[Zhang Yunlei] The heroine is a white lotus whore

Although the rationality in her mind had already defeated Yunran and made her decide to keep a distance from Zhang Yunlei from now on, in fact Yunran felt that she had started to have problems with Zhang Yunlei's recent attitude because of this idea.

Recently, she often tells herself in her mind that she is actually superfluous.It's been like this since before, everyone will abandon her, it's just a matter of time.

Her parents abandoned her, and her grandfather gave her to her master as an apprentice, but the master and wife couldn't develop their careers. Although they liked her, she couldn't care about herself.Finally, a Zhang Yunlei came, holding himself in the palm of his hand for fear of falling, and holding himself in his mouth for fear of melting, it was so good.

Yunran felt that she was abandoned a few years ago, and the sadness of being ignored was all because she had to wait until his arrival.At that time, Yunran watched a movie called Journey to the West.She felt that there was a sentence to describe the time when she saw Zhang Yunlei protecting her from bullying, and that sentence was perfect.

"My ideal person is a world-class hero. I know that one day he will appear in a situation where everyone is watching, wearing a golden armor and holy clothes, and stepping on seven-color clouds to marry me."

At that time, although she didn't understand what it meant to be the person she liked, and she didn't understand what it meant to marry me, it was different from taking the Western Scriptures, but in her eyes, although Zhang Yunlei was not handsome at that time, Yunran seemed to have indeed seen him. It is full of colorful auspicious clouds.

However, she only guessed the beginning of the story, but not the ending.She would never have thought that nine years later, the young man who seemed to be wearing a golden armor and holy clothes and walking on colorful auspicious clouds would abandon herself.

Nothing in this world is permanent, Yunran knows this, but the people around him do not belong to him, and they will leave after a period of time, isn't it too sad?

Yunran had a deep feeling of self-loathing.She felt that everything was her fault. Her parents abandoned her because she was not good enough, her grandfather abandoned her because her opera singing was not good enough, and her master neglected her because she couldn't help her master out of the predicament at that time.

But why did Zhang Yunlei abandon himself?No matter what the reason is, it's all her fault. It's all her fault that she failed to make Zhang Yunlei continue to like her and failed to meet his needs, so she let Zhang Yunlei seek the love of another person.

Occasionally, Yun Ran knew that her thinking was incorrect, but she couldn't control herself. She even thought that she was really annoying, why couldn't she do anything well, why was she so hateful?

In the past few days, Yunran pretended to be very natural, eating, sleeping, and greeting everyone normally every day.Record demos in a rented studio.

But she knew something was different, she would try to avoid meeting and chatting with her family members, and she didn't want to go out of the room if she had nothing to do, and she preferred to sit on the corner of the bed with her legs hugged.

Yun Ran studied psychology by herself after feeling the powerless feeling of studying biology after the accident of Da Lou Ouba.Of course, there is no professional guidance, in fact, this subject is not so easy to learn, but isn't this situation obvious?

Yunran thought to himself, when Zhilong Ouba was hacked by the whole network, he showed such symptoms. He also thought, how could such a small thing be depressed?

She also told Shengli that if it was her, Yun Ran wouldn't care even if she was scolded by everyone she didn't know.After all, she is not Shen Shirendang, how could everyone like her?No matter how much people who have nothing to do with me scold me, I don't feel it.

Shengli also asked her what if her family members were scolded?

Then sue her!I'm a public figure, so it's okay to be talked about by you. After all, this is what I earn, but my family is also a good citizen. Why should I be scolded?This is called slander, of course you have to sue him.

But when he made fun of Quan Zhilong at that time, he didn't expect that he would become abnormal because of such a trivial matter.

Yunran also thought that if Quan Zhilong knew about it, he might laugh at himself, because he was depressed because of the trivial matter of his relatives falling in love, which was really useless.

When Yun Ran went to Korea, she made an appointment with the psychiatrist that Quan Zhilong saw last time.Of course, she didn't tell Quan Zhilong about this, she didn't want to be known that she seemed to have such a disease.

The doctor's address was also given by Shengli last time.After arriving, the doctor seemed to be a fan of Yunran. He was very enthusiastic when he saw Yunran, and he was also very interested in Yunran's mental illness.

Asking questions endlessly, and within 10 minutes of answering, Yunran couldn't hold back his anger.It may be because of depression, Yunran, who is usually calm and gentle no matter what the situation is, seems to have difficulty controlling her emotions recently.

"Doctor, depression, mild, what medicine do you take?"

The doctor can understand Yunran's cold attitude, and there should be nothing wrong with mild depression.The doctor prescribed medicine for Yunran, told him when and how much to take the medicine, and signaled that Yunran could go back.

Yunran picked up the medicine and left. When he walked to the door, he seemed to remember something. He turned to the doctor and said, "Do you have a confidentiality agreement here?"

The doctor quickly said yes, Yunran opened the door and left when he heard it, leaving the doctor alone with a confused face.It turned out that Ranran looked like this when she was angry, and she was so cute!The milk is fierce and fierce, like a kitten that has not been weaned threatening others.

This seems to be just an initial symptom. As time goes by, Yunran feels more and more strange.But she clearly knows that what she does sometimes is too unreasonable and not like herself, but she just can't control herself.

Under such circumstances, Yunran can only reduce the frequency of his speaking as much as possible. He looks colder when he doesn't speak, but when he speaks, he can't help but want to pout and greet him with the way of cross talk. So at least it won't be annoying if you don't talk.

When Yunran comes to Korea, he wants to release a mini and cooperate with bigbang again.This is also the first official cooperation after six years since Yunran and bigbang cooperated last time.

Although I also gave Quan Zhilong and Shengli feat during the period, but like this, all the members of bigbang and Yunran gathered together to discuss what kind of music to make and what kind of theme to use. This kind of scene is really already in 2006 thing.

Yunran and Quan Zhilong sat at the table with a pen and paper in their hands, while the remaining four were talking about their expectations for the song.

Although Quan Zhilong is mainly responsible for recording everyone's thoughts, he occasionally expresses his own opinions, but Yunran holds a pen, lowers his head and writes vigorously without saying a word.

These few people were discussing vigorously, and suddenly found that the only girl hadn't said a word, and couldn't help but feel a little strange.

"Yunran, why don't you talk?" Shengli asked while reaching out his hand to shake in front of Yunran's eyes.

Yun Ran resisted the urge to knock off the annoying hand shaking in front of her eyes, and replied, "I'm listening to everyone's opinions."

Dong Yongpei smiled gently, squinting at Yunran like an old father, "Yunran, what do you think?"

In fact, Yunran didn't think about it at all. She felt that the disease was really serious. Ever since she got sick, she didn't like to turn her head around, she just loved to be in a daze.

Now seeing Yongpei Ouba looking at him with a gentle face, he began to play casually.

"I think, how about a zombie theme? For example, a nurse is chased by a group of zombies in a hospital."

"Are you talking about the end of the world? It feels cool!" This is the recent victory of the same obsession with zombie movies.

Quan Zhilong immediately rejected the proposal. "No, this year is the year of bigbang's rebirth. The president wants us to highlight the theme of rebirth and recovery."

When Quan Zhilong said this, Yun Ran nodded, continued to lower his head and began to record while not thinking about anything and focusing on two things.

While continuing the discussion, Quan Zhilong looked at Yunran several times and felt that Yunran was a bit strange.

When Quan Zhilong looked at Yunran, Shengli also kept looking at them.While watching it, I was still thinking about an annual drama in which two people fall in love but cannot be together.

This is definitely sad for Yunran. When making the album before, as long as someone said something that contradicted her idea, she would always argue with reason. Either the other party persuaded her hard, or she finally convinced the other party. , whenever it is like now, he doesn't refute, just bows his head and nods.

Yunran is really pitiful. I like Brother Zhilong, but Brother Zhilong has a girlfriend.

Brother Zhilong, why is he peeking at Yunran, can't he!It's not what I imagined, is it?Could it be that brother Zhilong also likes Yunran, but because of various reasons, he couldn't be with her, so he played in the world?

By the way, it must be because Yunran is too young, Brother Zhilong didn't dare to do it rashly, so he wanted to talk about a few girlfriends first to attract Yunran's attention and make Yunran jealous, and finally Brother Zhilong embraced the beauty again.

It must be so.Hahaha, I am so smart.How can there be such a smart person in this world.From now on, I will call myself Edogawa Victory.No, it should be Kudo Victory, not good, not domineering enough.Or Sherlock Holmes.Well, this is not bad.

"Victory, Shengli, why don't you talk?" Seeing that Shengli seems to be over-thinking, Quan Zhilong gave him an angry look, and shouted loudly and kindly.

"Call me Sheng Holmes!" Shengli hadn't woken up from his fantasy, but Quan Zhilong was really angry. "Shengli, your body management has been terrible lately. From now on, don't go out with your girlfriend all the time, go to exercise more. My requirements are not high, just lose ten catties in fifteen days."

"Ah! Brother Zhilong, brother, I was wrong!" The howls of victory echoed from the whole floor.

The author has something to say:

I will update it when there is Internet on the train.

It is said that the code word code makes the train faint. .It's amazing.

I don't know why I feel that the second wives in Jinjiang can develop into black fans after reading the article.I guess this is the legendary one fan top ten black? ? ?