Ode to Joy - Healers don't heal themselves

On an autumn afternoon in the countryside, the mountains are quiet and pleasant, with a faint smell of wild grass and rotten leaves flowing in the mountain wind.

Su Ya sat quietly on the hillside behind the house, looking around, the forest was dyed and colorful.Under the reflection of the autumn sun, the dry grass in the sky becomes fluffy, like a soft blanket spread there, making people want to lie on the haystack unrestrainedly, quietly watching the clear and high sky, the white and elegant scenery. Clouds, watching flocks of low-flying birds

According to Grandma Su's guidance, Tan Zongming climbed to the top of the mountain and saw Su Yaqing sitting casually on the grass, with long brown hair draped over her shoulders, white clothes and black hair, both clothes and hair flowing and flowing, not tied or tied, Slightly fluttering, the gentle sun shines on her body, looking at it from the side, it loses the sense of coldness and alienation, and looks a little soft

"It's such a good viewing angle, the whole town can see it." Tan Zongming sat on the ground beside Su Yaqing

"Sober, do you have a headache?" Su Yaqing looked at Tan Zongming sideways and asked with concern

"Your alcohol is higher than whiskey." Tan Zongming rubbed his temples. "What are you laughing at? What's wrong?"

Su Yaqing looked at Tan Zongming, who was no longer in clothes and leather shoes. His soft hair was blown loose by the wind. This is the most ordinary him. It lacks the aura of a businessman and a leader, and more ordinary people. casual, but the refined background of the body is still unabated even in the overgrown countryside

"It's nothing, you drank some of our self-brewed rice wine yesterday, and there are no broken pieces. You can wake up very well today." Su Yaqing looked at Tan Zongming with a slight smile

"Not only is the wine I drank intact, but I also keep in mind what you promised yesterday." Tan Zongming looked at Su Yaqing meaningfully and said

"Which sentence?" Su Yaqing looked at him pretending to be puzzled

"I guessed that you would deny it." Tan Zongming calmly took out his mobile phone and opened the secretly recorded video sent to him by Su Kai.

"Only your voice, I didn't say anything." Su Yaqing spread her hands and smiled innocently

"Don't worry, continue" Tan Zongming smiled and clicked on another program. In his phone was the recording of their rivalry yesterday. Tan Zongming was worried that Su Yaqing would repent, so before speaking, he turned on his phone and put the recording into his coat pocket

"That's what you threatened me to agree to," Su Yaqing said guiltily, reaching out to grab it

"But you agreed." Tan Zongming dodged Su Yaqing with his hand, and smiled triumphantly

"Are you still Tan Zongming? Why do you look like a rascal?" Su Yaqing gave up and sat down, not looking at him

"The wretched wives are gone." Tan Zongming approached Su Yaqing and smiled angrily

"Who is your wife?" Su Yaqing turned her head away from him, her face was slightly hot and her ears were slightly red

"You..." Tan Zongming looked at Su Yaqing with a smile, and said firmly

"Andy told me that love is not possession, not domination, not the primitive impulse of hormones, but you are willing to spend the best time of your life, regardless of the future, regardless of the result, just want to spend it with her, but I have already described our future and set our outcome, I want to hold your hand and grow old with you." Tan Zongming looked at Su Yaqing affectionately, his deep and magnetic voice drifted into Su Yaqing's voice with the wind in the ear

"My left hand..." Su Yaqing leaned into Tan Zongming's arms and said softly

"I've found an internationally renowned neurologist, and I'll accompany you to the examination when I go back. Now that medicine is so advanced, it will be fine." Tan Zongming interrupted Su Yaqing, afraid that Su Yaqing would worry about her wrist injury.

"But I don't want to be a doctor anymore." Su Yaqing said lightly, brushing the tip of her hair on her forehead

"What's wrong?" Tan Zongming let go of Su Yaqing and asked

"My dream was never to be a doctor. The reason why I chose to study medicine was because I was frightened by my grandma's illness when I was a child. On the other hand, I wanted to have a good reason to escape from the coldness and warmth at home. , only the profession of doctor is what they think is the most respectable." Su Yaqing stood up and looked at Tan Zongming with a faint smile, as if she was talking about other people's business

Su Yaqing got up, stretched her arms and took a deep breath, letting the wind blow, "I can be cured, but I can't accept many practical problems, including 30 hours of continuous operation, and the responsibilities and unreasonable duties of the patient's family. Trust, coping with all kinds of control from the leader, and endless professional exams." Su Yaqing turned her head and looked at Tan Zongming calmly, "Those who can stay in the hospital are heroes, at least I think so, this accident It can be regarded as a good excuse for me to give up halfway.”

"I support your decision, so you plan to fulfill your unfulfilled dream?" Tan Zongming and Su Yaqing embraced and looked at each other

"Um"

"What is it?" Tan Zongming looked at Su Yaqing curiously and asked

"Want to know?" Su Yaqing stepped closer to Tan Zongming, Tan Zongming nodded, "It's still a secret, I won't tell you." Su Yaqing pinched Tan Zongming's nose, and said with a smile on her face

Tan Zongming chased Su Yaqing and ran on the grass. The two of them were like teenage boys and girls. They chased each other but couldn't catch each other. Tired of running, they lay together on the weedy ground rest

Tan Zongming looked sideways at Su Yaqing's smile from the heart, and felt that everything was not important anymore, she just did what she wanted to do, he was her most solid backing

Su Yaqing recalled a sentence her grandma said: "Why can compasses draw a circle, because the feet are walking, but the heart remains unchanged; as long as two people have each other's hearts, they will return to the original point."

The love she wants is pampering, eccentric, first choice, and exception; only these can make her feel truly loved.Because she put everything in, afraid of being let down!

The author has something to say:

Su Yaqing was forced to study medicine at the beginning

Now that we have the opportunity to choose again

I think she should prefer to live the ordinary life she yearns for