Did Not Say Anything About My Feelings

When Ling Pan came back at night, Ling Yun was already at home.

She heard a knock at the door and stood up.

Seeing Ling Pan walk in, she opened her mouth but didn't speak.The mother and daughter were relatively silent. Ling Pan looked tired and threw the key on the counter in the entrance.

At this time, Ling Yun said: "You... If it is true..."

"I broke up." Ling Pan said this sentence with drooping eyelids and a deadpan face.His tone was so calm that he seemed to be talking about something that had little to do with him.

Ling Yun was startled, and looked at her in surprise, and it took him a while to regain his composure.

"Really?"

"Ah."

"Ah..." She nodded stiffly and said nothing more.

Ling Pan asked, "When will you return to Milan?"

Ling Yun stared at her, was silent for a moment, took a deep breath, and said, "If you want to leave, you can do it tomorrow."

Ling Pan nodded, and dragged his slightly tired figure upstairs.Put down a faint "oh"...

Ling Yun watched her back until she disappeared around the corner of the stairs.She slowly sat on the sofa, the clock on the wall was "tick tock", she fell into endless meditation.

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Early the next morning, when Ling Yun came back from the outside, he saw Ling Pan walking out of the room.

She took a look at Ling Pan and saw that she didn't hold anything in her hand, so she asked, "Where's your luggage?"

"I have nothing to bring, just go."

With that said, she went out first.

Ling Yun walked behind her, and she suddenly felt that Ling Pan was more indifferent than before...

After getting in the car, Ling Yun turned his head to look at her. She was always expressionless, the kind who didn't even bother to lift her eyelids.

"Your friend didn't come..."

"I have notified her." Ling Pan spoke first.

Ling Yun paused, nodded, and then asked again: "Then you..."

Ling Pan looked at her with no emotion in his eyes: "What else are you dissatisfied with?"

Ling Yun was at a loss for words, sighed deeply, pursed his lips, and said, "It's nothing, let's go."

Ling Pan turned her head out of the window again, watching the apartment building drift away, silently clenched her hands on her knees.

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Upon arriving at the airport, Bai Youyou was waiting there early.She frowned and looked around.

It wasn't until she saw Ling Pan getting off the car that she stretched her brows and greeted him with a smile.

Ling Pan also saw her.

"Why are you leaving all of a sudden? I'm so reluctant..." Bai Youyou pouted, holding her hand sadly.

Only then did Ling Pan show a slight smile, and said, "It's not that I don't have WeChat, you can send me red envelopes anytime you want."

"Tch, I'll give you a red envelope. If you become a success, don't forget about me!"

Ling Pan hooked the corners of her lips because of her joke, and nodded: "Yes."

The driver helped Ling Yun carry the luggage down, Ling Yun went to check in and came back, saw two girls in the distance, and walked towards them.

When Bai Youyou saw Ling Yun, he immediately shouted respectfully: "Hello, Auntie!"

Ling Yun nodded and said, "Thanks to you taking care of Ling Pan during this time."

Bai Youyou raised his eyebrows and smiled brightly: "Hehe, I'm not taking care of you during this time."

Ling Yun looked at her silently, while Ling Pan, who was beside her, lowered her eyes and remained silent.

Bai Youyou was not embarrassed either, and said with a smile, "Auntie, it's getting late, you guys go in quickly!"

Ling Yun smiled slightly: "Alright, Ling Pan, let's go."

Ling Pan and Bai Youyou hugged, and then walked into the security checkpoint with Ling Yun.

Walking into the airport hall, Ling Pan suddenly felt tinnitus. She looked around and saw all the people coming and going, but she couldn't see their faces clearly.As she walked, her footsteps stopped, and she stood still, watching the people coming and going with confused eyes.

It was very quiet all around, she could only hear her own breathing.

Suddenly, she heard Bai Youyou calling her.

"Ling Pan! You don't have to go! You can stay!"

You can not go, you can stay...

But...staying here is meaningless...

Gradually, she saw Ling Yun's face clearly in front of her. She didn't speak, didn't urge her, but looked at her quietly, as if she was also waiting for her answer.

Suddenly, Ling Pan smiled.

She took a step forward, passed Ling Yun, and walked towards the security checkpoint.

It really doesn't make sense to stay.

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The white Infiniti was parked downstairs, and Wang Jiulong took the elevator to the door. He raised his hand to ring the doorbell, but he stopped in midair.

He tried it once, and it was just that day... she was just being angry...

Making up his mind, he rang the doorbell.

Waited for a few seconds, but no one responded.

He frowned slightly and pressed it again.Still no response...

He pressed it several times, and the frequency became faster and faster, until he lost his patience.

Wang Jiulong was stunned for a while, then slapped the door with his hand.

The sound of "bang bang" was very harsh and clear in the corridor.

"Ling Pan, open the door. Ling Pan, are you still angry? Ling Pan?"

There was still no response, the hand hanging by his side clenched into a fist, and hammered on the door with a "boom".

"Ling Pan! Open the door! Ling Pan!"

Panting slightly, with a hoarse voice, he kept beating on the door and shouting her name.

"What's the noise?!" At this moment, the neighbor across the street opened the door, and said with an annoyed look on his face, "I heard the sound of luggage being carried by the other door this morning, and the mother and daughter left early!"

He heard the sound from the opposite side early in the morning, and looked through the cat's eyes. A woman was pushing a suitcase, and the younger one left without taking anything.

Wang Jiulong looked at him in shock, and said in a trembling voice, "What did you say? Gone? Where did you go?"

"I don't know! Don't knock anymore! Be careful to sue you for disturbing the people!"

Wang Jiulong stayed where he was, his legs were numb, he supported the door frame and buried his head.Gradually, a layer of mist rose from his dark eyes.

After a long time, he straightened up, raised his scarlet eyes, and bitterness and sarcasm rose from the corner of his mouth.

A deep voice came from his throat, but it was full of desolation: "Hehe... Ling Pan, are you serious?"

Staring at the closed door, he felt his chest was blocked, making him unable to breathe.I feel like something is missing in my heart...

He stood at the door like this for a long time, and finally, he took a step forward, turned around and went downstairs.

Sitting in the car, he couldn't recover for a long time.The mist in his eyes gradually condensed into teardrops, which fell down his cheeks and onto his body.Those tears seemed to come out of a dark well before, and his heart was filled with a sharp pain, which even the tears could not relieve.

His eyes were tightly closed, and he bit his fist with his teeth, trying to stop the trembling in his body.

gone?Just left without a word.

He instantly felt that he was really ridiculous and sad.But I don't know why, my heart hurts to the bone...

He loves her, yes, loves her very much...

I don't know how long he stayed here, Wang Jiulong leaned on the back of the chair with his eyes closed, when he opened his eyes, the sky had already darkened.

He opened his eyes again, his eyes were cold, and the grief just now was gone.

This is the last time, he will never experience this kind of pain again.