[Donggong Derivatives] see you again

I have heard that some concubines will be grounded, but I never thought it would happen to me.

These days Li Cheng Yin didn't come, neither did Yong Ning, I sat under the window every day looking at the bare tree branches outside the window, there were wild geese flying south passing by in my field of vision, I turned to look enviously.

Holding the hot soup, Yong Niang yelled: "Crown Princess! Don't fall!"

I smiled embarrassedly and sat back.

Yong Niang put the soup in front of me: "Crown Princess, drink it while it's hot."

I covered my mouth and nose: "Yong Niang, don't you have something sweet?"

Yong Niang lowered her head in embarrassment, I understood: "Is Li Cheng Yin not letting you give it to me?"

I squeezed the edge of the bowl tightly and wanted to throw it: "You send someone to ask him, you ask him what he wants to do?!"

Yong Niang said in relief: "Prince Concubine, don't be angry, His Highness will be fine when his anger subsides in a few days."

I took a deep breath and said with a light smile, "In a few days? In a few days, my feet will take root here."

Yong Niang was at a loss for words, and after a while she said without confidence: "His Royal Highness...he will come."

I squeezed my nose and poured it down my throat, the bitter and astringent taste of the medicine filled my mouth, I scratched the corner of the table and retched, Yong Niang quickly helped me out.

I asked her: "Is there anything new in the palace recently? Come and tell me to amuse me."

Yong Niang hesitated for a while, then replied in a low voice: "The mother and concubine of the Seventh Prince... died yesterday."

I was a little surprised: "Why? Did he die of illness?"

Yong Niang picked up the soup plate and nodded slowly: "I heard... yes."

I looked at the impenetrable Royal Forest Army outside the house, and couldn't help but want to laugh: "There is no movement on such a big matter. A woman who gave birth to the emperor's children was born in obscurity and died quietly. Tell me, aren't all of you in the Rich Dynasty as cold-hearted as him?"

"Crown Princess..."

I raised my hand to interrupt her: "I know, you want to say again, His Royal Highness is not that kind of person. Yong Niang, believe it or not, if I die here today, he will be like his father. After he passed away, he scribbled on the coffin and continued to be his top ten thousand people, while I was buried in the soil and couldn't even go home."

Yong Niang was a little anxious, and she spoke eagerly: "Prince Princess... Zhang Xianfei...His Royal Highness is..."

She spoke incoherently, faltered and hawed for a long time without saying anything, and finally had to give up.

I sighed: "Okay, I'm sleepy, I want to take a nap, you go down."

Yong Niang hesitated to speak, but in the end she just bowed her waist in salute and left slowly.

I have been having trouble sleeping in recent days.

As soon as I close my eyes, strange things come to my mind, which I attribute to my fragmented memory, but the memory is so strange, because it is full of screams, blood, regrets, pain.

What scares me the most is Li Chengyin in the dream, his eyes are the same as those in the restaurant that night, his face is calm, but his eyes are full of blood, he looks at me without blinking: "I let you look at me. He dies!"

"Do not!"

I sat up, panting heavily, covering my aching head, and shouted out the door: "Yong Niang, Yong Niang!"

Yong Niang hurriedly pushed the door open and came in: "Prince Princess! What's the matter, Crown Princess?"

I seemed to have finally grasped a straw floating on the water, and grabbed her hand: "Light up, light up!"

She hurriedly asked a few maids who were woken up by me to light the lamps, the darkness was finally dispelled, I leaned into Yong Niang's arms, clutched the clothes on her chest, my throat choked: "Yong Niang, I'm afraid..."

Yong Niang's hand gently stroked my back: "It's okay, the princess is fine..."

I shook my head desperately: "No, you don't know, you don't know! I can't see those nightmares clearly, but it's like it happened in real life. Everyone shook their heads at me and didn't talk to me. Yong Niang...Yong Niang...they They ignored me, Li Chengyin ignored me, only you are still here..."

Yong Niang's eyes were a little red: "Don't think about it, the princess, it's okay, it's all a nightmare." She combed my sweaty temple hair, "It's all over, it's okay."

I leaned in her arms for a long time, and finally fell asleep half asleep.

After three or four days, when I woke up in the morning, I sat in front of the bronze mirror, looked at my sunken eyes and thin cheeks, and asked Yong Niang: "The medicine prescribed by the imperial doctor...is the prescription wrong? Why do I feel I feel more uncomfortable than before.”

I covered my chest: "I used to have cold hands and feet, but now it's a throbbing pain in my heart, and I can't even catch my breath."

Yong Niang combed my hair: "It will get better after a while."

It will be fine……

After carefully chewing this sentence, I shook my head: "It won't get better."

Yong Niang was holding the comb by me, and I heard me muttering: "Forget it, don't comb it, Li Chengyin won't come, and no one else will come, who will comb it for?"

After finishing speaking, I staggered and stood up: "Yong Niang, I want to go back and sleep again."

After Yong Niang obediently supported me and moved a few steps, I felt my heart beating violently, and I couldn't lift it up in one breath, my hands went limp, and I fell to the ground.

When I woke up, it was raining outside the window.

Yong Niang sat beside me, surprised and delighted: "Prince Princess woke up?"

I nodded and caught a glimpse of something in her hand: "What is this?"

Yong Niang tightened her fingers, hesitated for a moment, and then slowly unfolded.

a dagger.

I stretched out my hand and touched its criss-cross marks with trembling fingertips.

Gold wrong knife.

I looked up at Yong Niang: "What are you doing with it?"

Yong Niang pursed her lips, and put it into my palm: "When the Crown Princess used to sleep unsteadily, as long as she put it under the pillow, she will feel much more at ease."

After being dazed for a moment, I clenched the cold blade tightly, feeling its rough texture, imprinted on the palm of my hand, leaving a large red patch.

Yong Niang lightly pressed my finger: "Princess Concubine take a good rest, she will be fine tomorrow, maidservant will leave first."

After finishing speaking, she bowed and saluted, closed the door and left.

I lay back and stuffed it under the pillow, but my hands rubbed it involuntarily.

It seems to be a lot of peace of mind.

I closed my eyes, feeling tired for a while, and finally my consciousness became blurred.

I don't know how long it took, maybe it was just a moment, and the window "bang" suddenly woke me up again.

The rain outside seemed to be pouring heavily, hitting the window frame with the chill of autumn night.Apart from the dense rain, I couldn't hear other sounds, curled up and tried to fall asleep.

At this time, there seemed to be something gentle and soft approaching.

I trembled and asked tentatively, "Yong Niang?"

The person behind me didn't answer, but stretched out his hand to embrace me, and said in a low voice, "Are you still feeling unwell?"

It's Li Chengyin.

I shrank inexplicably, remembering the bloodthirsty eyes in the dream, pushed him away and sat up, and moved to the corner.

Li Chengyin's arms suddenly emptied, and his expression also changed.

It was as indifferent as in the dream with depression.

My breathing was messed up, and I quietly put my hand under the pillow, trying to find some peace of mind.

Li Chengyin kept looking at me, as if sizing up prey, dark and fierce.

I shrugged nervously.

After a quiet confrontation for a while, Li Chengyin spoke:

"fear me?"

I didn't dare to answer, I felt that even if I was just out of breath, he could rush up and bite my neck immediately.

He straightened up, half-knelt on the bed, watched my every move condescendingly, and repeated the question again:

"fear me?"

I swallowed and shook my head slightly.

He squinted his eyes, as if he didn't believe it, judged me for a long time before continuing: "Since you are not afraid of me, then come here and kiss me."

His eyes were very dangerous, and the fear in my heart was amplified a little bit. Not only did he not move, but he subconsciously retreated even further.

As soon as I quit, I knew that I made the wrong choice.

His eyes began to roll with suffocating emotions. Before I could take a breath, he suddenly rushed up, squeezed my wrist, and shouted angrily:

"Prove to me! Prove that you are not afraid of me! Come on!!"

I was pinched so painfully by him, I stretched out my hand and pulled desperately, struggling: "Li Chengyin, let go! Let go!"

Li Chengyin gripped harder, pushed me against the corner, and shouted:

"Didn't you say you're not afraid of me?! You lied to me!!"

After finishing speaking, before I kicked him vigorously, he grabbed my arm and pressed me down firmly, with his arm pressed against my chest: "Kiss me! Kiss me!"

How could a woman with a bad body be better than a crazy man? My biting and crying were all futile, but I bumped into him with my neck straightened, but he straightened my face, Shen Sheng road:

"Since you refuse, then I will do it myself!"

He pressed my lips hard.

Hateful and angry, I bit down on his lower lip hard. He gasped in pain and let go slightly.

I instinctively leaned under the pillow.

Li Chengyin suddenly grabbed my wrist, pulled out the pillow and threw it on the ground.

The golden wrong knife with a cold light was lying straight in front of his eyes!

Then, he opened his eyes wide, looked at the knife in disbelief, slowly followed my hand, and moved his gaze to me.

I stubbornly stared at him.

Li Chengyin stretched out his hand slowly, wrapping my five fingers holding the handle of the knife tightly, stretched my arm vigorously, and put the knife in front of him.

I stared at his complicated expression.

His brows were gloomy, but there was a false smile on his lips.

I was forced to hold my hand, pointing the knife at him, listening to his slightly smiling voice:

"That's why you're not afraid? Is it?"

He firmly grasped my trembling hand and pulled the scabbard away, slamming it heavily on the ground, aiming the cold blade at his shoulder, and asked me in a low voice:

"Where do you want to insert this time? Here?"

The tip of the knife slowly moved down and stopped at the heart.

"Still...here?"

There was pain and disappointment in his eyes, and his voice gradually became louder:

"You still want to kill me? Then come!"

He is crazy!

I suspect that if I let go, he will plunge the knife into his chest, and I have to wring my hands against his strength.

Li Chengyin grabbed the handle of the knife, I was afraid that I would accidentally hurt him, so I kept shouting:

"You let go! I didn't want to kill you!"

I desperately wanted to get the knife back, but accidentally cut his tiger's mouth.In an instant, dazzlingly red blood flowed down the wound.

I was stunned, he let go, still pressing on me, but his voice was much calmer:

"Xiaofeng, I really didn't expect...it turns out that after so many days, you still hate me..."

His fingers brushed my sweat-soaked cheeks:

"Your liking is fake... your sincerity is fake. You killed me and hurt me for a one-sided friend..."

"Li Chengyin..."

"I can't blame you." He interrupted my defense, "I chose it myself, and I refused to let it go. Now..."

He took the golden wrong knife out of my hand and threw it out of the window. The sound of the impact was drowned out by the rain, and only his aggrieved pleading remained in his ears:

"You lie to me one more time, okay?"