[Zhang Yunlei] The heroine is a white lotus whore

Zhang Yunlei was very irritable and wanted to find a cigarette to smoke. He touched his pocket and realized that the cigarette had been thrown into the trash can before boarding the plane.

He wiped away the tears on his face indiscriminately, stood up, patted the dust off his clothes, and walked into his and Dalin's room.

Taking the room card to open the door, without turning on the light, he threw himself on one of the beds.The dark atmosphere in the room gave him an urge to shed tears, but he bit his lower lip tightly, covered his eyes with his hands, and tried hard to hold back the feeling of wanting to cry.

It's ridiculous, do you still have the face to cry when you hurt others like that?

But thinking of Yun Ran's appearance just now, tears flowed down a little bit unwillingly.Zhang Yunlei stubbornly wiped away all the tears that flowed out, and took out his phone.

The screen is still a photo of Yunran’s advertisement in South Korea. In the photo, the girl is wearing a tutu skirt with gauze, facing the camera with a bright smile on her face.

Zhang Yunlei stretched out his hand again to caress Yunran's face on the screen.These days, the screen of the mobile phone is almost broken by him. The position of Yun Ran's face on the screen has obviously become a little rough, as if the screen has been rubbed by someone for a long time.

After Zhang Yunlei deliberately distanced himself from Yunran, he could only look at her on the phone, silently recalling every bit of the two of them before.

Zhang Yunlei unlocked the phone's password and opened the phone's photo album, which contained Yunran's photos one by one.

There is a group photo of two people face to face, when Dalin and Yunran quarreled, Yunran looked chubby, when the little girl was eating her favorite dessert, her eyes were squinted and happy, she just got up, She was dazed, and there were marks on her face from sleeping. At that time, she didn't let herself take pictures, and covered her face with her hands.

But she is so cute!

Yunran actually doesn't like taking pictures.I don't know why, but she is different from ordinary girls. She is obviously a star, and there is almost no news about herself on social software except for songs, and some of them are probably only posted by her agent when she helps run the account. Bar.

Including her circle of friends and qq space, it is also empty, not at all like a young girl in adolescence, who has so many things to share on the Internet every day.

Looking at Yunran's various delicate and cute appearances on the phone, while flipping through the photo album, tears began to flow down again.

Throwing the phone aside, took out a piece of tissue paper from the paper box and covered his face, letting the tears wet the paper.

Dalin had already given up calling Ranran, because he said so much, and Ranran didn't respond to him, so he simply moved a chair and sat by Ranran's bed, watching her, waiting for her to show her head Take a look at yourself.

Chen Yun has become used to Yunran treating others like this these days.Now he has left the room, went to the restaurant in the hotel to eat, and brought food for Yunran by the way.

Thinking that when she arrived, Yunran hadn't eaten for several days and lived on black coffee, she felt lingering fear.

Two days later, the child will starve to death!

Every day, she shoulders the task of bringing food to Yunran and urging her to eat some.

This task is extremely difficult, because she asked Yunran to eat and Yunran ignored her, she stared at Yunran, Yunran might throw all the food on the ground, but if she didn't look at Yunran, Yunran would not touch her He would touch the rice on the table, and only waited for him to come again. The food was already cold, even without any moisture, and it was placed on the table dry and yellow, waiting for Chen Yun to clean it up.

So she had to spend a lot of effort to let Yunran eat a little bit of food. Of course, sometimes the young man Suda came and chattered non-stop, and Yunran seemed to eat more.

She was still looking forward to Suda Masaki's appearance at mealtime.

Guo Degang and Wang Hui and his wife came back to the room, Wang Hui took the medicine, sat on the corner of the bed with Guo Degang, and began to sigh.

In fact, they didn't know exactly what depression was, but they just heard Chen Yun explain to them that Yunran was like this because he was too depressed.

Guo Degang also read the news on the Internet, saying that Japanese fans resisted Zoey's change of loli style and even protested downstairs in the company.

Guo Degang thought, if the child really didn't develop well in Japan, then he would go back to China, and with the care of the master, the child would feel more comfortable even if he developed.

But I didn't expect to hear Chen Yun's words just now, and found out that there is still my own business here.

Repressed since childhood?Guo Degang carefully recalled everything from Yunran's apprenticeship to the present, and couldn't figure out why Yunran was suppressed.Can't help but ask out loud.

"Ranran, how did you get suppressed?"

Because Wang Hui has been crying for the past few days, his voice is a little hoarse from crying. He is taking medicine at the moment, seeing Guo Degang's sad face, and he is very puzzled. Thinking of Ranran's current appearance, the long hair Sighing, she said, "It's her who suppresses herself. A five or six-year-old child shouldn't be so self-disciplined. She forced herself to do that." Thinking of Ranran's current situation, Wang Hui's voice trembled again.

Guo Degang felt sorry for Yunran, and also for Wang Hui. For the past two days, he had been crying almost all the time, and his throat was crying. If he continued to cry, his eyes might be broken.

Guo Degang blamed himself again, how could he ask such a thing in front of his wife?Didn't it make her sad again?

"Hey, Hui'er, don't cry. If you cry like this, won't Ranran feel more uncomfortable if you see her? She is holding back for us! We should take better care of ourselves and not let her worry!" Guo Degang knew this well. What can I say to persuade my wife from time to time.

After hearing this, Wang Hui really stopped crying, but couldn't stop suddenly, and was still sobbing.

Chen Jun considered that everyone might not be able to eat after seeing Yunran like this, so he brought up meals shared by five or six people, and asked them to eat some together first, so Yunran knew that everyone was unhappy without eating.

Guo Degang and Wang Hui listened to the persuasion and ate a few symbolic mouthfuls. As for Zhang Yunlei, Chen Yun didn't want to care about him at all, just do what he likes.

Dalin was still sitting in Yunran's room, and Chen Yun brought the rice into Yunran's room.

Yunran seemed to have adapted to the presence of this person in the room at this time, and was able to ignore Dalin and go to the bathroom by himself.

Well, it is also possible that I have been waiting for Dalin to leave, and I can't hold back.She acted like no one was in the room, went to the bathroom, washed her hands, and sat back on the bed by herself.

Chen Yun came in with the rice and saw this scene. Dalin was sitting on the chair beside the bed, and Yunran was sitting at the head of the bed, hugging his knees in a daze.

"Is that Guo Qilin? I'm Chen Yun, Ranran's assistant."

Dalin was trained by his father to be very polite, and quickly stood up and bowed to Chen Yun, "Hi, I'm Ranran, uh, brother, Guo Qilin."

"You have been traveling all the way, you haven't eaten yet, let's have some food first." Chen Yun looked at Dalin's polite appearance, and admired it in his heart. Mr. Guo raised his daughter at an average level, but raised his son very well. ah.

"Well, I don't need it, I'll just stay with Ranran." After speaking, his stomach sang against him and made a loud noise.Dalin lowered his head in embarrassment.

This is not to blame for Dalin, since they flew here in the morning, it is already [-]:[-] p.m. Tokyo time, and they haven’t eaten anything for a whole day, not to mention that Dalin is losing weight recently, and his usual meals are less oily and watery. more hungry.

"Hurry up, Ranran is going to eat too." Chen Jun handed the meal to Guo Qilin, walked to the table, opened the meal, and pulled Dalin who had not had time to open the lunch box in his hand. go out.

Dalin was a little confused, why did he pull himself out?He still wants to have dinner with Ranran.

Dalin was pulled out, and Chen Yun explained to him: "Ranran doesn't want anyone to be by her side when eating, otherwise she won't eat."

So what is the formula for this disease?Dalin didn't understand, so he had to go back to his room with the meal.

He heard the sound of the key card opening the door.Zhang Yunlei, who was in tears, hastily rubbed his wet sleeves on his face, pretending to be asleep.

As soon as Dalin entered the door, he saw Zhang Yunlei sleeping heartlessly, and suddenly became a little angry. Regardless of whether he hadn't eaten, he opened the lunch box by himself and began to feast on it.

The food in the five-star hotel was really good. Even if it was not eaten in a restaurant, it looked delicious and fragrant when it was packaged. Dalin, who had been eating a diet meal for a long time, couldn't control himself any more.

Zhang Yunlei didn't pay attention to the smell of food from Dalin at all, but was immersed in his own thoughts.

Masaki Suda didn't come that day, probably due to his own business, but the next morning, just as Yunran finished taking the medicine, Suda came.

After he came, he always talked about himself. He didn't know if Yunran was listening to him, and he didn't know how Yunran reacted when other people were around. In short, Chen Yun asked him to do it, so he must do it. good.

Masaki Suda came here frequently recently, although Yunran didn't pay much attention to him, but he gradually got used to the way he talked to Yunran.

Because he is from Osaka, he even speaks a few words of Kansai dialect from time to time.

Yunran is depressed, not Alzheimer's, she just doesn't want to care about people.Yunran has always been interested in the Kansai dialect.Masaki Suda found that Yunran, who was usually doing his own thing, seemed to turn his head to look at himself when Masaki Suda said Kansai Ben.

In this way, Suda Masaki became more confident, and with the idea of ​​helping others, he worked hard to talk to Yunran every day.

After Yunran took the medicine, he sat down at the computer desk and took out his small notebook to record his recent mood. Sugata Masaki sat next to him and talked with Yunran. He looked very harmonious, but let him secretly watch Yunran's Zhang Yunlei felt sore in his heart.

Sure enough, it was already too late. I wanted to let go at the beginning, which caused such a result, and I couldn't even recover it. I was such a jerk.

He saw that the man in the middle didn't know what to say, Yun Ran even stopped the pen in his hand, turned his head and looked at him, no, he stared at him for a long time before turning back.

Zhang Yunlei couldn't bear to look at it anymore, he went back to the room, without Li Dalin's suspicious look, went into the toilet and locked the door behind him.

Panting heavily, he looked at himself in the mirror, thinking about the stupid things he had done these days.

Zhang Yunlei, you are such a jerk!

He clenched his fists angrily, and slammed hard at himself in the mirror.

The force was so great that the mirror on the opposite side was shattered, and his hands were bloody and bloody from the fragments of the mirror.

He lowered his hand weakly, and the blood trickled down his hand to the ground bit by bit, looking a bit poignant.His body was weak, and he couldn't help thinking that if he was the culprit, then he was willing to leave in order to prevent the wound in Yunran's heart from being torn again.

If Yunran is willing to go home, he is willing to leave Deyun Club. He is willing to swear that he will never see Yunran in his life, and he will not see the girl he puts in his heart. He only hopes that she can have a peaceful mood and a smooth life.

Thinking about the vow he made himself to never see her again, Zhang Yunlei felt his heart hurt like it was gouged out alive.

Unknowingly shedding physical tears because of distress, Zhang Yunlei looked blankly at the shattered mirror in front of him, and stroked his eyes with his uninjured hand.

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