[Zhang Yunlei] The heroine is a white lotus whore

Guo Degang and Wang Hui, as the leading artists of Deyun Society, have to raise hundreds of apprentices, and the other, as the chairman of the company, is responsible for the operation and matters of the entire company. We can’t leave so many people there, can we?

So the two temporarily handed over the task of taking care of Yunran to Zhang Yunlei and Dalin, who are not too famous and have relatively few performances.

Dalin and Zhang Yunlei looked at Yunran attentively, and stayed in Yunran's room with shameless faces every day, and refused to leave. They didn't leave until they watched Yunran fall asleep at night.

The two of them looked at Yunran with a sense of accomplishment, just like coaxing an obedient child, sitting in the room and doing their own things, watching Yunran quietly write songs, eat, and sleep, it is really Very easy.

Occasionally, Dalin would quarrel with Zhang Yunlei and Yun Ran, and the atmosphere seemed to be happy and harmonious.

But Yunran is still very depressed, especially being accompanied like being watched every day is even more depressed.But when I was depressed, the medicine to suppress depression was taken.

Obviously she also knows that everyone is doing it for her own good!Obviously I hope that someone can accompany me all the time, how can I be even more unhappy when someone is with me?

Yunran fell into deep self-contradiction and self-loathing, but on the one hand, he was depressed, but on the other hand, because Dalin and Zhang Yunlei regarded him too strictly, he had no time to vent at all.

It is I who have made the decision to live a good life and not let everyone worry, so I have to endure the negative emotions so that people can't see it.

But this is too uncomfortable. There is a feeling in my heart that I want to spew out, but it just wants to be suppressed in my heart.If you really want to describe it, it should be, hold your urine.

When a feeling wants to vent, she wants to find a way to express it no matter what. Fortunately, Yunran's ability to pretend to sleep has always been good, and she is one of the best in all her skills.

After she falls asleep by herself at night, Zhang Yunlei and Dalin will leave this point to secretly do other things they want to do.

Generally speaking, Yunran likes to look out the window with her legs crossed after they leave, clutching her nightdress tightly with her hands, and sobbing all night.

But occasionally she would also think, what would it be like to jump from the second floor?Will you die?Probably not, it would cause trouble for others if he didn't die.

Fortunately, even if I have such thoughts, I can always think that there are still people who care about this, so I won't really do anything.But occasionally I can't help it anymore, and I will keep pinching myself with my nails, hoping to wake up a little bit.

Yunran's skin is delicate, and she would often pinch a certain part of her body to turn blue and purple, but because the places she pinched were all hidden places, no one found out.

In the morning, I forcefully smile, and at night I hardly sleep, so that people lose weight quickly after coming down.

Yunran, who was originally born thin, can fly away when the wind blows these days. The nanny duo who noticed this are very anxious. Obviously Ranran is recovering well, why is it getting thinner and thinner? ?

It's also that no one knows what kind of disease depression is. The understanding of depression is from Chen Yun. She just said that Yunran has a knot in her heart and her life is too depressing.

For so many years, so many people think that patients with depression are just hypocritical. Who hasn't had any bad things? Is it worth it?No one has ever seriously regarded this disease as a disease.

This led everyone to think that Yun Ran would be able to recover as long as she untied her knot, and never thought of taking her to see a doctor.

And that night, the two of them coaxed Yunran to sleep as usual, and they went out of Yunran's room lightly one after the other.

Back in his own room, Dalin was lying on the bed and playing mobile games against the pillow, while Zhang Yunlei was sitting on another bed, the more he thought about it, the more he felt something was wrong.

"Hey, has Ranran lost a lot of weight recently?" Zhang Yunlei kicked Dalin's leg dangling on the ground.

"Well, it seems to be." Dalin didn't take his eyes off the phone.

"Why do you not care so much? Ranran has lost so much weight, are you not in a hurry?" Zhang Yunlei asked Dalin dissatisfied.

"No, when my mother isn't here, you cook instant noodles. Ranran doesn't even want to watch the rice I cook. Is it possible for you to not be thin?" Dalin said lazily.

Although Wang Hui is the chairman, it is reasonable to say that he is usually stationed in Beijing, but recently the overseas performances of Deyun Club are in full swing, and there are almost only a few actors who can afford it in the entire Deyun Club , so almost all were dispatched, and Wang Hui followed along.

Thinking about it this way, Dalin felt aggrieved, he has lost weight recently, no, he wants to lose weight, so should he be happy?

Hearing Zhang Yunlei's words, there is indeed some truth. He has lost weight recently, and they often go out to restaurants. Ranran even eats very little take-out food.

"You said that I brought back so many delicious foods, but none of Ranran likes to eat?" Zhang Yunlei felt a little guilty when he said this. After living with Ranran for so many years, Ranran knows his hobbies very well, but he always Can't figure out what Ranran likes to eat.

"Ranran doesn't seem interested in anything. My mother has been cooking for so many years, and I can see that Ranran still likes her West Lake vinegar fish. Let me let you know?" Dalin played a game When it was over, he raised his head and said to Zhang Yunlei.

Zhang Yunlei scratched his hair irritably, "I'd better go up to see Ranran, I'm a little worried."

"Why don't you worry about falling asleep? You should be angry if you wake up Ranran." Dalin persuaded Zhang Yunlei.

Zhang Yunlei sat for a while, but still couldn't sit still, so he raised his legs and walked towards the second floor.

Yunran felt that she was going crazy, if she couldn't bear it, she would really collapse like this every day, she panted heavily, trying to calm herself down by clasping her body.

Her mind was in a mess, and the intelligence and rationality that she was usually proud of seemed to no longer exist at this moment. Not only that, she felt that half of herself was awake, and she calmly looked at her irrational self who was about to go crazy, Trying to reach out and save her.

The other half of himself seems to be crazy, crazy, irrational, and wants to destroy everything, destroy himself.

Yunran finally got out of bed and picked up the fruit knife that Dalin used to peel apples for himself.

She looked at the fruit knife in her hand in confusion. Under the light of the moonlight outside, the fruit knife also gave off a gloomy cold light.

She was a little scared, the two selves in her head were fighting.She was so powerful that she was afraid of dying. In the end, the crazy she finally defeated herself.

She took the knife and tentatively stroked it lightly on her arm.The knife was very fast, leaving a bloodstain on his arm. The scarlet blood flowed down the snow-white skin, giving it a coquettish beauty.

Without even feeling the pain, Yun Ran raised a wicked smile at the corner of his mouth, which looked a little charming, but it was more likely to be weird.

She felt the smell of blood in the air, and a voice in her heart was still saying: "Not enough, not enough, more."

Bewitched by the voice, Yunran took the knife and slashed at another place on his arm.

Zhang Yunlei, who just felt something was wrong, saw such a scene when he caught up.

Yunran's arm was bleeding continuously. She was holding a fruit knife in her hand, and the knife was still dripping with blood.

Zhang Yunlei hurried up to take the knife from Yunran's hand, threw it aside, held Yunran's injured hand nervously, and looked at Yunran angrily: "Ranran, what are you doing?"

Yun Ran hadn't recovered from the bewitchment just now, and instead of answering Zhang Yunlei's words, he stretched out his other hand and wiped his bleeding wound.

"Ranran!" Zhang Yunlei roared angrily, grabbing both of Yunran's hands.

When Zhang Yunlei came up, Dalin had no choice but to put down his phone and come up. He didn't expect to see such a scene when he came up.

Zhang Yunlei held Yunran's two hands, and Yunran's left arm was still bleeding. The blood flowed along Yunran's fair skin, and even onto Zhang Yunlei's hand holding Yunran.

Dalin was so scared that he forgot to move when he saw it.

"What are you looking at? Hurry up and get the bandages and call Chen Yun!" Zhang Yunlei shouted to Da Lin who was already in a daze.

Only then did Dalin come to his senses, and immediately went down to get the medical kit and came up with the phone.

"Here, who are you calling?" Dalin asked Zhang Yunlei.

Zhang Yunlei was concentrating on bandaging Yunran's wound. When Dalin asked him, he lowered his head and said, "For Chen Yun, she told you about Ranran's situation. She should know what to do." Carefully heal Yunran's wound Wrap it all up with gauze and tie a knot.

"Should have known, Ranran has lost so much weight!" Zhang Yunlei punched the floor beside Yunran regretfully.

This punch seemed to have woken Yun Ran up. She reached out and stroked Zhang Yunlei's hand that had slammed on the ground.

"I'm sorry, I, I didn't mean it." Yun Ran whispered, her eyes still fixed on Zhang Yunlei's hand.

At this time, Dalin's phone was also connected. It was the early morning in the United States at night, and the other side seemed to have just woken up.

"Hey, what's the matter?" Chen Yun's voice was still a little lazy, with the confusion of just waking up.

"Ranran her, she harmed herself!" Dalin's voice was terrified, even trembling.

"What? Didn't she take her medicine properly? Didn't you take her to see a doctor?" Chen Yun asked in surprise.

"Ah? Medicine? Isn't it a knot in your heart, and you still need to take medicine?" Dalin didn't understand what the other party was talking about.

"This is a disease. Don't you take medicine when you are sick?"

It was only then that Dalin suddenly realized, what kind of knots, this is the same as a cold and fever, it is a disease, and you need to take medicine.

"Zhang Yunlei, hurry up, send Ranran to the hospital." Dalin quickly directed Zhang Yunlei.

"It's late at night, the psychiatrist has already left work." Chen Yun was really helpless at the other party's ignorance.

"Then, what should we do?" Dalin asked helplessly.

"Make an appointment first, and stay with Ranran these two days." Chen Yun sighed and said to them.

There was no other way, so I had to make an appointment with a psychiatrist at Huilongguan Hospital.

The two of them took turns laying the floor at Yunran's place and sleeping with Yunran.

Finally, when the appointment day came, Dalin sat with Yunran in the back seat, and Zhang Yunlei drove to Huilongguan Hospital together.

Several people entered the hospital and went directly to the psychiatric department. The chief physician personally received him. After confirming Yunran's condition, he suggested that Yunran come for regular checkups, provide psychological counseling, take medicine on time, and told relatives what to do. How to cooperate with treatment.

Only then did Dalin and Zhang Yunlei have a real understanding of depression.

On the other hand, a certain station that was aggrieved by Yun Ran sent reporters to hide around the Rose Garden Villa at some unknown time, hoping to catch some big news in one fell swoop.

After waiting for a long time, I saw Yunran coming back, but I didn't take pictures. After all, Yunran's return to China is not a negative thing.

And this time, it finally came.

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