what is the present.After waking up from that drunkenness, I realized that they are not the same person, except for their similar appearance, they have completely different personalities, and Leqing is straight.

Thinking of this, Shen Haoyi's heart sank and he sat up abruptly, how could he ignore the sober cognition in the past: Leqing is straight.Normally, I would restrain myself in front of him, but yesterday, Yue Qing wanted to hug him and kiss him just because of her heartache and uneasiness, how could she completely forget the cognition that Yue Qing is straight.It's hard to imagine that Xiao Leqing, who is straight, recovers from illness tomorrow, wakes up, and recalls the memory of being ill, being hugged tightly by a man, even whispering in his ear, how disgusting, or how hard it is to accept and reject?Perhaps, he is now sober.

Seeing Le Qing sleeping peacefully last night, she leaned in and kissed him on the forehead lightly. He was in such a deep sleep that he didn't notice it at all. Shen Haoyi's lips slid down to kiss his cheek, and when it reached the corner of his lips, he suddenly woke up. The movement was too much .Leaving the bedroom, went to the bathroom to wash the towels, knelt on the side of the bed, kissed his forehead at last, couldn't restrain his slightly trembling hands, and wiped Le Qing's fair face that he kissed just now, so as not to leave his own Traces of a kiss.

Shen Haoyi doesn't want to change the trajectory of Leqing's life, they just want to see each other often like friends.Shen Haoyi thinks that he has controlled it perfectly, so he lurks by his side, eats dinner together, listens to his evaluation and analysis of the plot when he watches a drama, listens to him complaining about current affairs news, listens to him talking about interesting things around him, and listens to him saying that blind dates fail. To girls' embarrassment and more.She thought she could go on like this until Yueqing got married and had children.Shen Haoyi never expected to be exposed here.

Shen Haoyi knew that he was straight, and never thought that he must bend him.This kind of love is like moths to the flame, knowing that the ending can't stop the heart that wants to get closer, just want to get closer and longer, it doesn't matter what the ending is.

Unexpectedly, after a long time, she gradually became greedy. When she went to the pharmacy to get Le Qing's mobile phone in the morning, she heard An Qing care about Le Qing.Shen Haoyi suddenly thought of looking up at the pharmacy and seeing Le Qing and An Qing chatting cheerfully. At that time, he thought that when he found out that Le Qing was sick and was refused to ask, Le Qing came to see An Qing the next day.It happened to be similar to the job handover of the store manager, Shen Haoyi went straight to order An Qing to leave, and when he heard Le Qing refused to change, Shen Haoyi even thought of the scene where Le Qing and An Qing got married.

After taking her home to take care of her, she found that Yueqing was very well-behaved during her illness and easily felt wronged. Shen Haoyi didn't know if this reaction was good or bad.So when I came back today and didn't hold back my emotional discussion, I was defeated by Yue Qing's wronged and stubborn eyes.However, Shen Haoyi was still surprised when he learned that Xiao Leqing accused him of leaving without saying goodbye, and when he woke up and didn't see that he had searched everywhere.I thought Xiao Leqing would definitely eat that pepper since he was not around, so he made breakfast and moved the contents of the jar before going out, washed the inside clean and pasted it on a post-it note.

When Le Qing ran back to the kitchen to look at the sticky notes, she noticed the chili jar, unscrewed the jar and found that she was being teased, and unexpectedly did not lose her temper again. , but being teased will usually explode a little.No response means that he has something on his mind, he is no longer in the state of disregarding everything like a child like yesterday, maybe he will think of what happened yesterday.That's why Shen Haoyi wanted to stop him when he left suddenly at the kitchen door.

Withdrawing his divergent thoughts, Shen Haoyi sat up from the bed, Leqing's coat was still in its original position.I remembered that before he came back, he said that the coat and wallet would be used as compensation for medical expenses.Fumbling to take out the wallet in his pocket, the soft leather feels good in the palm of his hand, and the bank card is inserted in the hidden button.Shen Haoyi didn't know whether to laugh or cry and took out the ID card in the wallet, Le Qing was a little too careless, didn't take the ID card away, did she want to keep it for herself as a souvenir?

The photo on the ID card seems to be taken when she graduated. At that time, she was probably a stinking age, and the ID card had restrictions, so the long bangs were raised to reveal her full forehead, and the scars at the corners of her eyes were similar to those of now. It must have been injured for a long time.The slightly long sideburn hair is pinned behind the ears, revealing a delicate face.Maybe the photo taken by the ID card is probably not allowed to smile, and it can be seen that he is trying hard to control the corners of the mouth, and the excited eyes are shining and clear as they are now.Shen Haoyi gently stroked the person in the photo with his fingertips.How can there be such a laughing person?And how to keep smiling without hypocrisy.

Putting the ID card back, Shen Haoyi closed the wallet.Thinking about it, if Xiao Leqing really left after thinking about yesterday's illness, would it mean that she would never have the chance to see him again?It's also what I deserve, and I think it's good to hide it self-righteously.

Shen Haoyi remembered that he hadn't recovered from his illness, so he could use the excuse of delivering medicine to find him.It's just that Yueqing has almost recovered, so the medicine is dispensable.Shen Haoyi looked at the wallet in his hand and curled his mouth, finally he had a valid reason to visit him.Putting the wallet back in his coat, Shen Haoyi took the medicine and closed the door and left, speaking less and being more convenient because he didn't need to organize words.

Shen Haoyi wanted to see Yue Qing soon, and couldn't wait for the elevator to climb upstairs quickly.When I knocked on the door, I was mentally prepared enough to be scolded by Yue Qing, or Le Qing refused the door after taking the things, or looked at him with disgust.However, something unexpected happened, no matter how Shen Haoyi knocked on the door, there was no movement inside.The possibility of passing out and falling asleep is very low. I heard Leqing complain before that she had little sleep and was suffering. She said that she envied those who can still fall asleep at night after taking a nap.

Squatting down at the door and thinking for a long time, Shen Haoyi took the key of Le Qing's house and made up his mind.Now that Yue Qing has already noticed that something is wrong with her, why not make it clear decisively, and then return Yue Qing's key, so as to avoid disturbing Yue Qing's life and never communicate with her again.

Unscrewing the familiar door, I saw that there was no one there, and there was a sense of warmth in the living room. My mood sank. The master bedroom, second bedroom, grocery room, bathroom, and kitchen were all empty.Could it be that Le Qing didn't come back to go to a friend's house?Shen Haoyi sat on the sofa depressed, with a faint scent of fresh flowers in his nose, Shen Haoyi looked at the balcony in the distance.The sun jumped into the room. I went out to get my phone in the morning and came back too quickly. I didn’t notice it. The sun is good today.

Shen Haoyi lifted his foot to the balcony.It can be seen that Le Qing has a lot of experience in planting flowers and plants, the red, green and green on the balcony is full of spring, and Shen Haoyi, there is nothing in the world that he can't grow, including cacti.At Le Qing's house, he felt unconsciously relaxed. Looking through the glass at the warm sun outside the window, Shen Haoyi suddenly remembered that he was too guilty for not seeing Le Qing's figure at that time, thinking that he was revealing his inner love.When looking through the rooms of the house, I overlooked a certain place.

Thinking of this, Shen Haoyi hastily took the key and closed the door to leave, and Shen Haoyi hurried downstairs to go home.Find the door key, take a deep breath and open the door.Cautiously walked towards the balcony, gently, gently, to check and accept the guess in my heart just now.Walking around the corner and entering the balcony, seeing the figure on the recliner curled up like a cat sleeping peacefully with eyes closed, Shen Haoyi approached quietly, the surprise of being lost and found was surging in his chest and could not be calmed down.

Kneeling down in front of Le Qing, Shen Haoyi lightly brushed his face with his fingertips.Satisfied lowered his head and lightly rubbed Le Qing's face, a warm current flowed through his chest.The happiest thing is to find something lost.Fortunately, it was just a false alarm just now, his Yueqing didn't hate him, didn't notice him, and stayed here well.Shen Haoyi doesn't have to reluctantly avoid Leqing like last time when he found out that he likes Leqing.They can still get back to their old relationship.The road of homosexuality is difficult, and Leqing just needs to be herself.

Shen Haoyi controlled the movement of hugging him this time, sat cross-legged on the ground, ignoring the vacant space of the recliner under Le Qing, and focused all his attention on Le Qing.The sunlight slanted on Leqing's body through the window sill, and Leqing bathed in the light was so dazzling, blending with the sunlight and being coated with a faint light.Forget it, Shen Haoyi would rather just look at him like this than being a stranger after exposure