Ode to Joy - Healers don't heal themselves

Since Su Yaqing vented that day, she returned to her usual appearance the next day. From the perspective of others, she had accepted the fact that she could not be on the operating table, but Tan Zongming always felt that something was wrong.But I can't tell what's wrong

In the next half month, everyone who came to visit her firmly believed that Su Yaqing had let go, because Su Yaqing was no different from usual, she should eat and laugh when she should eat, she was almost recovered, and she would go to the hospital again. Mother Tan's ward checks on her condition

Until one day, Su Yaqing called her brother in Shanghai to come to the hospital to see her

"Yaqing, why did you tell me now that you were injured?" The younger brother blamed the younger sister who was getting more and more haggard

"Didn't I tell you?" Su Yaqing looked at her little brother with a slight smile, "I came to you today because I have something to ask for your help."

"What's the matter? I didn't help you with the things you said since you were a child." The little brother looked at Su Yaqing dotingly and said

"I can't go to work for a short time now. I want to go home for a while. Can you take two days off to drive me back? The air in my hometown is good, and it's time to recover." Su Yaqing explained to her brother with a strong smile

"This is not a problem, but you don't plan to take this opportunity to take your boyfriend home to have a look?" the younger brother joked with a smile

"His mother is also hospitalized now, and the company can't do without him. I don't want to stay and let him take care of me distracted." Su Yaqing smiled and recovered in two seconds

"Then why don't I go and see his mother? After all, they are all in the hospital." The little brother thought that no matter what, he is the mother of his sister's boyfriend. Since they have all come to the hospital, he has to go and see him out of politeness.

"No brother, his mother is still in a coma, and there are so many bodyguards watching at the door, it's not easy for us to look at it." Su Yaqing stopped the little brother, she came here when no one was around.

"Then let's go after she wakes up." The little brother didn't doubt him, after all, rich people have more rules.

"Brother, help me go home and pack my things later, pick me up at nine o'clock tomorrow morning." Su Yaqing gave the key to the little brother, "We will be home tomorrow afternoon, I miss grandma so much"

"Okay, then you have a good rest today, and I will pick you up tomorrow morning." The little brother patted Su Yaqing's head

In the evening, Su Yaqing took advantage of Tan Zongming's time to return to the company for a meeting, and found the dean's office

"Yaqing, what are you doing?" The dean looked at the document Su Yaqing gave him

"Thank you, Dean, for your consideration. I have failed your expectations." Su Yaqing looked at the dean and said lightly.

"Yaqing, why do you have to resign? After you came back to the surgery, your work performance is obvious to all. Everyone affirms you, whether it is in the hospital or the colleagues in the surgery, everyone I admire you very much, the surgery also needs you very much, and our hospital also needs you very much." The director earnestly persuaded Su Yaqing to stay

"Thank you, Dean, for your affirmation, it's just...you know I can't do surgery anymore." Su Yaqing said flatly, but pain flashed in her eyes

"Hey, this matter is the responsibility of the hospital, but you can also stay in the hospital and continue to be a doctor. With your medical skills, you can also bring an intern doctor, or you can become a professor at our affiliated university. Didn't you win the evaluation? Professor?" The dean is reluctant to let Su Yaqing go. She is the female doctor he has favored for many years. This rescue lost a good doctor like her, and he feels sorry for the patients.

"Thank you, Dean, but what I need now is space, not work." Su Yaqing whitewashed peace during this time to reassure everyone, and kept all the pressure and emotions in her heart, which made her very tired. Everyone looked at her It's all about sympathy, pity, and encouragement, making her just want to escape from this place

"Let's do this, Yaqing, leave your resignation report with me first, and I will give you a long vacation, so you can take a good rest. By the way, think about it carefully. This is an important choice in your life. Can you Can't be impulsive"

"Dean..." The dean raised his hand to interrupt

"I'll wait for you to come back." Su Yaqing didn't say a word, looked at the dean moved and nodded, took a deep breath and went out

After going out, Jiang Zuo stood at the door and looked at Su Yaqing, the two looked at each other tacitly without speaking, Jiang Zuo smiled and hugged Su Yaqing

Early the next morning, Tan Zongming received a call saying that Tan's mother had woken up. After Su Yaqing followed him to check on Tan's mother and confirmed that there was no problem, she quietly left the ward while Tan Zongming and others were not paying attention, and returned to her own ward to change into regular clothes. leave next letter

Zong Ming:

I have become an emotional deserter, maybe I am cowardly, maybe I don’t love you enough, love myself more...

Those times with you are the happiest and most unforgettable memories in my life. No matter what happens in the future, I will never forget them. I will always keep these times in the softest corner of my heart.So, I don't expect you to remember me like I do, I just hope you don't miss me with hatred.

We have experienced a lot, a lot, not only happiness, but also small and big disputes; but also thank you for letting me experience the ups and downs of feelings. During this time, I watched you take care of me in every detail, so that I have I want to dream like this forever, but my left hand tells me realistically that I am no longer Dr. Su from the Zhizha Hospital. This is also the capital for me to 'compete' with you. This capital makes me feel that we are equal. When I Knowing that I can no longer be a surgeon, the balance between us has completely tipped

I lost my only hand for living. It's funny to say that I didn't like being a doctor at first, but over the years, I got used to the way of life of a doctor, and now I think I can do nothing but be a doctor.

The wounds of the body can be healed by medicine, but the wounds of the heart need time to heal!

In the end, I still want to say: Don't miss me!In the future, without my company, you must take good care of yourself...

Su Yaqing who once loved you and dare not love you again