[Zhang Yunlei] The heroine is a white lotus whore

Yunran entered high school, perhaps because he has mastered the learning method, and the learning has become more and more relaxed.Listen to lectures in class, do homework after class, do not go to early self-study, practice at home, do not go to evening self-study, and go to develop specialties.After the evening performance, Zhang Yunlei stopped by to pick her up, and the two went home talking and laughing.After returning home and washing up, the two of them lay on their respective beds without going to sleep, talking about the days to come.

Zhang Yunlei hopes to become an excellent cross talk actor like his master Guo Degang in the future, even if he doesn’t earn much money, and even life is a bit sad, but he can really make others happy. Forgetting the unhappy things at that moment, and leaning forward and backward with a smile, I am afraid this is my greatest wish.

And when it comes to future dreams, Yunran feels a little confused, why can't he be like the old uncle, able to determine his future way out?What exactly I want to do, I don't understand at all.

At this time, Zhang Yunlei would laugh at her: "You have too many choices, so you will be confused. Look at your uncle and me, who can only talk about cross talk, so you won't be confused."

The young teenager doesn't know that the dream he once swore to will become extremely far away, but the person he swore to protect cannot be seen.When I was sleeping in McDonald's, when I was sleeping in the cold ice rink, how I missed the warm nights spent with the little girl back then.

In short, no one knows what will happen in the future, and the days are passed peacefully.

This day was another peaceful and peaceful day. Zhang Yunlei was wearing a coat and holding an imperial board to get ready. When the show was over, he was going to perform.He wasn't nervous at all, because this was something he had done almost every day for this year.One week, one piece of cross talk, three or four pieces of peaceful lyrics.Bowing off the stage, listening to the applause from the audience, I feel a little calm in my heart.

I am suitable for this line of work.Yes, I am not very strong in learning.But 360 lines, the number one scholar in every line, maybe I was born for this line.Zhang Yunlei thought a little proudly.When other children are playing wildly, I am willing to listen to the big drum, and I can also sing a few verses along with it.

Later, I learned cross talk and Taiping lyrics from my master, and now I perform on stage by myself, who doesn't say that I perform well.So even if I can't accomplish anything, I have developed in this line of work anyway.According to the master, this is the patriarch's meal.

The announcement sounded outside. "Next, please enjoy the lyrics of Taiping, performed by Zhang Yunlei." As soon as the words fell, thunderous applause rang out outside.

Only then did Zhang Yunlei withdraw his thoughts, tidy up his clothes, and walked onto the stage with his head held high.

"At the end of the Yuan Dynasty, the rise and fall of the country was discussed, and the heroes gathered together to dance swords and guns. Zhang Shicheng and Chen Youliang were strong soldiers, and Anhui had Zhu Yuanzhang. Huayun died first in the battle of Taiping, and the cowardly Zhu Wenxun died on his knees. Jiujiangkou Bowen used clever tricks. Northern Han Most of the troops were casualties. Kang Maocai made a bet to capture the king after the military command of the Chinese army was passed on." After singing this verse, Zhang Yunlei was horrified to find that he had lost his voice.

This section of singing was re-edited by Master specially for me, adding Beijing opera to Taiping lyrics, commenting on operas in Taiping lyrics, and arranging words and music in Taiping lyrics, it can be described as painstaking.At that time, in order to let myself firmly remember these Taiping lyrics, after the master listened to it once, Yunran had to listen to it thirty or forty times beside him. This should be considered a piece of cake for me. After singing for so long, I have never Too bad.But what happened today?

Zhang Yunlei thought hard but to no avail.I just felt that maybe because of the sudden cold weather and the prevalence of flu, something was wrong with my throat. "Go back and drink some autumn pear cream or something, it should be fine in a few days."

At night, Yunran returned to the house wiping her wet hair, and was surprised to find that Zhang Yunlei, who had always been calm in front of her, was facing a small bottle of black paste-like substance bitterly and bitterly at this moment.Can't help being surprised, he stepped forward and asked, "Old uncle, what are you drinking here alone?"

Zhang Yunlei quickly put away the bottle, "Hey, what do you know as a child, this is an adult's business."

Yunran curled her lips unhappily, and continued to brush her hair.Zhang Yunlei hid the bottle in the cabinet next to his bed, turned around and took the towel in Yunran's hand, and wiped her hair.

Yun Ran comfortably enjoyed the superb craftsmanship of her uncle's hair brushing, and forgot what happened just now.

In the past two days, Zhang Yunlei took Yangyin Qingfei Pills, Qingguo Pills, Qiuli Cream, and Tongxuanli Fei Pills, and brought home a large pack from Tongrentang.After eating for three or four days, it was time to perform Taiping lyrics on stage again.

It sang about a child swimming in the West Lake.After singing, the house was full of applause as usual.But Zhang Yunlei knew something was different.

The layman watched the excitement, while the expert listened to the way. Guo Degang, who was in the background, frowned after listening to this passage.I'm afraid this child has ushered in a catastrophe in his career. .

Zhang Yunlei was a little panicked, he hoped that he was just infected with the recent rampant flu, not what he thought.

He panicked and lost his mind.According to the custom after the performance, he should have gone to the door of the place where Yunran practiced dancing and waited for Yunran to come out, and the two went home together.But today he was too scared, he was so panicked that he didn't even bow, he ran off the stage in a panic, put on his coat and ran back home.

Everyone was amazed at how this child, who was always polite like a grown-up, became so flustered today, someone was about to stop Zhang Yunlei and reprimand him, but Guo Degang stopped him, just shook his head and said, "Let him go. "

Although Zhang Yunlei is a Hui nationality, he believes in religion.But Zhang Yunlei thinks that faith is just to find sustenance for people's weakness and incompetence.He firmly believes that people's future is determined by themselves, and no one can decide.So he has never pinned his wishes on these illusory things.But today, he can't help but want to pray to Allah, he also wants to pray to Buddha, Bodhisattva, Jesus Christ, Virgin Mary, Taishang Laojun, Yuanshi Tianzun, Jade Emperor, Mantian God and Buddha, hoping that he is just Got the flu.

When he got home, Zhang Yunlei took out a large bag of medicine he bought, opened all the boxes, and stuffed the huge pills into his mouth one by one, and his mouth was full, but Zhang Yunlei seemed like Didn't realize it, but was still stuffing his mouth firmly, tears flowed uncontrollably from the corners of his eyes and his hands were still tightly gagged, preventing the waist full of mouth from falling out of his mouth.

He finally fell to the ground as if he couldn't bear it, and cried out.

After practicing the dance, Yunran went out happily, but she didn't see Zhang Yunlei, thinking that he might be delayed by something, so she stood outside waiting for him, but this person didn't show up, so she thought, no matter how much After a while, if he came after I left, it would be bad for the two to stray, so I found a sheltered convenience store, and looked out for Zhang Yunlei's figure inside.

Zhang Yunlei sat on the ground for a long time, feeling his whole body froze, the pills turned into liquid medicine and flowed down his throat, stuffed with so many different kinds of medicines, the nauseating feeling surged up from his stomach, and finally couldn’t bear it now Live all spit on the ground.

While Zhang Yunlei was throwing up, he was still thinking that Ranran would be unhappy if he couldn't make the house so dirty.So subconsciously, he forgot about his obsession with cleanliness, and continued with his skills, not wanting to spit out the medicine and pollute the ground.

After vomiting all the acid in his stomach, Zhang Yunlei stared blankly at the floor and his hands, and finally understood a fact.I have really grown up.But growing up is really painful.The price of growing up was too young for Zhang Yunlei to bear.

Weeping while cleaning the floor with toilet paper.The whole person is like a puppet, every move is very stiff.

Yunran has been in the convenience store for a long time and has not seen Zhang Yunlei.Even the salesperson was a little angry when he didn't buy anything, "Little girl, we are a convenience store, not a shelter. We are in business." Yun Ran was worried that something happened to Zhang Yunlei, so she told the salesperson Sorry, turned around and rushed out.

The first thing Yunran arrived at was the teahouse where they performed.Yunran gasped and looked at the dark teahouse, there was no one there.Yunran hurried home again.When he got home, he found Zhang Yunlei sitting on his bed with a dull expression and dull eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.

Yunran hurried forward and said, "Uncle, why didn't you say anything when you came back. You scared me to death." Zhang Yunlei didn't reply, and didn't even give her a look.

Yunran realized something was wrong, squatted gently in front of Zhang Yunlei, and asked softly: "Uncle, what's wrong with you? Are you unhappy?" He said and raised his hand to hold Zhang Yunlei's.

Zhang Yunlei withdrew his hand violently, only then did his eyes warm up, as if he had come to life, he looked at Yunran enviously and thought, it's better to be a girl, and he doesn't have to worry about changing his voice.So he heard his own voice, and said a little meanly: "You have the energy to control whether I am happy, you are a genius, just take care of yourself."

As soon as Zhang Yunlei said this, he saw Yunran squatting in front of him, looking up at him, his big watery eyes were illuminated by the light, as if there were stars in them. The water glowed, and the little cherry mouth opened and closed, but I couldn't hear a single word that came out.Zhang Yunlei laughed at himself so much that he thought he had a voice, why he couldn't even hear.

Yun Ran feels aggrieved squatting in front of Zhang Yunlei. After all, since Zhang Yunlei lived here in 03, he has spoiled him more than Guo Degang and Wang Hui, and has never said a serious word to himself.But Yunran has never been a person who likes to make small tempers. Seeing that Zhang Yunlei's expression was wrong at this moment, he asked softly: "Old man, if you are unhappy, you can tell it, and you will treat me as a trash can and put it away." If you pour out all the unhappy things, you won't be unhappy. I promise I won't say it outside."

Zhang Yunlei looked at the charming little face in front of him, and looked at himself beggingly, as if he was still talking about something.Zhang Yunlei only felt that his mind was in a mess, and there was an evil fire in his chest, which was about to set him on fire.He pushed Yun Ran who was squatting in front of him, stood up and said, "I don't need you to worry about it. I've already annoyed you to death. You cling to others all day long, do you know that this affects others very much?" Life. Make a mess of other people's lives." After speaking, she turned around and left with her pillow and quilt, and left the room.

After hearing this, Yun Ran felt that his heart was about to break.Zhang Yunlei, who had always spoiled him, now said such heartbreaking words.However, he was the first person I put my heart on completely, and the first person who let me open my heart and reveal my true nature.Yun Ran felt as if her heart had been pulled out alive, stabbed with a knife, shoveled with a shovel, and thrown on the ground to trample on it, leaving it covered in dust.Yunran didn't know why, why the old uncle suddenly became like this.But she has no one to talk to.She could only sit on the ground motionless, pressing her chest that hurt like a needle, silently crying.

Zhang Yunlei was standing in front of his house with the quilt and pillow in his arms, and only after hearing Yunran's cry did he wake up, knowing what the hell he said just now.But I also felt a little self-deprecating, and that was fine.Yunran's academic performance has been top-notch since she was a child, not only that, but also knows Peking Opera, and now has so many other specialties.As for myself, besides cross talk and this good voice, I obviously have nothing to do.Now, his own voice is no good.Why bother to tie her up in the name of taking care of her.From now on, people will take other people's Yangguan Road, and they will cross their own single-plank bridge.

Zhang Yunlei turned around and left, came to the door of Shaobing's room, and knocked on the door of Shaobing.Shaobing had already fallen asleep, and was woken up by Zhang Yunlei at this time, rubbing his eyes that could not be opened and opening the door.Seeing Zhang Yunlei with a dark face standing at the door, he immediately opened his eyes wide in fright, "Brother, why are you here?"

"Open the door, I'll stay with you today"

"Ah, don't you brother, my house is useless. You live in a good house, why did you come here from me?"

"Stop talking nonsense, and open the door."

Seeing that Zhang Yunlei's face was as black as if it had been covered with the bottom of a pot, Shaobing didn't dare to be silly anymore, and opened the door to let Zhang Yunlei in.As soon as Zhang Yunlei entered the door, he threw the biscuits off the bed and lay down on the bed with his quilt and pillow.

Shaobing was shocked when he saw it: "Brother, you, you threw all my things on the ground, where do I live?"

"On the ground"

When Shaobing saw this piece of Yunlei, it was obvious that he didn't want to say a word to himself, so he went to sleep on the floor bunk.

Zhang Yunlei lay on the sesame seed bed, covered with a quilt, and wept silently.It was a quiet night, but Zhang Yunlei and Yunran couldn't fall asleep in two different rooms.