Ode to Joy - Healers don't heal themselves

If Su Yaqing trusts a person, she will believe what he says. She really feels uncomfortable about what Andy and Qu Xiaoxiao said during the meal. In addition, Tan's mother came to her several times before, and the relationship between her and Tan Zongming It would be a lie to say that there is no wavering in the relationship, but it is just pretending to be indifferent on the surface, but in fact, the sense of uneasiness in my heart is getting stronger and stronger

Once you are in love, even if you are in love, you will worry about gains and losses. Su Yaqing lives a lot of things thoroughly, but she is just a little girl when it comes to feelings, and there will be times when she wants to rush to Tan Zongming and question him willfully. In an instant, she calmed down with reason, and sent Tan Zongming the secretly photographed photos of Tan Zongming and Yan Qing from Qu Xiaoxiao.

While waiting for the reply, Su Yaqing was afraid that Tan Zongming would not reply and acquiesced to the fact, but also worried that his reply would be ambiguous and perfunctory

'Do you believe me? 'Tan Zongming

'I believe what you say' Su Yaqing

"Shengxuan and Yan's are discussing cooperation, so Xiaoyan and I inevitably need to meet up. We went to Yan's that day. Xiaoyan asked me to take a look at the watch that Xiaoyan customized for Uncle Yan. By the way, we went to Yan's Group. Xiaoyan has already agreed, we are just friends now, at most we are brothers and sisters of aristocratic families, I will keep her distance from now on'Tan Zongming

'I know' Su Yaqing

"If you don't believe me, we can confront Xiaoyan together" Tan Zongming

'I've said it, I'll believe it if you say it' Su Yaqing

Some things, as long as there is a grudge in the heart, even if you know the cause and effect of the facts, there will still be a gap in your heart. Su Yaqing believes what Tan Zongming said, but the psychology of girls is so indescribable

Several days have passed. It seems that nothing happened between Su Yaqing and Tan Zongming, but it seems that something happened. The phone calls and messages continue every day, but I don’t know whether it is intentional or unintentional. The time between the two of them for the past week can’t get together. If we don't meet together, either Tan Zongming is busy or Su Yaqing is tired and doesn't want to face Tan Zongming

The weather is getting hotter and the hospital is still busy, Su Yaqing completes the daily operation according to the schedule

Outside is the bustle of traffic at the beginning of the Huadeng period. Su Yaqing just got off the operating table and was about to go home. When she got out of the hospital, she was thinking about how to deal with dinner when suddenly a luxurious car stopped in front of Su Yaqing.

"Miss Su, Mr. Tan asked me to pick you up for the banquet." The man looked at Su Ya respectfully and said

"He didn't tell me there was a banquet." Su Yaqing looked at the man suspiciously.

"This is a family banquet. Mr. Tan called you before, but your phone was turned off, so he sent me to pick you up." The man smiled and looked at Su Yaqing

"What about Akai?" Su Yaqing had never seen this person appear beside Tan Zongming.

"Ah Kai is Mr. Tan's personal assistant, so he will naturally be by Mr. Tan's side." The man responded eloquently, looking at Su Yaqing "Don't worry, Miss Su, no one will cheat you by renting such a good car at a high price, or you You can call Mr. Tan and ask."

"You guys go back, I'm very tired today and don't want to go, I'll call him to explain." Su Yaqing has a low fever today, and her body is already at its limit after the operation, and she doesn't want to give their family a bad impression

"Miss Su!" The man hesitated for a moment. "To tell you the truth, my wife asked me to pick you up. I hope you don't make things difficult for me." The man looked at Su Yaqing without giving in.

"I can't just go casually like this, I'll go home and get ready first." Su Yaqing frowned and looked at the man helplessly for a moment and said

"The clothes are all ready, you can change them in the car." The man let out a sigh of relief and smiled, asking Su Yaqing to get in the car

Su Yaqing got into the car helplessly. She didn't know what kind of medicine was sold in Mother Tan's gourd, so she could only take a step to see.

Su Yaqing is wearing a one-shoulder simple black dress prepared in the car, her hair is simply pulled aside and she wears light makeup.

Su Yaqing rallied and followed the waiter into the magnificent banquet hall. Looking at the people talking and laughing around, and the elegant double waltz dancing on the dance floor, Su Yaqing guessed that Mother Tan wanted her to understand the difference in status. To embarrass her?

"Miss Su, would you like a glass of champagne?"

"Hello, who are you?" Su Yaqing looked suspiciously at the lady who handed her champagne

"I am Yan Qing's aunt, I invited you here." Chen Xueru looked at Su Yaqing with an elegant smile

"It's you? Why did you invite me here?" Su Yaqing always thought that the man who picked her up referred to her as Tan's mother, but she never thought it was Yan Qing's aunt. "Then this is Yan's family banquet."

"Please come and watch a good show." Chen Xueru looked at Su Yaqing with deep eyes and said

"Sorry, I'm not interested in watching the show." Su Yaqing felt that Chen Xueru had something wrong, and she didn't want to get involved, so she turned around and left

"Hey~Miss Su, you must like to watch this scene." Chen Xueru held Su Yaqing and motioned her to look at the guest of honor area

Su Yaqing looked at Yan Qing holding Tan Zongming's hand and laughing at Yan Yan, while Tan's mother and the other two elegant and shrewd old gentlemen on the opposite side looked at the two talented men and women with pleasant smiles.

"Do you know what the banquet is today? Today is not only the Yan family's family banquet, but also the engagement banquet of Tan Zongming and Yan Qing." Chen Xueru looked at Su Yaqing and said with feigned sympathy

"What! Engagement banquet?" Su Yaqing looked at Chen Xueru in shock

"That's right, I couldn't bear to keep you in the dark, so I made up my own mind, please see the facts clearly." Chen Xueru said to Su Yaqing indignantly

"Aren't you Yan Qing's aunt? Are you afraid that I will make a scene and ruin her engagement party if you invite me?" Su Yaqing looked at Chen Xueru questioningly.

"Heh~ I have been with her father for more than ten years without a name. At best, I am an aunt, but at worst, I am just a lover." Chen Xueru looked at the happy people over there with a sneer, and looked at Su Yaqing for a moment, "I know you are not Impulsive people, please come and know that I don’t want you to be deceived by Tan Zongming, we are all ordinary people, and these upper-class people just treat us as playthings.”

"Then why have you stayed by his side for more than ten years?" Su Yaqing asked

"Heh~ If my family didn't need money, I would have left a long time ago, and I trust him too much. I believe that he will give me a title one day. I believe that I am different from him." Chen Xueru entered her thoughts, her eyes were full of tears. "I just hope you don't follow in my footsteps"

Su Yaqing didn't know how much of what Chen Xueru said was true, but she saw the sharp contrast between the luxury and harmony over there and the desolation here

Su Yaqing watched Tan Zongming gently put on the necklace for Yan Qing, and they entered the dance floor gracefully together. The tacit understanding of the dance steps of the two, and the gentleness of their smiles, looked extremely dazzling to Su Yaqing

Su Yaqing kept suppressing her impulse with rationality, and when the dance ended, Su Yaqing stared at Tan Zongming slowly approaching with red eyes and expressionless face

"Xiaoya? Why are you here?" Tan Zongming looked at Su Yaqing in surprise

"Didn't you tell me that you are very busy? Are you busy talking to others?" Su Yaqing asked Tan Zongming calmly

"Xiaoya, you misunderstood, let's talk outside." Tan Zongming saw that the people around him began to pay attention to them, and pulled Su Yaqing to the side

"Zong Ming, the banquet will start soon, and my dad will announce it soon." Yan Qing pulled Tan Zongming's tenderly and said angrily

"I'll go out first, I'll be back later." Tan Zongming had no time to care about Yan Qing, he just nodded and led Su Yaqing out of the banquet hall

Su Yaqing knew Tan Zongming's identity and reputation was very important to him, so she kept calm and followed Tan Zongming to the quiet balcony outside

"Xiaoya, why are you here?" Tan Zongming took off his coat and put it on Su Yaqing.

"Can't I come? Or are you afraid that I will spoil your good deed?" Su Yaqing looked at Tan Zongming pointedly and said

"What are you talking about, I just..." Tan Zongming knew that Su Yaqing had misunderstood, and was interrupted when he was about to speak

"Is it just the beauty of the red sleeves at the office, or the company of a confidante, or has it been cultivated?" Su Yaqing said with a sarcasm

"What nonsense are you talking about? I explained it to you before, believe it or not." Tan Zongming's temper was aroused by Su Yaqing, and he said sharply to Su Yaqing

"Believe it? How do you want me to believe it? You said you would keep a distance from her, that is, holding hands together to keep a distance? Dancing sweetly together means keeping a distance? If Tan Zongming made it clear earlier, I would not pester you, let alone This happened today." Su Yaqing looked at Tan Zongming disappointedly, gritted her teeth and held back tears

"Huh~~" Tan Zongming took a deep breath to calm himself down, "Yaqing, calm down, let me make it clear to you, today is me and Yan..." Yan Qing interrupted

"Zong Ming, Dad is going to make an announcement, let's go!" Yan Qing glanced at Su Yaqing hesitantly, but still urged Tan Zongming

"Xiaoya, wait here for me first, I'll explain it to you later." Tan Zongming hesitated for a moment, hugged Su Yaqing's shoulder to comfort him, then followed Yan Qing and walked into the banquet hall

Su Yaqing looked at Tan Zongming's back and smiled self-deprecatingly, the tears finally fell, her fists were clenched tightly, her fingers turned white, two lines of tears flowed down her eyes when she closed her eyes, the hustle and bustle in the banquet hall could be faintly heard in her ears, and when she opened her eyes again, it was clear , turned and walked out of the hotel without hesitation

Worrying about gains and losses again and again, trusting again and again, every disappointment is just to comfort myself, you are just afraid of hurting me, not lying to me, now it is time to wake up from the dream, happiness is really not something I can have!

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