[Donggong Derivatives] see you again

Probably because I didn't have a good rest for a few days, my mind was a little unclear. It wasn't until he patted my forehead that I woke up as if I had just woken up. I nodded in a daze: "Oh, I see."

Li Chengyin wrapped the quilt behind me: "Go to sleep."

I wanted to refuse, but Li Cheng Yin coughed: "If you don't sleep more, I will get cold if there is such a big gap in the quilt."

I licked my lips and obediently leaned against the head of the bed.

Li Chengyin stretched out his hand to wrap my shoulders, my body was a little stiff, I lifted my hand under the quilt a little bit and put it down again, letting him hold me.

Li Chengyin asked: "Did yesterday scare you?"

I bowed my head and answered with a muffled "hmm".

He said again: "I'm sorry..." I shook my head: "It's okay, after all... After all, I am the princess, so I should take care of you no matter what."

Li Chengyin was silent for a while: "Xiaofeng, actually, I know that I made a lot of mistakes."

I was slightly taken aback, and turned to look at him.

He was also looking at me: "I know, I have done too many wrong things to you before, and I heard what you said last night. When you cried, I really regretted it."

His hand slowly moved to my cheek: "Even though I have made so many mistakes, you are still willing to come to see me and take care of me..." His eyes were serious and sincere, "I will be more greedy, and I ask you for one more thing." Can you... stay with me?"

I tilted my head involuntarily, feeling the warmth of his palm, lowered my eyes and pondered for a moment, then replied: "Li Chengyin, I actually forgave you a long time ago."

He nodded: "I know."

I sighed: "I just... just can't forgive myself... so I can't force myself to stay here." I paused, "Even if you stop me, I will still go, no matter what way."

The temperature of Li Cheng Yin's fingertips gradually faded, his lips were parted, and there was a slight frown between his brows.

I don't know what method he wants to use to hold me tight, but I'm not afraid anymore. People who have died twice have nothing to be afraid of.

Suddenly, his fingers stroked my cheek and said softly:

"it is good."

My eyes widened in astonishment, thinking I had heard wrong.

Li Chengyin smiled: "Xiaofeng, actually... I told you last night that no matter what you want, I will promise you. I have lied to you so many times, and I will not lie to you again."

He looked into my shocked eyes: "I had a lot of nightmares last night. I dreamed that I missed it. You are holding a sword, so long and so sharp, I almost caught you, but You looked at me in despair, and with light force in your hands, you fell down in front of me..."

His lips trembled a little, as if thinking of the scene in his dream: "I think I should hold you, but after working hard for a long time, I couldn't touch you, and watched you disappear before my eyes."

He pursed his lips, and suddenly smiled again: "Fortunately, this is just a dream. When I woke up, you were sleeping next to my pillow. I foolishly reached out to sniff your breath, and I was relieved when I found out that you were still alive." Tone."

His thumb wiped the tears in my eyes: "At that time, I thought, as long as you live, you can live. I am not afraid of anything, but I am afraid of your death. If you die, my heart will die. Days will be no different from those of a madman."

I lowered my eyes and blinked, tears streaming down the back of his hand.

He slightly lowered his head and looked at me: "I would rather guard this country, guard your Xizhou, and see you safe from afar, than experience life and death again. So...

I respect your choice. "

I nodded, but I didn't realize that there was sob in my voice: "Yeah."

He pulled out a smile: "Look, you are going back to your sky, you should be smiling."

I gave a hard smile, but I figured it must be as ugly as his expression.

We looked at each other's ugly smiles, and the circles of our eyes began to turn red.

Li Chengyin put down his hands, and made one last request: "Xiaofeng, can you accompany me through Shangyuan before leaving... We have never lived like an ordinary couple, can you fulfill my last wish?"

"……it is good."

It is not easy for Li Chengyin to recover from his illness, I sit at his desk every day and read a book, urging him to rest early.

Anyway, I won’t sleep if he doesn’t sleep, I’m exhausted with him, and he ignores me, so I put down the book and stare at him, until he can’t stand it anymore, and look up from the booklet: “Don’t look at me like that, I’m afraid I don’t even bother to look at the brochures.”

I proudly raised my chin: "That's right, you go to sleep with me."

He threw the folder aside, and looked at me leisurely: "When did my princess become so straightforward?"

He walked quickly to my desk and bent slightly: "You said you want to sleep, but I won't let you sleep."

After finishing speaking, he bent down and picked me up, and I whispered: "Li Chengyin! Slow down, my waist is gone!"

He clung to my ear, and his breath made my face turn red: "You say that now, and you will beg me to hurry up later..."

"..."

"Li Chengyin, you... hurry up..."

"Do not…"

"Then...then you take it easy..."

"Uh... not good..."

He held my body that was moving upwards, and said in a hoarse voice, "If you go up...I'll make it harder...I might as well let you go up a bit..."

I scratched his back: "Li Chengyin, you are being unreasonable... I really can't stand it..."

The tip of Li Chengyin's nose arched mine, and among the people who kissed me with their lips, they whispered: "You can relax a bit and it won't hurt...Be obedient..."

I put my arms around his neck tightly: "You...you lie...say the same sentence every day..."

With a chuckle, he kissed my wet temples, and the tip of his tongue deftly slid across my earlobe.My toes suddenly stiffened, and I was so embarrassed that I wanted to cry: "I'm even more nervous when you do this..."

He pressed me into his arms: "Then I can only... try harder..."

These days Li Chengyin has a lot of free time in politics, and his face has become thicker, sometimes he will come to tease me in broad daylight.

I was paralyzed on the bed so tired that my limbs were weak: "Li Chengyin, can you stop being so diligent... My poor sleep was turned upside down day and night by you, even the palace people couldn't sleep well, and I had to stay on guard in the middle of the night. water."

I turned over and lay on his chest, crying hypocritically: "Oh...you see, I have managed to establish a reputation of virtuousness, and it seems that you have wiped it out by your back and forth. If someone talks about me in the future, I'm afraid there will be nothing good to say about it." It's..."

Li Chengyin's hand was still warm and moist, stroking my naked back: "Everyone with discerning eyes knows that you are virtuous, it's me who is obsessed with women..."

As he said that, he pushed me back under his body: "Anyway, the hat is put on, so let's carry it through to the end."

Lifting a rock and smashing myself on my own feet, I... I really want to cry!

Today's Li Chengyin was uncharacteristically, he started to make troubles without coming over.

I saw that he looked up and down as if he had malicious intentions, and he clutched his chest tightly: "You... what trick are you thinking about?"

Li Cheng Yin took my hand: "The moon is beautiful tonight, let's go for a walk."

I shake him back apprehensively, and only after realizing that he really has not changed his mind, I quicken my pace to keep up with him.

Li Chengyin led me through the rockery, over the stone bridge, and came to the open space in the courtyard.

No, it is no longer an empty lot.

There are many trees planted on the ground covered with white stones, some of which are green, and occasionally there are blooming flower trees inserted.

I stared blankly at the ostentatious branches of the tree: "Plum blossom?"

He nodded: "Go further."

I continued to move forward, and a swing stood still in it.

I was a little surprised, until Li Chengyin reminded me: "Why don't you sit down?" I came back to my senses and slowly sat on the swing.

Li Chengyin came around behind me, pushed me to swing up the swing, I saw my skirt being blown up, the night wind accompanied by the fragrance of plum blossoms brought down a few flower cups, and landed on the skirt.

Li Chengyin said: "Yong Niang told me earlier that you really want to add a swing here. I didn't want to, because I was afraid... I was afraid that you would think of some bad memories... But now, I hope that it will be replaced by good memories. it."

I nodded and did not speak.

The strength in his hands became lighter, and the swing of the swing gradually became smaller. I sat in front of him and saw his hands go over my head, pointing at the surrounding trees, either bare or lush:

"This is an apricot tree, it blooms beautifully..."

"This is a crape myrtle tree. In summer, there are lotus in the pond and crape myrtle beside the swing. It must be so beautiful..."

"This is a hibiscus tree, which can be used as medicine. I ordered someone to pick it off and mash it into a medicinal paste before the fall, lest you hurt yourself while riding a horse..."

I couldn't bear to interrupt him, so I responded in a low voice, and I didn't get up to face him until he finished talking.

He was a little flustered, and after a long silence, he laughed at himself: "I know, I just... I just thought, if you were here..."

I shook my head and pressed his shoulder.

He stood on the spot in a daze, watching me slowly stand on tiptoe, and pressed a soft kiss on his lips.

There was a wind blowing the tree branches rustling, I couldn't hear it, I only heard the rustling of his clothes, and then he hugged me tightly in front of him, deepening the kiss...

If there is anything in this world that needs to end, it is everything between me and him.

Love and hate, regret and pain, entanglement and letting go, reluctance and determination.In the violent yelling and crying again and again, it gradually calmed down to the indifference and melancholy when waking up from a dream.

My hand touched the red dress in front of me, and the delicate fabric and rough texture flowed through my fingertips.

Yong Niang said: "Princess Concubine, let me help you change your clothes."

I nodded: "Okay."

The little girl in the mirror was only in her early twenties, her eyes were still bright, and her skin was still smooth.

Yong Niang and I never talked about the past, I knew she was thinking of me, because she was very silent in Shangyuan today.

I patted her hand with her long hair still combed: "I'm fine."

Yong Niang was stunned for a moment, and quickly smiled and withdrew her hand: "Look at me, I'm getting older, and my brain is not working well."

I held her hand holding the comb: "It's okay, let's go out, Li Chengyin is waiting for me."

She nodded: "The servant girl knows."

The moment I went out, my eyes met Li Chengyin's.

He was wearing a silver and white cloak, with a jade crown tied high, and he stood tall in front of the courtyard. When he moved, the ring around his waist made a tinkling sound.

The wind knocked down the white hair on the cloak, and he stood in front of me with his hands behind his back, smiling softly: "Are you here?"

I nodded: "Let's go."

Li Chengyin stopped me: "Wait."

He took out a Huasheng from his sleeve, the round pearls and jade on it were shining.

He said: "We have a tradition in the rich dynasty. If you wear a flower win for your wife, you will be able to live a long and beautiful life for a long time."

The lamp niche beside him was shining with uncertain light and shade, dancing in his crooked smiling eyes.I bowed slightly: "Then ask my husband to win the hairpin for me."

Li Cheng Yin raised his hand, the long sleeves fell in front of my eyes, I don't know if it was the wind that shook the cuffs or I didn't stand still, the complicated sleeves trembled faintly.

He slowly inserted Hua Sheng into my hair, stroked the topknot of my head with his fingers, and stopped for a long, long time, while I waited.

After all, he put down his arm, took my hand that was in the sleeve, and said with a smile:

"Let's go, let's look at the lights."