[Zhang Yunlei] Grab your stomach and your heart

Yihua didn't know how she left the hospital, she just wanted to leave the place that made her sad quickly.Chasing again and again made her physically and mentally exhausted.The final result is the heartache of being rejected.Yihua once said that just this time, even if she could never go back to the past, she would not regret it.But I am far from as strong as I imagined. As long as many people and things have worked hard, they will definitely have regrets, and they will definitely leave sighs and sorrows.Yihua returned to her "home" in a daze, but in fact it can't be considered a home now, because even its existence has lost its meaning.

Seeing Yihua crying and leaving the ward, Zhang's father and Zhang's mother were really worried, so they asked Dalin to follow Yihua to have a look.The old couple walked into the ward and looked at their son with tears in the corner of his eyes.Seeing her son crying, Zhang's mother felt extremely uncomfortable.Seeing his son, Father Zhang felt uncomfortable, sighed and said, "Leizi, why are you bothering? You are already tempted..."

"Dad, I can't delay her! My foot is really disappointing, if it happens..."

Zhang's mother stopped Zhang Yunlei's next words, stood up and hugged her son, "Yizhuer, don't talk nonsense! Mom understands, Yihua is a good boy, we are not worthy of him."

Father Zhang sighed, staring at the scenery outside the window in a daze.I really have no ability to protect my son, and even have to let go of his son's hard-won happiness.

Zhang Yunlei cried for a while, gradually calmed down, and said to his parents: "Mom and Dad, don't tell Yihua about this, if she finds out, she will definitely not give up on me, but I don't deserve her. So, just be I must have let her down! Don't tell my sister and master about my second operation, I'm afraid they will worry."

Mother Zhang looked at her son, already feeling so uncomfortable and still thinking about others, she could only nod her head.This family is all in the same temper, and they will fight on their own when something goes wrong.

Dalin followed Yihua all the time, watched her get a taxi, and then went to pick up the car himself, and drove to the downstairs of Yihua's house. Seeing that the lights above had been turned on, he didn't want to go up, so he just watched her downstairs That's good, but in the end I couldn't help worrying, got out of the car and walked up.When he got to the door, he saw that Yihua didn't even lock the door, sighed, knocked on the door and walked in.

Yihua has been sitting on the sofa since she came back, without changing clothes or moving, sitting there quietly with red eye circles.She didn't even realize that Dalin walked in, as if she was a puppet and lost her soul.

Dalin walked over, wiped away the tears on Yihua's face with his hand, and hugged her tightly.Just maintaining this posture, Yihua lay on Dalin's shoulder and cried heartily.Dalin patted Yihua on the back to help her calm down, as if coaxing her gently.After a while, Yihua recovered, left Dalin's embrace, and said with a sob, "Thank you, I'm fine."

Dalin took out a piece of paper and gave it to Yihua, who took it and wiped away his tears and blew his nose.Dalin said: "I cried out all the pain! Don't be sad after crying."

"Well, I'm fine. I prepared for the worst when I came here. I said I don't regret it."

"It's fine, what are you going to do next?"

"Heh, what can I do? What's the point of me being here? Pack up your things and go home, end your vacation early, and go back to work."

"But, you promised my dad that you would take care of my uncle for seven days, which is still two days away!"

"Dalin, is this still necessary? Brother Biao and Jiulang will come, it doesn't matter if I'm here or not."

"I know, but if you go home now, isn't your vacation a waste? Besides, with your appearance, you are not in the mood to go back to work now, are you? You can stay in Nanjing for another two days, and it will be considered as fulfilling your promise to my dad. "

"What am I doing here? Or do I cook and send it over every day, and then be thrown out?"

"No, you don't need to send it there. You are responsible for cooking, and I will run to deliver it to you. When you don't have to cook, you can go out with me. I have been to Nanjing many times, but I only visited Nanjing when I was young. City, so you just treat it as being with me, relax and go back!"

Yihua was hesitating, she really wanted to escape from this sad place as soon as possible, but if she went back like this, her parents would have to worry again, besides, there was still that promise. "Okay, that's it. I stay here and take care of me for seven days. Let's take it as an end to my recklessness."

In the next few days, Yihua still prepared three meals a day and asked Dalin to take him to the hospital, but she didn't show up again.On the sixth day of Zhang Yunlei's hospitalization, he ate Yihua's meal. On this day, Yang Jiulang and Brother Biao arrived in Nanjing.Jiulang asked Yihua to come out to meet him, but Yihua refused.On the seventh day of Zhang Yunlei's hospitalization, Brother Biao and Yihua's meals were delivered to Zhang Yunlei almost at the same time. Zhang Yunlei opened Yihua's lunch box and handed it to Yang Jiulang in front of Dalin, asking him to eat it for him.

On the afternoon of the seventh day of Zhang Yunlei's hospitalization, Yang Jiulang followed Dalin to Yihua's temporary home.Seeing Yihua who was packing her luggage, she must listen to what he said next.

"Yihua, I don't know what happened between you and Mr. Zhang. But I want to tell you what happened in the past two days. No matter what the result is, I hope that you can be clear and avoid misunderstandings. And what did I miss. Yihua, I told you before that I have something to do with the crew, so it is true that I will come later, but I only have something to do in one day. I can come over the next day when Mr. Zhang is hospitalized, but Mr. Zhang gave it to me I sent a WeChat message saying that he was taken care of by you, and he took good care of me. Let me stay at home for two more days to accompany my wife and mother, and just wait for him to be discharged from the hospital.

Two days ago, Teacher Zhang called me suddenly and said that he wanted me to come to Nanjing and let me bring my luggage and toiletries.After I came, I saw Teacher Zhang eating the lunch box you sent, crying while eating.This startled me. I don't know what happened between you, so I can only watch silently.Until Zhang’s father pulled me out of the door and told me that Mr. Zhang’s foot surgery was not very successful this time. There was a broken bone that pierced the nerve. He might need another operation, but the operation risk is relatively high. I can't even stand up. "

Yihua was already crying when she heard this, and she understood that he thought he might not be able to stand up again, that's why he rejected me.But this fool!Since I dare to come, I won't be scared away because of this little thing!

Jiulang looked at Yihua crying and didn't speak, but he thought Yihua understood.So he went on to say: "Your lunch box came at the same time as Brother Biao this morning. Teacher Zhang threw your lunch box to me with a bad face, but as soon as Dalin went out, he snatched it back. Yihua, I know He is reluctant, not the stutterer, but you."

"Brother Jiulang, stop talking, I already know. I can't feel the change in the atmosphere these days. I probably guessed that something bad might have happened, but I didn't expect it to be so serious."

"Yihua, although Teacher Zhang is very good at jumping on the stage, he is actually a very introverted person. He is willing to take care of everything by himself. But for you, I really see it. We Performing in other places, every day is very hard. After stepping off the stage, he can’t wait to throw himself on the bed and sleep, but he has to go through your circle of friends every day and see you say good night, so that he can sleep with peace of mind. There is also food, Teacher Zhang is so picky, I don’t need to say, you must have seen it these days, but as long as there are pickles or eggplants you made, no matter how tired you are, you can eat a little bit with rice. So at first we all thought him I just simply like the food you cook, but later we found that no matter where we go or what we eat, Mr. Zhang always has your pickles on his table. This habit of relying on one person and one taste should mean liking.”

"Brother Jiulang, I understand. I haven't been to the hospital for two days. I will visit him tomorrow. Don't worry, I will have a good talk with Brother Zhui."

Seeing that Yihua stopped crying, Jiulang felt relieved, said goodbye and good night, and left.Only Guo Qilin remained where he was. Guo Qilin actually knew that the old uncle's body was going to undergo another operation, but he didn't know how serious it was, so he didn't react for a while.

Yihua didn't care if Guo Qilin was still there, and continued to pack her luggage.Guo Qilin looked a little puzzled, what's going on? "Yihua, why are you still packing your luggage? Didn't you say that you're going to see my uncle tomorrow? Where are you going after all this?"

Yihua folded her clothes without stopping and said, "Go home! I only promised to take care of her for seven days, and my promise is over."

"No, Yihua, don't you want to continue to take care of my old uncle? He has a second operation? Are you not worried?"

"Worry! But what reason do I have to stay here? He didn't want me. If I'm too rushed, I will cause trouble to him!"

"Yihua, didn't you understand what brother Jiulang said today? He rejected you because he knew he might not be able to stand up, not because he didn't like you!"

"Dalin, I understand, I know what Brother Jiulang means, but this is not the reason for me to stay. Let me ask you, Dalin, how is your uncle's recovery?"

"Well, it's not bad! It's just that it's not very good now. This is an accident. Who would have thought of it?"

"Yeah! This is an accident, so there will be fewer accidents in life? Since I dare to come, I have explained it. I accept all accidents and I am ready to advance and retreat with him, but what about him? He wants to be with me. Is it the determination to face it together? Why did you make such a decision for me? Did we drag me down by being together? Did he ask me?"

Guo Qilin felt sour when he heard Yihua say this, yes, the old uncle is too selfish.Many things are done under the banner of "I'm for your own good" and hurt other people's hearts.What about yourself?Should I also quit this kind of concern, tell Yihua that I like her, and I don't want to make others wrong me.

This night, no one fell asleep.