Ode to Joy - Healers don't heal themselves

Su Yaqing and Su Ma moved to the 23rd floor together. Su Yaqing also had her own room, no need to lay the floor, and her life seemed to be back on track at last.

Time is always a luxury in Shanghai, a busy city. Tan Zongming came to his senses and realized that it was already the end of autumn

Since the last farewell to Su Yaqing in the coffee shop, the relationship between them seems to have returned to the initial point, but it seems to have taken a step forward. The group's acquisition of the Red Star Group has been followed up steadily by Andy, but Tan Zongming I have always believed in Andy's strength, and only let her deploy personnel.It's just that Bao Yifan, the person in charge of the Bao Group who intends to cooperate with Shengxuan in mergers and acquisitions, seems to have ulterior motives for Andy, leaving Andy speechless. Fortunately, the relationship between Andy and Wei Wei is progressing well. When Tan Zongming understands something, Only then did he realize that it seemed that he hadn't been Andy's trash can for a long time, and there were very few interesting stories about the 22nd floor. Presumably, Andy probably shared his knowledge with Wei Wei, which made him, an old friend, so neglected.

However, he was also held back by overseas projects

During the period, Su Yaqing called him several times to confirm the schedule to help Grandpa Tan check his body, but he had no choice but to postpone the good opportunity again and again when he was abroad, but Su Yaqing did not contact him again. Sometimes he called She didn't answer the phone or turned off the phone directly.

After he finished his business and returned to China, Andy rarely asked him out for dinner, but when he arrived at the restaurant, he realized that he was just a light bulb with several kilowatts. The normal appearance made him eat a meal like chewing wax, but in order to save face for his friend Andy, he insisted on waiting until everyone was full and ready to leave, but Andy received a call from the girl on the 22nd floor saying that it was 2202 Fan Sheng Mei's father fainted and needed to be sent to the hospital. Fortunately, the place where they ate was very close to Ode to Joy, and he thought that Su Yaqing would also be in Ode to Joy. After all, today is the weekend, and it would be good to see her, I went to Ode to Joy with Andy and Wei Wei, but Su Yaqing didn't see it, so I had to drive everyone on the 22nd floor to the hospital where Su Yaqing was.

In his 35 years of life, apart from the last time Grandpa Tan was hospitalized unexpectedly, Tan Zongming rarely set foot in the hospital, he only saw family members hesitating before the operating room because of money and in the social news section of the newspaper, so when he saw Fan Shengmei and The mother's helpless expression was also full of emotion. Andy, who has always had a harmonious relationship with the neighbors, wanted to help, but was stopped by Wei Wei. He and Wei Wei looked at each other, and he could see Wei Wei's careful thinking, but He didn't know the girls on the 22nd floor very well, so he found an excuse and walked to the rest area next to him.

The sky was gloomy, Tan Zongming brushed his official emails with his mobile phone casually, and felt a little tired.

Tan Zongming, who was thinking about whether he should leave the hospital, raised his eyes but was caught by a faint white figure.

Wearing a white coat, Su Yaqing still wore her hair behind her head as she did on the day she first rescued Grandpa Tan. She was accompanied by several doctors and nurses. It could be seen that she had just come out of the operating room next door. Her footsteps and words She neatly arranged the patient's postoperative problems. After the people around her left, she lost her energy as soon as she entered the rest area. She moved slowly to the vending machine, bought a bottle of coffee with tangled movements, and drank it while walking. When she walked to the rest chair not far from the vending machine, she had already finished drinking the coffee. After throwing the coffee bottle into the trash can, she spread the whole body on the rest chair, closed her eyes and put her hands behind her neck, as if Treats soreness after long hours of work.

From Tan Zongming's point of view, he could see that Su Yaqing's white coat was just wearing an ordinary white T-shirt and jeans, and the open white coat was not as strict as other doctors. No matter how he looked, he looked like a college student

Even though Su Yaqing is 168cm tall, she is too thin. Even a well-fitting white coat is somewhat funny on Baishu

Tan Zongming saw that Su Yaqing didn't seem to be very refreshed after drinking a can of coffee. He went to the vending machine and bought another bottle, took it in his hand, walked lightly to Su Yaqing, opened the bottle and handed it to Su Yaqing. Touching Su Yaqing's arm

With her eyes closed, Su Yaqing took the coffee and put it in her mouth very familiarly.

"You know, I haven't had surgery for 36 hours in a row for a long time, which brought me back to when I first started my internship in the United States, but I don't know if it's because of my age. Now I feel uncomfortable all over my body, unlike that I feel excited And I can’t fall asleep anymore.” After taking a big sip of coffee, Su Yaqing propped her head on the other hand and spoke

"I tell you that I regret studying medicine, do you believe me?"

"I know what you mean even if you don't say anything"

"You must think I'm joking, after all I've been working really hard in school"

"But my original dream was not to be a doctor"

"I don't love the profession of doctors that much"

"In the beginning, I only studied medicine because of my grandma's body"

"..."

"Hehehe... But after further study, I still like medicine."

"Especially after curing a patient, the way he looks at you, I feel from my heart that I am a useful person"

“……………”

"After so many years, I've been really tired. I want to let go of a lot, but I can't let go and I can't let go." Su Yaqing's voice was a little choked up, and a tear rolled down from the corner of her eye

At first, Tan Zongming thought that Su Yaqing knew it was him, but later she talked to herself, as if she was talking to someone who knew her very well. Tan Zongming felt a sense of loss in his heart, but seeing Su Yaqing seemed to have entered a black hole , the lonely figure made him feel distressed

"Jiang Zuo? You won't be with you who value sex over friends..." After Su Yaqing calmed down, she slowly opened her eyes and looked to the side to see Tan Zongming, she was stunned!

I thought it was Jiang Zuo at first, because at this time only Jiang Zuo would give her coffee and then sit silently and listen to her complaints and nonsense. Today is also because it is too tiring to have surgery for 36 hours in a row, and he received it home right after leaving the operating room. Grandma's phone call, she didn't control her emotions for a while, and said what was in her heart. Originally, Jiang Zuo didn't mind hearing it. He knew about her anyway, but he didn't expect it to be Tan Zongming. He looked at it blankly for a while, not knowing how to react he

"Why, you don't know me?" Tan Zongming sat beside Su Yaqing with a smile after seeing Su Yaqing's blank look.

"Tan Zongming, is it interesting for you to eavesdrop?" Su Yaqing thought that Tan Zongming would see her leaked emotions and hear what she was saying, and looked at him angrily.

"I'm not eavesdropping, I'm listening aboveboard, and I paid the fee back." Seeing Su Yaqing's annoyed look, and not wanting to let her immerse herself in the lonely mood just now, Tan Zongming replied jokingly

"Then do you want me to help you diagnose whether you have a brain problem and come here to listen to other people's nonsense?" Su Yaqing drank the coffee and threw it into the trash can next to her, she didn't realize it. Tan Zongming says

"Let's save it for later. What you should care about now is your sister Fan Shengmei on the 22nd floor." Tan Zongming looked at Su Yaqing's posture with a smile, and his heart was like a calm lake being rippled by the wind.

"Sister Fan? What's wrong with her?" Su Yaqing looked at Tan Zongming suspiciously

"Fan Shengmei's father suddenly suffered a cerebral hemorrhage and fell into a coma. Andy Wei Wei and I sent them to the hospital." Tan Zongming patiently explained to Su Yaqing

"Cerebral hemorrhage?" Su Yaqing frowned, searching for relevant information in her mind, "Then how is the situation now?"

"Surgery is needed, and I don't know the specifics." Tan Zongming omitted the Fan's hesitation because of the cost.

"Then let me go and see, which operating room is it in?"

In Su Yaqing's eyes, Tan Zongming saw the concentration after abandoning drowsiness, and the familiar demeanor completely seemed to be a different person, as if the person who was alone and confided his fragility to others had never existed before, which made him a little more smoothly for a while Seriously, immediately got up and led Su Yaqing to the door of the operating room

Wei Wei was answering the phone in front of the operating room, and Dr. Zhao, Qu Xiaoxiao and another young woman were standing silently.

Su Yaqing simply greeted everyone, was taken aback when she saw Mama Su standing aside, but quickly walked to Dr. Zhao to ask about the situation.

Wei Wei just hung up the phone at this moment, and together with Qu Xiaoxiao looked at Su Yaqing, who was skillfully discussing Fan Shengmei's father's condition with Dr. Zhao, they were a little surprised at Su Yaqing's young career appearance.

But Fan Shengmei and his mother didn't care about other people's movements at this time.

"Xiaomei, you should ask your friends to borrow money. Aren't your neighbors very rich? Let them lend you money, write them an IOU, and then pay them back slowly. We will try our best in the future. Don't ask you for money." Fan's mother burst into tears, and her words were mournful, but the content of her words attracted Su Yaqing's attention, making Su Yaqing frown and only felt that the matter was a bit complicated.

Fan Shengmei was shaken by her mother's words, but there was nothing she could do: "Do you think I don't want to save my dad? You're still talking about money!"

"Then how..."

"That's my dad, don't I want him to live?"

Both mother and daughter were crying.

At this time, Fan Shengmei noticed Wei Wei who had ended the phone call, and finally decided to borrow money from Wei Wei, but Wei Wei proposed to use convertible assets as collateral. The house was exchanged, but this proposal immediately aroused the dissatisfaction of Fan's mother: "No, the real estate certificate cannot be given to Xiaomei." After the words fell, Fan's mother immediately looked at Fan Shengmei fiercely, and her tone became tough: "Your brother You can’t sell your house, you will get divorced if you sell your brother, do you know? Xiaomei, didn’t you say that you can find someone to borrow money from?”

"What a fart!" Seeing Fan Shengmei's collapse, Qu Xiaoxiao finally swears, ignoring that Dr. Zhao, whom she is trying to keep, is still on the sidelines, "Your daughter-in-law is at most a procrastinator now. The son's middle-aged woman, who wants a divorced middle-aged woman now, she doesn't dare to divorce your son at all, okay? Even if she is in a daze and insists on divorcing your son, she will give birth to you anyway. You have a grandson, and you have enough money. Auntie, don’t patronize your son or your daughter. Your daughter is 31 this year. After New Year’s Day [-], there is only one daughter left. Don’t let her be dragged down in debts and can’t even get married. Go out and be an old girl for a lifetime, you mother can't be so partial."

Qu Xiaoxiao then directed the cannon fire at Fan Shengmei. Although her words were sharp, they were gradually persuading and caring for Fan Shengmei.

Hearing this, both Su Yaqing and Tan Zongming understood the status quo of the matter to some extent. After knowing Qu Xiaoxiao for so long, Su Yaqing finally realized that Qu Xiaoxiao's insolent ghosts and imposing manner could not hide her kind heart. heart, and Qu Xiaoxiao's appearance of fighting against injustice is still covered with a thorny shell, which makes Su Yaqing feel good about her.

Unexpectedly, however, Fan's mother still refused to sell the house, and finally even wanted Fan Shengmei to borrow the debt to pay back the money alone.

"Are you really going to force your daughter to sell herself?" Qu Xiaoxiao was in disbelief.

"Mom, I don't blame you for being eccentric, but with so much money, let alone a year, I may not be able to pay it back even in ten or eight years. As you can see, my friends and classmates all I was afraid of being borrowed, I just made a round of phone calls, and no one is willing to lend me money." For the first time in her life, Fan Shengmei felt that she could no longer afford the burden of the whole family, "There are two roads in front of you now. ;One, sell the house, let my dad go to the operating table; two, don’t sell it, watch my dad die.”

At this point in the situation, Mother Fan still gritted her teeth and refused to let go.

At this time, Su Yaqing learned about Fan's father's illness from Dr. Zhao, glanced at Fan Shengmei and Fan's mother, took a deep breath, and walked to them

"Sister Fan, uncle can't wait too long for the operation. If you choose to have the operation, I will perform the operation myself. The success rate is 90%." Su Yaqing paused and looked at Mother Fan. "Even if the operation is successful, the possibility of paralysis is relatively high. And the cost of surgery and post-operative care is relatively high, and if you don’t have surgery, you can live for at most three months.” Su Yaqing told Fan Shengmei the pros and cons concisely.

"Xiaomei, your father is retired, and he has a salary, but I don't. If he is alive and still has this money, our family can live on, and we don't have to rely on you for everything in the future. "Fan's mother immediately stood up from the ground and grabbed Fan Shengmei's hand and said tearfully.

"I also want to save my dad, but I have been afraid of borrowing my friends all these years, who would lend me them?" Fan Shengmei complained loudly about her grievances

"Qingqing... Qingqing, I am friends with your mother, and you and Xiaomei are also friends. You are a doctor in this hospital, can you not charge us for medical expenses?" When Mother Fan turned around, she saw Su Yaqing and held her tightly holding Su Yaqing's hand

"Auntie, I'm a doctor in the hospital, but I don't run the hospital, and even my own family members have to pay for it." Su Yaqing wanted to break free from Fan's mother's hand, but she was held too tightly, and she couldn't earn it no matter what. open

"Sister, let go of Qingqing first, she's just a doctor and she works for others, there's nothing I can do about it." Su's mother stepped forward and wanted to pull Fan's mother away, but she couldn't.

"Let go of Yaqing first. If you hurt her hand, then you can ask someone else to do your surgery." Tan Zongming stepped forward and said to Fan's mother sternly, seeing Fan's mother let go of her hand, pulling Su Yaqing down to his behind

"I know you. You are Qingqing's rich friend. You are such a good person. Qingqing doesn't like you because she doesn't know how to cherish it. You can lend me the money. My daughter is very beautiful. Let her be you. Girlfriend, you will definitely like it." Fan's mother held Tan Zongming's hand with one hand, and pushed Fan Shengmei in front of him while talking. She knew that this man was very rich. If he fell in love with Fan Shengmei, then the future of their family it will be fine

As soon as Fan's mother's words came out, the people around looked at Fan's mother in shock, and Fan Shengmei looked at Tan Zongming expectantly while being shocked. Tan Zongming also felt that Su Yaqing's body froze when he approached behind him, and Wei Wei, a fine person, could feel Tan Zongming's thoughts when Andy told him about Tan Zongming and Su Yaqing before, and Tan Zongming's reaction just now confirmed his conjecture

Tan Zongming subconsciously turned around and looked at Su Yaqing just now, seeing her uncomfortable expression, he patted her on the head with his hand, signaling her to relax, and Su Yaqing turned shyly to Dr. Zhao to get the case

"Do you think there are still people who will pick up the mess of your family? You should consider what I said about selling the house, which is more reliable." Wei Wei came to Fan Shengmei's side quickly and said.

"Okay, I'm selling the house, but the real estate certificate is no longer with me. After my dad has the surgery, I'll get it to you when I go home." Wei Wei's words completely shattered Fan Shengmei's hope for a star.

"Then write an IOU first." Wei Wei took out a notebook and a pen and asked Fan Shengmei to write it.

"It's finished, now I can let my dad have an operation." Fan Shengmei gave the written IOU to Wei Wei.

"I'll help you pay"

"Everything is ready, let's start the operation. Dr. Zhao will be the surgeon, and you will be my assistant." Seeing that they have discussed it, Su Yaqing turned around and said to Zhao Qiping

"Yaqing, why did you ask my doctor Zhao to be your assistant? You are the chief surgeon?" Qu Xiaoxiao took the opportunity to walk between Zhao Qiping and the girl, holding Zhao Qiping's hand and looking at Su Yaqing, and said a little unconvinced

"Okay, Qu Xiaoxiao, I am an orthopedic surgeon, and Dr. Su is a general practitioner. Of course she will do it. It is a good learning opportunity for me to be an assistant beside me." Zhao Qiping said to Qu Xiaoxiao impatiently

"But you are the most powerful in my eyes." Qu Xiaoxiao said coquettishly to Zhao Qiping, and showed the girl with her eyes

"Uh...Doctor Zhao, are you continuing here or going in?" Su Yaqing looked at Zhao Qiping and Qu Xiaoxiao in embarrassment

"Let's go." Zhao Qiping pulled out Qu Xiaoxiao's holding hand and followed Su Yaqing into the operating room

After 3 hours of surgery, the people inside were extremely tired, while the people outside waited with their own thoughts.

"The operation was very successful, but he was still paralyzed. This is the best result." As soon as Su Yaqing came out of the operating room, she looked at the people around her with a relaxed smile. Father Fan was finally out of danger. Although he was not completely paralyzed, he was still half paralyzed. Paralyzed, this is already the best result

"Sister Fan, that's great..." Qiu Yingying and the others hugged Fan Shengmei and were happy for her

While Su Yaqing took advantage of everyone's immersion in the happy atmosphere, she left quietly.

She no longer has the strength and energy to celebrate with them, every operation requires 100% concentration, she has not slept or eaten for a long time, now she can only force herself to go back to her office

Su Yaqing walked to the office with great difficulty. When she was about to close the door, it was propped up and could not be closed. When she saw someone coming, she turned around and walked towards the sofa

"Are you okay?" Tan Zongming followed Su Yaqing after she came out of the operating room to prevent her from falling down, followed her to the office, turned and closed the door

"I can't die yet," Su Yaqing said while laying on the sofa and looking at Tan Zongming weakly, but she still looked energetic

"Fan Shengmei's mother's thoughts are indeed a bit extreme, but you don't have to be so angry that you want to call the police." Tan Zongming was sitting next to Su Yaqing. Rationally bear it

"I just can't stand the noisy atmosphere, it will disturb my energy and cause me to not be able to make correct judgments." Su Yaqing knew that she couldn't control her emotions because she was too tired, but she didn't have the energy to mind her teasing now

Amused by Su Yaqing's bravado, Tan Zongming leaned towards Su Yaqing. Su Yaqing subconsciously stepped back, and ended up lying on the sofa. Although Tan Zongming supported himself with his arms, the distance between the two was as close as Su Yaqing's. Yaqing could clearly feel Tan Zongming's breathing, caught her fleeting panic, and also noticed that Su Yaqing's ears were red

"I think what her mother said is right." Tan Zongming looked at Su Yaqing with a smile in his eyes.

"Where... what sentence?" Su Yaqing stammered a little nervously because Tan Zongming was too close, and he could smell the peppermint breath he exhaled when he spoke.

"I'm such a good person, don't you even look down on me?" Tan Zongming confirmed his feelings for Su Yaqing after thinking about it for a period of time, especially Su Yaqing's confiding in the rest chair today

"I...I" Su Yaqing opened her eyes wide and looked at the magnified person in front of her eyes

The pupils were tense because of Tan Zongming's approach, and the unknown emotion in the blood was clamoring wildly at this moment, as if an inevitable battle was about to start, but every cell in her body was so calm and silent that she couldn't help it. To use any perception to judge.There was no longer enough dopamine in the brain to trigger the prevention of undesired actions. Before she could react, Su Yaqing tightly grasped Tan Zongming's collar with both hands.

The moment the lips touched, a burst of coolness entered Tan Zongming's brain, and it was as sweet as sugar.

Originally, he only wanted a quick kiss, but Tan Zongming saw that Su Yaqing did not resist him, so he wanted to deepen the fiery kiss. However, Tan Zongming, a veteran in love, soon noticed that Su Yaqing had no response, so he withdrew and retreated. Relaxed and fell asleep, Tan Zongming smiled helplessly and put Su Yaqing on the sofa, took off his coat and covered her

The author has something to say:

Single dog, can't write emotional scenes

So let’s just wait and see, (*/ω＼*)