it's sunny with you

Xiao Leqing wondered, afraid of him?When did it happen, he handed over the black bowl in his hand, "Hey, aren't you used to the illusion that I'm not afraid of you? I don't have Stockholm Syndrome, why torture myself."

Shen Haoyi took the bowl and walked towards the living room, Xiao Leqing went back and picked up the white bowl over there, turned off the kitchen light and followed.Seeing him sitting silently in the corner of the sofa, his whole figure seemed to be covered with darkness.

Xiao Leqing thought about what he said at the door and turned it over and over again, but she raised her elbow and bumped his shoulder and asked curiously: "Hey, what did you mean by that just now? Apart from the fact that you suddenly appeared when I first entered the door and surprised me, when did you come back?" Ever been afraid of you?"

"When looking for a bowl."

Xiao Leqing couldn't help retorting, "Nonsense, how could I be so timid..." Suddenly remembering unreliable thoughts such as the quiet years that passed through her mind at that time, she shut up and ate noodles in silence.I must have been single for too long to be like this.

However, Shen Haoyi is also abnormal. Judging from his cold attitude on the phone, it seems that he is not happy to see Xiao Leqing.And they were all ready to stop talking to Shen Haoyu.In the end, Shen Haoyi came to the door, what does this mean.

It's too much to think about, so it's better to ask directly, so as not to be implicated in the ambiguity.Xiao Leqing put down her chopsticks and looked at the noodle eater, "Oh, Shen Haoyi, what kind of relationship do you think we have?"

Shen Haoyi put down his chopsticks, looked over and stared at him.

Xiao Leqing shook her shoulders uncomfortably after seeing Xiao Leqing like this, and found that the question was a bit unclear and added, "I mean, do you associate with me because I resemble that person, or do you think I can be friends with you? I used to You also said my position, right, I am not interested in being someone else's shadow."

"I know." Shen Haoyi looked at Xiao Leqing intently, with serious eyes.

"You just need to know." Xiao Leqing was inexplicably nervous after being looked at like this, she got up to pack the dishes and left this sentence to go to the kitchen.

Taking a step forward seemed to hear someone's call Shen Haoyi answered.Danggui returned after washing the dishes and chopsticks, turned around and went out abruptly, seeing the figure standing leaning on the door, her heart trembled, and she complained, "Damn it, I was shocked. If you like this door frame, I'll take it down and give it to you, okay?"

Shen Haoyi's gaze rested on his face, and he wanted to speak again, but he was holding back his constipated expression. Xiao Leqing had noticed him occasionally passing this expression when he entered the door.Xiao Leqing was impatient, "Say what you want to say,"

"What's wrong with your face?"

The series of events just now made Xiao Leqing forget that her face was still swollen, and she still felt a little pain when she remembered it, so she covered her left face unnaturally, "It's nothing, I just got hurt from fighting with someone."

"You know how to fight?" Shen Haoyi's calm black eyes started to ripple.

"Hey, what do you mean?" Xiao Leqing felt skeptical and proud when she heard this, "I'm just not your opponent. Don't believe me, when I used to fight, even children of the same age were not my opponents. It's not that someone took revenge..." The scene of Wu Xianming lying on the hospital bed covered with bruises, with bloodless lips appeared in front of his eyes.Xiao Leqing clenched her fists and regained her composure, "Forget it, the hero doesn't mention his bravery back then."

That guy couldn't beat him, so he took revenge on Xian Ming, who had nothing to do with the incident. Xiao Leqing couldn't forgive her incompetence for a long time.

Shen Haoyi's eyes flashed, "Who hit you today."

"Shen..." Xiao Leqing was recalling the past, and answered naturally. The sound consciousness of the word "Shen" almost revealed the sound consciousness of the word "Shen" and changed his words in a hurry. These days, it's not surprising to meet anyone. Right? If you can't provoke them, you can't hide them?"

Shen Haoyi turned on the silent mode again.Xiao Leqing casually agreed, remembering that Shen Haoyi was still in the hospital and left the hospital without permission, "By the way, I'll take you back to the hospital, it's inconvenient for your hand to be injured."

Without symbolic politeness, Shen Haoyi slightly nodded his shoulders and stood up straight to the living room, tacitly acquiescing Xiao Leqing in a daze for a moment before realizing that he agreed to catch up, "Hey, wait for me." Seeing him stop and look back, he slowed down Footsteps, "Wait for me for a while, get something."

Seeing that Shen Haoyi didn't move, he was probably waiting, so Xiao Leqing went back to the bedroom and hurriedly opened the closet and took out a windbreaker to put on, and took out a brown coat by the way, turned off the lights and left the bedroom.Handed the coat to Shen Haoyi who was standing still in the living room, "It's cold at night, let's try to wear it."

"Do not···"

Pale lips parted slightly to reject Xiao Leqing immediately interrupting the refusal he wanted to say, stepping on his feet to spread out the coat and draping it over his shoulders, to prevent the flowers from falling, he pressed the button on the collar, "Okay, I understand, then when you are cold Wear it again."

A look of helplessness appeared in Shen Haoyi's eyes, and he turned and walked towards the door.Tsk, make it look like he's busy.When I went out and took the elevator, I could only smell a slight breathing sound.The strange thing is that there is no trace of embarrassment, almost enjoying the silence.

I had nothing to say all the way to the hospital, and I tried to speak a few times on the way, but I gave up.The car entered the hospital gate and stopped at the inpatient department. Seeing the co-pilot opening the door and preparing to get off the car, Xiao Leqing endured the questions all the way and couldn't help but say, "Oh, you're not really going to be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, are you?"

The dim light in the car shone on the black hair and cast a shadow on his face, blurring his eyes, "What's the matter?"

Eliminating the factors of not wanting to be visited by him, Xiao Leqing really couldn't understand why she was discharged in such a hurry. "Hey, what are you doing in such a hurry to leave the hospital? Is it okay for An Sheng to stay here and take care of himself? I don't really believe that the doctor let you out of the hospital. If you leave the hospital without authorization, your condition will be delayed..."

"I used to be a doctor."

Hearing these words, Xiao Leqing stood up in surprise and slammed into the roof of the car, sat down obediently covering the place where her head was hit, and sensed his sudden dim mood in a trance, forced a smile to dispel this illusion and said: "Look Don’t come out, you’re always joking.”

"Let's go." Shen Haoyi got out of the car.

After watching a TV series after returning home, Xiao Leqing was physically and mentally exhausted and lay on the bed in a daze after taking a bath.I have to say that I never expected to quarrel with the calm and breezy Shen Haoyi in my lifetime, even though it was a unilateral anger.It didn't even occur to Shen Haoyi to come to his door to apologize.

When he was about to fall asleep in a daze, the figure of Shen Haoyi leaning against the kitchen door suddenly popped up in his mind, Xiao Leqing woke up and sat up instantly, no way, he remembered that he was straight.It's not like being single for too long will change your sexual orientation.

Although he does not reject homosexuals, if he also feels that he cannot accept being one of them for a while, that kind of feeling is difficult to describe in words.This feeling is as if Xiao Leqing can understand those people who like to eat durian.Survival is reasonable. What they like has nothing to do with them. The premise is that those people can't force them to eat durian.

In the past, out of curiosity, Xiao Leqing asked Wu Xianming what it was like to be gay, and what it felt like to look at Su Qi.When Wu Xianming heard the question, he glanced back and asked, have you ever been in a relationship?There is no difference from those couples except for their different sexual orientations.

Later, after a small chat, Jiang Xing supplemented, and I probably learned that the heart journey of liking someone is similar, the difference is that the mood of love is placed on the same gender.After careful recollection, Xiao Leqing also has no impression of having feelings for the same sex.

Xiao Leqing decided to say goodbye to being single as soon as possible. He must have been single for too long.When thinking about life, I vaguely heard the ringing of the mobile phone, and suddenly realized that the mobile phone thrown in the living room was ringing.Put on the slippers and go to the living room to get back the mobile phone. The caller is an unfamiliar number again. "Hello···"

"Leqing."

Hearing Shen Haoyi's voice, the exhaustion from just now was swept away, why did this person call just after leaving? "Shen Haoyi? Is there something wrong?"

"Ah."

Xiao Leqing murmured in her heart, what does um mean?Yes or no?But he couldn't bear to break the tranquility and ask.

I don't know how long it took, and the other side spoke. "Leqing, what are you doing now?"

"no, what happened?"

"Well, can we talk for a while?"

Shen Haoyi is a little abnormal, the poor man who doesn't talk much wants to chat with himself for a while?Xiao Leqing knew that it was not kind to laugh, but she still couldn't control the smile on her lips. "You are sure you can chat. If you say it is a chat, it feels like I am singing a one-man show by myself."

A deep chuckle came from the phone, and Xiao Leqing suddenly remembered that he didn't seem to have seen Shen Haoyi laughing, and he always had no expression in his memory.

Gradually the smile over there faded away, "How's the blind date today?"

"Huh?" The topic was too jumpy, Xiao Leqing couldn't react for a moment, and perfunctorily said: "The girl is pretty good." At this moment, I deeply feel the sentence: One day you told a lie, and you will use endless lies to cover up that lie in the future.This sentence is Nima truth.

Immersed in the quiet call, Xiao Leqing walked back to the bedroom with the mobile phone, lay down on the bed and covered the quilt, and lay on the right side with one hand holding the mobile phone to listen to the quiet breathing.The impetuousness and uneasiness floating in his chest after thinking about the messy things just now gradually subsided, and his breathing calmed down with the faint breathing sound of the microphone.

Suddenly, there was no emotion in the other side's mouth, "Leqing, if you never see me again, will you think of me?"

Inexplicably flustered, he hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with you? Where are you going?"

The other side seemed to smile again, "Do you care?"

Xiao Leqing felt that she overreacted just now, "Nonsense, you made it look like a will, can I stop thinking about it?"

"Feel sorry."

Apologizing to Xiao Leqing again, she has no temper, and for some reason she rejects hearing his cautious apology, "Oh, what is there to apologize for." Xiao Leqing suppressed the annoyance and emptiness in her chest, "By the way, why did you say you couldn't see me just now?" What's going on? Are you leaving?"

"I'll leave when something is done."

Suppressing the idea of ​​asking something, Xiao Leqing joked, "Haha, I finally want to take the initiative for love? I wish you success first."

"Do you want me to do this?" Shen Haoyi seemed to be in a bad mood gloomyly.

Asked this question, as if he could control it. "It doesn't matter to me."

Shen Haoyi's slow and slightly hoarse voice was slightly sad, "I'm sorry. I don't want to be hated by you."

"Is it important?" Xiao Leqing had a premonition that this call seemed to be Shen Haoyi's farewell, "I won't see you anyway."

"important."