Did Not Say Anything About My Feelings

Ling Pan walked around in front of him and looked at him with a smile: "Shall we go have lunch?"

Wang Jiulong closed his eyes impatiently, and said in a deep voice, "Get out of the way."

"I'm... hungry." Ling Pan stared into his eyes, facing his indifference, she tried her best to keep the corners of her mouth curved.

Wang Jiulong took a deep breath and suppressed his anger: "Ling Pan, what exactly do you want?"

The smile on the corner of Ling Pan's mouth gradually disappeared, the hand hanging by his side gradually tightened, and a look of helplessness flashed across his eyes staring at him.

"I just wanted to..."

"You think? You can do whatever you want?!" Wang Jiulong interrupted her and looked at her fixedly.

Ling Pan's body shook slightly, bit his lip silently, and lowered his head.

"At the beginning, you left as soon as you said, but now you come back when you want to come back, and regret it when you want to go back. Who do you think you are? Even if I, Wang Jiulong, love you again, it is impossible for me to be led by the nose like this!"

Ling Pan quickly shook his head: "I don't, I don't think so!"

"But that's what you're doing now!" Wang Jiulong suddenly raised the volume, which was very harsh in the empty corridor.

Ling Pan stood aside, staring at him closely, tears rolled in his eyes, but stubbornly refused to shed them.

Wang Jiulong wiped his face, calmed down for a moment, and then said: "I understand, you can't bear the psychological pressure your mother put on you. But I really didn't expect that you would leave. I want to do my best to protect your trust. When you were here, you chose to leave. Ling Pan, you are naive, so naive as to be annoying!"

Ling Pan took a step back and reached out to wipe the tears off his face.

"Now do you know why I rejected you?" Wang Jiulong stared at her, his stern eyes made Ling Pan feel helpless and flustered for the first time in his life.

Wang Jiulong's eyes were slightly red, he choked up a little, and then said coldly: "Because I have self-esteem. I, Wang Jiulong, are not here to nurse children. I don't want to teach a girl how to love again. It's too tiring. Yes, not only you Tired, I'm tired too! I'll say it again, you left me at the beginning, and now you want to come back, there is no way. I swear, I will definitely forget you, definitely."

After speaking, he turned and left without showing mercy.Just like when she left, without hesitation?

Ling Pan stared blankly at his leaving back, as if roots had grown under his feet, he couldn't move a step.

She was trembling all over, and there were crystal clear teardrops hanging on the eyelids, and she could see the tears streaming down her cheeks, and she wiped away the tears on her face with trembling hands... But the tears were like beads with broken strings, no matter how much she wiped, she couldn't stop them.She didn't dare to cry out loud, for fear that someone would hear her. Then, the hand that wiped away the tears tightly covered her mouth, while the other hand kept grabbing the corner of her clothes.

Pain, the heart really hurts.

He was...was he the same way back then?

Ling Pan thought to herself, is she being punished now?

She suddenly felt that she was so ridiculous.What he said was right, but she was very naive, she did whatever she wanted, never considered other people's feelings, and never considered the consequences.

She thought that as long as she got along with her like before, he would come back to her.Now it seems that her willfulness pushed him away.

"He said he hated me like this..."

Even if I say I love you a thousand times, it only takes one sentence to break up, and everything can be over.

This is love.

……

This shower was ferocious. Sitting in the car, Wang Jiulong raised his eyes and quietly watched the large raindrops hit the windshield until his vision was blurred.

He wiped his reddish eyes, breathed a sigh of relief, leaned on the driver's seat, and stared at the rear mirror.The rear car mirror just reflected the company's gate.

She hasn't come out yet.

After saying those words, he didn't feel that he had let go of anything, on the contrary, he felt even worse.

Is this a sign of regret?

He didn't know, and he didn't want to know.

What's worse is that the rainstorm came too suddenly, so well-timed...

The torrential rain was raging in the city, the sky turned a depressing sandy yellow, the air smelled of dirt and plastic, and he was a little stuffy in the car.

After a while, Wang Jiulong suddenly caught a glimpse of the figure coming out of the company's gate.

Ling Pan looked up at the sky, staring blankly at the heavy rain stabbing at her like thousands of sharp swords.

She walked down the steps, ignoring the ferocious rain pouring down on her.

The rain was still falling violently, and she didn't feel the slightest.Let the tears and raindrops fall to the ground.

Her short hair was instantly wet, the messy strands of hair stuck to her face, and her clothes clung to her body.The same is true on the face, with small water lines running from the forehead to the lower jaw.The whole person's spirit seemed to be taken away by the rain.

Staring at her wobbly back, Wang Jiulong gripped the steering wheel tightly with both hands, feeling pain in his heart.

Did this woman not drive?Why are you walking? !

The torrential rain was falling crazily, the bright lightning flew through the air like a silver snake, and the rumbling thunder was deafening, as if it could shatter anything.

The thunder was so loud that it made his heart sink more and more.

Finally, he couldn't hold back, opened the car door, and walked towards the figure with big strides.

Ling Pan was suddenly grabbed by the arm and pulled back. He staggered and turned around, and bumped into Wang Jiulong's scarlet eyes.

"What are you doing now?! Ah?!"

Ling Pan stared at him blankly, opened his mouth, and was speechless for a moment.

"Ling Pan, do you have to torture me to death?!"

His roar overwhelmed her.

"Brother Big Nan..."

Before she could speak, a big hand grabbed the back of her head, and her lips collided violently. Before she could take a breath, the man in front of her grabbed her breath.

The sudden heavy rain was still falling, and the passers-by ran with their heads buried in a hurry. When they saw men and women kissing on the street, they just stopped their eyes curiously.

Ling Pan tremblingly opened his eyes.

What's this?parting kiss?

Ah... He seems to have said that he still loves her, but he will soon forget her.

After kissing for an unknown amount of time, Wang Jiulong finally let her go.Lips are a little numb, still a little cool in the rain.

Ling Pan twitched the corner of his mouth, and said in a hoarse voice: "Brother Da Nan, I'm sorry..."

Wang Jiulong was taken aback.

"I was wrong, I understand, I... will not pester you anymore." Ling Pan smiled at him, but in Wang Jiulong's eyes, it was so sad.

"Take care of yourself, don't worry, I will take care of myself too. As you said, if you have self-esteem, so do I."

She released her grip on his arm, took a step back, and turned stiffly to leave.

When you try to get back what you lost, maybe you will lose more.

This heavy rain should be regarded as the cold water to wake her up.

Her willfulness, her childishness, and her self-righteousness all disappeared in this heavy rain.

Since it is irreparable, then leave with her last dignity.

She has always been used to portraying herself as indifferent and arrogant to cover up her inner fear and weakness.Then regardless of other people's feelings, self-willed and often unable to control the sharp blade of self-defense in his hand, hurting the people around him with scars and bruises all over his body.

I have been annoyed and annoyed countless times, and I have thought about changing countless times.But I lost myself in the change, and still ignored the feelings of others in the change.

This torrential rain, the cold piercing on the chest, about, the deep loneliness that is still unresolved

This torrential rain is quietly showing off, laughing at what we have lost, abandoned, sad, helpless, bone-destroying, and love.

Because I love you, I chose to leave without showing, leave without showing, and let go without showing.

Looking at her leaving back quietly, the rainwater flowed into his eyes, feeling a little bit astringent.

Isn't this the result I want?Why does the heart ache to the marrow?

She is also afraid, right?She also trusted and relied on herself, right?Everything she did was for his sake, didn't she?

Wang Jiulong suddenly felt a splitting headache, and buried his face in his hands in frustration, his heavy breathing was drowned out by the heavy rain.

Heh, I suddenly realized that while blaming her, I wasn't great at all...

He heard the sound of the rain column hitting the ground, he suddenly felt flustered, wiped his face, turned and left.

Some things need to be given up in order to get.Some love needs to be let go in order to see it.