Ode to Joy - Healers don't heal themselves

It was rare for Su Yaqing to come back early from get off work, and with the dessert that Tan Zongming asked his assistant to bring, the elevator stopped on the 22nd floor, and as soon as she got out of the elevator, she saw Andy looking at Fan Shengmei in embarrassment at the door of 2202

"Why are they all at the door?" Su Yaqing approached and asked curiously

"Qingqing, it's a good time to come. I need you to analyze something for me." Andy said shyly.

"Then let's talk in the room." Fan Shengmei opened the door

"Let's eat and talk with me." Su Yaqing raised her hand to signal the dessert in her hand

"That's fine, I just saved dinner." Fan Shengmei joked while looking at the expensive dessert in Su Yaqing's hand

Su Yaqing brought Andy Fan Shengmei to her home, and the three of them sat around on the living room carpet

"In fact, I have always had a question deep in my heart. My mother is a mental patient, and there are no relatives to take care of her. How did I grow up to be three years old? I didn't die of starvation, illness, or death. Being hit by a car, there is not even a scar on the body, there is no other explanation other than surviving a catastrophe, so I even doubt whether what Wei Guoqiang said is true after all."

"This is the nature of every mother, even if she has mental problems." Su Yaqing didn't know whether these words were out of emotion or not. . .

"Then what are you doubting now?" Fan Shengmei asked after looking at Andy after thinking for a while

"Today I heard Mrs. Bao say that I would rather be a beggar mother than an official father, and I suddenly realized that I might be wrong, but I have also enjoyed maternal love, and it is because of this nature that I can survive Come down, although my mother is such a mother, she is still a good mother." Andy said that he couldn't help crying

"Andy, if I were a man, I would give you the best things in the world." Fan Shengmei was touched by Andy's kindness. What"

"So Andy, you were moved by Mrs. Bao today, so you let go of the past!" Seeing Andy's relaxed expression, Su Yaqing knew that Andy would no longer indulge in the past and let herself go

"Actually, I am really grateful to Mrs. Bao today. If it weren't for her words, I would never have faced my past in such a way. It reminded me of my mother. It turned out that I was loved, just like Mrs. Bao tried her best to protect her son, and I was protected too." Andy looked at Su Yaqing and Fan Shengmei movedly and smiled in relief.

"Love can really change a person" Su Yaqing teased Andy's innocence

"Oh, Mrs. Bao obviously regards you as her daughter-in-law, what are you going to do?" Fan Shengmei also asked Andy with a smile

"I don't know, actually I don't believe that I have the ability to control love, but to be honest, I really don't want to part with it" Andy said a little confused

"You don't have to worry too much, it's just out of self-protection in your own heart. After what happened to Tan Zongming, I also doubted it." Su Yaqing comforted Andy with a smile. She was also very nervous during the cold war with Tan Zongming. I wonder if I will be alone in the future

"In my opinion, you all love them so badly." Fan Shengmei smiled and looked at the two strong women who were vigorous in their careers, but they were little white rabbits emotionally.

"How does it feel to be alone?" Andy and Su Yaqing looked at each other, then turned their heads and looked innocently at Fan Shengmei and asked

"I think about him all the time and want to be with him. Even though there is a lot of pain in the middle, it is nothing compared to losing him." Fan Shengmei rolled her eyes and analyzed it with her own feelings.

"It's like a little earthworm to Qin, or you to Wang Baichuan." Andy seemed to understand, and said happily to Fan Shengmei

"Hmm..." Fan Shengmei was taken aback, thinking of herself and Wang Baichuan

"Andy, just figure it out, don't talk about it, try this" Seeing Fan Shengmei lost in thought, Su Yaqing knew she was thinking of Wang Baichuan, so she got up and picked up the dessert to change the subject

The three of them ate dessert together and shared what they had encountered during this period. The atmosphere was good but was broken by a doorbell

Su Yaqing stood up and opened the door, she was taken aback when she saw the person coming

"I'm sorry, I'm here to disturb you again at night." Mother Tan smiled embarrassedly

"Qingqing, is it Little Earthworm and Guanguan?...Hello, Auntie." Fan Shengmei thought it was Qiu Yingying and the others who couldn't find her and came up. When she walked in and saw it was Mother Tan, she subconsciously held Su Yaqing's hand

"Auntie, come in if you have anything to say." Su Yaqing sighed in her heart, but said to Tan's mother with a light smile on her face.

"Ah... no need, I came here today just to say a few words to you, I'll leave after I'm done, the driver is waiting for me downstairs" Mother Tan stopped Su Yaqing a little embarrassed

"Sister Fan, go ahead and eat." Su Yaqing saw Tan's mother was hesitant and asked Fan Shengmei to go in first.

"Auntie, if you ask me to leave Tan Zongming, you are late, and he and I have already..." Su Yaqing thought that Tan's mother still came to tell her to leave Tan Zongming, so she looked at Tan's mother indifferently and said

"Eh... no." Mother Tan hurriedly interrupted Su Yaqing, and said to her with a smile, "I came today to apologize to you. I thought that what Xiaoyan said was true. I didn't know that Xiaoyan was raped by Chen Xueru. Instigated, I was also afraid that Zong Ming would be deceived, I misunderstood you, I'm sorry." Mother Tan bowed slightly

"Auntie, auntie" Su Yaqing hurriedly supported Tan's mother, "I won't talk about it after it's over."

"Then don't be angry with Zong Ming, I heard that you had a fight with him, don't worry, I have already scolded him at Zong Ming's side, and I will let him apologize to you." Mother Tan pulled Su Yaqing said intimately

"Auntie, you don't object anymore?" Su Yaqing looked at Mother Tan in surprise

"I don't object anymore. Seeing your old saying of rescuing in the hospital regardless of previous suspicions, it shows that your character is completely fine, and I heard that the nurses and patients in your hospital praised you for your high medical skills and good people." Mother Tan went to the hospital before She heard the nurse say that there are many doctors chasing Su Yaqing, so she hurried to finalize Su Yaqing at night.

"I am a doctor, this is my duty." Su Yaqing looked at Mother Tan with a smile and said lightly

"Then it's settled, don't be angry with Zong Ming anymore, you and Zong Ming will come home the day after tomorrow, and it just so happens that everyone in the family came back to see grandpa." Seeing that Su Yaqing was not arrogant or rash in the face of praise, Mother Tan was even more satisfied with her

"Auntie, I'll be in two days..." Su Yaqing thought that Tan Zongming hadn't reconciled yet, how could she go to his house now

"That's it, I'll come with Zong Ming the day after tomorrow." Mother Tan said to herself, and she let go of Su Yaqing, "I'm going first, the driver should be in a hurry."

"Auntie...Auntie..." Su Yaqing looked at the back of Tan's mother who left after speaking, and smiled helplessly

"Yeah, I'm going to meet my parents, it seems that something good is coming soon." Fan Shengmei came out from the corner and lay on Su Yaqing's shoulder, purposely looking at the empty corridor and teasingly

"It seems that you have taken care of Mrs. Tan, so you don't have to worry about it anymore." Andy also came out of the corner and joked with a smile

"You think this is in ancient times, the parents' order and the matchmaker's words are enough." Su Yaqing put away her smile, closed the door and walked into the living room, "I haven't reconciled with him yet."

"No wonder Lao Tan has always kept a straight face in the company. He is so cold that people dare not approach him." Andy remembered that everyone in the company was more afraid of Tan Zongming than she was at the beginning. The reason turned out to be because of a quarrel with his girlfriend. laugh out loud

"Qingqing, it's almost enough. Men have some patience. You've been sitting on the bench for a long time. If a hot face is posted at this time, you will regret it later." Fan Shengmei analyzed clearly and looked at Andy. Andy, are those little girls in your company staring at Tan Dacrocodant?"

"Lao Tan is less popular than me in the company now, probably not, but it's not necessarily the case outside, Lao Tan often has to attend some banquets, he can't socialize with a straight face, so..." Andy held back his laughter Look at Su Yaqing as a difficult person and say

"So, those spider spirits will definitely take the opportunity to spin their silk nets to catch Tan Dacrocodile," Fan Shengmei added after taking Andy's topic

"If he was caught by others so easily, it also means that he is not worthy of my love." Su Yaqing deserves them for her own good, but they all underestimated her reason, she will have her own reason before doing anything balance, especially emotionally

"Qingqing, don't think that we are scaremongering. The most vulnerable thing in the world is the human heart." Fan Shengmei said earnestly

"Yeah, although I believe that Lao Tan has a heart for you, it's not good to continue the cold war for such a long time." Andy didn't know what Su Yaqing was thinking, she hoped that Tan Zongming and Su Yaqing would have a good result

"..." Su Yaqing leaned on the sofa and smiled indifferently.A group of mobile phone information alerts rang

"What's wrong?" Fan Shengmei, who was sitting across from her, saw Su Yaqing staring at her phone in disbelief, and hurriedly asked, thinking something happened.

"Humph~~~ Andy will teach you an old saying: loyal words are harsh to the ear and good for deeds." Su Yaqing looked at Andy sarcastically and said, threw the phone away, and ran into the bathroom

"What's wrong?" Andy looked at Su Yaqing in confusion.

"Andy, it turns out that men can't stand temptation." Fan Shengmei handed Su Yaqing's mobile phone to Andy, and looked at the bathroom door worriedly.

"How could this happen? It's impossible for Lao Tan, maybe he made a mistake." Andy looked at the photos on his phone in surprise, and said incredulously

"These faces are all there, and there is no trace of PS in the photos, no one dares to force him to do this," Fan Shengmei said angrily

"..." Andy was so blocked by what Fan Shengmei said, he couldn't say a word to defend Tan Zongming.

Andy and Fan Shengmei are at the bathroom door, no matter how much they knock on the door, Su Yaqing ignores it, and can only vaguely hear the sound of running water and sobbing inside

Su Yaqing sat behind the door, covering her face with her heartbroken hands and crying bitterly. The photos on the phone just now flashed in her mind. In the photos, Tan Zongming was hugging a woman in revealing clothes, and the two were embracing and lingering

Andy and Fan Shengmei outside the door leaned against the wall worriedly waiting for the door to open. They knew that since Su Yaqing locked herself inside, she didn't want them to see her fragility. Fan Shengmei took Andy to the living room

"What's wrong?" Andy looked at Fan Shengmei puzzled

"Qingqing doesn't want us to see her fragility. We've been waiting at the door, and she can't fully release her emotions. Why don't you let her be quiet?" Fan Shengmei understands Su Yaqing's pride at this moment, and she needs to digest it alone

"She'll be fine by herself." Andy was worried that something might happen to Su Yaqing if she was alone inside.

"No, don't forget, she is a strong woman like you, how could she be overwhelmed by this, she just needs time to digest this." Fan Shengmei comforted Andy, Su Yaqing would not allow herself to be beaten knocked down

"Then we just wait here?" Andy walked back and forth anxiously

"Why don't you call Tan Zongming and ask what's going on? If it's true, Qingqing will give up completely."

"Well" Andy picked up the phone and was about to dial

"Don't fight, some things don't need to break the casserole." Su Ya calmed down after washing her face.

"Qingqing" Andy stepped forward and pulled Su Yaqing with concern

"Qingqing, you don't want to find out the truth? What if it's a misunderstanding?" Fan Shengmei looked at Su Yaqing's red and swollen eyes and asked tentatively

"With his current status, can someone force him to do something he doesn't want?" Su Yaqing picked up the phone and said coldly

"Then..." Andy still wanted to say something for Tan Zongming

"Andy, you don't have to worry about everything with him as usual, but are you my friend now?" Seeing Andy nodding, Su Yaqing looked at Fan Shengmei, "Do you have wine in the refrigerator?"

"Yes" Fan Shengmei nodded

"Take it all up, I don't have enough money to buy more." Su Yaqing herself didn't drink much because she was going to have an operation, she looked at Andy, "It's a friend, let's get drunk with me today, and everything will start again when the sun rises tomorrow."

That night, the three of them got drunk with their own troubles, and the wine bottles on the ground proved how much trouble they had. When they had fun, they talked to each other and comforted each other by exposing their scars.

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