it's sunny with you

"You're awake." Hearing Shen Haoyi's greeting, he raised his eyes to meet the deep black eyes and was stunned. He was so excited that he forgot about the latent plan and was exposed directly.Xiao Leqing simply walked into the kitchen, "Put some chili, okay? I haven't eaten it for a long, long time." Maybe she cried for too long in her dream, and it was only when she spoke that Xiao Leqing realized that she was crying softly, slightly coquettish, embarrassing I want to find a seam to drill in.

Shen Haoyi was stunned, and stared straight at Xiao Leqing's with his black eyes, which seemed to contain pity and helplessness.Xiao Leqing didn't understand, Shen Haoyi looked so intently, could it be possible that she could see a flower in her eyes?Unaccustomed to being stared straight into the eyes, Xiao Leqing seemed to smell something and her expression changed, "Hey, hey, I'm going to be confused." Seeing that Shen Haoyi was still staring at her, Xiao Leqing rushed in, grabbed the shovel and quickly turned over the vegetables, and finally rescued him. A good dish.

Turning her head to look at Shen Haoyi beside him in a daze, Xiao Leqing raised the corners of her mouth. Once in a thousand years, this guy would also be in a daze. She put down the shovel and unscrewed the chili jar, and when she opened the lid, she could smell the spicy smell that aroused the gluttons in her stomach.Since the last time he was unlucky enough to burn his forehead, Shen Haoyi took away the chili peppers, and even said that spicy peppers were banned within a week.Finally, a week has passed and now I have a cold again.That little scald made Shen Haoyi forbidden to be spicy.Now that he has a cold, he will definitely not let him eat it on the grounds of taking medicine and avoiding spicy food.Sure enough, my instinct was right that day, once the chili leaves, I can't eat it.

Xiao Leqing also thought about going to City H to buy more, but the journey is too far and there is no time recently.This opportunity is rare, Shen Haoyi can't throw away the food after putting it in.He happily scooped a spoonful of chili and put it in, seeing that the spoon reached the side of the pot. "Yueqing." Shen Haoyi held his wrist and quickly moved away from Cai, stopping Xiao Leqing's movements.

"Hey, just put a little." Xiao Leqing said in a good voice, Shen Haoyi avoided looking into his eyes and put his eyes on the spoon.The request was obviously useless, and he watched the pepper getting farther and farther away from the dishes in the pot, and the heartbroken plan failed.

Didn't you push it out?Xiao Leqing simply followed Shen Haoyi's outward thrust and sent it to her mouth.This action scared someone who was always calm, and it was rare to hear him exclaim in panic, "Le Qing," at the same time he reached out and slapped the spoon in Xiao Leqing's hand.

"Crack." With a crisp sound, the white porcelain spoon fell to the ground and split into four and five, and the bright red chili oil in the spoon bloomed on the floor like red plums in full bloom in winter.Xiao Leqing looked at the broken spoon on the ground, squatted on the ground and hugged her knees to stare blankly at the torn porcelain spoon, with her head buried on her arms crossing her knees.

Broken things are like the past that cannot go back.

Xiao Leqing will subconsciously avoid certain memories, such as always maintaining the image of a good child in front of her mother to reassure her, but it still makes her sad the moment before she dies.He has always been guilty of why he didn't eat in a fit of anger. His mother squatted in front of him and comforted him, and even fed him who would have been self-reliant for a long time. While feeding, she narrated what Xiao Leqing thought her mother didn't know.

For example, my mother knows that he will fight and carefully cover his wounds, knows that he cares about his father's problems, and prevents his mother from asking when he is sad, knows that he pretends to be mature and does not need the elders to worry about him, but actually wants to pamper him, and knows all the things that Xiao Leqing thought were hidden. .Xiao Leqing wanted to say that mother should rest, but she didn't say it. When she turned around, she heard a clear voice and looked back to see the broken spoon and mother lying on the ground.Whether it was nine years old or the current him, this scene was something that he tried his best not to recall.

After that day, he became an orphan.If it wasn't for the adoptive father later, he might be alone and helpless now.The less people have, the more they want something. When people around think that their parents are annoying and wish they were orphans, they don’t know how many people yearn for their life and envy a family with parents.

Compared with the children in the orphanage, he is still lucky. At least he had a mother who loved him before he was nine years old, and then he had an adoptive father and younger brother who gave to the family. He was never lonely and helpless.When I was young, my mother often said that people can be sad and decadent, just don't forget to stand up.

"Boom, boom, boom..." I heard the regular beat of the music in my ear, "Boom, boom..." This sound is familiar, and it attracts Xiao Leqing to listen carefully, "Boom, boom , dong dong..." Nima, isn't this the sound of a heartbeat?He lifted himself up and found something encircling his waist and shoulders.

After trying it, but luckily it didn't affect the movement of her neck. Xiao Leqing raised her head and slammed into her deep pupils at close range. After a while, she realized where she was sitting now, and her entire upper body was held in his arms.What happened?How did it become like this in a blink of an eye.After all, when Shen Haoyi was awake, they had never had such an intimate action before. "Hao Yi?"

"Le Qing." Shen Haoyi murmured his name with bright eyes.Xiao Leqing didn't know, so she responded. "Yeah." It's good now, not only did Shen Haoyi not let go, but his arms tightened even more.Xiao Leqing was so strangled that she couldn't breathe.Curious what the hell is going on here?

The neck was rubbed against something soft, and the breath tickled the skin.When Xiao Leqing was stunned by his abnormality, Shen Haoyi's gentle words were heard in his ears, "Leqing, don't scare me anymore. When you recover from your illness, I will never stop you from eating chili peppers." , okay?"

"Why did you suddenly change your sex?" Xiao Leqing remembered that he just stopped him with righteous words.What just happened?Xiao Leqing suddenly grasped the key point and became excited, "Haha, Shen Haoyi, that's what you said, you can't stop me from eating chili. I will remember it."

"Attention, wait until you recover from illness." Shen Haoyi and Xiao Leqing faced each other with a smile on their lips.Xiao Leqing turned her head in disdain, "Cut, I can't tell that a serious person like you is so brazen and playing word games. I want to go home."

Shen Haoyi let go of the arm holding him and straightened Xiao Leqing's head, "Do you remember what happened just now?" Not used to being so close, Xiao Leqing broke free from his arm, "What you said sounds like I lost my memory. I will always remember your great kindness and virtue that you worked so hard to carry me back."

Today, Shen Haoyi rarely showed more expressions. He pulled the corner of his mouth and stretched out his index finger. With his greasy fingertips, he gently stroked Xiao Leqing's eye sockets and drew circles. Pressing his sore eyes gently, Xiao Leqing narrowed his eyes comfortably.Suddenly remembering that since waking up, Shen Haoyi always looked into his eyes, and couldn't help asking, "What's wrong with my eyes?"

"Go and wash up." Shen Haoyi sighed, retracted his hands and stood up.The moment he got up to leave, the temperature around him suddenly left.There was an inexplicable loss in my heart.Sitting blankly watching his figure getting further and further away.

Xiao Leqing looked down and realized that he was sitting on the sofa. No matter how the living room furnishings looked familiar, she suddenly remembered that she woke up on the sofa when she was in a coma.It seems that this time he woke up from the bed, the treatment has been upgraded.

No, it seemed that he was still in the kitchen just now, and he had no memory of how he came to the living room to hug Shen Haoyi.A strong heartbeat, warm shoulders, and a gentle whisper in his ear called his name.When Xiao Leqing recalled what happened, it was unbelievable.Covering his head and thinking about it carefully, Shen Haoyi didn't know why, since he woke up and talked just now, Shen Haoyi looked at him with a hint of pity in his eyes.

A person who is usually calm and emotionless has turned into a gentle person today. Although the feeling is indeed good, it always feels a little weird.

Shaking off the messy thoughts in her head, Xiao Leqing got up and chased after the person who left, "No, I don't know where your bathroom is. How do you wash it?" Shen Haoyi stopped and looked back, his eyes fixed, Xiao Leqing couldn't help it Touching his head and smirking, "What's the matter, why are you suddenly so humane today? You'll all sigh."

The usual silence.What was different from the past was that Shen Haoyi smiled, his smiling face was as gentle as a breeze blowing across his cheeks, and he raised his right arm above Xiao Leqing's field of vision.Xiao Leqing was thinking about what he was going to do, and suddenly felt something falling on the top of his head, like a hand gently pressing a circle and stroking the hair, his scalp was very itchy.

Feeling the caress of her hair, Xiao Leqing immediately forgot the dispensable years in her mind, and forgot where she was, as if there were no troubles and worries in this world itself.Until Shen Haoyi withdrew his hand, Xiao Leqing suddenly realized that it was too embarrassing, what happened to Shen Haoyi today?When he was a pet dog, he hugged and touched his head at the same time, so he almost hugged and then kissed.

Didn't Shen Haoyi always pay attention to keeping a distance in the past?Usually, they only eat together when they get along, and their most intimate actions are just sitting side by side and watching TV together. It is the first time that they hug and touch their heads like today.Xiao Leqing hypothesized, could it be that she was dreaming since she remembered being carried by him?If it is a dream, it can be explained.

Until Xiao Leqing went to the bathroom, looking at herself in the mirror with misty eyes, she felt chills.He hadn't been this embarrassed since he could remember.The pitiful person in the mirror has a pale face, scarlet eyes are fragile and confused, and the eye sockets are red, slightly red and swollen as if he has been crying for a long time.No wonder Shen Haoyi has a complex expression and sighs all the time, with such a mournful face all the time, it's pretty good that he didn't kick himself out.

Turn on the faucet, hold the water and splash it on the face and rub it hard.I want to wash away this sense of confusion and vulnerability that appeared for no reason.Find and restore the former strong and fearless state, only then, no matter what happens, she can perfectly contend, and Xiao Leqing will have some sense of security.It is also because of this, whether it is the death of the young mother or the death of the adoptive father from cancer.Xiao Leqing was able to bear the same setbacks, pain and confusion faster than Wu Xianming, deal with emergencies, take care of the fragile Xianming, and welcome the next wave of suffering.

Xiao Leqing doesn't need such negative emotions like weakness, fear, confusion, and sadness.It's fine on weekdays, why did it suddenly become like this today?Xiao Leqing wiped her face with a towel, and suddenly remembered that the corners of her eyes were wet when she woke up, probably caused by that dream.

Suddenly realizing that she had ignored a problem, Xiao Leqing stopped putting back the towel.In the dream, I cried embarrassingly, I was so hungry that I forgot to check how the pillow was, if Shen Haoyi slept at night, the pillow would be so wet and embarrassing.Xiao Leqing comforted herself, probably not, he would not put himself in the master bedroom where he slept, so that he would not find out.

Anyway, I'll have to find a chance to wash the sheets or something later.