[Donggong Derivatives] see you again

Yong Niang put the stove in my arms, and returned softly: "How could it be? This is your home."

I stared blankly at her, Yong Niang tried to comfort me, she smiled cautiously, as if she was afraid of disturbing the fragile part of my heart.

I looked at the fine wrinkles on the corners of her eyes and wiped away my tears: "Yes, yes... this is my home..."

I stood up straight, Yong Niang asked: "What's wrong with the Crown Princess?"

I waved my hand: "It's okay, I'm okay, Yong Niang, I'm too sleepy, I want to sleep."

As I said that, I held the hand stove that was hot enough to make my fingertips hot, and walked into the house step by step.

I took off the cloak, shook the ice crumbs on it, Yong Niang opened the door, holding a bowl of muddy soup in her hand, and carefully brought it to me:

"Crown princess, I haven't taken today's medicine yet."

I suddenly remembered the daily bowl of Wangchuan water, and I was startled and frightened, and overturned the wooden bowl.

The soup in the wooden bowl spilled all over Yong Niang's hands and on the ground, Yong Niang was so frightened that she trembled all over, and quickly asked: "Crown Princess, what's wrong with you, Crown Princess?"

I realized that I seemed to be overreacting. Looking at Yong Niang's concerned eyes, I was a little afraid that she would see a flaw, so I quickly said: "It's okay...it's okay, I... I had a nightmare, and I still can't get out of it."

Yong Niang looked at me quietly, and returned after a while: "Then...then I'll clean it up first, and I'll refill a bowl for you later."

I nodded and she backed out the door.

I sat on the warm bed and stared blankly at the wooden bowl.

The polished and shiny wooden bowl glowed with a cluster of icy light, and the remaining decoction inside was lying peacefully.

I have mixed feelings for a while.

Li Chengyin knows that this soup can restore my memory... But my cold poison is also caused by him.

Said he was good to me, but he would rather cut off my wings and imprison me.But if he is not good, maybe he is not good to thousands of people, and he is almost obedient to me.

What kind of person is he?I really can't see through it.

Perhaps, he is more contradictory than I am.

Yong Niang came into the room with the hot soup and medicine, handed it to me in person and held it steady before letting go.

I said to her: "Yong Niang, go down, I'll drink later."

Yong Niang didn't leave, but held my hand and squatted down: "Crown Princess... No matter how bitter the soup is, it can heal your body after all. If you take good care of your body, everything will not be a problem."

She stroked my temple hair, and I vaguely saw the shadow of my mother in her eyes: "Princess... the maidservant's family is small, and I have been with you in the palace for so long. To put it bluntly, the maidservant has already taken you away." As the only family member, I just want to watch you live a good life."

There were faint tears in my eyes, and I was afraid that she would see it, so I quickly picked up the bowl and drank it down, trying to hold back the tears, and whispered: "I'm done drinking, I want to sleep."

Yong Niang nodded: "Okay, the servant girl will turn off the lights for you, and you'll be fine."

When it got dark, the wind and snow outside also stopped.

I was lying on the bed, and everything around me was very quiet, but the sudden creaking sound of stepping on the snow broke the silence.

My body tensed up and I pricked up my ears to listen carefully.

The voice was in a hurry, and stopped when they reached the outside of the house, shaking their body, the voice was small but clear enough to hear: "Why is the light in the house turned off?"

Yong Niang returned: "Prince Princess has fallen asleep."

Li Cheng Yin didn't speak, probably nodded in agreement, and then asked: "I asked her to stay with me tonight, why didn't she go?"

Yong Niang was silent for a moment, and replied: "Princess Concubine seems to be a little cold, she took a rest when she came back."

"Yeah." Li Chengyin said in a deep voice, "She...has anything unusual recently?"

Yong Niang replied quickly: "The Crown Princess is fine."

The sound of cloth rubbing against each other was heard outside the door, Li Chengyin said: "Well, Xiao Feng is afraid of pain when taking medicine, so boil it with a simmer and add it to the medicine, it can relieve a little."

"Yes, the maid understands."

After a moment of silence, the door slowly opened.

I heard someone approaching on tiptoe, and quickly closed my eyes to adjust my breath.

The familiar aroma gradually cleared up, I turned my back to him, my heart hung high, and I grasped the quilt tightly.

Suddenly, a hand touched my forehead, as if it had been warmed by a hand stove, the palm was hot, and it was gently placed between my forehead, pausing for a long time.

I didn't dare to breathe, every moment passed as long as a year.

Finally, he withdrew his hand, and the air became quiet.After a while, he breathed a sigh of relief, and helped me tuck the corner of the quilt.

Footsteps sounded outside the door, and Shi En tentatively called out: "Your Highness..."

Li Cheng Yin let out a "shh", and said in a low voice: "Prince Princess is asleep."

Shi En fell silent, Li Chengyin slowly moved towards the door, and asked him: "Is there anything urgent?"

I think Shi En probably shook his head and handed him something, during the period he only heard the sound of flipping through the paper, Li Cheng Yin said:

"I see. I'll take care of it tomorrow. You can bring me the quilt. The princess is not feeling well. I'm afraid I'll get angry with her."

After Shi En responded, he slowly backed out.

I heard Li Cheng Yin's footsteps approaching again, the bed made a slight noise, he sat on the side of the bed, stretched his hand to my shoulder, and rubbed it lightly.

Through the thick quilt, I could only hear the small sound, but couldn't feel his presence.

Someone came in, and the sound of whistling wind rang in my ears.

Li Chengyin said in a low voice: "This room needs to be heated more warmly, Xiaofeng's hands are still cold today, if she goes out again in the future, she must let her use the stove."

Yong Niang nodded, and quietly backed out.

Only the sound of his breathing and mine remained in my ears. I heard the sound getting closer and closer, and my heart stopped beating with tension.

But in the end, the voice stopped in my ears.

After a long time, when I was struggling on the verge of uneasiness, he left a light kiss on my temple.

Afterwards, he lay down slowly, coughed in a low voice, smoothed the quilt behind me with his hands, and stopped moving.

That night I kept in one position and could not sleep for a long time. It was not until dawn that I could not bear the sleepiness.

Li Cheng Yin beside me moved, I suddenly woke up, my shoulders trembled, Li Cheng Yin tentatively asked: "Are you awake?"

I knew I couldn't hide it, so I turned my head slowly: "Yes."

Li Cheng Yin smiled lightly: "Is it because I went to bed too early last night, so I woke up with me today."

He smiled, and I forced a smile too: "Probably so."

Li Cheng Yin stretched out his hand towards my forehead, I shrunk my neck involuntarily, seeing Li Cheng Yin's expression suddenly changed, I felt a thump in my heart.

He quickly regained his composure, and said softly: "Well, it's okay, it seems that the wind and cold are not serious."

After finishing speaking, he stood up and said, "Shi En, change clothes."

I pursed my lips, hesitated for a moment and said, "I'll do it."

Li Chengyin seemed a little surprised, looked at me up and down for a while, then nodded with a smile: "Okay, then you come, it's rare that you wake up so early."

I wrapped my cloak and helped Li Cheng Yin put on his coat one by one, Li Cheng Yin was very cooperative, he stretched his hand in before I made a sound, without making me bother.

In the end, I picked up the brocade belt, the jade stones on it were cold and made me shiver, Li Chengyin quickly took it: "Okay, I'll do it myself."

I shook my head: "How can you be so delicate." I took the belt back from his hand and bent down to help him tidy it up.

Since entering the palace, I have never helped him tie his belt. In my impression, only when Dan Chi got married, he raised his hand to let me adjust his belt.

However, I can't remember whether his waist is as thin as it is now.

"Okay." I straightened up.

Li Chengyin lowered his arms and put his arms around me: "I'll come back early tonight to accompany you for dinner."

I was hugged by him stiffly, nodded stiffly, until he stepped out of the room with ease, I let out a breath and sat back on the bed.

Yong Niang entered the house, shaking the snow off her body: "It's snowing outside the house again."

I responded stupidly, and pushed open the window, Li Chengyin's footsteps had been covered by new snow, leaving no trace on the flat snow.

I looked out the window: "Yong Niang, you know that."

Yong Niang froze for a moment, then subconsciously returned: "Know what?"

I closed the window and looked at her: "I remember."

Yong Niang opened her mouth slightly, then nodded: "My servant knows."

I stepped forward, my eyes a little sour: "Yong Niang, I don't know how to live... This Feng Dynasty is too cold, stronger than the wind and snow in Xizhou. Without A Weng, A Du, no parents, no brother, I Don't know what to do."

Yong Niang's hand paused, and after a while, she covered my hand: "There will always be a way, as long as you are alive, there will be a way."

I couldn't listen to her words at all. After the maidservant brought the hot soup, I took the wooden bowl and walked to the window, tilting my hand slightly, letting it splash on the pure white snow, melting the snow into brown.

Li Chengyin did not come back to accompany me to have dinner as promised, but only came to the palace when night fell.

I was about to fall asleep, wearing a thin underwear, looking at his blurred outline through the light gauze curtain.

He waved his hand to signal the palace servants to close the door. In the flickering candlelight, his shadow gradually approached and stepped on my feet.

I was a little flustered in my heart, and I forced myself to calmly watch him gradually approaching.

Li Chengyin lifted the gauze curtain, said with a smile: "I heard that you didn't drink soup today, did you?"

I tried to clear my mind, and quickly returned: "Well, I have a bad appetite today, and the medicine is too bitter, so I don't want to drink it."

After I finished speaking, I regretted it. Yesterday Li Chengyin had someone add sweetness to the medicine. Isn't it a blatant lie when I say that?

But Li Chengyin didn't seem to have reacted, he took off his coat and said: "It's cold, go to bed quickly." After taking off, he put the clothes on the tidy head of the bed, sat on the bed and looked at me who was hesitant , stretched out his hand: "Come here."

I obediently walked over.

After Li Cheng Yin grabbed me, he pushed me down, I was caught off guard and struggled, but he raised his leg to hold me down, and said in a deep voice: "Prince Princess, have you not slept with me for a long time?"

My chest rose and fell violently, and after a long while in a daze, I began to push him: "I, I'm not feeling well, I will..."

"It hasn't been a few days, just today." He leaned over and pressed against my lips, "It must be today."

I moved to the side, trying to resist him, his kisses were thicker than the wind and snow, hitting my face, neck, and gradually descending...

I pushed his shoulder hard, and he suppressed it with both hands, and said coldly: "Crown Princess, this is the duty of husband and wife."

Everywhere his hand passed, it seemed to remind me of what he had done, including the consummation that I hated all my life.

I kicked my feet vigorously, but he pressed me hard on the bed and said sharply, "Prince Princess! Don't work in vain."

I gave him a hard look: "Does it have to be like this?"

Li Chengyin looked down at me with resentful eyes, and said word by word: "Definitely."

As he said that, he freed his hand to take off the clothes on my shoulders.

My skin was exposed to the cold air, and my heart gradually became cold. I reached out and pulled out the hairpin from his hair crown, and pressed it against his neck.

Li Cheng Yin's hair was disheveled, he slid from his shoulders to the quilt, suddenly stopped his movements, and looked at me blankly.

I resolutely looked at him, and said lightly:

"Then you can continue."